The Me Saga

Self Pity Me
Here I am all alone
I loathe self pity
I no longer love me
I no longer love you.
Here I stand and here I fall
I was right and you were wrong
The happiness between us is gone.
I am the beginning and the end
Once it starts, it doesn't stop.
My life is ripped, torn to shreds
No one is here to stitch me up
I am all alone.
You no longer love me
I no longer love you
I loathe self pity
I am self pity.
No one is here to watch me crumble
I stumble and fall and shatter
No glue could put me back together.
The end is here as the beginning is gone
There I stood and here I lay.
You walked away or I walked away
Either way, here is where I stay.
I no longer loathe self pity
Now I pity self loathing.
Here I stood, before I fell
I watch it all and I walk away
Happiness is the beginning, this is the end.

Protect Me
Do you know why you are here?
You are here to protect me
My guardian angel sent down
From heaven, watching me here on earth.
When danger arrives you are here to
Keep me safe from harm.
You protect me from the cruel fists of reality.
Shattered pieces of me you pick up
And mold back together.
You protect me when my walls
Crumble and stay to build them up again.

Befriend Me
I don't fit in with the In crowd
I'm not smart enough for the Intellectuals
So I walk across the land a lonely friendless soul.
Isolation is my only companion, one that I did not ask for.
I am an unlit flame amongst a thousand burning matches
Won't you light me so that I may join the fire?
Friendship is a distant memory
So far back it's just a dream
An illusion in my mind.
Won't you befriend me so that I won't be alone?
If you so shall, I would be happy and free once again.

Fooled Me
Once again I am the fool
who let you into my heart.
You said you loved me
and would always be there for me.
But where are you now?
You're with them,
the person whose heart you captured,
just like mine.
Only mine is now torn in two
And ripped into a thousand heartbroken pieces.
You must have loved me once,
Or else why where you mine for so long?
When did the love disappear from you heart?
I still have mine inside
And it's burning
And breaking me apart.