Is it really that satisfying to push your little sister around? Turn it around, friend. Your mom does the same thing to you. How does that make you feel? Does it really bring you happiness to drink on the weekebds or any other day for that matter? Does loosing a part of yourself to a boy, thinking he's a man, make you feel older? Loosing your soul more and more each time and being so desparate for that outlet of emotions, that you can't wait to get home from the movie theater to do it? Then suddenly, that boy you think is a man, turns to another girls' arms. You give yourself to someone you'll only have for a few months to a year. Do you care that I care, friend? You hate my words and yet I can't stop them. I've known you for so long, and yet you stick your nose up at my advice, at my beliefs. You went as far as making me look like a fool infront of your friends, who then beat down on me.

But I won't feel like a fool, not anymore. Not when I know that I may be a fool their eyes but a friend in orhter people's lives. So, I don't sleep with every guy that comes along. So what if I'm saving myself for marriage. So what if I don't drink and have to worry about who's going to be responsible enough to drive.

Yet these things seem to fulfil your life. And I've been determined enough to stand by and up for you. You don't want that of me right now, but I will always be there, praying and hoping that someday there might be a new person in my closest friend.