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Hmmm.... I wonder how many cracks are in my ceiling? Not many..... Screw this new house! Nothing to keep me occupied. Hello sheep, did you come to eat my mattress? No? Okay, then help me sleep. 1... 2.... 3..... 10......... Do you think my boyfriend loves me? Yeah, I suppose you're right, you really wouldn't know. 11.... You're not normal kid How do you know?! Okay okay, you're right. I'm not. I worry too much, I don't feel joy enough. Is it normal to feel jaded, to not give a fuck on a level that matters??? I feel as if I live simply because there's nothing else to do. I can't die - I have no reason to kill myself and, unfortunately, I am quite healthy. Amazing, considering my diet and sleeping patterns. I really should work out, eat more, eat healthily, go to bed earlier.... Yeah well, maybe tomorrow. What? Oh yes - what number was I on? 12 12 13 14 15.... What's it like to be a sheep? Don't you get tired helping everyone out? When do YOU ever have time to sleep? During the day, right... forgot about that.... 20..... 21... I wonder if my family misses me. I wasn't exactly the model child, I was never the happy overacheiver with a perky attitude. I talked too much, took too much, debated too much, WAS too much... They're probably happy to have me out of the house. It's got to be easier with 4 kids than five... How convenient. Oh well, I don't need them to love me Sure you do... we all need someone I need myself.... I refuse to be dependent on anyone or anything. Granted, I'll let things enhance my life, but I will never depend on them. That would be dumb - it's self defeating.... Listen, you gonna count us or what? 'Cause if not, we got other houses to go to... Fine, I'm going to bed |