Title:
Fragments
Author:
Moonshayde
Season:
Four
Category:
Main plot: Drama. Subplot: Dan/Jan ship
Spoilers:
Minor ones for Legacy, Crystal Skull, and other episodes leading into and
including season four.
Pairing/Character:
Dan/Jan
Summary: SG-1 hits disaster on a standard recon
mission. When the mission leaves Daniel Jackson in pieces, can Doctor Fraiser
and SG-1 take his fragments and make him whole again?
Rating:
PG-13
Author's
Notes: Thanks to: Mel for pointing out some spelling/grammar mistakes and
reading despite she hasn't a clue what I'm talking about half the time; Meg,
for also finding spelling/grammar mistakes, pushing me to keep going, and
maintaining that yes, the Dan/Jan dynamic was working; to the Gateview gals for
cheering on a first-timer, and for all those that have had to deal with my
whining. You guys are the best!
Disclaimer:
Stargate, Stargate SG-1 and all of its characters, titles, names, and
back-story are the property of MGM/UA, Double Secret Productions, Gekko
Productions, SciFi Channel, and Showtime/Viacom. All other characters, the
story idea and the story itself are the sole property of the author. This story
cannot be printed anywhere without the sole permission of the author. Realize this is for entertainment purposes
only; no financial gain or profit has been gained from this fiction. This story
is not meant to be an infringement on the rights of the above-mentioned
establishments
Jack looked down at his
foot, grumbling to himself as he raised his boot from the muck below.
Unceremoniously, he kicked his leg outward, stopping only when he noticed
Daniel's eyes on him.
Daniel arched his eyebrows,
his gaze moving from Jack's boots to his face.
"What?" Jack
asked. "Same old, same old."
"No trees," Daniel
offered.
"What 'no trees?'"
Jack returned his focus forward. Oh, there were trees. Plenty of damn trees.
Every place they went seemed to have them. "I see lots of them. Here and
there."
Daniel easily followed
Jack's motion to the right and to the left. "Bushes," he said
finally.
Bushes my ass, he thought.
"Well, whatever they
are, don't matter. This place…" Jack inhaled slowly. "Stinks."
Standard recon was for the
birds, in Jack's opinion. Nine out of ten times they found nothing of value,
and ended up spending a perfectly good week bored out of their skull. At least,
some of them…
"Sir, I'd like to check
out the terrain just east of here." Jack turned to Carter, watching as his
second-in-command adjusted her surveillance gear. She handed a box over to
Daniel before she moved forward to meet Jack. "I'd like to do a sweep to
make sure the MALP and the UAV didn't miss anything."
He sighed. He doubted Carter
would find what she was looking for, but the sooner they did this, the sooner
they would be able to leave.
"Alright. Take Daniel
with you. Get some soil samples." Jack shook his foot again before
catching sight of Teal'c who was walking the perimeter. "Teal'c and
I'll…hang out."
Carter grinned, motioning to
Daniel with the nudge of her chin. "Yes, Sir. We won't be long."
Now that was certainly
interesting.
Daniel looked over his
shoulder to see if Sam was in earshot, but he couldn't catch sight of her from
his vantage point. He did manage to catch a lovely view of some overgrown
bushes, and some dying undergrowth, but that was neither here nor there.
What he'd found down the slope
was far more interesting.
Daniel found himself gazing
down at a pool of…something. What it was, he wasn't sure. The substance was
liquid, and then again it wasn't. In fact, he wasn't even really sure what kind
of classification you could give it.
Calling it slime or ooze
just didn't give it justice.
"I wonder if it will do
it again," he said aloud.
Easing himself down onto a
mossy boulder, Daniel watched the ripples in the brown colored goo, mesmerized
at the fluidity it seemed to possess. He snatched a rock from the ground, and,
while still focused on the pool, he whipped it into the waves.
With a slurp, the slimy
substance swallowed the rock.
One, two, three…
The rock came flying out of
the pool at lightning speed, ricocheting off a nearby rock, nearly striking
Daniel in the head. He gasped, ducking
just in time, watching as the rock slowed to a halt and tumbled through the
dirt far behind him.
"Amazing."
Without further hesitation,
Daniel began to fumble through his pack, quickly finding his camcorder. He was
no chemist or biologist, but he was fairly certain that primordial ooze back
home didn't have the tendency to spit rocks at weary travelers.
Sam would love to see this.
And as far as he was concerned, this warranted more research than the two of
them taking soil samples.
It's not like either one of
them were geologists or anything.
Daniel sighed. The US
government and their "budget" issues.
"Sam?" Daniel
called out her name nonchalantly as he readied his camcorder. "Can you
come over here for a second?"
Satisfied that the camera
was loaded and ready, Daniel peered through the lens, capturing as much of the
nearby terrain as possible. He noticed the lack of any bodies of water near the
pond of slime, or even any off-shots where the substance could have pooled
separately. It appeared that whatever this stuff was, it remained independent
from anything else.
He moved the camera left to
right and then down, zooming in for a better look.
Daniel jerked.
How had he gotten it on his
boot?
Frowning, Daniel shook his
foot, realizing he was having a difficult time moving it. Inhaling sharply, he
realized the slime just wasn't stuck on his boot, it was pulling at it.
Even that was a little too
weird for him.
Quickly, Daniel dropped the
camera to his side and feverishly started to untie his laces. The pressure
continued to increase on his boot, tugging him more urgently. Daniel even began
to feel himself sliding, slipping off the boulder as he came closer and closer
to the ooze.
Finally, he thought with relief, freeing his foot from the
slime covered boot. He watched, almost in a daze, as the goop effortlessly consumed
his footwear.
This time, it didn't spit it
back.
Well, that certainly
wasn't very good.
Without another thought,
Daniel grabbed his camera and made a move for the top of the slope. When he was
a safe enough distance away, he would grab his pack and be done with it. The
camera should have picked up enough information without them having to
get…close.
Daniel jerked, feeling his
weight being pulled back.
Blinking, Daniel took a
moment to pull himself out shock, and comprehend what was happening.
The pressure was still
there, crushing his ankle, squeezing his leg…
"Sam!" Daniel
yelled her name as loudly as he could. He was slipping, his muddy fingers
barely catching the sprigs of wet moss on the boulder. "Sam!"
The more desperate his calls
became, the stronger the hold was on his leg. He shuddered to think of what
would happen to him if his skin came in contact with the ooze, or worse what
would happen if he were devoured by it completely.
"Sam! Help!"
His radio. He still had his
radio.
Daniel tugged at his jacket,
grabbing at his radio. He had nearly balanced himself in order to use it
properly when he felt himself slip again, his body tumbling over the boulder.
The slime lapped near his
face.
Struggling, Daniel attempted
to crawl away, pulling against the force of the substance that was yanking him
in the opposite direction. If he kept this up, he would surely dislocate his
knee.
Pushing aside his panic, he
knew he had only last option. Biting
his lip, he quickly began to untie the belt around his waist…
He couldn't have just
vanished. It was impossible.
That is what she kept
telling herself, repeating the mantra over and over in her mind. Though, even
Sam had to admit, Daniel had a propensity for getting lost.
"Major?"
"Nothing, Sir,"
she replied, shifting her weight onto one leg. Though part of her wanted to
avoid her superior's gaze with all her might, her other half stubbornly looked
back. "We've checked the same ground three times and there's no sign of
him."
"There do not appear to
be any markings to indicate DanielJackson left the area."
Colonel O'Neill said nothing
for a moment, but the rigidity of his features told her all she needed to know.
Shamefully, she glanced away, scanning the horizon for any sign of Daniel.
He was right with her. He
had been right with her.
"Well, he can't just
disappear," O'Neill muttered, snapping her out of her thoughts.
"He has done so
before," Teal'c commented.
O'Neill appeared to consider
this, his head tilting as he nodded. "Yeah. You sure you didn't see
something like a Quantum Mirror or anything?"
Sam shook her head.
"Not at all, Sir. I doubt Daniel would willingly just touch—"
She didn't even bother to
finish her sentence based on the way it was being received.
Obviously frustrated, the
colonel rubbed his temples, closing his eyes as he assessed their situation.
"What was the very last thing you were doing, Carter?"
"We were taking soil
samples, as requested. When we were finished, I thought it would be
advantageous to take a look a little farther into the woods. While I checked
the undergrowth, Daniel explored the muddy basin near where we took our
samples."
"You let him do this by
himself?"
Sam steeled herself.
"Sir, Daniel is more than capable of holding his own. Besides, I could see
him from my location. The last I checked, he was sitting on a rock, videotaping
the area."
The colonel sighed. Sam
couldn't really blame him. She didn't see how usefully videotaping P3X-909
could be, considering the planet was barely inhabitable. If she were to
speculate on the possible results of the samples they had obtained, she was
willing to bet they would be useless as well.
"I heard him call out
my name," she continued. "When I got there, he was gone. All that was
left was his pack and supplies."
"Yeah." Colonel
O'Neill licked his lips, taking a quick scan of the land around them.
"Well, standing here isn't going to help. Why don't we double back to the
spot where you last saw him and take it from there."
Sam nodded, trying to keep
the dejection from showing in her face as she walked. Not only was she overcome
with the worry she felt for her friend, but she felt the weight of
"losing" him while he was with her. Technically, he wasn't under her
command, but she did still feel responsibility over him. Daniel was no soldier.
Despite all the battles he had fought with them, she just could not shake her
protective feelings.
Old habits are hard to
break, she mused, thinking back to
her childhood. Guess that's the joys of being a sister.
Sam adjusted the strap on
her shoulder, and held her MP-5 ready as she surveyed the land. They were
nearing the location where she and Daniel had first begun their sampling, and
where this new nightmare had begun.
"Alright," Colonel
O'Neill said curtly, stopping at the edge of the undergrowth. "Let's fan out. But stay close and be
on guard. Don't need any of us going the way of Daniel, got it?"
Teal'c nodded.
So did Sam. "Yes, Sir,
I'll—"
She frowned, her eyes
catching a slight shimmer in the distance. Curious, but nervous, she pushed
down the flutter in her stomach, and started to move forward, each step more
insistent than the first.
"Carter? Carter!"
Sam broke into a run, her
boots pounding into the alternating layers of mud and dirt while she focused on
the boulder ahead of her. She hadn't been imagining it.
Not at all.
First, she noticed the
shimmer of slicked-back hair, then the sheen of wet skin.
Stunned, she cut short.
"Carter!"
O'Neill was immediately by
her side while Teal'c quietly stopped behind her.
"What the hell?"
the colonel managed to say.
Sam blinked. "He's—"
"Naked," Teal'c
stated.
"Yeah, I noticed
that," Colonel O'Neil said quietly. "What's that all over him?"
Sam shook her head. How the
hell should she know? Whatever it was, it was brown, thick, but shiny, and
Daniel was covered in the substance from head to toe. Almost oily in nature,
from what she could guess, based on the way it greased his body.
Where were his clothes?
"DanielJackson appears
to be trapped." Teal'c took a step forward, handing O'Neill his staff
weapon. "I shall retrieve him."
"Whoa," the
colonel began, holding him back. "Not until we figure out what that stuff
is. Carter?"
"It could be harmless
or it could be toxic." She frowned, her heart thumping as she studied
Daniel's limp form. "Either way, we need to get him out of there."
"Alright, suit up,
folks."
She nodded, unhooking her
pack. Quickly, she withdrew her MOP gear and dressed hastily, before finally
securing her mask. Using care, she stepped forward, edging closer towards Daniel,
knowing that Colonel O'Neill and Teal'c were geared and ready behind her.
"Daniel," she
called as she pressed forward. Now that she was closer, she could analyze his
features in more detail. Back to the ground, front forward, she noticed his
eyes were closed, and his face peaceful, as if he were in a deep dreamless
slumber. There appeared to be no signs of struggle, both physically and
mentally, and from what she could tell, just from a precursory glance, he was
in good health.
Then again, she was limited
to field medical experience, and would feel far more comfortable with having
Janet look at him.
"Daniel? Daniel, can
you hear me?"
Still, he made no move.
Marred with apprehension,
Sam leaned forward, careful not to lose her balance and fall into the pool
herself. She reached out her gloved fingers and prodded Daniel for a pulse, or
any sign of life.
She breathed out. "He's
alive. His chest is rising and falling. I'm making out a heartbeat."
"Good." She could
hear the relief in her commanding officer's voice.
She only wished she could
feel that relief. Daniel was alive, but who knew what kind of exposure he could
be suffering from the substance.
"Sir, this substance is
all over him," she said through her mask. "I recommend that we remove
him now. I have no idea what effect this is having on him."
"Yeah, I know. Let me
help you." O'Neill was by her side before he finished speaking.
"Don't get any of that on you."
Together, they dragged
Daniel forward, pulling his legs out of the pond of brown colored liquid that
had pooled in the ravine below. Sam thought she heard the colonel curse once,
nearly tripping as they heaved Daniel out of the grime and onto steady ground.
"You'd think that stuff
didn't want to let go," he muttered, snarling as he glanced down at his
suit. "Well, this isn't pleasant."
"It's highly
adhesive," Sam commented, concerned as she watched the substance cling to
her gear. "I-I don't like this, Sir."
"Damn," O'Neill
swore. "This is giving me the hibbijibbies. Teal'c, get over to the Gate
and call in a medical team. Inform Hammond of our situation and advise
quarantine measures."
Teal'c hesitated, his dark
eyes studying his teammates. "O'Neill—"
"We're fine, Teal'c.
Just get a team out here right away."
Teal'c bowed in response,
stealing one last worried glance in their direction before he left. Sam watched
him go, keeping close to Daniel, and monitored his breathing. She could only
hope that whatever happened, Daniel was going to be okay.
Based
on the cool silence coming from her commanding officer, she knew he was wishing
the same.
No one ever said it would be
easy being the chief medical officer on a secret military base.
Janet Fraiser sidestepped to
allow personnel to file past her, before she returned to her purposeful stride
down the corridor. In front of her, she found General Hammond waiting, and
before long, the two of them were walking in step together.
"What's their
diagnosis, Doctor?"
"Well, Sir, their
initial test results indicate they are generally in good health, including
Doctor Jackson."
The general nodded, stopping
to allow a nurse to squeeze by him. "Any idea on what exactly that
material was on Doctor Jackson?"
Janet shook her head.
"No, Sir. I've had some of the substance collected and sent off to one of
the labs for study." She sighed. Hopefully, one of the chemical
technicians would be able to do an analysis and get back to her with the
results. Meanwhile, she had more important matters to attend to. "Once I
get the results for both blood work and the substance, I might have a better
idea what happened to Doctor Jackson."
"Is he still
unconscious?" the general asked.
"I'm afraid so. He
hasn't regained any consciousness since his return through the Gate."
General Hammond nodded
again. She could tell his was considering her words carefully, and had more
pressing matters on his mind. They had done this dance before.
"I don't believe it is
contagious, Sir," Janet reassured him. "So far, the rest of SG-1 have
not contracted any of the symptoms that Doctor Jackson has. Also, though we
have remained on strict quarantine levels, none of my staff or myself, who have
been in direct contact with Daniel, has showed any signs of sickness."
"I'm sorry, Doctor,
symptoms? I thought you said Doctor Jackson was in good health."
Ah, so he had been paying
attention. "For all intents and purposes, he's fine. He does have a
low-grade fever, but nothing to cause alarm. The only thing that did cause me
some concern was an anomaly in his blood, and that is why I have requested
additional analysis on his blood work. Aside from that, he seems to be
fine."
"Except that he's
unconscious and was in contact with a foreign substance we know nothing
about."
She offered a wry smile.
"I am well aware of that, Sir. But I have run every test I could on Doctor
Jackson. Whatever he came into contact with does not appear to have a
contagious element. However, I would advise that we still use precautions in
dealing with him until I receive the results back."
"I wouldn't have it any
other way." General Hammond motioned to the door, as they slowed to a
stop. "Whatever you feel is best, Doctor."
It was the trust that
General Hammond placed in her that made Janet proud to work in this facility.
Swallowing back any unease she had felt during the earlier part of the day,
Janet swiped her card through the key slot.
"Doc? You busting us
out of here?"
"Colonel O'Neill,"
Janet said flatly, only her smile giving her a way. She stepped inside, along
with General Hammond. "I am pleased to inform you that you are all
perfectly fine."
The colonel smiled, hoping
off the small table in the center of the room. "Wonderful. So, how's our
boy?"
The smile on Janet's face
vanished, causing a ripple effect throughout the room. Sam was the first to
speak, quickly brushing past Teal'c and Colonel O'Neill to stand before her and
General Hammond.
"Is he still
unconscious?"
Janet nodded. "As I was
just informing General Hammond, Daniel hasn't regained consciousness since
you've returned. He does have a mild temperature, and I am running some
additional blood work. Aside from that, everything appears normal."
"Can we go see
him?" Colonel O'Neill asked.
Janet smiled softly, amused
by his hopeful tone, one that he appeared to try and hide under his military
bravado. "I'm sorry," she told him. "As much as I would like for
you to see him, Colonel, I can't allow it under our quarantine
procedures."
"You said he was
fine," O'Neill said.
"Is there some
information you are not sharing with us?" Teal'c asked evenly.
Janet went to answer, but
Hammond shook his head. "I know you all are concerned about Doctor
Jackson," the general interrupted, "but you know as well as I do that
we can't take any alien contact lightly."
"No disrespect, Sir,
but we're feeling fine," Sam said. Exhaling deeply, she turned to Janet.
"Colonel O'Neill, Teal'c, and I were exposed to the substance without any
effect."
"Not directly,"
the general reminded them.
"No, and none of you
had any contact with the chemical either," Janet added. "Teal'c
never—"
"My symbiote protects
me." Standing tall, Teal'c clasped his hands behind his back. "I should
be able to visit DanielJackson without difficulty."
Janet sighed. She knew how
important cohesion was to this unit; she had been working with SG-1 for over
three years and had been witness to the bonds that had formed between them.
They were an unusual group, one that she would never had expected to click so
perfectly. And despite the fact that she, as chief medical officer for this
entire base, had the opportunity to spend time with a variety of different
people, Janet still felt closest to SG-1, almost as if she were a part of their
team as well.
"We have low-level
conditions at this time," she said finally, her attention on Hammond.
"I can permit limited visitors, especially those who have been exposed, as
long as they wear protective clothing and masks."
Hammond nodded, turning to
SG-1. "If you follow Doctor Fraiser's instructions, you'll be permitted to
see Doctor Jackson."
Janet couldn't begin to
describe the expressions of relief and gratitude she saw on the faces of her
friends. Even the stoic face of Teal'c seemed to crack from the weight of the
news.
"Great," O'Neill
said with a lop-sided grin. "When--?"
"Doctor Fraiser to Room
Seven! Doctor Fraiser, please report to Room Seven!"
Startled from her thoughts,
Janet quickly pulled herself together and flew out of the room. She didn’t have
to say a word. They all knew who occupied Room Seven.
She just hoped that the
number seven would hold some luck to counter balance the feeling of dread that
was forming in her stomach.
* * *
*
Even after mentally
preparing herself for the worst, Janet wasn't expecting what she now saw this
evening.
Curled up in a ball in the
corner of the room, was Daniel. Shivering and frightened, he seemed so small,
so distant, trapped in a world all his own. His appearance was a shock to
Janet, who was so used to the animate and talkative man, someone that would not
hesitate to speak his mind, or to push aside what was wrong from what was
right. He was the kind of man that did not back down, unless absolutely
necessary.
Yet, here he was, cornered
and terrified, his hands curled to his chest in a protective manner.
"What the hell?"
Colonel O'Neill asked, standing in the doorway.
Janet turned to one of her
aides, her face alone demanding to know what happened.
"He woke up just a few
minutes ago," the aide stated. "We were preparing to call you when
he…" Her sympathetic and nervous gaze drifted to the corner of the room.
"He had an incident."
"An incident?" Sam
asked. She blinked, dumbfounded, before turning to Janet.
Janet understood that
questioning look. Sam hated not having the answers, just about as much as she
did.
Breathing out, Janet
mentally prepared herself for the task at hand, stealing only a quick worried
glance at Daniel. He was still there, nearly motionless, with wide eyes
absorbing everything.
"Okay," Janet said
at last. "I'm going to need some room." She turned to Sam, Colonel
O'Neill, and Teal'c. The three were fully prepared, wearing smocks, masks, and
gloves. She sighed, knowing how deeply they wanted to remain and help. But she
was a doctor, and her first priority was to her patients. "I'm sorry,
Colonel," she began, "I know how much—"
"We can help,
Janet," Sam interrupted. "I mean, God, look how frightened he
looks."
"Well, wouldn't you be
if you had a bunch of stiffs wearing lab coats hovering around you?"
O'Neill froze. "No offense there, Doc."
"None taken,
Colonel." But he was right, she realized. Whatever was happening to
Daniel, physically, mentally, he was obviously scared out of his mind.
"Okay," she began. "We'll need to get him back onto the
gurney."
Janet took a tentative step
forward, pressing her lips together under the heat of the mask. Inwardly, she
flinched, watching as Daniel reared back, almost desperate to push away from
her, as if he was trying to meld into the wall behind him. His eyes never left
her, however, and continued to bear down on her with fear and trepidation.
"Doc, I thought you
said he was okay," she heard Colonel O'Neill say from somewhere close
behind her.
"His initial tests
didn't show anything to cause me significant concern," she answered, still
creeping closer. She was aware that Sam and Teal'c were near her as well,
prepared in case something, anything, happened that might be construed as
dangerous. She knew she was placing herself in a vulnerable position, but she
had handled situations that were far worse than this, and more violent. Despite
her experience, she was grateful for the support. "With Daniel being
unconscious, I haven't been able to monitor any behavioral problems."
"I'd say this is a
problem."
Which was obvious, she thought, though she didn't have the time to
deal with the colonel right now.
"Daniel," she said
softly, her voice muffled slightly by her surgical mask.
He didn't answer her,
instead taking the opportunity to huddle closer to the concrete wall.
"Daniel," she
began again. "Do you know who I am?"
Again, Daniel didn't reply
to her, and she started to consider the possibility that his behavior could be
far worse than just shock. She was confident that his hearing was in tact,
based on the way his eyes were following whoever was speaking, and obviously
his vision wasn't further impaired. But his behavior…she sighed. She didn't
want to have to keep putting this man through test after test.
"Daniel?" she
asked again, taking another step closer. She winced inwardly at his startled
reaction, as he brought his hands to partially cover his face.
He looked as if he'd been
crying.
"What happened after he
woke up?" Janet asked.
Terrance, one of her most
faithful nurses, spoke. "We initially thought he was in shock. He wasn't
responding to any of us. When we moved to contact you to come down to examine
him, he managed to get off the gurney and crawl into the corner."
"Crawl?" Sam's
eyes widened and, she stared at Janet incredulously. "Are you sure?"
Terrance looked more than
annoyed. "Saw it with my own two eyes, Major."
"Okay, well we'll deal
with that later, then," O'Neill stated, his voice firm. "This is
pointless. Teal'c, come with me. We'll get him off the floor."
"As you wish,
O'Neill."
"No, that wouldn't be
such a great idea." Janet turned to face Colonel O'Neill while holding
Teal'c back gently.
"She's right,
Sir," Sam agreed, standing beside the smaller woman. "I think he's
traumatized enough."
Colonel O'Neill narrowed his
eyes. "Then what do you suggest, Major? Because right now, I have Hammond
waiting outside for some kind of answer while we all discuss why a scholar is
sitting on the floor blubbering like a baby."
The four of them stood
there, silent for a moment, considering their options. Honestly, the decision
shouldn't be difficult. The most logical course of action would to be to move
in quickly, snatch Daniel, and strap him down. But none of them wanted to take
that route; they all wished for some alternative. Even months later, the incident
with Ma'chello's bugs was still fresh in their minds.
"Doctor Fraiser?"
Janet turned quietly, noting
the hesitance in her aide's voice. Following his gestures, her gaze settled
back on Daniel. To her surprise, he had inched a little closer, his face
pressed against the cold wall, but his hands had moved back to his chest. What
tore her heart had to be his open expression, one that bordered on sheer
helplessness.
"Hi," she said
brightly, this time remaining where she was.
Daniel blinked back at her,
bringing one of his curled hands to his mouth. He rested his chin on his
knuckles, his tongue protruding slightly as he moistened his lips.
Janet smiled at him, then
felt silly, realizing he couldn't see anything behind her mask. She at least
hoped he could pick up on her positive presence.
"Hi," she said
again, beckoning gently with her hand. "Why don't you come over
here?"
Daniel's gaze followed her
hand before settling on her face. Just when she thought he was considering
moving towards her, he froze, scooting a little closer to the wall, and focused
his gaze off to her left.
"Hi," Sam said,
kneeling down by Janet's side. "I'm Sam. You remember me?"
No response.
"Janet," Sam
started, never taking her gaze off Daniel. "I don't think he understands
us."
"He seems to be
following the tone of our voice," Janet admitted, more than a little
distressed by the revelation.
"Yeah, that's all
fascinating, but what does it mean?" O'Neill asked.
"I don't want to jump
to any conclusions, Colonel, until I've had the opportunity to examine
him." Janet paused, watching as Sam held out her hands, tracing patterns
in the air, an act that apparently captivated Daniel. "His behavior…"
She sighed again, watching Daniel attempt to mimic Sam's movements.
"This is nuts,"
the colonel finally stated. "Teal'c, let's go."
"Colonel!"
Before Sam could finish her
protest, both Teal'c and O'Neill were upon the frightened man. Daniel, for
whatever reason, whether it was the tone of their voice, or their sheer size,
reared again, sliding himself against the floor back towards the far corner in
an effort to escape his pursuers. But Teal'c and Colonel O'Neill wasted little
time, coming in fast, each grabbing Daniel by the arm and tugging him upward.
"Come on, Daniel,
cooperate a little here," the colonel muttered.
Sam and Janet quickly moved
to the side, allowing room for Colonel O'Neill and Teal'c to drag Daniel back
towards the gurney. Surprisingly, Daniel made no cries or protests, but the
terror in his face told Janet enough. Plus, she was far more troubled over the
fact Daniel's legs did not appear to be functioning.
When Daniel was secure,
Janet ran to the side of the gurney, gently tapping her friends to move away.
She did a quick evaluation, checking everything from his hearing, to his
vision, to his breathing to locomotion. Again, just with a short check, he
appeared normal.
Except for everything that
was obviously abnormal.
Calmly, she brought her hand
to his forehead, and smoothed back his hair. Daniel only watched her
soundlessly.
"Doc?"
"I'll have to run some
more tests," she said dimly, answering Colonel O'Neill's unspoken
question. "Hopefully then I'll have a better idea how to proceed."
The colonel nodded, coming
to stand beside her. He reached out and placed a hand on Daniel's shoulder,
glancing up across to Sam and Teal'c, before returning his gaze to Daniel. Even
under the obstruction of his mask, Janet could see the distress in his
features.
"Alright. Give us a
call when you're finished." With a jerk of his head, he motioned to Sam
and Teal'c. "Let's go report to Hammond."
Sam nodded, stealing an
anxious glance at Janet before she moved to the door. Teal'c remained stoic and
quiet, bowing gracefully before joining her. Colonel O'Neill did not move.
Shaking himself from his
thoughts, Colonel O'Neill turned to Janet. "See what you can do,
alright?"
She knew that his words were
made to comfort more than command, and for his continued support, she was
grateful. Moments like these made Janet confident that one day Colonel Jack
O'Neill would move on to greater promotions and responsibilities.
She didn't even need to
answer his question. She knew he wasn't waiting for an answer. Finally, he
squeezed her shoulder and moved toward the door, closing it softly behind him.
Sighing, she summoned her
inner strength and returned her attention to Daniel. She stroked his arm
reassuringly, smiling at him through her mask.
"Don't worry," she
whispered. "We'll find a way."
"Mooo!"
Jack froze.
He stood in the doorway of
Daniel's room, staring with disbelieving eyes. Frowning, he turned his
attention from the assistants and aides that were huddled around Daniel's bed
over to Carter who happened to be watching from the baseboard.
"Carter? A Speak' n
Say?"
Major Carter unfolded her
arms and walked to him. "One of the nurses has a child in the daycare on
one of the upper levels. She thought this would be a good way to try and
motivate Daniel to start speaking again."
Jack glared at her before
shifting his focus to Daniel. He was mooing again, playing with cord that was
attached to the toy. Then, he giggled, tugging at the cord again.
There were no words that
could begin to capture what Jack was feeling.
"Carter, this is
Daniel. He shouldn't be…" He waved his hand, listening as Daniel began to
grunt and snort. "Acting like a pig."
She nodded, stealing a quick
glance at Daniel. "I know that, Sir."
"What kind of alien
chemical would make a man stupid, anyway?"
"Well, it is
possible," she said. "When we came into contact with the Touched, our
minds basically shut down. From one perspective, we could say that caused a
decline in intelligence."
He didn't respond. This was
nuts, really. Daniel was a grown man with enough brains to compensate for the
idiots in the accounting department on levels three and four. He shouldn't be
learning to talk, learning to make associations, learning to function. This was
basic stuff. This wasn't Daniel.
"He's made a lot of
progress so far," Carter chimed in, sounding hopeful. "Just in the
small amount of time I've been in here observing, Daniel has started
recognizing things again. I believe he recognized my face even if just for a
moment. He even started to get temperamental when he realized he was strapped
onto the gurney."
"Sounds like
Daniel."
"That’s when they
brought in the toy for him to interact with." Carter motioned over to the
bed. "He's been doing great so far."
"Yeah, but, Carter, the
point is he shouldn't have to be doing this at all," Jack muttered
irritably. He shook his head. "What does Fraiser say?"
"His test results just
came in. She's reviewing them as we speak." Carter smiled weakly.
"Other than that…"
"He's got brain
damage," Jack said simply, finally saying what he'd been afraid to
acknowledge since this all began. "He shouldn't—"
"No! No, Doctor
Jackson!"
Jack scowled, stepping
around Carter to see what was happening. Daniel had managed to push aside some
of the assistants that were instructing him, and had currently found a way to
get his pant leg caught in the bars on the side of the gurney. Grunting with
frustration, Daniel kicked at the metal bars, howling when his skin struck the
surface.
"For cryin' out
loud," Jack mumbled, walking over to the bed. "Daniel."
Jack fumbled with the fabric
of Daniel's pants, noticing he wasn't doing the best job with these gloves of
his. He wished he could take off the damned mask, and the restrictive clothing,
but he wasn't an idiot either. Cursing, Jack pulled back, finally freeing
Daniel from the gurney.
"There. Now sit back
down."
Daniel blinked at him
dumbly, just staring at Jack's face. In a way, it was a little unnerving.
"So much for
progress," he muttered to Carter.
Instead of some annoying
glare, her eyes smiled back.
"What?" he asked.
"I think you just made
a friend, Colonel."
Frowning, Jack spun around
to face Daniel again. This time he was beaming, his face aglow with cheer.
Suddenly, he reached out and wrapped his arms around Jack, pulling him into the
tightest, most uncomfortable hug Jack had ever experienced.
Unless you counted that time
with Ernest.
"He's walking again,
Sir," Carter said, stifling a chuckle. "That's progress. And I think
he's got a little bit of hero worship there, too."
"Sweet. I'll just go
around saving men from evil gurneys now."
Jack knew Daniel didn't have
a clue what he was saying. He could tell just by the way Daniel cocked his
head, or the way he searched his face that he just kept following the sound of
his voice. The thought itself made Jack choke.
He cleared his throat,
smiling under his mask, before giving Daniel a light tap on his shoulder.
"What are you smiling at?" he asked, trying to keep his tone light.
Daniel continued to smile.
Then, as if some nasty little thought entered that mind of his, he giggled,
bringing his hands to his mouth.
"What?" he asked
again, glancing at Carter for help. She just shrugged.
Daniel laughed and reached
forward, trying to grab at Jack's mask. Without hesitation, Jack jerked back,
waving a stern finger at Daniel. Startled, and appearing a little hurt, Daniel
shrunk back, blinking back tears.
Damn, Jack thought. This is ridiculous.
"Fraiser has got to do
something," Jack said abruptly, feeling his anger come to the fore. He
rubbed Daniel's back in a soothing manner, trying to ease the other man's
tension. "This," he said pointing to Daniel and his pouty lips, "can't
stay permanent."
"She's working as hard
as she can, Sir," Carter reminded him.
Hell, she didn't have to
remind him. He didn't have to remind her. Jack could see that he wasn't the one
having a problem with this mess.
"Yeah. Yeah, I
know." He scratched at his mask. "I got Teal'c briefing Hammond right
now."
Carter's forehead depressed
into a frown. "For what?"
"To see if we can get
back to that planet and find some answers." He glanced over at Daniel who
happened to be looking all over the place. "He's got some photographic
mind, when it comes down to it, and before Hammond approves anything, he wanted
a thorough layout of the land." Jack paused. "What about that
chemical? Come up with anything?"
Regretfully, she shook her
head. "Nothing so far, Sir. We've had biochemists examining the samples
from our gear and from Daniel and we haven't made any headway. Whatever the
substance is, it doesn't have living cells."
"And?"
"It's dead, Sir. No
retrovirus, no bacteria, nothing. It's dead matter."
Jack snorted. "Well,
that's not very helpful. So, what, the stuff is just mud?"
Carter bit her lip,
grimacing, and shook her head. "No, it may have been alive at—Uh,
Sir!"
Jack jerked, spinning around
just in time to grab Daniel's arm. He was dancing in his spot, grinning like an
idiot, while his gaze remained fixated on some medical instruments on the
nearby cart.
"No, I don't think
so," Jack warned him.
Daniel grimaced, moaned, and
muttered something incoherent. He pointed more urgently at the tray.
"Daniel, you can't
touch those," Carter said. "They'll hurt."
He pointed again, grunting.
"No." Jack pulled
him closer. "Stay right here." Seeing Daniel's lip begin to tremble
again, he could only roll his eyes in disgust.
"If Fraiser doesn't—"
"Colonel."
Jack straightened, watching
as Doc Fraiser entered the room. Just the person he wanted to see. He couldn't
be happier.
Only, she had the look. THE
look.
Dammit.
"What?" he asked.
"I think you and Major
Carter should step out for a moment, Sir."
And she used "Major
Carter." Definitely not good.
"Janet?" Carter
did not sound happy. In fact, Jack thought he heard a little bit of unease in
her voice. "What's going on?"
"I'll explain in a
moment," she said firmly. "But for now, I think it would be best for
you to remain outside."
Jack's gaze fell down to the
charts she held in hand, and suddenly he had that sinking feeling again. Not
good at all.
"What's the matter with
him?" Jack asked, all levity dropped from his tone. "It can't be that
bad. You can fix him, right? Look." Jack motioned behind him. "He's
getting better."
Daniel giggled with delight
as he grabbed the instruments and threw them on the floor.
Okay, so bad example.
"Dammit, Daniel."
Jack marched over to Daniel, and pulled him away from the medical tray. Daniel
moaned, struggling against him, but even for an older man, Jack proved the
stronger. "See, now, ow!"
Daniel laughed, clicking the
penlight on and off in Jack's face, before making patterns on the ceiling.
Grinning, he flashed it at Jack again before peering at it himself. Suddenly,
he yelped, throwing the penlight away as he rubbed his eyes.
"See? That's what you
get," Jack grumbled. He forced a grin as he turned his focus back on
Fraiser. "Well, he can't seem to keep his hands to himself again. That's
got to be a good sign."
Fraiser did not seem
impressed. "Colonel, I have some additional tests I need to run on Daniel.
We're moving him into another room for now, until we can figure out what is
going on."
Jack exchanged a quick look
with Carter. Yeah, she knew.
"What's going on,
Janet?" Carter asked apprehensively. "Are you taking him to a room
with higher security?"
"I'm afraid so,"
she answered. "I-I can't really go into it now. I need for you to step
outside."
Jack just stood there. Gone
was Fraiser's usual personable quality. She was all business, and that worried
Jack more than he wanted to admit.
"I'll meet and explain
everything as soon as I can, Colonel." Her features softened slightly,
relieving some of Jack's concern. "But right now, it's important and I
need you to step outside."
"Alright." He
motioned to Carter, walking steadily, refusing to show any sign of weakness.
"We'll get cleaned up and—"
"And you'll report to
the room down the hall," she finished for him. "I need to run a few
tests on you as well."
"God, Janet." Now
Carter sounded scared. "What--?"
"Carter, you heard the
Doc." He licked his lips, his tongue brushing against the mask. He made a
face. "We'll do what has to be done."
Carter nodded, moving to
join Jack by the door. They hadn't even made it halfway when all hell broke
loose.
"Nah!" Daniel
yelled, struggling against the aides. "Nah, nah, nah!"
Jack translated that to mean
no, cringing as he was forced to watch his friend fight Janet's medical staff.
Daniel was putting up quite the fight, screaming and kicking. Maybe whatever
happened to him hadn't made him stupid at all. He seemed to know exactly what
was going to happen.
"Nah!" he screamed
again. Daniel growled, showing his teeth as he tried to bite one of the aides.
He got a swift slap for the action.
"Hey!" Fraiser
yelled, stepping forward. "Easy with him. I won't have that in my
infirmary." She glared at the aide that had hit Daniel. Quickly, she
thrust a hand in one of her pockets.
Carter looked absolutely
dazed. Shocked, she turned to Jack, looking for some sign that she could
proceed.
He felt her anguish. He
wanted nothing more than to pop one to these aides. Daniel hadn't a clue what
was happening. How was he supposed to act appropriately?
Daniel was crying now, the
tears streaming down his face as he continued to struggle against the medical
assistants while they lifted him onto the gurney. Sniffling, he pleaded with
his sobs to Jack, Fraiser, and Carter.
"N-n," Daniel
mumbled, sniffling as he wept. "N-no, Ja, no."
"I'm sorry,
Daniel," Fraiser said, and in a way where Jack knew she meant it. "I'm
going to give you a little something to go to sleep."
"N-n-no." He
kicked out, lifting his head. "Sah…Jac…Jaaan."
"Doc, you sure--?"
She nodded quickly, not even
turned back. "I'm fine. Just please, we have to do this."
"Yeah." Jack
motioned to Carter to follow him, ignoring the emptiness that he felt in the
pit of his stomach. Daniel cried out to them again, sobbing over Fraiser's
soothing voice. Before she even finished, he was out cold.
Just
the way Jack currently felt.
"I am fine."
Doctor Fraiser nodded, but
continued her ministrations. "Yes, I know. You've already told me
that."
"It is because I speak
the truth," Teal'c said, pulling down his shirt. Had he not just said so?
"My symbiote protects me."
Doctor Fraiser forced a
smile. "I understand that, Teal'c, but we both know that is not always the
case. You remember what happened on BP6-3Q1?"
Indeed he did, he thought
soberly. The consequences of contact with the creatures of that planet had been
too much for even a Jaffa. If not for the determination of his friends, and the
help from his symbiote, he would no longer draw breath in this form.
He arched an eyebrow.
"You believe this is what has happened to DanielJackson?"
Doctor Fraiser sighed,
placing her chart down. "It's possible, Teal'c."
This news was not news he
had wanted to hear. For if Doctor Fraiser spoke the truth, there would be no
hope for Daniel Jackson.
This was not acceptable.
"There were no large
insects on the planet of which we visited," Teal'c informed her, following
her from the room to the one across the hall. "I do not believe
DanielJackson could have been stung by such a creature."
Doctor Fraiser opened the
door, motioning him to enter. "I know. But it could be something else,
something with the same properties."
Teal'c nodded. "I
see."
For if this was indeed the
case, Daniel Jackson was in danger. How would they be able to protect their
friend if he turned into something he was not?
"Teal'c. Hey, there.
Join the club." O'Neill stated from inside, tossing a ball into the air.
Teal'c watched O'Neill
distract himself with such nonsense, before gazing at Major Carter. She was
seated nearby, on top of a table surface, kicking her legs. As Doctor Fraiser
and himself entered, she stopped and sat a little straighter, the concern in
her features never ebbing.
"What club is this,
O'Neill?" Teal'c asked, coming to stand beside him.
O'Neill frowned and glanced
over to Major Carter.
"It's just an
expression," Major Carter answered. She quickly changed to the subject at
hand. "So, Janet, any luck figuring out what is going on?"
Doctor Fraiser pulled off
her mask. Teal'c was amazed how such a simple act could change the level of
tension in the room. Suddenly, O'Neill appeared to be less inclined to move
around the area and Major Carter seemed more focused. Even Teal'c felt the
positive change.
"You're all in perfect
health," she stated, tapping her clipboard. "Even Junior."
"So, here comes the bad
news, right?" O'Neill asked.
With a sigh, Doctor Fraiser
nodded. "I'm afraid so. Daniel has alien DNA."
Perhaps O'Neill and Major
Carter had not expected Doctor Fraiser to be so blunt, for Teal'c had never
seen them turn such a pale coloring. Major Carter was the first to recover.
"Alien DNA? Janet, that
can't be." Major Carter hopped off the table, her imploring face searching
the smaller woman. "We were with Daniel. How can he suddenly have a whole
different DNA code?"
"Oh, it's a fact,"
Doctor Fraiser said grimly, tossing her clipboard onto a stray chair in frustration.
"I've had it double checked, triple checked."
"So, are you telling me
that's not Daniel in there?" O'Neill asked. "That we brought some
alien through the Stargate?" His face broiled with anger. "We could
have left Daniel on that planet?"
"No, Sir, I am not
suggesting that as the sole theory." Doctor Fraiser glanced up at Teal'c.
"I can't rule out any possibilities until I have more data."
"What?" O'Neill
asked, exasperated. "What else could you need?"
"Doctor Fraiser
believes that DanielJackson could have been infected with something that is
transforming him."
Major Carter and O'Neill
immediately focused on Doctor Fraiser.
"That is not entirely
true," she replied in response to their bewildered expressions.
"Frankly, a number of things could be at work here. We could have a
situation on BP6-3Q1 where Teal'c was infected with alien venom."
"Oh God," Major
Carter uttered. "Is the alien code rewriting Daniel's DNA?"
Doctor Fraiser remained
steadfast. "Daniel is currently carrying two viable strands of DNA. One
code is his unique pattern and the other is completely alien. At this point,
there seems to be more alien DNA than human." Doctor Fraiser paused, and
for a moment Teal'c believed she would surrender to her emotions. "I'm
sorry."
O'Neill and Major Carter
said nothing. He had learned long ago that often when humans carried concern or
felt deep mourning, they would become silent. This was a reaction among many
others he had witnessed. Teal'c breathed in deeply. By studying his friends, he
had begun to learn there was not much difference between human and Jaffa.
He remained silent as well.
"I had to move him to
one of the isolation rooms," Doctor Fraiser said quietly. "So far he
hasn't exhibited any symptoms similar to what Teal'c experienced when you made
contact with the insect specimens. But we have to take precautionary steps just
in case."
Major Carter nodded,
appearing distracted. She brushed some of her hair from her face before she
spoke. "You said you had other theories?"
"Yes, though, I don't
have much to support them right now. I can only speculate at this point."
O'Neill glared at her.
"So speculate."
Doctor
Fraser ignored his tone and continued. "Sir, we could have a situation
where Daniel came in contact with something—an insect, a microbe,
anything—which in turn started a reaction concerning his DNA. Currently, this
is the most probable. He had a low-grade fever, and it's almost like
he's—"
"Like
he's fighting an infection," Major Carter finished for her.
Doctor
Fraiser nodded. "Yes. But we can't rule out other possibilities. It's also
plausible this is some creature that some how absorbed Daniel's DNA."
"Is
that even possible?' Major Carter asked skeptically.
O'Neill
raised his eyebrows.
"Right,"
Major Carter said sheepishly.
"Then,
thirdly, it could be some new entity all together. Daniel could have merged
with something else to create what we have now, a hybrid of sorts."
"None
of these sound like good options, Doc," O'Neill muttered.
"I
never said they were," she said with a sigh. "But they are all
possibilities. I'm calling in some geneticists to take better look at the
samples before I jump to any conclusions."
"There's
always Doctor Harlow," Major Carter offered.
"He's
exactly who I had in mind."
"He
is a most admirable man," Teal'c added, recalling the scientist and his
efforts.
"Great,
then it looks like we should get to work," O'Neill said. "I'm
assuming we are free to go? Again?"
Doctor
Fraiser nodded. "Yes, Sir. I just have to run my recommendations by
General Hammond, and then I can't see any problem with you reporting to the
observation deck."
Teal'c
dipped his head to Doctor Fraiser as she moved towards the door. She understood
her patients and their needs well. As soon as they were free, he had every
intention of watching over Daniel Jackson.
"Good.
Once that's done, I want to have a chat with the general."
Major
Carter turned to O'Neill, frowning. "Sir, there is no way that General
Hammond is going to let us back to the planet, especially now.
"He
has permitted us to return to infected worlds before," Teal'c reminded
them.
"Look,
I'll see what I can do," Doctor Fraiser said, pausing at the door.
"It might help us get to the bottom of what has happened."
O'Neill
nodded. "Thanks, Doc."
Teal'c
watched the exchange between Doctor Fraiser and O'Neill. Both were charged with
the care of another, and he could see the internal strain this event was
causing them both. In addition, it was cause for pain for himself as well as
Major Carter.
But
Teal'c was confident in Doctor Fraiser's capabilities. The SGC held nothing but
the most respected of leaders.
She
would find the answer.
Sam watched in muted silence
through the glass into the room below her. She didn't know how much longer she
could just sit here and do nothing knowing that Daniel was slowly becoming
something else, or had become something else, without a clue on how to stop it
or reverse it. But then, she couldn't just abandon Daniel either.
In reality, none of them
were sure how to proceed. This situation was different than what had happened
to Teal'c, but yet eerily similar.
What would happen to Daniel?
Would his physical appearance change? Would his mental capabilities deteriorate
or would they come into sharper focus?
Daniel had appeared to be
improving. He was regaining so many of his skills. That was until they stuck
him in here.
He
was frightened. Sam watched on sorrowfully as Daniel huddled in his corner, his
knees to his chest, his head bowed, his shoulders shaking as he sobbed. He was
alone, and he knew it. She couldn't imagine the betrayal he must be feeling
right now.
"Major."
Sam
jerked, shifting in her seat as she gazed upward. Colonel O'Neill gazed back at
her warmly, his soft smile barely hiding the sadness and uncertainty she was
sure he was feeling. He squeezed her shoulder gently before urging her to move.
"Why
don't you go and help out Fraiser. I know that's what you want to be
doing."
"But,
Sir—"
He
shook his head. "Nah, go on. I'll watch him." He cleared his throat.
"Just go. Go help try and fix this."
Sam
gazed downward, refusing to take another glance in Daniel's direction.
"Yes, Sir." When she finally looked up, she noticed her commanding
officer had already settled into the nearest chair, his shoulders hunched as he
leaned forward while he stared dimly at Daniel.
Realizing
she couldn't take this anymore, Sam turned and left the room, heading to the
medical labs to talk to Janet.
She'd gone over the test
results several times, hoping that the answer was somehow hidden in there, or
that she could have possibly been wrong all this time.
But she wasn't. There was no
way to disguise the facts.
Janet sighed once before
burying her head into her hands.
"Janet?"
Janet bolted upright, nearly
falling out of her chair as she heard Sam's voice. Gathering her wits, she
forced a smile.
"Sam, I didn't hear you
come in."
Sam said nothing at first,
though Janet felt the scrutiny of her gaze. Suddenly, she felt like she was some
lab rat.
Probably the way Daniel felt
right now.
"Maybe you should take
a break," Sam said gently. "Timothy Harlow is coming down and he can
take it from here."
While part of her—that
guilt-ridden, hidden aspect of herself—wanted to rest, to get away from the
figures and testing that had eaten every minute of her time since SG-1 returned
to the base, she knew she wouldn't. She knew she couldn't. Even the strongest
temptation would never transplant her from the side of her patients. In fact,
it wasn't even a serious consideration. Just a selfish impulse to remove
herself.
She seldom ever felt that
urge. She hardly felt the conflict to run while at the same time fight until
she was bled dry.
These strange, unsettling
moments only happened under certain conditions.
Janet swallowed hard.
"I can't, Sam."
Janet turned her chair so she was facing the other woman. "You know that.
It's bad enough we've locked him away like some rabid animal."
Sam knocked her fist against
her thigh and nodded. "I know. But we know you're doing the best that you
can."
"It's not good
enough," she admitted soberly. "Sam, I promised myself that this
wouldn't happen again." Her voice dropped. "I promised him
that."
The incident with
Ma'chello's contraptions still haunted her. She had placed all her support
behind Doctor MacKenzie's diagnosis, and basically had given the green light
for the military to lock up Daniel in the psychiatric ward of the hospital. A
critical error, on her part. She had told herself many times over that her
decision was the right one; there was no way she could have known Daniel was
experiencing something so alien and so foreign. There was not enough evidence
to support it. But yet, she had been wrong. As a doctor, she couldn't afford to
make mistakes. She was playing with people's lives here.
Janet sighed as she felt
Sam's hand on her shoulder. "Janet, you're doing what you can," she
said, squeezing gently. "You know that Daniel would never blame you, even
if he could understand what was happening."
If he could understand, she mused ruefully.
Daniel was barely a shell of
himself, grasping only the most basic of abilities. He couldn't comprehend what
he'd lost, or what he was missing. The Daniel they knew was gone, and if they
couldn't figure out to reverse the process, who knew what could happen to him.
Janet inhaled sharply.
"I have to get back to work." She turned to her desk, littered with
dozens of read-outs. "If you want to help, you can start by running
through some of these right here." She patted part of her desk. "Or,
you can check with one of specialists in Lab C for any new data they might have
compiled."
Sam nodded. "Okay,
sure. I'll see how their resea—"
Janet broke from her
concentration as she heard Sam's voice halt. Frowning, she stood, eyeing Doctor
Wyman carefully.
"Alan?" she
questioned.
He gasped for breath,
pushing out a handful of documents to Sam. "Fresh from the lab. I thought
you'd like to take a look."
Sam eyed them closely,
frowned, before handing them to Janet. Janet accepted them eagerly.
That couldn't be right.
"Are you sure these are
the latest results?" Janet asked.
"Yes, I was there
myself." He shook his head. "I don't know what to say."
Sam searched her cautiously.
"Janet?"
For the first time that day,
Janet felt hopeful. "I need to review this immediately. Sam, this could be
the breakthrough we've been hoping for."
Jack entered guardedly,
feeling nothing but his own heavy breath inside his mask. Carefully, he started
to walk forward, aware of the presence of Carter to one side and Teal'c to the
other.
His goal remained huddled in
the corner. Daniel made no move to meet them, his wary eyes watching every
single move they took. As they continued to press forward, Jack saw the fear
grow in Daniel's eyes, pushing quickly to the limits of panic. Daniel gasped,
squeezing his eyes shut, pressing his face into the wall.
"DanielJackson appears
to fear us once again," Teal'c commented.
"We have no way of knowing
just how deeply that chemical affected his mind," Carter added. "His
perceptions of us could be altered."
"It's not that,"
Jack said matter-of-fact. He could see that Daniel was trembling now, one eye
open to keep vigilant, the other shut to hide within his fear. "He's
afraid of the suits."
Carter seemed surprised,
turning to face him. "Sir?"
Jack shook his head, his
anger rising as he observed Daniel cower in the corner. A man should not act
this way.
But at the same time he felt
crushed. He was instantly reminded of a time, some years back, when Charlie had
a fit at the local McDonald's. The boy had been scared into a screaming fit,
terrified of the Grimace that had bounded over to him ever so cheerfully.
"Doc said this thing
was weakening, right?"
Carter glared at him.
"Sir, you are not considering taking off your hazmat suit."
"Who? Me?" Yeah,
the thought had crossed Jack's mind. Quite a few times, actually. But he had
something else in mind. "What about Teal'c?"
With a shake of her head,
well the whole damn suit, Carter protested. "If whatever has infected
Daniel is something similar to what happened to Teal'c, then his symbiote would
not protect him, Sir."
"I am willing to risk
that chance," Teal'c said, moving to dislodge his helmet.
"Well, I'm not,"
Jack said, reaching over quickly to stop him. "If Carter doesn't think
it's a good idea, then we'll just stand here and watch Daniel break down even
more."
Irritably, Carter shifted
her weight from one leg to the other. "Trying to guilt trip me won't
work."
"Who said anything
about guilt?" he asked her with a knowing smile. "But, come on,
Carter. You and Fraiser told me that whatever was in Daniel was weakening.
Dissolving. Whatever. We've all been exposed to the stuff, in one way or another.
Don't you think we're safe?"
"Just precaution, Sir.
We really haven't any idea if what Daniel has develops through stages, or if
what is happening with the substance is supposed to happen."
"Major Carter is
correct, O'Neill. We should remain vigilant if we are to help
DanielJackson."
Teal'c was right. But that
didn't help the fact that Daniel was staring at them, his wide eyes full of
dread.
"Alright, well let's
see—"
"Go away."
Jack stopped, returning his
full attention on Daniel. He gazed hard at the man, just an island lost amidst
a sea of paper, crayons, and picture books. "What?" he asked.
Daniel licked his lips, his
eyes never leaving them. "Go away," he said again, his voice
unsteady.
His timber was off, causing
Jack to wince. Extremely fearful, slightly raised. Childlike.
But at least he was talking.
Jack took another step
forward.
Daniel winced, scurrying
back, holding his arms up in defense. "Go away!" he yelled, his voice
slightly stronger. "Go away! Please? Go away…"
"Daniel? It's us,"
Carter said calmly, kneeling by Jack's side. "It's me, Sam. And this is
Colonel O'Neill. Jack," she said patting his leg. Jack looked down at her.
She cleared her throat and pointed over their left. "And that's Teal'c.
You remember Teal'c, right?"
Daniel followed her
movements, his own jerky, agitated gestures revealing just how nervous he was.
Finally, his eyes settled back on her.
"Monsters," he
whispered as he sucked in a deep breath. "Monsters. Go away. Please.
Monsters." He sniffled, choking back a sob. "I'm good. I be good.
See?" He swallowed hard, brushing his tears aside. "Good. Please,
go."
Jack set his jaw, the anger
ripping through him. Daniel, sitting in front of him, pleading for them not to
hurt him, sobbing like a baby. This was everything Daniel wasn't. What the hell
was this stuff?
"DanielJackson, there
are no monsters present," Teal'c said, frowning.
That only made Daniel cry
harder.
"Oh, no, Daniel,"
Sam soothed. "We're not monsters. These are just masks. Costumes?"
He sniffled, and then
started crying yet again. "No monsters! I'm good!" He rocked back and
forth, grabbing at his knees, continuing to sob as Jack attempted to move
closer. "I want my Daddy!"
Jack froze, not quite sure
how to answer that. He glanced over at Carter for help, but she appeared to be
as stunned as he was. Quickly, he grabbed Teal'c before he said anything that
could add insult to injury.
"Your Daddy?" Sam
questioned, puzzled.
Daniel hiccupped, rubbing
his eyes. "I wanna go home. I want Daddy."
"Sir, I don't
know—"
He held up a hand to silence
Carter. She was bright, but she wasn't always the most tactful. And he
certainly wasn't going to have them remind Daniel that his father was dead. Not
right now.
"Your Daddy can't come
right now, okay?" Jack said cautiously. "That's why we're here. To
help take care of you. You got that?"
"Mons—"
"Not monsters, Daniel.
Okay?" he said firmly.
"Okay."
"These suits are for
protection only, DanielJackson."
Daniel frowned, sitting a
little straighter as he hugged his knees. "Why? I'm good. I don't
hurt."
Jack nodded, trying to
remember that, really, Daniel's mind was only functioning at a child's level.
It didn't seem possible that a scholar of his magnitude couldn't get past
simple concepts.
"Oh, yeah. We know
that, Daniel. We just got to wear them in case something else hurts us."
Daniel seemed to consider
this. He shifted his weight, twisting his fingers as he gazed shyly up at them.
"Do I get to have one?" he asked quietly. "Like yours?"
Carter exchanged a nervous
look with Jack before she nodded. "If you want one, we can get one for
you, but you'd have to keep it on and not take it off."
"Oh. Okay."
Jack shrugged, before
gesturing to Carter and to the door. This actually might make things easier for
them. "If Fraiser gives the okay, get him a suit." He pulled her a
little closer before she completely rose to her feet. "See if you can get
an update from Fraiser. And ask if we can take off these damn suits." He
tugged at the collar. "It's hot."
She nodded. "Yes,
Sir."
"Good," he said
with a nod of his own. "I'll ask the questions."
He was going to ask them
anyway. That was the agreement, aside from the fact he was in charge of SG-1.
Fraiser had given them the okay to enter the isolation room to question Daniel,
in order to try and get some answers to what had happened. He'd started talking
about thirty minutes ago, pleading for Gosinphled, whatever the heck that was.
Coupled with the discovery that whatever was in Daniel appeared to be dying, or
at least weakening, questioning him seemed the best course of action.
General Hammond had not
approved of a return trip to the planet.
He sighed. At least another
MALP and a UAV would be sent through the Gate tomorrow.
"Okay, Daniel, now I
gotta ask just you just a few questions, alright? Then maybe we can get you
some more of that pudding you like."
"It's yummy," he
answered.
Yeah, yummy. Whatever, he thought irritably.
Jack patted Teal'c on the
shoulder before taking a step forward. Hesitantly, he lowered himself to the
ground, leveling himself off with Daniel. The other man seemed to appreciate
the gesture, his shoulders relaxing. Quietly, he stretched out his legs, and
then tucked them under his body.
"I'm Jack. Remember
me?"
"Jack," Daniel
repeated. "Jack. I like Jack."
"Good. That's good to
hear," Jack said, smiling through his shield. "And this is Teal'c.
You remember him?"
This time Daniel did not
smile. He glared at the Jaffa, his blue eyes darkening.
"Daniel?" Jack
cautioned.
"Yeah. Te-Teal'c,"
he muttered, fighting the pronunciation. "Teal'c icky."
Teal'c frowned at the
comment, arching an eyebrow. "O'Neill, what makes one, 'icky?'"
"Uh…nevermind,
Teal'c." If they had to deal with issues Daniel might be harboring for
Teal'c…"Daniel, I need you to tell me about the planet."
"What planet?"
"The planet we just
came back from a day ago. With the dirt and the trees."
"Bushes," Daniel
corrected. "No trees."
"Yeah, yeah.
What—" Jack stopped. "You remember that?"
Daniel nodded. "Yup!
And moss and bushes and dirt and sometimes a little mud. Not much 'cause no
water." Daniel giggled, turning away, and held up a piece of paper. "Look!
Nurse gave to me. Mine!"
Jack forced a smile, looking
at the blank sheet of paper and put it down. "That's great. Can we talk
about the planet again?"
He nodded. "Okay."
"Do you know what
happened before you got here?" Jack pointed to the room and then made a
circle with his hands, borrowing a technique he'd seen Daniel do a thousand
times. "Here?"
"I was there."
"Yeah, can you
elaborate?"
Daniel blinked at him.
"He does not appear to
understand, O'Neill," Teal'c stated.
"Daniel, can you tell me
more? More about the planet?" Jack asked, trying again.
Daniel scrunched up his
face, as if he were deep in thought.
"Um, there was gooey stuff. Scary."
Now, they were getting
somewhere. Finally.
"What about the gooey
stuff?"
Daniel shrugged, looking
down at his hands. "Sad. I miss Daddy."
Of course, he thought. This wasn't going to go anywhere. How
could this help Fraiser find a cure?
"Daniel, you—"
"Sir?"
Jack turned around, twisting
his weight over his waist, shocked to find Carter standing in the entranceway
with Fraiser and that Harlow guy.
Without hazmat suits.
Without any gear, for that
matter.
"What's going on?"
he asked, keeping any hope at bay.
"Good news,
Colonel," Carter said, her eyes bright.
Jack turned to Fraiser.
"Good? As in good?"
She nodded. "The latest
sample we analyzed from Daniel actually had a greater presence of Daniel's DNA
versus the alien Daniel with comparison to his last test."
Blowing out some air between
his lips, Jack nodded. "Okay, and?"
"Doctor Jackson's DNA
is actually rewriting the alien DNA!" Doctor Harlow exclaimed, his eyes
dancing. "It's simply amazing."
Looked like the geneticist
was having just a wee too much fun with the situation.
"I take it there's no
threat then," he commented, gesturing with the wave of his hands in their
general direction. "Unless you've forgotten something."
Fraiser smiled patiently at
him. "There are no contagions in his blood and we had already ruled out
the other possible ways of contracting whatever is affecting Daniel. With his
body overriding the alien material, we have no reason to believe he is
harmful." She paused, becoming serious for a moment. "However,
Colonel, we do have no way of knowing, at this time, if the affects he has
suffered will be permanent or temporary."
Jack gave a slight nod,
understanding the gravity in her voice. The damage already might be done.
Daniel could be brain damaged and they couldn't do a thing about it.
But things were looking up
now. There was at least that. And Daniel had been showing signs of improvement.
"O'Neill," Teal'c
said, snatching Jack from his thoughts. "It appears DanielJackson is
consuming what you call 'crayons.'"
"Hey!" Jack
shouted, grabbing the red colored stick from Daniel's mouth. "You don't
eat that."
Again, Daniel just blinked
at him.
"Here," Jack said,
pointing to the paper on the floor. He scribbled a zigzag to demonstrate.
"You draw on this."
"That's so pretty,
Jack," Daniel whispered, mesmerized by the small drawing. He rubbed his
hand over it and gasped, before collapsing into a fit of giggles.
Jack took the opportunity
begin removing his hazmat suit while Daniel was preoccupied with the paper;
Teal'c did the same. Taking a nice fresh gulp of stale air, Jack shook his
head, clearing the droplets of sweat from his forehead.
"So," he said,
tossing his suit to the side, "any idea how we figure out if this behavior
of his is permanent?"
"I'm afraid not,
Colonel," Fraiser said softly. "We'll have to continue to observe him
and monitor him. I'm hoping that as his DNA continues to rewrite the alien DNA,
Daniel will become more like himself."
"Janet's right,
Sir," Carter added. "Daniel has been showing signs of fighting an
infection. It's quite possible that once he's fished warding it off, he'll just
go back to the way he was before. We've
already witnessed Daniel relearn basic tasks at an alarming rate. It could be
the more regular DNA he has in his body, the more like himself he
becomes."
Jack considered their
statements. "Good," he said finally, gazing at them with approval.
"Good job." He glanced back at Daniel, who had begun to try and mimic
Jack's simple design. Suddenly, feeling a little protective, he glanced over at
Harlow. "You didn't bring any friends with you?"
Doctor Harlow frowned, paling
slightly. "No, Colonel. I've only consulted with the team working here on
this base."
That was also good.
"This is indeed good
news," Teal'c stated with satisfaction. Carefully, he lifted his suit and
Jack's, walking over to meet the others. "I am pleased to hear
DanielJackson is no longer in danger."
"Me too," Jack
admitted. With a smile, he walked over to Daniel, gently tugging at the man,
and lifting him to his feet. Daniel watched him curiously, snatching his
crayons and paper in a protective manner. Jack managed to feign a smile, trying
not to let Daniel see how much this bothered him.
"What?" Daniel
asked.
"We're getting out of
here. We'll set you up in a nice room with a table so you can draw some
more." Jack kneeled down and grabbed some of the books. "That is, if
it's okay with the Doc?"
She smiled. "General
Hammond said anything is fine, as long as he doesn't wander over Level
Seventeen."
"Sound okay to
you?" Jack asked.
Daniel nodded vigorously.
"And some pudding? The really dark kind?"
"Of course. And some
chocolate milk."
Naturally, Daniel's eyes lit
up. Maybe things weren't so dire. Grinning, Daniel gave him a quick hug before
scurrying off to say hi to Fraiser and Carter. Sighing, Jack had no recourse
but to follow, and try to stay positive.
This would all blow over in
the end. It had to, or…
Jack refused to think of the
possibilities as he followed the rest of them out of the isolation room.
It had been nearly three
days since they had returned from P3X-909 and still no change with Daniel.
Since Daniel had been released out of quarantine yesterday night, his
miraculous improvement had slowed to nearly nothing. His DNA continued to
rewrite the alien DNA, but his behavior had barely changed.
No, in fact, his behavior
was fairly constant. Sometimes he would talk about this mysterious Gosinphled,
something that none of them could find a reference for in any of his books, or
else he would whine about pains, but Janet could never find anything wrong with
him. Most of the time though, he just acted with the mind of a child.
Sam sighed as she glanced
over Janet's notes while watching Daniel out of the corner of her eye. He was
wandering around the guest room, pointing out objects and naming them, while
humming to himself.
He was bored. So was she.
Sam glanced down at her
watch and sighed again. Colonel O'Neill was due ten minutes ago. He seemed to
always be late for his shift.
Not that she minded spending
time with Daniel. But the Daniel she was accustomed to had a sharp mind, and
the two of them had a great way of working through some of their toughest
problems.
She missed that stimulation
and was afraid she would never have it back.
She guessed the reality of
the situation was finally starting to sink in.
She'd noticed Colonel
O'Neill had become more subdued, as if he finally understood Daniel's fate.
Janet had grown quiet, almost detached, as she continued to work on trying to find
anything that could reverse what happened to Daniel. Teal'c…Teal'c never seemed
to change, but that didn't mean he wasn't affected.
And what about her? Sam
didn't want to dwell on it. Colonel O'Neill always reminded her to stay
positive. She sighed, clutching the notes she had in hand a little more
tightly.
"Sam, what you
reading?"
"Just some notes,"
she said, placing the chart back on the table. "What are you doing?"
He shrugged and bit his lip.
"Nothing. When's Jack coming?"
"He'll be here soon,"
she told him. She struggled to keep her voice even as to not give away the
doubt she felt. She realized, to Daniel, nothing was wrong. She was even glad
he'd found someone to attach himself to, in this case, Jack O'Neill. But she
knew the colonel did not feel the same way. Really, she couldn't blame him. But
that wasn't Daniel's fault. "Why don't you look at your books until he
gets back?"
Daniel slumped his shoulders
and shot a glare at the nearest book. "I already looked at them."
She nodded. Of course he
did. He couldn't get too far lacking the ability to read. She guessed he could
only stare at the pictures so long.
"When's Jack coming,
Sam? When?"
Sam glanced down at her
watch again. Fifteen minutes late. Where was he?
"Right now,"
Colonel O'Neill said, shining that smile Sam knew was a mask.
He came into the room,
weighed down by a box filled with…She frowned, standing as she peered inside.
Were those items from Daniel's office?
"Sir?" she
questioned, catching a hint of something of Middle Eastern flair as he walked
by her.
"Just a little
something to jog his memory."
"Colonel, you do
realize if Daniel regains his full memory and personality and you break one of
his—"
"Carter!" He looked
appalled. "Ye of little faith. I won't break anything." Colonel
O'Neill turned his head, and called out the door. "Teal'c? You want to
bring that in here?"
Teal'c entered, carrying one
of Daniel's larger artifacts. Sam was unable to recall the name, but it
resembled a large surfboard.
"Great, just place it
over there." The colonel put the box down and settled on the floor,
quickly joined by an eager Daniel. "Alright, we're going to play a
game."
"Yay!" he
exclaimed, clapping his hands. "What we playing?"
"Guess the thing."
Sam wanted to roll her eyes,
but fought the urge, appreciating the benefit that could arise from this
"game." Curious, she pulled her chair towards them, hovering over the
box so she could watch. Teal'c joined her.
All of which amused Daniel.
"We're all gonna
play?"
The colonel shrugged,
glancing over at them. "I guess so." He flashed them a weak smile
before grabbing some object from the box. "Know what this is?"
"A jar," Daniel
replied.
"Okay, yeah, a jar.
What kind of jar?" the colonel pressed.
"A big jar."
Colonel O'Neill rubbed at
his mouth, a gesture she had learned long ago indicated just how stressed he
could get. Finally, after a moment's thought, he put the jar down, and started
to rummage through the box.
"I get it right?"
When O'Neill didn't respond,
Sam nodded, patting Daniel on the shoulder. "Yes, that's right."
Daniel grinned, grabbing his
ankles and shoving his legs close to his body. Curious, his attention moved
from Sam to Colonel O'Neill, his smile waning slightly as he peered inside.
"What you doing,
Jack?"
"Just stay still,
Daniel." Jack grabbed a couple of items and set them on the floor,
allowing for more flexibility as he searched the box. "I'm finding
something else."
"Oh."
Sam watched as Daniel
waited. Impatient, he kept fidgeting in his seat, moving his legs one way,
tiring of his position and moving another way. Every so often, he would turn
and look up at the ceiling while muttering something incoherent.
"Ooh," he crooned,
picking up one of the objects Colonel O'Neill had set aside. He giggled.
"So nice!"
A little curious herself,
Sam leaned over, taking a peek over Daniel's shoulder to see what he could be
holding. Surprised, she leaned back, eyeing him carefully.
"Do you know who that
is?" she asked, motioning to the picture frame.
He snorted. "Yeah.
Daniel."
She glanced over to Teal'c
who had also gained interest in Daniel's observations. "You are
DanielJackson," he told him.
Daniel nodded. He pointed to
his chest. "Daniel." He pointed to the picture. "Daniel."
He giggled again. "Camel!"
"Yeah, the camel's
nice, Daniel," O'Neill muttered, finally intervening. "You remember
going there?"
Puzzled, Daniel cocked his
head. "Daniel rides camels."
"You're Daniel,"
Sam stressed, pointing to the picture. "That's you."
Daniel laughed, a loud
derisive laugh, as he placed the photo down. It was enough to startle Sam, the
laugh even managing to throw Teal'c off guard, which was an amazing feat of its
own. The three of them found they could only stare.
"No," he said,
wiping some of the tears from his eyes. He giggled, shaking his head. "No,
no."
"No, that's not
you?" Sam asked.
He shook his head, covering
his mouth as he giggled again.
Frustrated, she looked over
at Colonel O'Neill. She knew that he wouldn't be much help, but in times like
these, he often held a certain kind of rationality that even she could
appreciate.
The colonel quietly took the
picture and studied it closely before he spoke. "That's you, Daniel. You
went to ride the camels."
"Noooooo," Daniel
said, rocking gently. "Daddy rides camels."
"Daddy?" Sam
stared at him. "No, Daniel, you're father—" She caught herself,
chewing on her lip before she proceeded. Daniel didn't seem to take notice.
In an instant, he had jumped
to his feet, running off to the table before he grabbed some paper. Smiling
happily, he handed one to the colonel.
"See? Pretty? For
you."
O'Neill flashed a curt grin
as he gazed the sheet. "Yeah, that's great, Daniel."
Daniel then came over to
Sam, surprising her with a hug. He handed her a paper. "For you too! But I
have one for Daddy." He grinned. "He's coming soon, right?"
Sam rubbed his back,
nodding, not really knowing how to answer. She could tell, just with a quick
glance, that Colonel O'Neill wasn't faring much better. He was a practical man;
he wasn't one to allow Daniel to stay locked up in his delusions. But on the
other hand, he was hesitating, and she knew that probably had to do with the
fact Daniel was so childlike.
Teal'c seemed to be the
least bothered by the situation. Smiling, he extended his hand, reaching for a
sheet for himself.
Daniel scowled at him.
"Not for you. No."
Surprised, Teal'c brought
his hand back, but bowed gracefully, returning to his silent watchfulness.
Daniel blew him off,
returning to the box, and continued to babble about his scribbles and his
father. Occasionally, he would talk about food, and then talk about the planet.
They tried their best to have him focus on what exactly happened there, but he
never would give a definite answer. His
avoidance of the subject altogether was beginning to unnerve them.
"What's the
problem?" Janet asked, standing in the doorway.
"Thanks for coming,
Janet," Sam said, standing up and offering her seat to her. "For
someone with a childlike mind, he's pretty good at dodging our questions."
"Ah, he's a sneaky one,
then, is he?" Janet said wryly.
Janet grinned at him and
beckoned him to come to her. Sam took position by Janet's side, nearly missing
the slight tremble to her hands. Concerned, Sam leaned over, attempting to
catch the other woman's attention, but Janet ignored her.
Sam shot a concerned glare
to Colonel O'Neill. He gazed at her for a moment, shrugged his shoulders, and
returned his attention back to Daniel and Janet.
"I know a lie when I
see one," the colonel stated evenly.
"Not lying,"
Daniel muttered defensively.
"It appears that
DanielJackson is concealing something," Teal'c added.
"Am not!" Daniel
stalked away from Janet, stopping before Teal'c. With a decisive stomp, he
scowled at him. "You lie!"
"Daniel," Jack
warned.
Immediately, Daniel snapped
to attention and sat down quietly. "I'll be good," he whispered.
"Now,
Daniel, can you tell me a little bit about the planet?" Janet asked, her
warm eyes solely focused on Daniel.
Sam watched as Daniel cocked
his head, as if he was trying to decide whether to answer or not. Shrugging his
shoulders, he nodded while poking at the frame of another picture.
"Yeah."
Janet smiled.
"Now—"
"Oh," Daniel
whispered, holding the picture closer.
Sam froze. Of all the
pictures the colonel had to bring…
She glared at Colonel
O'Neill, feeling her anger burning through her cheeks. Again, he only shrugged.
"You know who that is,
Daniel?" he asked.
The way Daniel nodded,
burying his sniffles as he stared at the picture, made Sam want to scream. Her
commanding officer's coldness and lack of regard for his feelings burned her to
the core. If he felt this was the best way to snap Daniel out of his state, he
was wrong. Janet had gone over his results a hundred times. Right now, none of
them knew what to do.
"Sha're," he
mumbled.
"That's right,"
Colonel O'Neill said, satisfied. "Your wife."
"Colonel," Janet
said firmly.
"What?' O'Neill snapped
back. "It's true. He's got to accept that if he wants to break out of this
phase."
"Colonel, we don't know
what is wrong," Janet stressed, rising from her chair. "His EEG is
normal. All this could do is cause further trauma for him."
"She's right,
Sir," Sam said, coming to support her friend. "Subjecting Daniel to
this—"
"Then call it shock
therapy," Colonel O'Neill said bitterly.
"Matters will improve
if DanielJackson can better understand his adulthood," Teal'c mentioned.
Sam couldn't believe what
she was hearing. Angrily, she pointed
to Daniel. "He doesn't understand!"
"She's dead,"
Daniel said sadly.
"See?" O'Neill
waved his hand to Daniel. "Now, we're getting somewhere."
Daniel placed the picture
down and choked back what sounded like the start of another sob. "Daddy
was so sad. She's gone." He wiped his eyes.
"Excuse me?"
Colonel O'Neill asked. "What?"
"I see he still has
this fixation with his father." Janet shoved her hands in her pockets.
This time Sam was sure of the tremble. "Though, I don't understand this
development."
"He keeps referring to
himself as his own father," Teal'c clarified. "And yet he
distinguishes himself as DanielJackson."
Janet shook her head.
"That is definitely bizarre. Maybe if we—"
"Uh, Sir?"
Sam turned at the sound of
Sergeant Harriman's hesitant voice. He was standing the doorway, appearing a
little sheepish as he stared at her commanding officer. Colonel O'Neill, who was
still sitting on the floor, remained where he was, unbothered by the
awkwardness of his position.
"Yes?" he
answered.
"Uh, General Hammond
would like to see you in the control room," Harriman said. "He said
it's urgent."
Colonel O'Neill held up his
hands in defeat, before pushing himself off the floor. "Did he say why it
was urgent?"
"No, Sir. But I think
the images from the MALP will speak for themselves."
The MALP had found
something? Sam straightened, suddenly feeling more alive than she had for the
past three days. Maybe Colonel O'Neill was right. She should stay more
positive.
"Okay," the
colonel said, nodding his head. "Carter, Teal'c, let's see what's
up." He gestured in Janet's direction. "You gonna be okay with
him?"
Daniel laughed, jumping to
his feet, grabbing an artifact and shoving it in Janet's face.
"Play?"
Sam cringed, watching as
Janet carefully took the item from him and handed him a piece of paper. The
exchange didn't seem to bother Daniel. Happily, he accepted the paper and
started scribbling away.
Janet on the other hand…
Sam couldn't believe just
how weary and dejected the other woman appeared. This ordeal was draining her,
more so than Sam would have imagined.
"I'll watch him,"
Janet said softly. "I have a few things I need to check on anyway."
"Great." O'Neill
motioned to the door. "Let's go see what the MALP has to offer."
Now, this wasn't quite what
Jack had expected.
"Hey, guys."
Jack stared dumbly at the
feedback from the MALP, wondering if perhaps this was all a cosmic joke. But
there he was, Doctor Daniel Jackson, in all his glory.
"Doctor Jackson?"
Hammond shook his head, his smooth forehead furrowing with a myriad of
wrinkles. It didn't take the general long to recover as he easily slipped back
into business mode. "Care to explain?"
"Uh…yeah. Actually,
general, that might take awhile." The image blinked out for a second,
before returning to its normal grainy state. "Any chance of sending
someone here for a retrieval?"
Jack gaped at the screen.
This couldn't be real. He'd just left Daniel with Fraiser. Just left, as in a
few minutes ago. Yet, Daniel was clearly elsewhere, acting more like the Daniel
they had here on base.
Damn, what if he'd been
right? What if they had left Daniel on the planet?
Who the hell was with
Fraiser?
He shot a look at Carter for
help, for any sign he wasn't losing his mind.
Carter had that same look
she had had when her other self had come through the Quantum Mirror.
She frowned. "What
about your GDO?"
"Damaged," he
answered, stepping a little closer to the MALP. "Otherwise I would have
used it already."
Jack exchanged an
apprehensive glance with Carter. "So you just waited for us to send
another MALP?" he asked the wavering image.
"Well, it's not like I
had much of a choice." Daniel pursed his lips, shifting his weight as he
stared off to the side. "So, are you coming or what?"
Jack motioned to the
controls with a flick of his wrist. Hammond nodded, cutting off the sound.
"Would someone like to tell me what the hell is going on here?"
Hammond asked.
"There appear to be two
DanielJacksons," Teal'c answered.
"I'm aware of
that," Hammond stated. "And based on Doctor Fraiser's results, do we
even have the right Doctor Jackson on base? Who did you bring back with you? A
double?"
"It's possible,
Sir," Carter responded, gazing uneasily at the images from the MALP.
"Imposters have come through the Gate before. And Daniel, or whoever, does
have alien DNA."
"Where is he now?"
"He's with Doctor
Fraiser, General," Jack replied, wincing as he studied the image of Daniel
on the screen. "Whatever he is, he seems harmless."
"Appearances can be
deceiving, Colonel." General Hammond motioned to two of the airmen in the
control room. "Get down to the guest quarters and keep an eye on
them." As they left, Hammond's frown deepened, his hard eyes searching
Jack. "What's on your mind, Colonel?"
"Is it just me or does
he seem a little…off?" Jack shook his head, staring at the impatient form
on the screen.
"DanielJackson appears
to be distracted," Teal'c offered.
Carter nodded. "I know.
There is just something different about him." She breathed out.
"And…not."
"Yeah, and no one has
asked the important question yet." Jack flicked the two-way communication
back on. "Daniel, where are your clothes?"
"Oh, right. About
that…"
"Somehow I don't think
a booney and boxers are going to make the fashion cut, Daniel," Jack
muttered.
"Yeah…so, can you bring
some more clothes through the Stargate?"
"What happened to
yours?" Carter asked.
Daniel glanced off to his
right. "They're really not available right now."
"Ah. That explains
it." Jack rocked back on his heels, trying to read what the other man was
thinking. "You—"
"Hi, Daniel!"
Jerking slightly, Jack
turned his body, moaning as he watched the other Daniel run into the control
room. An exasperated, and slightly flushed, Fraiser followed closely at his
heels. When they finally reached them, Fraiser just glared at Jack.
Oh, he was going to pay at
some point for saddling her with…this Daniel. He just knew it.
"I'm sorry, Sirs, he
just ran out of the room and--Oh my God," he heard Fraiser whisper.
Daniel—or whatever he was—just giggled.
"Hi, Daniel! Hi!"
"Uh, who was
that?" Daniel's voice asked.
"Doctor Jackson, it
appears we have a situation here." Hammond tightened his jaw, his gaze
settling on the bouncing form beside them. "Before I can allow any team to
be sent through to meet you, I am going to need some additional
information."
"Okay, um, sure. What
do you need to know?"
"Daniel, you coming
home?" the other Daniel shouting, waving fiercely at the screen.
Daniel frowned as he
listened, clutching his booney tightly. "Is that…?"
"Oh yeah," Jack
answered, glaring at the younger man beside him.
"Wow, I never
expected…I mean, the alternates."
Jack shot another glance at
Carter. Mouthing to her softly, he wondered just what the hell was really
happening here. She shook her head in response, but even Jack caught the
distress in her eyes.
She didn't know. And that
was freaking her out.
"Doctor Jackson?"
"Uh, right, General.
Just send someone through. Food and clothes, please. Lots…of food and clothes,
please."
"Is there someone with
you there?" Carter finally asked, her cool eyes seeming to dissect the
image.
Daniel cocked his head,
frowning. "What? Sorry? I didn't catch that."
Oh, he did. Jack eyed him
coolly, feeling that not so good feeling start to well up inside again. He
heard all right.
"Daniel, I said is
there—"
"Sam? Can't hear you.
Please, just send food and supplies. It's important. I'll be at the
Gate." Daniel frowned, reaching
forward. "Daniel Jackson, out."
The transmission ended.
"Will someone tell me
what the hell that was about?" Hammond asked, his voice on edge.
"I wish I knew,
Sir." Jack wished more than anything. These mysteries and intrigues they
always found themselves in did nothing for Jack. Nothing at all. Stick him in a
fight and he was good to go. But this…He breathed out. Not to Daniel.
"Sirs, there is
something wrong with the entire playback," Carter stated, jumping into the
conversation. Jack figured just by noting her pained expression, her sharp
eyes…she had to contribute. Anything to help her make sense. Anything that
would give her the answers. "Daniel would never contact us like
that."
"I agree. Something's going
on, General."
"Perhaps it was a form
of code," Teal'c suggested. "DanielJackson could be in danger."
"Which is all the more
reason to use caution." Jack rubbed his face. "Don't like it,
Sir."
"Neither do I,
Colonel." Hammond turned to Fraiser, gesturing the fidgeting man beside
her. "Are you certain that this man is not Doctor Jackson?"
Fraiser shook her head.
"No, Sir. As I said before, I cannot come to a definite conclusion on this
without more information. He does have Daniel's DNA, but also that of some
alien composition. Honestly, I cannot determine what happened to Daniel at this
point."
"Obviously, something
happened," Jack muttered. Two of them. Two Daniels. Currently, it seemed
the safest bet to say the one on P3X-909 was the real one. But even if he was,
that fact didn't help calm Jack's nerves. He prided himself on his instinct in
the field and there was just something inherently wrong with this setup. Then
again, they couldn't leave Daniel behind. No one gets left behind.
"Sir, permission to go
to P3X-909 to retrieve Daniel Jackson," Jack stated. "Or at least
figure out what happened."
"I'm not sure I can
allow that," Hammond said quietly. "I can't chance having you, or
anyone for that matter, become exposed to whatever Doctor Jackson was exposed
to."
"General, with all due
respect, that could be Daniel on that planet," Carter said. "We don't
know the state of his mind. P3X-909 is uninhabitable to support human life at
this time. He'll run out of resources soon, if he hasn't already."
"We do not know if
DanielJackson's behavior is due to his lack of resources," Teal'c offered.
"And if he isn't
Daniel, maybe he'll help us with the one we have here." Jack glanced back,
inwardly cringing as he saw the innocence in Daniel's face. He was excited, and
even though Jack figured he didn't quite grasp the situation, his eyes were
alight in that way that made Jack wonder how this man could not be
Daniel Jackson.
Finally, General Hammond
nodded. "All right, then, you have a go. But SG-3 will be accompanying
you. I want to make sure this isn't
some kind of trap, Goa'uld or otherwise."
"Yes, Sir." Jack
grinned, finally feeling like he could do something.
"Uh, Sir?" Carter
asked, stepping forward while stealing a glance to Fraiser and Daniel.
"What are we going to do about…Daniel?"
"Coming too?"
Daniel asked hopefully, bouncing in place.
"I'm afraid not,
son," Hammond intervened, softening his voice. With a gaze bordering on
sympathy, he continued. "You're going to have to stay here for awhile."
"Why?" he whined,
his lower lip trembling.
Hammond opened his mouth,
but said nothing. He turned to Jack, urging him to continue.
"Uh, well, Daniel. This
is very important."
"Going to get
Daddy?" he asked, his eyes wide.
"Uh, yeah. Sure." He
shrugged at Daniel, and to everyone else in the room. "You can stay here
with…" His voice trailed off, but he felt the corners of his mouth start
to tug into a smile. "With Doctor Fraiser and General Hammond."
Daniel laughed, running to
give General Hammond a hug. Hammond was dumbstruck; Jack received the look from
Fraiser.
Her other look.
Jack smiled despite himself,
pushing aside the concern he felt. He had a job to do, and hopefully he would
be able to find the answer once they reached the other side.
* * *
*
With a hop, Jack cleared the
last step and landed into the grime that seemed to cover this planet. Cursing
under his breath, he shook the mud from his boot.
It only took him a moment to
locate Daniel. Just like he said, he was standing off to the side, watching the
Gate like it was the most fascinating thing he'd ever seen.
While still just wearing
boxers and a booney.
"Uh, Daniel…" Jack
began, starting his trek over to where Daniel was standing. "You got some
'splaining to do."
Either Daniel didn't hear
him or he was choosing to ignore him. Holding on tightly to his booney, Daniel
watched wide-eyed as Carter and Teal'c emerged through the Gate, momentarily
followed by SG-3.
"Wow, that-that is
truly amazing," he breathed.
Teal'c arched his eyebrow, gazing back at the Stargate as it
disengaged before facing forward. "You have seen this on many
occasions."
"Stunning, isn't
it?" He swallowed hard, shaking his head slightly as he continued to gape
at the Gate. "To actually see it…"
See it? Now, Daniel had Jack
doing a double take back the Stargate. "Daniel," he started again,
moving closer. "What's the matter with you?"
"The Stargate would
have to have been active for you to communicate with us through the MALP,"
Carter said, frowning as she came to stand by Jack. "Plus, Teal'c is
right. You've seen this countless times."
"It never gets
old," he said, his voice filled with wonder. "Just think, Sam. Have
you ever seen something so magnificent? It has to be one of the most wondrous
things in our galaxy."
To this, Carter did not
reply.
"Okay," Jack said.
That was a little bizarre.
"Hi, Jack," Daniel
said suddenly, as if they'd just begun their conversation, effectively throwing
Jack off guard. "Glad you could come. Oh, you brought friends."
Jack glanced over his
shoulder. Colonel Benson was sauntering over to towards them, that smug grin on
his face. Jack rolled his eyes and turned to Daniel.
Frowning, he watched as
Daniel scurried over to Teal'c, clapping him on the shoulder amiably. "So,
can I see it?"
"To what are you
referring, DanielJackson?"
Daniel's eyes lit up.
"You know. Can I? Can I see it? Can I see Junior?"
"No."
"Oh." Daniel
shrugged. "Maybe later?"
Teal'c remained impassive.
"No."
"Sir?" Carter questioned,
her voice low. Carefully, she walked to his side, keeping her head bowed as she
spoke. "I'm concerned about Daniel's behavior. He'd never act this way.
Not in the middle of unstable situation."
"I know. This is weird,
even for Daniel. Keep your eyes peeled, alright?"
Carter nodded. "Yes,
Sir."
"You got yourself quite
a crackpot on your hands, O'Neill," Benson said, shaking his head as he
watched Daniel. "This is exactly why civilians on the field are a bad
idea."
"He's worth it, Benson.
He's saved our asses more than I'd like to admit." Jack pressed his lips
together, feeling his unease intensify. Daniel continued to badger Teal'c,
waving his arms, his face animated and lively. "So, just keep watching our
six. I'll take care of this."
"Sure, Colonel,"
Benson said coolly. "Whatever you say."
"I said no,
DanielJackson," Teal'c stated firmly.
"Daniel!" Jack
called. "Get over here."
Daniel easily complied, yet
another warning sign. At this rate, he was starting to feel more comfortable
with the Daniel they had left at home.
"Yes, Jack?"
"Do you want to explain
what's going on here?"
"Hmm. Yeah, about
that."
"Hmm, yeah," Jack
repeated, none too pleased. "Why don't you explain it for us."
Glancing nervously to his
side, Daniel sighed and licked his lips. "Well, it's sort of
complicated." His face brightened again. "And there'll be plenty of
time to explain later. Did you bring food?"
Jack sighed.
"Daniel…"
"And clothes,
right?" He turned to Sam. "You brought clothes, right?"
She nodded. "We brought
you an extra uniform like you asked."
Daniel grabbed his booney,
his face overcome with horror. "Just one?"
"Just one?" Jack
repeated again. "Are you expecting an extended stay?"
"Uh, well, no. I just
assumed when I asked for food and clothing, you'd bring food and
clothing."
Jack stared, completely
baffled. Had he just walked into the Twilight Zone?
"Daniel, that's
it," Jack snapped, seizing full control. This entire conversation was
derailing and that was not acceptable. "What happened?"
Daniel sighed, his gaze
falling downward and he avoided Jack's glare. "I guess-I guess it's safe
to say I haven't been completely honest with you."
The younger man jerked at
the sound of several automated weapons clicking into place.
"Stand down," Jack
called over his shoulder. For cryin' out loud. The Marines will shoot at
anything that breathes. "Mind explaining?" he asked Daniel.
He shrugged, in that timid
but passive-aggressive way of his. "Actually, it might be better if I
showed you." He motioned over his shoulder with his hands. "It's just
over here."
Even a new recruit knew
better to just follow a stranger, or a friend, into what could be construed as
a trap. While Jack wanted to trust Daniel with everything in him, he just
couldn't overlook the facts. He had to be practical.
"No, I think it would
be best if you just told us."
"Nooo, I think it would
be best if I showed you." He
gestured over his shoulder again. "Really, it's okay."
Against his better judgment…
"Colonel," Carter
began, her eyes widening. "You're not—"
"Benson, you and your
men secure the Stargate in case anything happens." He breathed out. God
help him. "We're going to check out Daniel's last known position. We'll
keep in radio contact. If there is any trouble, get back through the Gate. You
got that?"
Benson scowled. "Not a
good idea, Jack."
"Sounds like my best
one yet," he responded wryly. "Just hold the Gate and we'll check in
with you in thirty minutes."
Benson conceded. Carter and
Teal'c weren't as understanding. "Sir?" she asked, voicing the unease
that Teal'c easily hid within the creases of his face.
"It'll
be alright." He forced a smile, and gestured in front. "Lead the way,
Daniel."
Sam remained watchful as she
crossed the planet's surface. Every now and then she would steal a glance at
Daniel, studying him as he interacted with Teal'c and Colonel O'Neill.
Everything about him seemed
normal, from his movements to his tone of voice. He would pause, losing himself
in thought, or become highly animated when he had an instant breakthrough.
Teal'c seemed to be tolerating him enough; Colonel O'Neill appeared to be busy
keeping proper lookout.
But something bothered Sam.
Something about his eyes, something about the hesitancy that would creep into
his features.
She didn't want to think
Daniel could be concealing something, but deep down, she knew he was.
This isn't Daniel, she thought to herself. He was, but he wasn't. It
was as if Daniel had been taken and shaken, with some of the pieces falling
together while others fell away. Not to mention the fact there appeared to be
two of them, total.
How was that possible? As
she continued to survey the area, focusing dimly on the conversation Daniel was
having with the others, she couldn't help but wonder. The initial MALP and UAV
had produced images that demonstrated there was no life on this planet. No
intelligent life, that is. The world was for all intents and purposes
uninhabitable.
Did the liquid that Daniel
had been covered with have some sort of cloning properties? Was there a race or
facility, perhaps underground, that they had missed upon initial evaluation?
The Daniel on base had alien
DNA. Could there be an unknown race performing alien experimentations?
There were too many unknowns
at this time to create a workable theory. Sam hated not having the facts. She
was left with mere speculation.
That just wouldn't do. Not
when now, they were poised to lose the man they cared about.
"So, Daniel," she
said, falling slightly behind Colonel O'Neill. "What happened to your
clothes?"
He shrugged. "They just
wouldn't do," he said cryptically, never turning to face her. "We're
almost there now. Don't worry."
Sam felt her jaw tighten and
she gripped her MP-5 more firmly. Usually, Daniel wouldn't get under her skin.
She wondered how he could excel at it so thoroughly today.
"Here," Daniel
said proudly. He tugged at Teal'c's sleeve, urging him forward. "Our
camp."
"Our camp?"
O'Neill repeated.
Sam frowned, her senses on
alert.
Daniel smiled sheepishly,
rounding the corner past some heavy underbrush. He cleared the way through the
bushes into an opening, one that Sam remembered acutely. This had been the
location where Daniel had first disappeared.
Instinctively, she raised
her weapon, ready for any trap or danger. What she saw instead nearly made her
drop her gun.
That just was not possible.
Jack blinked again, not
entirely sure his vision was working. But, there was no doubting what he saw this
time.
Pressing his lips together,
Jack shifted his weight, his hard gaze on Daniel—the other Daniel—that
was crouching over some wood fragments in the middle of the "camp."
"Holy Hannah,"
Carter managed to mutter.
"There appears to be
yet another DanielJackson." Teal'c's voice at last betrayed him. Beyond
surprised, it lifted with shock as he stared ahead.
Not quite knowing how to
respond, Jack snapped his attention to the Daniel that had met them at the
Gate. He was standing beside his…double, his arms crossed, his head slightly
bent.
How could that not be
Daniel?
"Daniel?" he asked
the first.
He sighed. "Not
exactly."
He jerked his head to the
second. "Daniel?"
The second raised his head,
and gave a slight nod, taking a moment to wipe his dirty hands onto his thighs.
Jack cringed, only now realizing the second Daniel was covering himself with
just a shirt and jacket.
Damn, he thought. That explains the clothes.
"Daniel? What the
hell--?"
"No, Jack," he
said patiently, as he rose to his feet. He tugged at the jacket draped around
his waist before adjusting the glasses on the bridge of his nose. "You're
mistaken. At least, I'm not the Daniel you're searching for."
Slowly, he turned his head
to Carter, searching for some--any explanation. Her mouth remained open; Jack
had never seen her this dumbfounded.
He shook himself, determined
to stay on top of the situation. "Where's Daniel?"
"Please," the
second one implored. "Just rest a moment. There will be time to talk soon.
But we have other important matters."
"Important
matters?" Carter asked, shifting the weight of her weapon. "We've
come for Daniel," she said sternly. "Where is he?"
"He's here," the
second one said calmly. "Just rest. No harm will come to you."
"Right," chimed in
the first. "So where's that food?"
Jack still didn't know quite
what to say. They looked and acted like Daniel…in a way. He still hadn't put
his finger on what bothered him about these multiples. That is aside from the
fact they were multiples.
"Food?" the first
asked again, making signs with his hands. "You know, food?"
"They are well aware of
what you are saying." The second smiled. "I understand that you need
to be cautious. We're really not certain how to react either."
Okay…Jack chewed on the
inside of his mouth, assessing his situation. No move had been made against
them, yet, and the Daniels seemed to be rather docile. Daniels…He snorted at
the thought. This was ridiculous.
"We really have very
little," the second one continued. "The rations are all but spent,
and we've been conserving water for quite some time, now." He chuckled
nervously. "The materials here are scarce and even the wood from the
bushes isn't good for kindling."
"It gets cold at
night," the first one said, his voice low. Then his face brightened.
"We were so happy to see the MALP!"
Jack scratched at the back
of his head. Carter was still watching everything like a hawk while Teal'c
continued to stare at the Daniels. The
Daniels.
"Sir," Carter said
at last, walking over to meet him on his left. "If what they're saying is
true, they've barely had anything to eat or drink these past three days."
"I know that,
Carter." Jack let out a sigh. "Let's get the supplies unpacked.
Teal'c?"
Teal'c did not move, his
gaze transfixed before him.
"Teal'c?"
With a nod, he finally
stepped back and began to unpack the food along with the other supplies.
Satisfied that Teal'c was busy and not in any danger, Jack returned his
attention to the…Daniels again.
"Alright, we’re going
to need an explanation here. I'm sure you're all hungry so the quicker we end
this, the quicker we can eat. Capice?"
"We don't have
time!" the first one exclaimed.
"Why?" Carter
asked. "Why don't you have time?"
"He already sacrificed
so much for us. He needs to eat," stated the second.
Jack froze at those words,
feeling that cold sensation ripple down his spine. "Who?"
"Oh, well, it's about
time!"
Jack jerked at the sound of
Daniel's voice, his eyes finding an irate young man stalking towards them
before the bushes to the north. Like the first, he lacked any glasses, but he
had the fortune of wearing pants and boots. Jack instantly recognized the
impatience and temper of his friend.
"Daniel?" Jack
asked for the umpteenth time today. "That you?"
"Yeah, it's me.
Unfortunately, it's the wrong me."
Before Jack had the
opportunity to respond, Daniel slammed down a bag he was carrying and stomped
off into the corner, far from any of them. Grumbling, he threw himself near a
makeshift tent and shook his head.
"Do you realize there
is no food on this planet? There's barely any water, and I wouldn't drink it
even if there was!" He ran his fingers through his hair. "And if we
even tried to boil it, it would all evaporate." Scowling, his icy glare
found Jack. "What took you so long anyway?
"They have another one
on base," the first Daniel said. "I bet that was interesting. What
was he like? Is he like us? Is he different?"
"You're…not
Daniel," Jack said, pointing at the third installment.
"Good to see you're
still the bright one of the bunch," the third Daniel replied miserably.
"Alright, I've had
it," Jack said, snapping his hand to the right. "You, Curious George,
you sit over there and don't say a word." He focused on the second.
"Smarty, park it. And you," he said pointing at the third.
"Don't you even say a damn thing."
"But—"
"Ah," he wagged a
finger at the first Daniel, the curious one. "What did I say?"
"They don't care about
us," griped the third one. "Just him."
"Hey, are you even
listening there, Moody?"
Moody snorted. "Now
with the nicknames. Wonderful."
"This is not the
time," Smarty said suddenly. "Please, Jack, we need food for him. He
needs to eat."
Jack stared at Smarty. The
man, Daniel, whatever, was watching him intensely, openly. Jack had a hard time
not trusting the man, but bit back his emotions, knowing that in the end, this
whoever was basically an alien.
"Who?" Carter
asked. "Who? Are there more of you?"
"For our father,"
he said gently.
Jack straightened,
exchanging glances with both Carter and Teal'c. Teal'c withdrew the food, his
gaze moving right, further right, over to…
The tent.
Damn.
"Carter."
"I'm on it, Sir."
Keeping her weapon raised,
Carter started to walk towards the tent, passing by the dejected looking
Daniels. Jack was quick to follow her, motioning to Teal'c to remain on guard.
He did so without a word, holding onto the supplies they had brought with them
while grasping his staff weapon. If the Daniels thought about attacking, or
running, they didn't show it, patiently waiting as Jack and Carter investigated
the tent.
"Oh my God," she
said, dropping to her knees.
"Carter?"
"I'm fine, Sir,"
she called over her shoulder. He watched as she pulled out latex gloves and
quickly slid them over her hands. Concerned, he hovered, trying to catch a
glimpse of the contents of the tent. "But Daniel, or this Daniel, doesn't
look so good."
"Push over," Jack
said, repositioning his MP-5 to squeeze beside her.
Damn, he thought.
Daniel was enclosed in his
sleeping bag, up to his upper chest. From what Jack could tell, he was
shivering, his bare skin puckered with goose bumps. There was an unnatural
sheen to his skin, and his lips were a frightening shade of purple.
Unconscious, he was unresponsive to Carter's gentle nudges.
"He's in pretty bad
shape, Sir," Carter said, voicing his unspoken fears. "We really need
to get him back to the infirmary."
"Is that really him
though? Is that Daniel?"
She shook her head. "I
really can't say, Colonel. They all look alike to me."
"That is him,"
came a voice from behind them.
Jack twisted his torso,
allowing himself to gaze up at Smarty. He seemed genuinely concerned. He also
didn't seem to mind Teal'c's staff weapon pressed firmly in his back.
"It's alright, Teal'c.
Ease it up."
"This one attempted to
attack you," Teal'c said coolly.
"No, I just wanted to
bring the last of our rations to our father." Smarty smiled wearily,
holding up the box. "Now that we have more, he doesn’t need to sacrifice
anymore."
Carter turned her head at
that comment. Yeah, Jack was curious as well.
"Sacrifice?" he
asked.
Smarty nodded. "Yes.
Daniel would not eat more than just a little. He insisted that we all eat our
fill." He gestured with the box again, lowering it as he frowned at
Daniel. "Is he unconscious?"
"Yeah. Mind telling me
what happened?"
Smarty sighed, handing Jack
the box. "I-I don't know. We all awoke together. With him. He's been ill,
but never this bad." The other man shifted uneasily, his gaze never
leaving Daniel. "I tried to get him to eat more. I hid some of my food
away and gave it back to him. But he knew. He wouldn't accept it."
"Don't worry about
it," Jack said, motioning for him to step back. "Carter?"
"We need to get him out
of here now, Sir. There's nothing I can do for him here."
"Alright, then.
Teal'c?"
"O'Neill?"
"You start packing up.
We're getting out of here." He watched the rather reluctant Jaffa go
before turning to his second-in-command. "Carter, you stay in here with
Daniel." Jack dusted his hands and rose to his feet, stepping away from
the tent. "I'm going to call Benson and get a medical team down here. I
don't want to chance carrying him back to the Gate."
"Yes, Sir," she
replied.
"What-what about
us?" Curious asked, frowning.
Jack shrugged. "What
about you?"
His eyes widened.
"You're not. I mean, you wouldn't…"
"Oh, he would,"
grumbled Moody. "They got what they came for. They have no need for
us."
"But Daniel
promised!" Curious shouted. "He said we would go home with him!"
"We're
inconsequential," Smarty said sadly.
Jack licked his lower lip.
He was right. As far as he was concerned they were inconsequential. They'd come
to retrieve Daniel. Only Daniel.
His eyes found Moody and he
knew instantly he'd been found out.
"But you don't know for
sure that he's Daniel, do you?" He smiled wickedly. "You do need
us. You need us to be sure."
"And besides,"
Curious added. "Do you really want to face Daniel after you made him break
a promise?"
"He will feel
guilty," Smarty added.
What? They were ganging up
on him now?
But they were right. Daniel
was always right. Jack just couldn't leave them behind, no matter what they
were. They might be the key to solving this mess.
Along with the other one
they had on base.
Damn, five Daniels. What
were they going to do?
Jack studied each one of
them carefully, considering his options as he began radio contact with Benson
and his men.
"Okay, let's go! Let's
move him over here!"
Janet's voice rose above the
din of the infirmary, as her aides struggled to make room for her next patient.
Even though Janet had been warned well in advance, she still could not believe
it.
Five Daniel Jacksons.
When the three from the
planet entered the infirmary, she realized just how unprepared she was for
them. Gawking at the men as they hovered near the door, anxiously awaiting news
on their…father, she was amazed to find how identical they were.
Janet shook her head,
snapping herself out of her stare. Back
to business, she hurried alongside the stretcher as Daniel—the presumed
original—was brought into the room.
Just in a moment's glance,
Janet knew things were not good. His skin was far too pale and even his hair
was lack luster. His whole body was missing that healthy glow he seemed to
possess.
"Right here. Over
here," she said, motioning to the bed she had prepared for him. "Just
set him down gently."
Doctor Porter nodded,
directing the aides to shift his body from the stretcher onto the bed. Quickly,
Janet pulled out her stethoscope, pressing it against his skin. He whimpered, a
probable reaction from the touch of the cool metal. Careful, she listened to
the rhythm of his heart, and the rumbling of his chest.
That did not sound good.
Janet snapped her fingers
and motioned for an IV and oxygen tank. "I'm going to need a
nebulizer," she called out.
"A nebulizer?"
Colonel O'Neill asked, pushing his way into the room. "Doc? What's going
on?"
"I'm sorry, Colonel. I
can't go into it right now." She sighed, watching the three others that
SG-1 had brought through the Stargate. Focus…"I need to get him stabilized
first."
"Is he going to be
alright?" one of the Daniel doubles asked.
Janet frowned, not really
knowing how to respond to them. She had found it easier to respond to the other
Daniel, the childlike one, who was currently with General Hammond. But at that
time, she hadn't known there were more of him.
"I hope so," she
said. "But I need some room to work."
He nodded and she watched as
one of the others tugged him away, pulling him out of the path of one of the
nurses. Again, Janet found herself speechless, gaping after them, before she
was finally able to recover.
"Doctor, I need for you
to start an initial exam on the gentlemen that were brought through the
Stargate. I also need SG-1 reexamined as well."
"Sure thing,"
Doctor Porter said, raising his arms and pointing to the adjoining room.
"Come with me, gentlemen. Colonel, Major, Teal'c, right this way."
"But I am well,"
she heard Teal'c say.
"Janet, you will call
us—"
"Yes," she replied
curtly to Sam, fitting the mask over Daniel's mouth. As she proceeded to fit
him with the IV line, she took a moment to glance up and catch the expressions
of her friends and fellow coworkers.
She wished she hadn't.
"I promise," she
told them in her most reassuring voice. "As soon as you've been examined
and I have Daniel stabilized, you can come back."
That seemed to placate them.
Finally, they followed Doctor Porter in the next room, leaving Janet and her
aides alone to do their work.
* * *
*
With a heavy sigh, Janet
tore her eyes off Daniel, taking the opportunity to glance over his vitals.
The good news was that, at
least right now, whatever was wrong with him didn't seem to be life
threatening. Though, she reminded herself she wasn't entirely sure just what
she was dealing with, and she didn't want to make any assumptions before she
was sure.
The bad news was that the
alien substance had permeated his skin, and the chemical seemed to be in his
bloodstream. She had also found trace amounts of the substance in his mouth and
lungs, which appeared to be the cause of his bronchial tubes constricting
abnormally.
Add a fever and dehydration
to the list and Daniel Jackson had proven once again that misfortune followed
him around like a puppy.
Sighing again, she moved
over to his side, straightening his blankets. She was satisfied that he no
longer shook, and that the scrubs and blankets had seemed to soothe some of the
distress he had had etched into his face.
Smiling softly, she reached
over and brushed some of the hair off his forehead, and pressed her hand
against his cheek. He was still warm, but he wasn't quite as pale. That was a
good sign within itself.
"Janet?"
She glanced up, finding
Kevin Porter standing in the doorway. Patiently, he waited, his long frame
leaning causally against the entranceway.
"Kevin," she said,
forcing a smile. "You have good news, I hope?"
He smiled back.
"Initial evaluations show that SG-1 is perfectly fine. I had some blood
samples taken, though, and I'm just awaiting the lab results."
She nodded. So whatever happened
to Daniel was an isolated case, it seemed. "And what of the others?"
Kevin chuckled nervously.
"I don't know what to say. I've never seen anything like it." He
motioned to Daniel with a flick of his wrist. "They all look like him.
Even sound like him. They're identical to Doctor Jackson in every way."
"Sometimes appearances
can be deceiving," Janet cautioned. "Once, SG-1 was duplicated in
robotic form. They couldn't even tell the difference."
"Well, that's the
obvious distinction in this case. None of them claim to be Doctor Jackson.
Well, at least, as we know him." Kevin shook his head. "They all call
themselves Daniel Jackson but acknowledge that they aren't the Daniel
Jackson. It's the most bizarre thing I have ever seen."
"Wait a while,"
she said wryly. "Once you're here long enough, you'll take that statement
back."
He smiled. "I bet I
will." Then, he cleared his throat, standing a little straighter. "I
did have blood samples taken of the others. Physically, they seemed in good
health, though a couple of them had a low-grade fever. The results will be sent
to Doctor Harlow for review. In the meantime, what are we going to do with
them?"
"That will be General
Hammond's call," she told him. "For now, you can bring them and SG-1
in here. I wouldn't advise releasing them outside of the infirmary until all
their blood work comes back. That goes for SG-1 as well."
Kevin nodded. "Great.
I'll go get them and send SG-1 right in."
"Thank you,
Doctor."
Janet mentally prepared
herself for the influx of people.
"So, what's the story,
Doc?" Colonel O'Neill asked as he led the parade into the infirmary.
She noticed he looked
haggard, as did they all, with his face drawn and his eyes heavy. On some
level, she could understand his distress. Colonel O'Neill wasn't one to express
his emotions easily, opting to keep his deeper thoughts locked inside. She
assumed it was not only due to his rank in the military, but also his intense
training in Special Ops. Situations which involved those closest to him…She
sighed. He walked that fine line.
Just like herself. Being a
doctor meant she had to keep her emotions in check at all times, no matter who
was involved. But, when that person was far more than just a patient…
She cleared her throat.
"He's stable," Janet stated, stroking Daniel's arm lightly. "But
he appears to be fighting off some kind of infection."
"Just like the other
Daniel," Sam commented.
"Like the other
Daniels," Janet corrected her. "Based on Doctor Porter's initial
results, four of the five have experienced similar symptoms. It's my guess the fifth did as well, but has
since recovered."
"Then we have no way of
determining which is the real Daniel Jackson," Teal'c stated.
Janet shook her head.
"Not at this time, no. Initial blood work shows they have the same
chemical, but I'm waiting on analysis from Doctor Harlow to conclude if this
Daniel, and the others you brought through the Stargate, have alien DNA like
the first one we tested." She paused, taking a moment to check his pulse.
"The only information we have in determining who is who is the fact the
others are adamant that he is the real one. I don't see anything deceptive in
that claim, unless you have other information?"
Colonel O'Neill shook his
head. "No, they were pretty forthcoming when they found out they all were
going to get fed." He rubbed his chin. "And they all call him their
father, for some reason."
Sam nodded. "Each one
of them has expressed that same remark. I can't see how that is possible."
Janet was silent. That, too,
was something that troubled her. She didn't know if the use of the term father
was a code of sorts, or if all the Daniels were experiencing some sort of brain
damage. It could also be some sort of mind control, for all they knew.
"I am sure we will have
more answers when DanielJackson is conscious once again," Teal'c remarked.
"That might take some
time," Janet warned. "Until then, we…"
She allowed her voice to
trail off as Kevin Porter ushered the three others into the room. From her
assessment, they seemed nervous, shuffling their feet as they herded themselves
into the corner. Though, she mused, they all expressed their nervousness in
several ways that acutely reminded herself of Daniel. One kept his arms crossed
and his head bowed. Another one picked at his fingertips. The third kept
staring off into the distance, lost in thought. At least they all appeared
clean and well kept, each one now clothed and groomed.
Kevin nodded with
acknowledgement to Janet and SG-1 before he slipped out the room.
Janet was uncertain what to
say. All three of the men kept glancing over to the Daniel that rested on the
gurney, but none of them made the first move to speak. She could tell they
wanted to, and this attachment they had to him piqued her curiosity, but at the
same time she found the whole situation surreal.
Colonel O'Neill was the
first to speak. "So, you all get something to eat?"
One of them nodded
vigorously. "Doctor Porter gave us some soup. Chicken soup. It was only a
small cup, so there wasn't much in it, but it was still very good. We really
wanted some more, but he wouldn't let us." He paused, stretching his arms
out. "Do you think we could have some more? What about a burger? Even
better, how about steak? Ice cream? Ooh, let's go to Starbucks."
Janet stared, her gaze
turning to Sam. She just smiled, shrugging her shoulders.
"'Friad not,
Daniel…" Colonel O'Neill chewed his lip, his gaze bouncing from one to the
other. "About the names…"
"No," another one
said. "No." He waved his finger at O'Neill. "No more nicknames.
I hate them."
The colonel glared back at
him. "Who needs names, when you got that attitude. I can tell you apart
just by the way you're acting."
Frowning, Janet scooted a
little closer to the unconscious Daniel, watching the exchange closely.
"I'm sorry," she stated. "I'm not following."
"Colonel O'Neill
finds it amusing to give us little nicknames, instead of calling us by our
given names," he answered bitterly.
"It is only a
classification method," the third one, who had not yet spoken, said.
"There is nothing derogatory about it."
"Yes, there is!"
insisted the second who had spoken. "He doesn't see us as anything."
"No, he just gets
confused easy," the first said.
Colonel O'Neill started at
the comment, glaring at the man who had spoken. He didn't appear to mind,
though, as he had now become fascinated with some chart she had on her wall.
She suddenly felt like her
infirmary was getting a little crowded.
"Okay," she said
at last. "Colonel, you've checked out fine. You, Sam and Teal'c are free
to stay in one of the low-level quarantine rooms until every sample has
returned." She shook her face when she received the colonel's long-suffering
look. "It's just a precaution, Sir. You didn't have any trace of the
chemical in your blood, but I'd rather wait until every test has come
back."
"What about…?" Sam
stopped, shooting an apologetic gaze over at the three standing Daniels.
"I'm sorry. I'm not really sure what to call you."
"We're not
creatures," one of them said calmly.
"Well, we're not
calling you Daniel," Colonel O'Neill stated with a firm voice. He shrugged
his shoulders, moving his hands in a circular fashion as he thought.
"Alright, you, you're—" He stopped short, staring at the three.
"Dan?"
The Daniel he was speaking
to didn't seem all that impressed, but nodded anyway. "I suppose, if it
helps make things less confusing. Though, couldn't you just tell us apart by
our clothing? We could all wear something different."
Janet found herself staring
at the one dubbed "Dan." Somehow, the name suited him. He was quiet,
subdued, but highly aware.
"No," one of them
said again, pointing at Colonel O'Neill. "He won't do that. That is too
easy."
"Hey!" The colonel
shouted. "I didn't ask for your opinion."
"Then don't call me by
some stupid nickname. Not at all. I am Daniel."
"No, you're not."
"I am."
"You're not."
"Colonel…" Sam
began.
The Daniel crossed his arms.
"I won't respond to anything else."
"Fine. I'll call you
Snarky. How do you like that?"
Daniel narrowed his eyes,
but didn't say anything. Mumbling under his breath, he sat down on an empty
gurney and stared at the wall.
"Yeah, right,
pout…" O'Neill started to mumble.
"What did you
say?" the one labeled "Snarky" asked hotly.
"Okay!" Janet
called out finally. She'd had it. "Look, if you can't control your
behavior in my infirmary, I'll have to ask you to leave."
"Fine. Fine." Jack
exhaled, scrubbing the back of his head.
"Thank you," she
said, glancing back at the screen and rechecking Daniel's pulse.
"Hey, what about me?
What are you going to call me?" the nameless one said hopefully.
"I don't know."
O'Neill shrugged, glancing at Janet, Sam and Teal'c for help. They just looked
at him. He exhaled. "Uh, well what do you want to be called?"
"Excuse me?" The
one that had been arguing with Jack stood. "You give him a choice but not
me?" He then pointed to the companion by his side. "What about him?
Maybe he doesn't want to be called Dan."
"No, its fine. If it
makes him feel more comfortable. It's just a name."
"See?" Jack
pointed triumphantly to Dan. "He gets it."
Daniel just rolled his eyes
and turned away.
"Okay, that's great and
all, but what about me?" The name-seeking Daniel grinned, eyeing Jack
expectantly. "What about DJ? Or Jackson. Hey, that sounds cool. Like I am
military or something. Can I be called Jackson?" He turned and walked to
Teal'c, poking at his shoulder. "So, can I see Junior now?"
"No."
"But, why not? Say,
let's go get some coffee."
Janet blinked. She had seen
some strange things over the past few years at the SGC, but she was still
having a difficult time grasping what was happening here. Teal'c and…Jackson
continued to jump back and forth between conversations of food, Junior, and the
Jaffa, while Jack and the other two argued or "discussed" their
names. Sighing, Janet kept track on all of them, starting to feel uncomfortable
with the direction their tones were taking.
Sam joined her by her side,
her face just as distressed. "It's been like this since we arrived on the
planet and the way back. You don't even want to know what happened with
Benson."
"I'm actually a little
concerned, Sam." Before Sam could ask her what she meant, Janet spoke to
the room of occupants. "As much as I am sure you would like to stay in
here with Daniel, I think it would best for you to take the conversation
outside."
"Something wrong?"
Colonel O'Neill asked, frowning.
"No, Sir." She
watched the abrupt change in the behavior of the Daniels, as they quickly
quieted, their full attention on Daniel. She gazed at them softly. "But, I
want to keep a tranquil and healthy environment for him to recover."
"Oh," Jackson said
softly.
"Can we do anything to
help?" Dan asked.
"I just really need
some room and space to monitor him," she said honestly. "And--?"
"Doctor Fraiser?"
Janet looked to her right,
standing taller as General Hammond entered the room. He brought with him an
anxious Daniel, who was hiding behind his back. The sight broke her heart, and
knowing that even though this man wasn't Daniel didn't seem to placate her
unease.
She supposed the good news
was that none of the others, as far as she knew, had any level of disablement
as severe as the one that this Daniel had.
"General," she
greeted him.
"How's he doing?"
"Stable, Sir, but he
hasn't gained consciousness since he arrived through the Stargate."
He nodded, glancing at SG-1,
the other Daniels, and then back at her. "Are we any closer to knowing
what happened on that planet?"
She shook her head,
deferring to Colonel O'Neill.
"Not yet,
General." Colonel O'Neill stated, sending a wary glance over to the
Daniels. "We haven't gotten that far yet."
"Well, if you'd
concentrate on the task and get over this obsession with names…"
General Hammond cocked his
head, turning his attention to the Daniel that had spoken. He had that air of
authority about him, that unshakable strength, and once again Janet found
herself at a loss wondering what the man was actually feeling and thinking.
"Is there something
you'd like to share with us, son?"
The Daniel shook his
head. "No, Sir," he mumbled
under his breath.
"It wasn't meant as a
reprimand," he said, tugging at the fifth Daniel to show himself from his
hiding spot behind him. He gazed sternly at all his subordinates. "But I
expect a full report on what happened on that planet."
"Yes, Sir,"
Colonel O'Neill said. He motioned over to the others. "And?"
"You realize you'll
have to be confined until I figure out what to do with you." The other
Daniel poked around from behind Hammond, peeking at the three standing across
from him. "As far as I am concerned, you are an alien presence, and you
have to understand that."
Dan nodded solemnly. "We
do."
"Hi," the Daniel
behind Hammond said shyly.
The three stared at him.
"This is the other?" Dan asked.
"There's something
wrong with him," the one that refused to be named stated, his mouth
dropping open.
"How do you know
that?" Janet asked him.
He shook his head. "I
don't know. He's…just not supposed to be that way."
Intrigued, she stared at
Colonel O'Neill. Again, he was at a loss for words.
The currently shy Daniel
gasped suddenly, his eyes widening. "It's Daddy! You brought him
back!"
Before Janet had a chance to
process his words, he was upon her, nearly knocking her over as he attempted to
climb onto the gurney with Daniel. Shocked, she tried to pull him off, worried
that he would knock some of the equipment that was attached to Daniel, but the
man would not budge. He might have the behavior of a child, but he had the
physical strength of a grown man, a strength that not even herself with all her
training could hold back on her own.
"Colonel! I need a
hand!"
The gurney was shaking
violently now and Janet feared the medical equipment would dislodge itself.
"No," the Daniel
snapped, kicking at Janet. "I want to see him!"
She dodged the foot, darting
away to the side, her eyes scanning over the monitor by Daniel's beside.
Shaking her head, she moved in quickly, trying to make herself a barrier
between the Daniel lying in the bed and the one desperately trying to be with
him.
"Daniel," Jack
said, wrapping his arms around him. "Danny. Come on, now."
"No!"
Within moments, Teal'c had
joined in the fray, along with Jackson. Both Teal'c and Colonel O'Neill were
able to restrain him, while Jackson blocked the other side of the bed,
effectively keeping the kicking and screaming man from pursuing his goal.
She heard a reluctant
Colonel O'Neill attempt to soothe the now crying Daniel as she quickly scanned
the medical equipment. Janet sighed with relief, as she took his pulse again.
Breathing out slowly, she turned back to the monitor and fixed some of the
wiring.
"Is he okay?" Sam
asked.
Janet nodded, visibly
relieving the fears of everyone in the room. "Yes. But I am going to have
to ask you all to leave the infirmary, if only for a short time." She
sighed, gazing at their hurt expressions, including the Daniels. "All the
extra stimulation is too much for him right now. He may be stable, but he's
weak. I can't chance having his condition worsen."
"Very well,"
Hammond said. "Any other recommendations, Doctor?"
She nodded. "I'm just
waiting on the final results before I can authorize a full release of SG-1.
"As for the Daniels," she said, her voice a little unsteady,
"they all have the same chemical in their blood. I am guessing when we
receive the final results from Doctor Harlow, they will show these men have the
alien DNA as well."
Hammond nodded. "SG-1,
as soon as you are cleared, we'll debrief." He shook his head, studying
the Daniels closely. "It's going to be a long debriefing."
"Oh yeah," Colonel
O'Neill muttered, handing the sniffling Daniel a candy. "Just wait."
"Now, what's that
supposed to mean?" the nameless one asked.
"What do you think it
means?"
Janet shot a look over at
General Hammond, demonstrating with her hand exactly what the problem was.
Nodding, he motioned for her to continue.
"Goodbye,
Colonel," she said firmly.
"Doc, wait…"
She shooed him away with her
hand, motioning for the rest of SG-1 and the Daniels to follow. The combined
group of them started to bicker, and protest, but she just ignored them,
smiling to General Hammond as she shut the door.
Janet flipped to the next
page of her notes, comparing them with the test results she had received from
Doctor Timothy Harlow and his lab assistants. She had to admit, from a
scientific point of view, this was fascinating. The alien DNA was present in
four of the "alien" Daniels, but in decreasing numbers, similar to
the amount the first Daniel carried. All carried a higher concentration of
human DNA.
But the anomaly didn't stop
there. Doctor Harlow wanted to continue his testing, but based on initial
results, he had hypothesized that not only were these doubles carrying two
strands of DNA, they were actually fused. Almost like they were hybrids.
But not quite. Something
just didn't sit well with that theory.
Sighing, she placed the
notes down, shifting her weight in her already uncomfortable seat. She had been
sitting here for the past couple of hours, working feverishly with the
information as she received it, all the while keeping an eye on her patient.
Cocking her head, Janet
peered to her right, studying Daniel. She was pleased that his fever had gone
down a notch, but it was still high enough to cause her concern. Though, his
coloring had improved, and he had started to move around in his sleep. All
positive factors.
The best news had to be the
fact that even though he had traces of the alien chemical in his blood, he did
not have the alien DNA in his system.
She could breathe a sigh of
relief over that, at least.
Smiling softly, she reached
over and took his hand, squeezing it gently. It felt warm to her touch, but she
kept it locked within her grasp, trying to reassure him through his muddled
haze that everything would be okay.
In response, he moaned
slightly, and for a moment, Janet thought he would open his eyes. But that
moment was fleeting and he shifted again, drifting back into a quiet slumber.
Disappointed, Janet sighed,
and patted his hand.
"Doctor Fraiser?"
Janet sharply withdrew her
hand, her head snapping up as she glared at the airman standing in the doorway.
"Yes?" she answered quickly.
"Doctor Fraiser, I have
someone here to see you. He was rather insistent."
Frowning, Janet leaned
forward in her seat, struggling to catch a glimpse of the shadowy figure
standing in the hallway. "Sure, let him in."
The airman nodded, ushering
the gentleman inside.
Janet immediately sat
straighter. One of the Daniels appeared in the doorway, a little hesitant at
first, but more relaxed once he caught her gaze. Smiling, he took a step
forward, entering the room.
Quickly, she glanced over to
the airman, making sure he remained alert.
"I'm-I'm not going to
hurt you, you know," Daniel said softly, keeping some distance between
them.
"After your little
display earlier with Colonel O'Neill, I'm not so sure," she stated firmly.
At first, Janet was sure he
was going to laugh, but he didn't. Instead, he frowned, knotting his forehead
in that way Daniel did, and studied her curiously.
"You know which one I
am?"
She nodded. "I'm a
doctor. And you are my patient. All of you. I need to have a keen eye to tell
you apart, wouldn't you say?"
He nodded, a grin spreading
across his lips. Then, abruptly, he grabbed a chair, dragging it over to the
bed, and positioned it across from her, causing her to start. When he made no
move against her, and just settled into the seat, Janet held up her hand to the
guard, tipping her head once to acknowledge she was all right.
"What did you want to
see me about?" she asked him, keeping to business.
Daniel folded his hands,
looking down at the floor for a few seconds before he shot his head up to look
at the unconscious Daniel. "How's he doing?" he asked curtly.
Out of habit, Janet glanced
over to him and rubbed his arm. "He's improving, but he's not out of the
woods." Cautiously, she pressed a little farther. "Why? Are you
concerned for him?"
He snorted. "He's the
problem. He's the one that started this whole mess."
"Why do you say
that?"
"Isn't it
obvious?" he replied angrily. He pointed at himself. "This isn't
normal. I don't need to tell anyone that."
"No, you're right. It's
not normal." She smiled nonetheless. "But we'll help you get through
this and make sure we continue to monitor your health."
He eyed her suspiciously.
"And what good will that do?"
"Well," she began,
folding her hands on her lap, "I'm not going to lie to you. I've never
dealt with anything like this before. But, all of you seem to be in good
health, except for—" She doubted saying "the real Daniel" would
get her far in this conversation, so she opted for a small motion with her hand
to her bedside occupant. "And we have dealt with many different cases here
at the SGC over the past few years. I've treated various people from
offworld."
He seemed to consider her
words, mulling them over as he tilted his head from left to right. "Yeah,
I know," he said finally.
Curious, she asked another
question. "How do you know?"
He shrugged, leaning back in
his chair. "I don't know. Just a feeling I get."
"A feeling?" She
leaned forward slightly. "Can you describe that for me?"
He sighed, and shook his
head, refusing to meet her gaze. Then, he turned away, bowing his head as he
became lost in a world of his own.
A little nervous, Janet
placed her notes aside and picked up her stethoscope, as well as a large blood
pressure cuff. Without another word, she walked over to him, slipping the cuff
on his right arm, ignoring his wary glance. Quietly, she started to inflate the
cuff.
"What's this for?"
he asked, tilting his head upward to watch her.
"Just checking up on
you," she said gently. "You look stressed."
"I'm always
stressed," he muttered. "Or, at least, for as long as I can remember.
Oh, that's cold."
She smiled as she pressed
the stethoscope to his skin, keeping an eye on his numbers. "Well, you're
fine," she said, deflating the cuff. "But do you want to tell me
about these memories of yours?"
"All to help him,
right?" he asked, his gaze never leaving her.
She wasn't sure what she saw
in his eyes, but something about his gaze made her heart beat faster. While she was sure there was anger, sadness,
and confusion dwelling inside, she also believed she saw longing and
anticipation.
Longing and anticipation?
Janet decided she had asked
enough questions for now. She smiled again, but kept her thoughts to herself.
Carefully, she leaned over, starting to undo the cuff on his arm. As her leg
brushed against his thigh, she stiffened, frowning when she thought she felt
him squeeze her closer with his legs.
Breathing out slowly, Janet
told herself that she was being silly, and was just imagining things. Yet
despite her self-lecture, she felt uneasy, and quickly, she removed the cuff
from him.
"You're all set,"
she told him. "So, unless you have anymore—"
She stopped, a little
unnerved by the fact he was still staring at her. Then, slowly, he rose to his
feet, practically towering over her. His gaze only intensified.
"Glasses? I was
wondering you had any extra pairs of glasses," he said softly. "We're
not allowed into Daniel's office to snatch his spares."
Janet cleared her throat and
nodded. "I always keep a couple of spares in the infirmary."
When she noticed he had
edged closer, she decided to take charge. Turning, but keeping her gaze on him,
she walked over to one of her cabinets and opened a drawer. Fumbling slightly,
her fingers finally found the spare she kept in this room. Quickly, she handed
them over to the man with Daniel's face and made her way back to her seat.
"Thank you," he
said, smiling, slipping the glasses on his face.
Janet blinked. You would
have never known he was a different man.
"You're welcome,"
she replied. Holding her head up, she motioned for the guard to come forward to
retrieve the man.
Daniel pouted in response,
sending her the most pathetic look she'd ever seen. Sighing, she folded her
hands in her lap, and glared at him.
"I won't say a
word," he said.
Despite his calm voice, she
knew she saw the mischievous spark in his eyes. This time, it wasn't her
imagination.
"I'll just stay
here…" He reached over and grabbed a spare notebook and pen that had been
resting by Janet's notes before sitting down quickly. He scribbled down a few
words before he paused, raising his eyebrows as he peered at her over the rim
of his glasses. Eliciting no response from her, he smiled, hastily bowing his
head to scribble some more.
Janet didn't know what to
say. In many ways, he was like Daniel, and in other ways, he wasn't. But he hadn't made any move to harm anyone
since they arrived, and despite the unease she felt near him, she didn't think
he was dangerous.
If having a little company
helped her solve the problem that plagued the real Daniel, then there was no
harm in allowing him to stay.
That made sense, she
thought, patting the unconscious Daniel's arm.
Finally, Janet waved away
the guard, allowing him to take up his position back at the doorway. No harm in
being a little cautious though.
Shaking her head, Janet
blocked out the man's behavior and dug back into reviewing her lab results.
"Is there anything else
you can tell me?" General Hammond asked.
Colonel O'Neill shook his
head. "No, Sir, that about sums up the trip."
Sam nodded. "They were
just…there."
They couldn't really
elaborate any further. Every single one of the Daniels that they had brought
back were identical to the Daniel they knew. Even if all their mannerisms and
behaviors weren't one hundred percent the same, they were close enough to
remind her of the real Daniel.
"What about all the
ones you brought back with you? Have they mentioned anything?"
"Nada," O'Neill
muttered.
"They have not provided
much information," Teal'c admitted.
"To be honest, Sir, I
am not quite sure they really understand what is happening themselves,"
Sam added.
General Hammond pondered her
words, pausing for only a moment before he spoke again. "How do you mean,
Major?"
"Well, Sir, they made
no move to hurt us, and they seem concerned over Daniel's welfare. So much so,
in fact, they were reluctant to tell us they weren't Daniel until they were
assured we would help him."
"She's right,
Sir." Colonel O'Neill leaned over and clasped his hands on the table.
"They're hiding something, and I don't know what, but they had nothing but
Daniel on their minds." He shook his head. "But I agree with Carter.
I don't even think they know what they're hiding."
"So where does that
leave us?" Hammond asked. "Is this something set up by the Goa'uld?
Any other threat from the planet?"
"There was no
foreseeable threat on the planet, General Hammond," Teal'c said. "I
do not believe the Goa'uld were involved with what happened to Daniel
Jackson."
"So, what exactly are
they?" Hammond was beginning to sound exasperated. "Clones? Alien
life forms?"
Sam exhaled. Wouldn't they
all like to know.
"Daniel," the
colonel said simply. "They all act like him, in one way or another."
Teal'c cocked his head.
"Yet, they refer to him as father."
"That's not
normal," Hammond said sternly. "I'm not comfortable having a bunch of
clones, or whatever they are, in this facility. We don't know anything about
them at this point, if they have ulterior motives, or if they could become a
danger at a later time." He pressed his lips together, staring at the
three remaining members of SG-1. "You haven’t given me much to go
on."
"I know, Sir," Sam
began, "but I don't think they'll try anything."
"And how did you come
to this conclusion?"
Sam went to answer, but
quickly shut her mouth. She really couldn't answer that justly. She glanced
over to Colonel O'Neill and Teal'c, finding the same sentiment mirrored in
their eyes, but they also appeared unable to explain it.
"Major?" General
Hammond pressed.
"It's just a
feeling," she replied, but quickly added, "but I'm sure—"
He shook his head,
interrupting her before she could continue. "I'm sorry, Major, but—"
"Sir?"
General Hammond stopped,
turning in his chair to gaze at Sergeant Siler. For a moment, Sam felt relief,
able to formulate her thoughts and ideas more clearly, now that she wasn't as
distracted.
But her relief dissipated
when she caught sight of who was standing with Siler.
"Doctor Jackson?"
General Hammond asked.
Daniel was standing quietly
beside the sergeant, his ever-roving gaze scouting out the briefing room.
Almost immediately, his gaze fell to the Stargate, his eyes widening as he
stared at it.
And just as quickly, Sam
felt her hopes dash, realizing this wasn't the Daniel she was hoping him to be.
"I'm one of them,"
he said at last, his gaze settling on General Hammond. "I was hoping to
join the debriefing."
"I'm sorry, son, but I
can't allow that."
"Why don't you go back
and we'll talk to you when we're done," Colonel O'Neill said evenly.
"I don't mean to
intrude, but I really feel like I can contribute," Daniel said, ignoring
O'Neill's comment.
Sam eyed him closely for a
moment, studying his features as he stood his ground. "You're Dan,
right?"
He nodded. "Maybe once
we start talking, I'll be able to fill in some of the missing pieces."
General Hammond was thinking
hard; Sam could tell by the creases in his forehead. "Alright, son, take a
seat." He motioned to the empty chair by Sam. "Why don't we take it
from the top?"
Janet slammed down her pen
and glared at Daniel. "Okay," she said. "What is the
problem?"
Daniel shrugged, peering at
her innocently over the rim of his glasses, while sending her a little smile.
She didn't buy it for one second.
Daniel had been watching her
for the past hour, sneaking little glances here and there before he'd scribble
frantically in his notepad. At first, Janet had dismissed it as simple
curiosity. But after the next several times, her patience was being to wear
thin.
"Daniel," she said
sternly. "I allowed you to stay in here as long as you weren't a
distraction."
"I'm a
distraction?" he asked, obviously amused. His eyes twinkled as he studied
her closely. A little too closely. "You find me distracting? What about me
is distracting?"
Janet knew better to even
attempt to answer a question like that one. "Just-just keep still and let
me do my job."
Why was she even tolerating
this? She should just kick him out, as she did with Colonel O'Neill.
"I haven't said a
word." His smile broadened and he winked before turning back to his
notebook. His hands moved furiously over the pad. "I've been perfectly
quiet…"
As his voice began to trail
off, Daniel's strokes became elongated and more deliberate, hesitating just
long enough for the sound of his breathing to come into perfect rhythm with his
actions. Every few strokes, he would pause, holding the pen at an angle,
slightly elevated above the paper, and focus his gaze inward. Then, he would
catch her eye for a brief moment before beginning the whole process over again.
Janet swallowed hard,
finding herself rising in her chair slightly. Tipping her head to the left, she
attempted to sneak a peek at what Daniel was doing, and why he seemed to be so
passionately involved in it.
Daniel stopped, his eyes
slowly rolling upward, his gaze locking onto her. He didn't say anything, but
instead just raised his eyebrows.
Sighing angrily, and more
than a bit perturbed, Janet turned back to the medical charts she was
evaluating. What was she? A schoolgirl? This was ridiculous. She was an adult
woman. A doctor. She shouldn't be…acting this way.
Channeling her anger back
into her job, she turned to the unconscious Daniel beside her. He continued to rest, his face pinched into
a perpetual frown, as if even deep in his subconscious he was still thinking.
"You are curious,
aren't you?" the Daniel seated across from her said.
Warily, she shot him a
furtive glance, before gazing back at the presumed original. "I'm not
curious."
"You want to see what I
am doing, right?"
She breathed out, ignoring
the mischievous glint in his eyes. "Not really."
"Okay," he said
with a shrug, returning to his work.
Mentally kicking herself,
she just stared at him. He had begun his ministrations again, now with even
more care and ease, stopping to gasp slightly every time he paused.
Shaking her head, Janet
returned to Daniel. The Daniel that currently was not getting under her
skin. She checked his pulse, and then
smoothed back his hair, pleased how much color had returned to his face.
"I can show you, if you
like."
"I'm-I'm not
curious," she repeated, stammering slightly. Turning away from Daniel she
glared at the other straight in the eyes. "I don't know what you're up to,
but—"
"I'm just here,"
he said with a soft voice. Quietly, he rose to his feet, with that smirk never
leaving his face, as he came to meet her. A bit hesitantly, he tilted the
notepad for her to see. "It's just…a little something."
Janet nearly lost her
balance, grabbing onto Daniel's bedside for support. She had never seen
anything quite like it, never something filled with so much passion and energy.
Something from Daniel.
Feeling some of her strength
return, she grabbed the notepad, running her fingers over the sketch. There,
blinking back at her, was her own face, duplicated in near perfect detail, the
ink rounded in soft curves, her hair finished with fine detail. She was amazed
how he'd even captured the emotions in her eyes. The picture seemed almost if
it were alive.
"Daniel…"
"It's not
finished," he told her, sliding up to her left. He pressed his hand
against hers, securing her grip on the notepad. Casually, he slung his other
arm over her shoulder, using his free hand to point at his sketch. "See?
Right here." He tapped at the pad, sandwiching her between himself and the
piece of art. "There's a lack of detail around the nose. When you think,
your nose kinda scrunches up in this cute little way, and I—"
Janet cleared her throat,
suddenly feeling awkward over the whole conversation. She dislodged herself
from his hold, pressing a little closer to Daniel's bedside.
"I'm sorry," he
said, his voice nearly breaking. He steeled himself, backing away from her.
"I shouldn't have gotten as close as I did. I forget that to you, I'm just
some alien."
"No," she said softly,
willing herself to take a step forward.
It wasn't that she feared
him, or that he truly made her uncomfortable. In fact, having him close to her,
sharing with her something so detailed and personal had made her feel special,
and flattered. But, it also forced her to come to terms with some unsettling
emotions of her own.
"No," she said
again. "I don't see you just as an alien. You're very much like Daniel, in
a way."
"But I'm not that
Daniel," he said sourly.
The comment threw her for a
moment, the anger laced with contempt. His eyes were burning, and the pain
inside them was so great she almost felt it as well.
She couldn't understand why
he felt so much resentment towards Daniel, or what the real source of his anger
could be. But she did understand that he was more human than alien, and he
carried the same kind of spark Daniel always had.
Cautiously, she came to him,
and placed her hand on his arm. "You're your own person, Daniel. You may
be like Daniel in many ways, but you are still you. No one can take that away
from you. You don't need to try and be someone else."
"How do you know
that?" he asked, his voice wavering. "No one knows what we are. We're
not people. No one sees us as people. We're either him," he motioned to
Daniel with disgust. "Or just some strange alien."
She rubbed his arm
affectionately, shaking her head. "I just know, okay? Look," she
said, taking his hand and bringing his notepad forward. "Look what you've
accomplished. That is amazing and you did that on your own."
He chuckled, the laughter
reaching his eyes. But it was only for a moment. "Not really," he
muttered. "It's not that hard after you've studied and been forced to draw
Egyptian hieroglyphs countless times."
She blinked, her mind
struggling to wrap itself around that statement. "How? How could you know
that if you're not Daniel?"
To this, he did not reply.
He stared back at her, dumbfounded, as he searched for an answer.
"Daniel," she
started, her voice rising as she became excited. "I need to ask you more
questions about—"
"Wha?"
Janet jerked, hearing the
broken voice from behind her. As she came to Daniel's beside, she felt a wave
of relief pass over her, clutching his hand as he opened his eyes.
"Daniel?" She
rubbed his arm soothingly. "Daniel, can you hear me?"
His response was a sleepy
blink, his blue eyes focusing on her only for a moment before they wandered the
infirmary. The eternal frown on his face only deepened. When his gaze came back
to meet her again, she felt his hand squeeze her arm.
"Daniel?"
And squeeze. His eyes
widened with shock, his gaze now fixed behind her.
Janet glanced at her
shoulder, watching as the other Daniel stepped back, his own gaze a mix of
horror and shock. He almost appeared afraid, moving farther and farther back,
until he was behind his chair. Gone was the anger, the smugness, or even the
mischief in eyes. He just stared, totally focused on Daniel.
Frowning, Janet reached her
spare hand forward. "Hey, it's okay," she said. "He's—"
"Asleep again," he
finished for her, sighing with relief.
He was, she thought,
releasing Daniel from her grasp. Quietly, she placed his hand by his side, and
allowed him the rest he needed. She couldn't imagine what was going through his
mind, in those brief moments of lucidity when he gazed upon the face of
himself. Was he aware enough to remember what happened on the planet? Or was
his feverish state just complicating the problem?
Whatever the answer, Janet
knew she would not know until Daniel awoke. But that didn't solve the other
problem.
She took a cautious step
toward the other Daniel. "Are you okay? What just happened back
there?"
He shook his head, clearly
agitated. "Nothing," he said quickly. "Nothing."
Without another word, he
took his seat, clutching onto the notepad and hugging it close. After he took a
few gulps of air, he seemed to relax, easing back into a comfortable position.
Once again, he started scribbling on the notepad.
"Daniel…"
"No, I'm fine," he
said curtly, refusing to look at her. "Just threw me a little, seeing him
like that. That's all. I'm fine. He's fine. We're fine."
She knew in that instant,
things weren't fine at all.
Going against her better
judgment, she allowed for him to stay, but kept her sense more alert than ever,
as she continued to plough through Daniel's latest mess.
"That's all I remember,
I swear."
Jack chewed on the inside of
his lip, eyeing Dan closely. His instincts didn't find anything deceitful about
the man. In fact, Jack thought he was more confused than anything else. Then
again, if Jack had woken up to find himself lying next to a man that looked
just like him, he might feel a little confused, too.
"Nothing more?"
Carter pressed, leaning in a little closer to Dan. "You just remember
waking up next to Daniel?"
"And the two of you
were covered in the alien substance?" Teal'c asked.
Dan shook his head.
"It's all very hazy," he said distastefully. "Everything is
becoming more and more distant."
When Jack thought Hammond
couldn't look even more confused…
"That may have
something to do with the fact their DNA has been altered," Carter
explained.
"It could be," Dan
admitted, rubbing his chin. "All I know is that I woke up near Daniel…and
the others."
"And you said he was
unconscious at the time?" Jack asked. "What about the other
ones?"
"The same as myself. I
can't speak for them…but I felt compelled to be near him. I knew he'd help
me."
"How did you know
that?" Hammond questioned.
Dan glanced quickly to
Carter, then Jack and Teal'c, before moving his gaze to General Hammond.
"I know this sounds foolish, but I just knew. He's…like a father to
me."
Jack tried to hide his
discomfort, but the whole thought was cringe worthy. These were adult men,
nearly identical to Daniel and yet they called him their father. It just didn't
sit well with him.
"That's what the first
one said, the one you initially brought through the Gate, isn't it?"
Jack nodded to Hammond.
"Yes, Sir. That one is still convinced Daniel's his father."
"Well, he is," Dan
stated, rather defensively. "He's our father and we're extremely worried
about him."
"Sorry to burst your
bubble because I can tell you care for the guy," Jack said. "But,
he's not your father. You see, children tend to be younger and don't look
exactly like their parents. Plural."
Dan just glared at him.
"Well, that's not
always the case, Sir," Carter said, stepping in. He could already imagine
the wheels spinning in her head. "Some creatures reproduce by asexual
reproduction."
Jack had nothing to say to
that thought. Imagining Daniel reproducing…No, forget it. He didn't want to
imagine Daniel reproducing in any capacity, let alone by himself.
"Well, forgive me for
intervening, here, but this is important to me. I understand that you don't see
me, or any of us for that matter, as a human, but I do." Dan picked at his
fingertips, refusing to meet anyone's gaze. "And human beings to do not
reproduce in that way."
"I understand how you
perceive yourself," Hammond said, his tone soft and gentle. "But you
have to look at our perspective, son. There are a total of five men on this
base who are physically identical. Now, all five of you have had contact with
an alien substance. Four of you have alien DNA. I have one man unconscious in
the infirmary. And despite everything you've told us, we still don't have a
clear idea of what happened."
Jack cocked his head,
returning his attention to this Daniel. He knew that deflated look from past
experience, but he also recognized the understanding in the other man's eyes.
Jack didn't like it. He got
confused enough when it came to alternate realities. Tossing a half a dozen
Daniels into the mix, all of which emulated him in some way, just threw him for
a loop.
Finally, after a moment of
silence, Dan nodded. "I know. I just—it doesn't make any sense to
me."
"Maybe you're trying
too hard," Jack offered, hating to see Daniel, any Daniel, feeling so
blue. "Relax a little. Then, it'll come to you."
"Or maybe you're not
trying hard enough," Sam countered.
Jack raised his eyebrow at
that comment, not particularly fond of his second-in-command trying to out
maneuver him. "Oh?" Jack asked, finding Hammond's curiosity had been
piqued as well.
Dan didn't seem all that
amused. "What do you mean?" he asked.
"Yes, Major, do you
want to clarify that statement?" Hammond asked.
She nodded, the light
sparkling in her eyes. "Well, Sir, I was thinking. What if, for some
reason, Daniel here, and the others memories are suppressed somehow?" She
paused, allowing for her statement to impact the rest of them. "Look at
the first Daniel we brought through the Gate. He hasn't been able to tell us
what happened on the planet. None of them have. What if, whatever happened, was
traumatic enough for the Daniels to keep that memory repressed?"
"Using the first one is
a bad example, Major," Jack said wearily. "He's got the mind of a
child."
"But why?" Carter
continued. "Why not the others? And why do the others all act in a
particular manner? If they were true clones, wouldn't they all act the
same?"
"I'd like to understand
as well," Dan admitted. "There are so many unanswered
questions."
"Indeed," Teal'c
stated. "All appear to be DanielJackson but are not."
Teal'c couldn't have summed
it up any better, in Jack's opinion.
"So, what are you
suggesting?" General Hammond asked.
"Perhaps a session of
kel'no'reem will bring forth the memories buried within the various
DanielJacksons." Leaning forward slightly, Teal'c burrowed his gaze into
Dan. "I can show you the techniques for mediation."
"That…might be our best
shot, Sir," Carter admitted.
Hammond nodded. "Very
well. But I want you to keep working on figuring out the purpose of that alien
substance," he said to Carter before shifting his focus to Jack.
"Colonel, round up the…Daniels and help get them situated in Teal'c's
room."
"One of them won't be
able to do it, Sir." Jack knew that one of the Daniel's would never have
the attention span to sit and mediate, but he was uncomfortable with the only
alternative. He might as well just come out and say it. "I'll keep an eye
on him."
"Alright, Colonel. But
stay on alert."
"Right."
The five of them rose to
their feet, and headed for the exit.
Jack nearly blew a gasket
when he opened the door to one of the rooms in the isolation quarters.
"Where the hell is
he?" he asked.
Jackson lifted his head,
blinking as if he were confused, before his vision cleared and he scowled at
Jack. "That's what I'd like to know!" Jackson rose to his feet,
tossing a couple of crayons over to Danny. "He said he'd only be gone for
a few minutes and look!" He pointed to Danny. "I've been stuck alone
with him all this time!"
"Hi, Jack!" Danny
exclaimed, jumping to his feet. "Have you come to play?"
"Not right now,"
Jack replied distractedly. If they'd lost one of these clones…"Where'd he
go?"
Jackson crossed his arms
over his chest. "Something about Doctor Fraiser."
"Sir?"
Jack glanced over his
shoulder, noting Carter's worried expression. Teal'c and Dan were right behind
her.
"Teal'c, escort Dan and
Jackson down to your room and see what you can get out of them. Carter, you're
with me." He motioned with his hand to Danny. "Come on, you're coming
with us, too."
"Yay!" Danny
scooped up a coloring book and rushed over to Jack, linking with him arm to
arm. Jack just rolled his eyes, but he didn't have time to deal with Danny's
affections.
The fact that the moody one
was alone with Fraiser didn't sit well with him. Then again, they'd let Dan
just waltz into their debriefing.
"What's going on?"
Jackson asked as he met up with Teal'c. "Did we do something wrong?"
"No. Not yet,
anyway," Jack muttered. "Just head down with Teal'c and he'll explain
everything."
"Everything will be
fine," Teal'c stated. He beckoned Jackson closer. "We will begin
meditations in my quarters."
Jackson's eyes widened as
big as saucers. "Really? A Jaffa technique? You're going to show us?"
Dan rolled his eyes.
"Yes, yes. Let's go."
Jack urged them to get the
lead out of their pants and ushered everyone out into the hallway. He wanted to
get down to the infirmary sooner than later, and make sure everything was
kosher.
"Doc, you okay?"
Those were the first words
out of Colonel O'Neill's mouth as he entered the infirmary. Janet had to admit
she was a little shocked by them, turning around from her lab table to frown at
him.
"I'm fine," she
said, voicing her confusion. "What's the problem, Colonel?"
His hard glare had already
found its target. Her confusion growing, Janet stepped away from her table and
came to stand beside Colonel O'Neill and the seated Daniel. Daniel, not at all
perturbed by the colonel's behavior, just gazed up and smiled, sending him a
mock salute.
Not the best thing to do, she
mused.
"What are you doing
here?" he asked Daniel crossly.
"Just keeping Janet
company," he replied with a smile.
His response only caused
Colonel O'Neill's eyes to darken. "Janet, is it?" He shot an angry,
if not curious look at Janet. "Really?"
"Sir, he's just been
sitting here, keeping me company, just like he said," Janet replied
calmly. "He hasn't done anything to threaten me, or my staff."
"He shouldn't be in
here," Colonel O'Neill grumbled.
"Says who?" Janet
asked, surprised over how defensive she felt. "This is my infirmary. The
men who you brought back with you through the Gate do not have any contagions.
They're perfectly safe." Janet paused, believing she saw the seated
Daniel's eyes light up. "Besides, there was an airman at the door at all
times."
Colonel O'Neill considered
her words, but she knew he wasn't happy. He didn't seem to want to press the
matter, though. He'd already become interested in the pad of paper that Daniel
was holding.
Oh God, she thought. Don't let him see the drawing.
"Whatcha writing?"
O'Neill asked, peering over Daniel's shoulder.
"Yeah, whatcha
writing?" Danny mimicked.
"None of your
business."
"Let me see it."
"No, Jack, I
said—"
"Janet?"
Janet shook herself out of
her thoughts, blushing slightly as she faced Sam. Her friend was worried, her
blue eyes focused solely on her.
Sam reached out, placing her
hand on Janet's shoulder. "Are you okay?"
"Sure," she said,
almost automatically. "Fine."
Sam wasn't convinced, and
Janet couldn't blame her. What was she thinking by replying in such a terse
manner?
"Janet…"
Pushing down her feelings of
awkwardness, Janet slid a little closer to Sam. She knew her friend would only
continue to pester her, so she might as well share what was on her mind. She
stole a glance over to Colonel O'Neill and the two alien Daniels, and then
released a breath she hadn't realized she had been holding.
"I think one of the
aliens is hitting on me."
She immediately regretted saying
those words. An alien was hitting on her. How utterly bizarre did that sound?
By the look on Sam's face, it must be worse than she thought.
Frowning, her eyes dancing
between amusement and confusion, Sam pressed her weight onto the table, and
pointed over her shoulder with her free hand. "One of the Daniels?"
Janet nodded slowly.
With a soft chuckle, Sam's
confusion slipped into outright disbelief. "Come on, you're joking,
right?"
"I'm dead serious,
Sam," Janet replied, beginning to feel defensive again. What was so wrong
with an alien having an attraction to her? She shook her head and cleared her
throat. "The one there, with Colonel O'Neill."
"The childlike
one?"
"Very funny,"
Janet mumbled. "No, the other one."
Sam went to turn her head to
gaze at them, but Janet caught her quickly. "Don't look," she hissed,
bringing her closer.
This only incited another
chuckle from Sam. "Janet, you realize this is ridiculous. You're acting
like a teenager."
"Well, he didn't draw
your portrait, now did he?"
The laughter immediately
fell from Sam's eyes, and she grabbed Janet, bringing her farther from the
table, and farther away from Colonel O'Neill and the Daniels. "He sketched
your picture?"
Janet smiled triumphantly.
Sam's face broke into
another grin. "This I have to see," she said, already making her way
back to the Daniels and Jack.
Before Janet had a chance to
protest, Sam had slipped from her grip, and had begun to walk to the Daniel in
question.
But he appeared to have
other plans. Startled, Janet took a step back as he darted out from beneath the
colonel and the other alien version of Daniel, and started to nonchalantly
stroll over to where she was standing. Sam stepped aside, her amusement
replaced with a look of curiosity.
"Janet," Daniel
said, stopping in front of her. She has seen that look of annoyance far too
many times before. "Is there any way you can order Jack out of here? He is
breaking my concentration."
"Oh, be quiet," O'Neill muttered, dragging Danny along with him as he
and Sam joined them. "What the hell are you scribbling anyway?"
Ignoring him, Daniel held up
a torn sheet of paper, allowing the light to illuminate some of the markings.
Handwriting, she decided, able only to catch a word or two, as Daniel
repositioned the paper.
"I have something for
you," Daniel told her. "It's not much, but it's the best I can do
with all these distractions," he grumbled under his breath, glaring
pointedly at Colonel O'Neill. "Would you like me to recite it for you?"
Embarrassment could not describe
what she was feeling right now. Sam looked shocked, or amused, and Colonel
O'Neill appeared downright angry.
Danny clapped his hands and
cheered. "Read!"
"I'd rather do
this—"
Daniel was cut off
mid-sentence as Colonel O'Neill snatched the paper. When Daniel hissed and
tried to reclaim his paper, O'Neill just causally turned away, muttering under
his breath as he read. Janet attempted a peek, but she couldn't get close
enough.
Maybe that was a good thing.
After a moment, he lowered the paper, his eyes narrowing.
"Feeling rather poetic,
aren't we?" the colonel said.
Daniel shrugged. "It's
really none of your business."
"What? Let me
see," Sam said, grabbing the piece of paper from her commanding officer.
Grinning, she stole a glance at Daniel before she continued to read. "A
poem? Oh, how sweet. How come Daniel never writes me poet—Oh my God!"
Red faced, Sam shoved the
poem back to Daniel, her eyes widening when she finally faced Janet.
"What?" Janet
asked, finally unable to contain herself any longer. She distinctly felt like
the outsider, the one left out of an important joke, just like when Urgo had
graced SG-1 with his presence.
"Oh, that's better left
unsaid," Colonel O'Neill mumbled, his tone becoming severe.
"It's not dirty,"
Daniel countered, pocketing the piece of paper. "It's colorful."
"It is?" Danny
asked, hopping in his spot, looking for the piece of paper. "I didn't see
colors."
"When I read it, you
certainly will," Daniel said mischievously, his full attention focused on
Janet.
She blinked at him,
wondering just how many shades of pink her face was turning.
"Alright, fun's
over," Colonel O'Neill said, grabbing Daniel by the scruff of the neck. He
resisted, cursing lightly, but O'Neill didn't budge. "We're going for a
trip to Teal'c's and he's going to show you how to meditate."
"Meditate?" Janet
shot a look over to Sam.
"The…Daniels don't seem
to have any recollection of what happened on the planet," Sam explained.
"We're hoping to tap into any memories they might have repressed or figure
out why they seem to know so much about Daniels' life."
"I'm standing right
here, you know," Daniel said, crossing his arms.
"Yeah, and not for
long. Let's go." The colonel gave him a shove, pushing him towards the
door. He beckoned Danny with the other hand, taking him by his side before
regarding the other Daniel sternly. "You can come visit later."
"Really?"
"No."
A litany of curses strung
out of Daniel's mouth, but faded as he, Danny, and Colonel O'Neill disappeared
around the corner. Flustered, and a little disappointed, Janet stared off into
place for a moment after they left.
A poem? A drawing? What on
Earth was going through this Daniel's mind?
When she turned around,
Janet found Sam flipping through the notepad Daniel had left behind. She
paused, holding up the drawing he had sketched earlier that day. Amazed, Sam
shook her head before putting the pad down next to the still unconscious
Daniel.
"He drew that?"
Janet sighed, answering her
friend with a curt nod. "I really don't know what to say."
"It's incredible,"
Sam said for her. Glancing over at Daniel, she exhaled deeply, running her
hands through her blonde hair. "How is our Daniel doing, though?"
"Stable," Janet
replied. "He's still feverish and he's only gained consciousness once,
briefly." When she saw Sam react with surprise, she continued. "I
wasn't able to get through to him. He was extremely disoriented. I don't think
he understood what was happening."
Sam pursed her lips, her
gaze falling back down to Daniel. Silently, she picked up his hand and patted
it. "What does that mean? Will he be alright in the end?"
"I still don't
know," Janet admitted, feeling more helpless than she wanted. "I have
no idea what that substance could have done to him."
"I'll be heading to the
lab to see if there is anything I can do." Gently, Sam placed Daniel's
hand back on the gurney. "There has to be some connection between whatever
that substance was and whatever happened to Daniel."
Janet agreed with her. But
could they even determine that connection? With Daniel unconscious, and his
mental state unknown, they couldn't even guess what happened on the planet if
the other Daniels weren't talking.
"Are we sure that they
have repressed memories or they just don't want to tell us what really
happened?" Janet questioned.
"I've been wondering
the same thing," Sam admitted. She sighed. "General Hammond is
concerned over that possibility. Not to mention that they all have working
knowledge of Daniel's history."
"But they aren't
clones. At least, not by our standards."
"Yeah," Sam said,
sounding dejected. "But we'll figure something out."
Janet nodded, but didn't say
anything. Somehow, she had a feeling Sam wasn't finished.
"Are…you going to be
okay?" Sam asked, somewhat guardedly.
"Am I okay?" Janet
was taken aback by the question. "What do you mean?"
Stealing a not-so subtle
glance towards Daniel, and then back to Janet, Sam sighed before continuing.
"About Daniel." She swallowed hard, rubbing her hands on her thighs.
"About you."
Janet wanted to deny the
rush of blood to her cheeks, but she could already feel the warmth spreading
over her. It wasn't that obvious, was it? What was she thinking, anyway?
Obvious? There was nothing there.
Her moment's hesitation was
her undoing. She found Sam's sympathetic gaze studying her, scrutinizing her.
Janet felt both exposed and angry, but also knew that Sam, her friend, was only
trying to help.
"I've noticed for
awhile now," Sam offered. Quietly, she walked over to Janet, placing a
hand on her shoulder. "Anything I can do?"
"No," Janet said,
her voice only a whisper. She found herself standing straighter, her military
resolve kicking in. "I'm his doctor. He's under my care. I'll do anything
I can for him. My patient," she stressed. "There is nothing more than
that."
"Janet…"
"Nothing more than
that," she repeated, her voice hollow.
Sam nodded, vainly
disguising the regret in her eyes. "Okay. Well, you know where I am if
you…if you need to talk," she said softly, rubbing Janet's arm. "I'm
going to see what I can do in the lab. I'll let you know as soon as we make any
headway."
As soon…Not if…
She knew Sam would do her
best, as they all would, to help Daniel, their friend, a person who meant so
much to them.
Who meant so much to her…
Janet smiled at Sam,
grateful for both her compassion and support. "Thanks, Sam."
Sam replied with a soft
smile of her own, nodding once before she made her way to the door. This left
Janet alone again, alone to watch over a patient for whom she had feelings that
she realized she could no longer suppress.
"You. In here.
Sit."
Teal'c cocked his head
slightly at O'Neill's voice, quietly gazing at his tense form as he hovered in
the doorway. With him, he had brought the one known as Danny, and the other
known as Moody. This intrigued Teal'c. He wondered how this other alternative
to Daniel Jackson would take to his teachings.
"Teal'c, you got
yourself another student." O'Neill pressed the man down into a seated
position in front of Teal'c. "Keep him in line, alright?"
Teal'c moved to gaze at the
pouting alien, holding it for a moment, before returning his gaze to that of
O'Neill. He was uncertain why there was so much animosity between the two men,
though Teal'c had been witness to the tension between O'Neill and Daniel
Jackson on many occasions. For Teal'c, it seemed, this case was one of extreme
intensity.
"How are the others
doing?" O'Neill asked.
"So far, they are
faring well, O'Neill, though not as well as you once did." With the tilt
of his head, he motioned to both of the other alien forms seated on either side
of him, ignoring the sudden surprised expressions on their faces. "They
seem to be unable to grasp one of the simplest parts necessary for
kel'no'reem."
O'Neill rolled his eyes.
"He means you have to be quiet."
"But it's all so
fascin—"
"Ah!" Colonel
O'Neill held up a finger, shaking his head at the one that was to Teal'c's
left. "Give the man some quiet."
Teal'c could not help but
smile. These Daniel Jacksons appeared to have the same curiosity as the
original Daniel Jackson, though one, as O'Neill would say, "had it in spades."
"You all set?"
O'Neill asked him, nudging the one with the mind of a child, who was curiously
quiet, towards the door.
"We will be fine,
O'Neill."
"Good," he replied
with a nod. Teal'c watched as O'Neill rubbed his face, as if he were silently
considering some thought, before he prepared to exit. "Call us if you get
anything."
"Indeed I will."
"Great," the form
to his right stated. "Since you have," he motioned with a wave of his
hands, "those two now, I think my services might be more useful in the
lab."
O'Neill paused at that
statement, regarding the one that spoke closely. "Dan, right?"
"Geez, you're
the one that gave him the name. You should know."
"Moody, I wasn't
talking to you. You will stay here with Teal'c." O'Neill's eyes flickered
with annoyance, his gaze returning to prior man who had spoken. "Why do
you think you'd be better off in the lab?"
"Maybe it will spark a
memory. Or maybe I could help Sam, Janet, and the others."
The one O'Neill
affectionately called "Moody" stood. "Well, if he's going to go
help Sam, I should go help Janet."
O'Neill snorted. "I
think you've helped her enough for one day."
The man in return narrowed
his eyes, his mouth opening to speak. O'Neill didn't allow him to do so.
"Alright, Dan, pack it
up. I'm bringing you to the lab. You and you," he said pointedly,
"stay here and work on figuring out what happened on that planet."
Teal'c watched with mild
amusement as Dan quickly jumped to his feet and slipped out of the door,
leaving "Moody" to slump his shoulders and sulk. The one known as
"Jackson," only shook his head, patting Teal'c on the knee gently.
"Don't worry, I'm
staying with you."
Teal'c was uncertain if this
was good or bad news.
When
O'Neill and the others had finally left his quarters, Teal'c rolled back his
shoulders, staring directly at his two companions. "As I stated before, we
shall start slowly. Close your eyes and we shall begin again."
She just couldn't shake how
difficult this was for her.
Janet sighed, gazing down at
Daniel's unmoving form. His condition had barely changed, not even after all
this time, and she was concerned for his mental state. At this time, they
really had no idea how the trauma and the substance could affect Daniel, and
his earlier moment of disorientation worried her.
Quietly, and cautiously,
Janet moved over to him, easing her weight onto the side of the bed. When he
made no sound to acknowledge her presence, she allowed herself to relax further
before she began to reposition his pillows for added comfort.
She stopped for a moment to
think, sitting there gazing at his face, as she had over a dozen times before.
Daniel, like the other members of SG-1, and the other SG teams for that matter,
was no stranger to the infirmary. He had been sent here to be treated for the
strangest problems, and had been left in her personal care for nearly half of
those times.
Every one of those times had
been a close call, and had caused Janet to panic, though she would never show
it. Worse were the times when he was believed to be dead. Even back in the days
when she barely new him, he had felt the sting of his terrible luck. But it was
that unease, that worry, that panic, which had caused her to realize there were
other feelings just beneath the surface that she was trying to avoid.
She picked up his hand and
squeezed it gently. She really didn't want to admit he'd won her from day one.
But it was easier back
then, she thought, reaching over to
brush aside his bangs. Daniel was a happily married man, and the love and
devotion he showed for his wife had made Janet both proud and sorrowful to have
him as a friend. Daniel was nothing like her ex-husband. Sha're was one lucky
woman.
But it wasn't easy any
longer, not with Sha're's passing. Not with the way Daniel lingered by her
side. Not with the way Daniel gazed at her. Not with the way he remained in her
care just a little too long.
Pushing back a surge of
emotion, Janet released his hand and leaned over him, tucking in the edge of
one his bed sheets that had loosened. She smiled, smoothing out the wrinkles,
ignoring the shudder she felt as her stomach brushed against his abdomen.
She would concentrate on her
work. She was his doctor.
Janet froze, feeling his
left hand press onto her waist.
Startled, she pivoted her
head, barely a few inches from his face, only to find a pair of sleepy blue
eyes staring at her. Janet felt like a deer caught in a headlight, only the
heat of his breath able to snap her from her shock.
Quickly, she withdrew,
jumping to her feet. Daniel, if either angry or confused, didn't show it, his
only movement the slow turn of his head, his gaze remaining centered on her.
"Daniel?" she
asked.
He didn't respond. She moved
closer, more hesitantly this time, easing up to his side.
Daniel still remained
silent, but licked his lips once, slowly, almost teasingly, as if he were
beckoning her with an invitation.
Janet blinked. She needed
more sleep.
Without a second thought,
she grabbed the cup of water she kept by his side, and pressed the straw to his
lips. When he accepted it eagerly, she sighed with relief, thankful it was only
her imagination that was getting out of hand.
Maybe she should schedule an
appointment with Doctor MacKenzie for herself.
"There," she said,
shaking herself out of her thoughts as she withdrew the cup. "How're you
feeling?"
Again, he didn't reply,
causing that uncomfortable feeling to start to creep into her consciousness
again. Taking his hand, she checked his pulse. She would like to see his
oxygen—
Janet never finished her
thought, abruptly jerking upright when she saw Daniel grab at his chest. His
face was wrinkled in discomfort, the pain laced in his features. Gasping, he
moaned softly, and Janet knew she heard a distinct wheeze escape his lips.
She was on her feet in an
instant, knowing exactly what was troubling him. Both she and her colleagues
had hoped that his breathing problems would lessen as time passed, but it
appeared that wasn't going to be the case. Quickly, she rolled the cart with
the nebulizer over to his beside and prepared the medication. In less than a
minute, she had the mouthpiece ready, and handed it over to him.
"Can you put this in
your mouth?" she asked, holding it to his lips. "Just breathe in and
out."
Daniel didn't answer, or
even nod a yes or a no. Thankfully, he did grab for the instrument, fumbling
over it as he tried to keep it balanced in his mouth. When the struggle
continued for longer that it should, Janet intervened, leaning over him once again
and clasped her hand over his, keeping his grasp steady.
That's how they remained for
the next twenty minutes. She found her mind drifting off to the hum of the
machine, coughing every so often as Daniel exhaled through the tubular device
onto her face. But she didn't mind. It meant that he was awake, and breathing
in the medicine as he should. She only had to tap him to remain conscious
twice.
By the end, as the machine
spat and sputtered, signifying the end of the mist, Janet found herself
grateful, her arm tiring from remaining elevated and stationary for so long.
Smiling down at him, Janet removed the mouthpiece from Daniel and reached over
to shut down the device.
She jerked when she felt him
grab her arm.
Worried, Janet ignored the
whining of the machine and stared at him intently. "What is it,
Daniel?" she asked him, alarmed at the confusion on his face. "Are
you alright?"
He blinked at her, the
glassiness in his eyes refusing to wane. "Why are you wearing your lab
coat here?" he asked her hoarsely.
She…didn't know how to
respond to that. "What do you mean?"
"Everything alright,
Doc?"
Janet shook, dazed, as she
turned to face Colonel O'Neill. He had a less than pleased look on his face,
but she noticed he also appeared distracted, his gaze roaming around the room.
Finally it settled on her and he frowned, his eyes widening slightly at the
sight of Daniel.
"He's awake,"
Colonel O'Neill said.
"Colonel, he—"
Janet winced, feeling Daniel's grip tighten. She glared at him, but he didn't
seem to notice. Instead, his focus was solely on Colonel O'Neill.
"Daniel?"
"What's he doing in our
bedroom?" he whispered.
Janet felt her breath catch
in her throat. Shocked, she turned to O'Neill, hoping her face hadn't turned a
thousand shades of red. If she was blushing, he didn't comment on it, his own
expression one of bewilderment.
"Five-five more
minutes," Daniel said sleepily, curling up towards her. "Just
five…"
And he was gone again.
Carefully, Janet removed
herself from his side, shutting off the nebulizer in one quick flick. This
allowed her a moment to compose herself, and push aside all the weirdness that
had happened between herself and Daniel.
When she turned and smiled
to face Colonel O'Neill, that moment of composure nearly shattered.
He did not look amused.
"What just
happened?" he asked suspiciously.
"He's-he's
delusional," she managed to say. "Either from the fever or an adverse
effect from the substance on the planet. I really can't say which at this point
until he's conscious for more than a few minutes."
"And not
delusional," he added.
She nodded. "That would
be helpful." She frowned, looking around the infirmary.
"Where's--?"
"My shadow?"
Colonel O'Neill muttered. "He's with Hammond. I didn't want to bring him
all bouncing around while you were…" He motioned with a wave of his hand
towards Daniel. "Busy."
She cleared her throat.
"Why thank you for your consideration, Colonel."
"Just trying to do my
share," he said dryly, glancing around the room. "Look, why don't you
take a break or join Sam and Dan in one of the labs. I brought him down there
to see if their combined brain power could shed some light on the
situation." Colonel O'Neill sighed, staring at Daniel. "I'll stay and
watch him for a bit."
She smiled, truly
appreciating the offer. "Thank you, but I think I'll stay with him a
little longer, in case he awakens."
"Offer's open," he
said with a forced smile, accentuating the statement by opening his arms.
"Maybe I'll take you up
on that offer later."
He nodded, the smile
vanishing from his face. "Alright, then, I guess I should go and release
ol'Hammond before he kicks Danny through the Gate." He started towards the
door, only pausing to arch his eyebrows as he threw her a devious look. "Behave
yourself."
If she hadn't turned red
before, she certainly was now. "Yes, Colonel."
After she watched him leave,
Janet headed back to Daniel, pulling the chair to sit beside him, losing
herself in a myriad of thoughts over what had just transpired.
"Okay, and…"
"Nothing," Sam
finished for Dan, sighing.
This was the fourth attempt
they had made to get some kind of reaction from the planetary substance. Test,
after test, after test, and still nothing.
Sam hated to admit it was
starting to tick her off.
Initially, when they had
first reviewed the substance, they thought it was dead. But now, after more
careful testing, they weren't exactly sure what it was.
"It's just there,"
she muttered irritably. "We've tried a spectrum of different DNA samples,
and the chemical refuses to react with any of them."
"And you've tried
recreating the conditions on the planet?" Dan asked her.
She nodded. "That is
one of the first things we tried." She placed her hands on her hips,
staring at the stubborn sample that lay in front of her on the lab table.
"We duplicated the lighting, the temperature, even the natural environment
where the substance was found." She sighed. "And it still won't
react."
"We even tried living
matter versus the separate DNA samples we've used," Timothy added.
"Still no reaction."
Dan nodded, bringing his
hand behind his head as he stared thoughtfully at the substance. "Well,
there must be something we're missing."
"I don't know what it
could be," she admitted. Sam sighed in frustration. Daniel was lying
unconscious in the infirmary. They needed to figure something out. What if he
never was the same again? With another sigh, she faced Dan. "I've even
tried changing the intensity of the light, heating up the substance from
underneath to simulate geomorphic properties. Dr. Harlow has gone as far as
shifting the container in conjunction with the angle of the light we're using
to try and duplicate the planet's rotation."
"Wow," Dan
mumbled.
"I know," Sam
said, her voice deflated. "The problem is we still have to account for all
the other factors here on Earth. As much as we can try and create the same
conditions, we're always falling short." She ran her fingers through her
hair. "The substance is inactive."
"Dormant?" Dan
offered.
"Most likely,"
said Timothy. He leaned back in his chair, raising his eyebrows as his stared
intently at Dan.
"What?" Dan asked,
hovering a little closer to Sam.
"Is there anything at
all you can tell us about this compound?" Timothy asked. "Anything
you can remember at all before you…"
"I what? Developed?
Came into being?" Dan crossed his arms. "I don't remember. I wish I
could. And if I could, I would gladly share, but I just don't remember."
Sam rubbed his arm, trying
to soothe the agitated man. She kept trying to remind herself that he wasn't
really Daniel, but his mannerisms and his personality were nearly identical.
Sure, there were a few differences, but those differences didn't outweigh the
commonalities. Besides, the traits that Dan seemed to be missing she saw in the
other…
"Sam?"
Shaking herself from her
thoughts, Sam withdrew slightly, stepping away from Dan to stare at the dormant
substance. That couldn't be it, could it?
Feeling her stomach flop,
Sam fought for control, her wide eyes now focused solely on Dan. "Out of
everything about Daniel, what do you identify most with?"
He frowned, his forehead
depressed into furrows of wrinkles as he thought on her question. "I guess
I would have to say I relate most to his academic pursuits. Why?"
"Right. You more
intellectually inclined, aren't you?"
Slowly, Dan nodded.
"Yes, but that doesn't mean I am incapable of anything else."
"No, I didn’t mean it
that way," she said, her excitement rising into her voice. "What I
mean…What if you represent a part of Daniel?"
"A part," he
repeated, sounding doubtful.
"Yes, a part."
"Like putting Daniel in
a centrifuge and having his personality traits, or different parts of him
separated," Timothy Harlow muttered, nodding his head slowly with
understand. "Yes, that might actually explain all this."
"Daniel, you and the
others may be fragments of one whole," she told him, even her own voice
sounding astounded.
Dan shook his head, and for
a moment she thought she saw anger in his eyes. "I refuse to believe
that."
"It might not be a
matter of believing or not," Timothy added. "If this theory pans
out…"
"If this theory pans
out, then what?" Dan said coolly. "That would define us as nothing,
not human and not even alien. And then what about our father? What does that
mean for him? If he's not whole, how do you expect to ever get him back?"
Sam stopped, feeling the
excitement zapped from her. She hadn't even begun to consider all the
consequences, yet. But Dan had a point. If her theory was correct, then how could
they ever get Daniel back? If his personality had fragmented into separate
entities, then Daniel wasn't even Daniel anymore.
She was jerked back to
reality when she felt Dan's hand on her shoulder. "It's still a theory
worth testing," he said softly.
She smiled, thankful for his
support, but it was an emotion undercut by sadness. She didn't really know
where to begin, or even how to test her theory. Part of her didn't even want to
try.
This was one time she hoped
she was wrong.
* * *
*
"Do you have any ideas
at all?" Sam asked.
Regretfully, Timothy shook
his head. "I really don't have an objective format to test your theory. We
won't know until Doctor Jack—" Timothy paused, his brow furrowing
slightly. "What is he doing?"
Startled by his tone, Sam
spun around, shocked to find Dan hovering over the specimen, his right hand
carefully, quietly, unscrewing the top of the container.
"Dan?"
He didn't answer her.
"Dan," Sam said
more firmly, taking a step forward, only to be held back in place by Timothy.
She shrugged him off and took another step forward. "Dan, what are you
doing? We don't know the kind of reaction that substance can cause."
"Well, then, let's find
out," he answered.
Sam couldn't allow him to
break protocol. Sure, they both had done it numerous times before, but this was
different. Not with a potentially dangerous substance on their hands.
"Dan," she
emphasized. "Don't make me—"
Even before she could finish,
she flinched with horror as Dan shoved his hand down into the container,
reaching for the goo. At once, Sam was both curious and terrified, knowing she
should keep her distance from the man who was a quarantine waiting to happen,
but also waiting to see if anything momentous happened.
For a second, Sam felt
relief and disappointment, watching as the inactive substance remained, well,
inactive at Dan's fingertips. She could see the displeasure masked in his
features, the concentration in his eyes as he danced his fingers invitingly at
the compound.
"Dan, if you don't take
your hand out of there, I'll have to get one of the airmen to come and restrain
you," Sam warned.
Dan sighed. "It doesn't
matter." Pulling back his hand, he rested it on the top of the cylindrical
container. "Whatever this is, it's just not reacting to anything."
"I think you should
listen to Major Carter," Timothy said nervously. "Why don't you step
away Daniel."
He shrugged. "Why not,
I—"
Dan hissed, suddenly
snapping his hand back as if he had been burned. The action caused Sam to jump,
and then take a cautious step forward. "Dan?" she asked. "Dan,
did you touch it?"
"No, I-I—" He
winced and doubled over, cradling his hand to his stomach. "Uh…" he
breathed.
"Dan?" Sam shot a
look at the container, still noting no reaction. But Dan, on the other hand,
appeared worse by the minute.
"Dan? Dan—"
He shook his head, breathing
hard. "No," he said. "No, no, no…"
Dan winced, shaking more
violently this time. Hesitantly, Sam reached out her hand to him, supported by
Timothy at her side, but Dan just shook his head again. Panting hard, he
stumbled back, before suddenly bolting for the door.
Sam's eyes widened.
"Dan!" she yelled, running after him. She couldn't have him wandering
the base after coming into contact with the substance. Turning around, she
motioned to the container. "Timothy, please stay here. I'll—"
"Just go," he
replied softly.
She nodded, and followed the
half-crazed alien out the door.
He was delusional.
That is what she kept
telling herself. There couldn't be any other reason. Daniel was feverish and
delusional.
Janet gazed down at his
sleeping form, wondering what could have sparked his hallucination earlier. Had
he been dreaming of Sha're? Had he been longing for a time where they were
together?
Something told her that
wasn't the case. Also, she couldn’t' deny the fact that he had recognized her,
or had at least been confused with her wearing a lab coat. Their bedroom?
Janet shook her head,
refusing to consider the thought Daniel might have developed feelings for her.
"Doc? Got a
moment?"
Upon hearing Colonel
O'Neill's voice, Janet stepped away from Daniel, and walked to the door. Any
distraction right now would be a welcome one.
"What can I do for
you?" she asked him.
Colonel O'Neill turned
around and motioned behind him, beckoning with a wave of his fingers.
"Come on, now. Get in here."
"She'll stick me with
needles."
"No, she won't. Now get
in here."
Janet watched as Danny poked
his head inside the infirmary, clutching a large coffee table sized book like
it was his only lifeline. His eyes met hers, only for a moment, before he shyly
ducked his head behind O'Neill.
"He's not feeling
well," Colonel O'Neill said evenly.
Smiling, Janet peered around
O'Neill's back, and spoke quietly to Danny. "Hey," she said, running
her hand down his shoulder. "Why don't you come in here for a minute and
tell me what's wrong? Then, I might have something lying around here that will
make you feel better."
Danny eyed her suspiciously,
chewing on his lip as he considered her offer. "I get to sit with
Daddy?"
Janet forced a smile. The
notion that this grown man could see another grown man, a duplicate of himself,
as a father was still disconcerting for her. She wasn't sure what to think.
"How about this. If you
check out okay, and you behave, then maybe you can sit next to him for a little
while."
Obviously, that was the
right answer. Danny's face beamed brightly, and for the next few minutes, he
gave her no problems at all. He suffered through her tests, her examination,
and her questions without trouble.
Though, by the end, he
started to fidget, his gaze inevitably falling back to Daniel. Finally, he
started to whine, tugging at her sleeve desperately.
"Almost done," she
told him. Shaking her head, she examined his results one more time, and placed
her chart down. "You're fine. I don't see anything wrong."
"Maybe it's all that
candy you've eaten," Jack told him.
"Nope!" He tugged
at Janet's sleeve again. "Can I go now? Can I?"
Janet exchanged an uneasy
look with Colonel O'Neill before nodding. "Yes, but be careful. Sit on the
chair right next to him."
"Yay!"
"Danny, you heard
her," O'Neill warned. "Don't sit on the bed. Don't touch him. Don't
wake him." Colonel O'Neill pointed his finger sternly. "I mean it. If
you do anything to disturb him, we are out of here."
"I'll be good!"
Danny announced happily as he bounced over to Daniel. Barely able to contain
himself, he giggled, dragging the chair across the floor with a hideous
screech. Danny froze, mouthing he was sorry before gently sliding the chair
next to the gurney. "Hi Daddy! Want me to read to you?"
Colonel O'Neill sighed. Janet
touched his shoulder, concerned. The fine lines in the colonel's face were
deepening, and if she didn't know any better, she would have guessed he was not
getting enough sleep. None of them were for that matter.
"I'm fine," he
replied to her silent question. Then, with another sigh, one more firmly
irritated than the first, Colonel O'Neill snapped his fingers. "Hey, what
did I just tell you?"
"I'm not
touching!" Danny yelled. "Reading."
The colonel wasn't
impressed. "Reading. You can't read your own name."
Danny's face darkened and
for a moment Janet thought he would cry. "You're dumb," he muttered.
Unperturbed, O'Neill
continued. "Don't bother him."
Danny stuck his tongue out
at the two of them. "He likes sounds."
"Sounds?" Janet
asked. "What do you mean?"
"Sounds," he
replied, matter-of-fact. "Sounds. He likes them. They're pretty."
"He's an idiot,"
O'Neill said suddenly, taking Janet by surprise.
"Sir, maybe you should
get some rest."
"No, I'm fine." Without
pause, he walked toward Danny and grabbed him by the arm. "Let's go. We're
leaving."
"No! Jan said I could
stay! I was good!" Snorting angrily, Danny shoved the colonel, and quickly
scooted his chair closer to Daniel. Colonel O'Neill came closer again,
attempting to physically remove Danny from his seat.
Janet felt this situation
was getting out of hand, fast.
"Sir!"
He stopped and frowned,
glancing over his shoulder. "What?"
"Sir," she began
more gently this time. "We're all tired, and we all have about reached our
limits. Why don't you just sit down for a minute and rest?"
Before O'Neill could argue,
Janet had produced another chair, and motioned for him to sit. Reluctantly, but
without a word, he eased himself down into the chair and exhaled deeply.
Though, she could still see his distress as he watched Danny like a hawk.
"Colonel, I am here.
Just rest for a moment and I'll make sure both Danny and Daniel are fine."
He eyed her skeptically.
She arched her eyebrow in
response. "Do you think I'm not capable of handling things in my own
infirmary?"
"Of course not,"
he replied, but this time with a slight smirk. "Five minutes. Resting my
eyes for five minutes."
Which turned into more like
fifteen, she realized after she had finished cleaning up after Danny's exam.
Colonel O'Neill was gone to the world, his head nodding off into his shoulder,
legs stretched out and crossed at the ankles. Carefully, she walked past
O'Neill and towards the gurney to keep her gaze on Danny.
He continued to babble away,
as he had been doing this entire time. As she listened to his narrative, she
had to chuckle, realizing it made very little sense. Every so often, though,
she would stiffen as he slid closer to Daniel, vainly attempting to show the
sleeping man a picture in the book. Then, he would just babble nonsense again.
In a way, it was sad.
Sliding her hands into her pockets, she stopped and listened to him more
intently. He was happy, content, but what would happen to him? He only had the
mentality of a child. He couldn't understand how deeply this problem ran.
In fact, she was worried
what would happen to all of them, including Daniel. What were they going to do
with them all?
Pushing away her worrisome
thoughts, she walked quietly to Danny. "What are you reading?" she
asked.
Danny turned to her, his
eyes shining with delight. "About kings."
She smiled, glancing down at
the pictures in the large book. It was a book on ancient Egypt, which seemed
appropriate, with large scenic views of the deserts, the pyramids, and various
ancient artifacts. Text interlaced the beautiful photography.
"That is very
pretty," she said softly. She pointed to one artifact. "That is nice,
isn't it?"
Danny nodded. "For
make-up."
"For make-up?" She
grinned again, taken by his stories. "What about this?" she asked,
motioning to another with the tap of her finger.
"Oh, see? That's the
king's. This is a king," he told her lifting up the book for her to see.
"He had lots of stuff. This is his pot. Isn't it nice?"
Janet rested her hand on his
shoulder. "It's very nice."
"And, oh! See this?
This talks about how he got born and came to be big."
"That's
wonderful," she said softly, rubbing his shoulder. She followed his
fingers as they graced over the pictures. Then, she frowned as she caught a
certain line in the text. Surprised, she removed her hand and gazed at him
seriously. "Can you read that?"
Danny blushed and shook his
head. "No," he whispered shyly.
"Then, how did you know
what this said?" she asked. It was right there in the text. A blurb on how
this man rose to become pharaoh. "How do you know what this means?"
"Problem, Doc?"
Through the corner of her
eye, Janet noticed Colonel O'Neill rise from his chair. He rubbed his face,
gathered his bearings before he met her by Daniel's side.
"Damn, I said five
minutes. What's it been?" he asked, muttering as he tapped his watch.
"It's not important.
Sir, Danny seems to have some understanding on this subject," she said,
focusing her attention back on Danny. "Can you tell me how you know what
this says?"
This time, Danny shrugged.
"Just do. Daddy knows, too."
"Daddy knows?"
O'Neill repeated. She heard him grunt. "For cryin' out loud, we know he
knows. How do you know?"
He shook his head, shifting
to hug his knees. "Dunno. Dunno."
"It's okay," Janet
said, soothing him. "Here, just read to Daniel quietly, okay?"
He nodded and she was
grateful he'd kept the tears at bay. Slowly, Janet led Colonel O'Neill away
from the gurney, but close enough to keep Danny and Daniel in their line of
vision.
"What?" the
colonel asked.
"It's amazing."
"What's amazing?"
he asked impatiently.
"I've been watching the
clones for quite some time now, keeping track of their behaviors."
"And?"
"Colonel, what if these
beings aren't kidding when they call Daniel their father?"
He glared at her. "Tell
me that you're kidding. You turning into a Carter on me?"
Janet ignored the comment,
and glanced over at Danny. He was leaning over towards Daniel, but thankfully
not on top of him, "showing" the unconscious man picture after
picture. Pictures with which he seemed to have an unnatural familiarity.
It was all starting to fall
into place for her, or at least she assumed.
"Sir, we could be
looking at beings that innately share Daniel's knowledge. We're talking about
individuals living with genetic memory."
Colonel O'Neill arched his
eyebrows at that comment. "Like a Goa'uld, you mean?"
She sighed. "Yes, if
you want to make that correlation. But, Colonel, the Goa'uld may not be the
only beings in the galaxy that have the ability to possess genetic
memory."
"Okay, so let's say I
humor you and agree they're Daniel's…kids." O'Neill motioned dismissively
to Danny and Daniel. "Why do they look like him? Why are they adults? Why
is he unconscious?"
Janet followed his gaze,
finding herself lacking the answers. Danny was "reading" to Daniel
again, frowning when he couldn't pronounce a word, giggling when he got it
right.
"I don't know,
Sir," she admitted. "I can't explain any of that right now."
"That’s right, Daddy,
it's a ph-pharaoh."
Both Janet and Colonel
O'Neill stole a glance at Danny. He was leaning over a little too closely to
Daniel now, and she knew she was going to have to put an end to it, even if
Danny threw a temper tantrum.
"Alright, Danny, time
to give Pops some space."
"No," Danny
mumbled, slipping closer to Daniel, shaking the bed in the process.
"See?" Colonel
O'Neill rubbed his face. "This is why we should have left
before…Daniel?"
Jerking, Janet pushed
O'Neill gently to the side, and rushed over to the side of the gurney. There
was Daniel Jackson, wide-awake, his gaze jumping from person to person,
settling with horrified fascination on the giddy form by his side.
"Daddy!" Danny
shouted, reaching his arms to draw Daniel into a hug.
"No, no, no,
sweetie," Janet said quickly, bringing Danny's arms down. "Wait a
minute while I make sure he's okay, alright?"
Danny nodded rather
reluctantly. "Okay."
"Daniel?" she
asked. She turned his head away from Danny and forced him to look at her.
"Daniel, do you understand what I'm saying?"
When, at first, Daniel
didn't answer, a chill of terror ran down her spine. Thoughts of brain damage
or worse came to mind. So far, Daniel hadn't said anything that would have made
her feel more at ease with this entire situation.
"Daniel? Hey, Daniel,
answer the Doc." O'Neill was by her side now, helping to keep the
impatient alien at bay. "Can you hear us?"
Again, there was no response,
no move on his part to show he comprehended what they were saying. Sighing,
Janet tried again, frustrated over the fact that at least last time he had
spoken to them, no matter how deluded the response.
"Daniel? Do you know
who we are?"
Daniel licked his lips,
pausing to shoot a nervous glance at his double, before scooting a little
closer to Janet. Then, he finally spoke.
It was the most foreign and
terrifying thing she had ever heard. Every utterance made no sense to her, the
sounds, the tone, and inflection. Distressed, she turned to Colonel O'Neill who
appeared to be as shaken as she was.
"What the hell is
that?" he asked.
Daniel tried again, his arms
lifting in the air as he motioned along with his garbled speech. Again, Janet
felt as lost as she had been just moments ago.
Had Daniel lost himself?
"I'll have to run some
more scans," she said quietly.
Colonel O'Neill understood
what she was implying. "Daniel, dammit, answer Fraiser!"
Daniel just blinked at him,
and almost appeared to cower at his anger. However, the moment was fleeting,
and his face darkened, only followed by a string of more incoherent sounds.
"I haven't a clue what
you're trying to say, Daniel," Colonel O'Neill said angrily. "Why'd
you have to go and touch things in the first place!"
"Colonel…"
He shook his head, ignoring
Janet. "Speak to us in English, Daniel. English."
Another round of venomous
noises erupted from Daniel's mouth as he waved his arms more frantically.
Finally, he just stopped.
And jumped off the gurney.
Shocked, Janet moved to stop
him, but Colonel O'Neill beat her to it. As if anticipating Daniel's move, the
colonel caught him before he had the chance to disentangle himself from the
sheets and held him firmly in place on the gurney.
"Don't hurt my
Daddy!" Danny yelled, smacking Colonel O'Neill on the back.
"Hey, will you stop
it!" he yelled back.
"Danny, stand right
there for a moment while I help your Daddy." She came to the bedside.
"Colonel?"
"He's going off
again," Colonel O'Neill muttered, releasing Daniel to Janet. "He's
not making any sense. What the hell is that anyway?"
"Amayic."
They both glanced over their
shoulders to Danny while Janet attempted to soothe Daniel.
"Almay what?" the
colonel questioned.
Danny shook his head.
"Al-ar-a-maic."
Janet gasped, her wide eyes
finding the colonel. "Aramaic?"
Danny nodded, confirming her
guess.
"Aramaic?" Colonel
O'Neill groaned, glaring at Daniel. "You couldn't pick a normal language
like French or Spanish, could you?"
Daniel snorted, leaving open
to interpretation whether he understood the colonel or not. Then he began to
mutter off in Aramaic again.
"You speak
Aramaic?" O'Neill asked her.
Janet blinked at him.
"No, Sir."
"You?" he asked
Danny.
"Hi," Danny said
back.
"Alright," Colonel
O'Neill said with a sigh. "I'm going to find someone on this base that can
speak this language." He waved his hand to Danny. "Come with me.
We'll come back to visit."
"But—"
"No, let's go. We'll
come back here. I promise." Turning, he walked backwards and pointed at
Janet and Daniel. "Doc, I'll be back in a few."
"Thank you,
Colonel," she said, before easing herself to sit by Daniel's side. He
appeared to have calmed down considerably, but she hadn't missed the confusion
in his face or the residual glassiness in his eyes. "Hi," she said at
last.
She wasn't sure if he
understood her or not, but he didn't frown or mutter with disdain. He did,
however, point towards the door.
"You can't leave,"
she said gently. "They'll be coming back."
He pointed again and this
time she only shook her head.
He sighed and thumped his
head against the pillow. When she went to stand, though, he took notice and
grabbed her arm, urging her to sit back down. When she complied, he smiled, and
patted his chest softly.
"Daniel?" he
asked, his voice slightly accented.
Janet tried not to choke at
the vulnerability and fear in his voice. Was he truly questioning his identity?
What was left of him?
She nodded, placing her hand
over his. "Daniel," she confirmed.
He smiled and relaxed,
easing her concern momentarily. After a few seconds of silence, he surprised
her and squeezed her hand gently.
"Janet," he said
quietly.
"Yes," she said,
her voice cracking. Daniel never called her by her first name. Never on base,
that is.
They had gone out, outside
of work, a few times in the past. All of them. It usually was a mess,
especially for Cassie, who tried to sort through all the name-calling. They all
insisted on calling each other by their first names outside of work, but
inevitably, Colonel O'Neill would start calling Sam "Carter" and Sam
would resort to "Sir." Daniel would even start to call her
"Doctor Fraiser" again, despite the fact he almost always spoke to
everyone on a first name basis. It drove Cassandra nuts.
Daniel had begun to speak
again, snaring her out of her thoughts. She sighed, listening to him as he
attempted to communicate with her, though the words held no meaning.
"I'm sorry," she
said gently. "I don't understand."
He kept going, even after
she repeatedly told him she couldn't comprehend the language. After awhile she
gave up and actually found the sound of the language enjoyable, and rather
soothing, fitting Daniel's voice perfectly. She realized she could just sit for
hours, listening to him talk.
Janet shook herself,
withdrawing her hand when she realized what she was doing. She couldn't. She
couldn't allow herself to think of Daniel that way.
Daniel was frowning now,
rising from his bed to try and steal a glance at her face. She shook her head,
pushing him back into place as she stepped away.
He grabbed her again.
"Daniel," she said
firmly.
He ignored her tone,
gestured with his free hand. Motions. Scribbling?
"Paper? You want to
write something?"
Yes! Maybe, just maybe, he
could write something she could understand just as Colonel O'Neill had done
when he had his mind overrun with the Ancient's knowledge.
Quickly, Janet grabbed the
notepad that the alien Daniel had been using earlier and handed it to him. The
look of gratitude on his face was overwhelming as he quickly started to write
into the pad.
Triumphantly, he raised the
pad to show her.
With a sigh of
disappointment, Janet shook her head. "I don't understand that either,
Daniel."
Obviously, he hadn't
understood for he pointed excitedly to his etchings again. And again, she shook
her head.
Angry, he threw the pad down
in his lap.
"Daniel," she
started, even though she was sure he couldn't understand her, "you've been
through a great ordeal. We're trying to fix this. You just have to be
patient."
He wasn't even listening to
her, she thought with a sigh, coming to sit by his side once again. He was too
busily absorbed in…
She frowned, leaning over to
watch what he was doing.
Drawing?
A toilet.
She arched her eyebrows
quizzically.
Daniel pointed to the
drawing and then motioned to the side of the room.
"Ah, no," she
said, understanding. Fumbling around the gurney, she handed him an object.
"Bedpan."
Snorting, Daniel tossed the
bedpan aside and pointed to his picture. When Janet still didn't budge, he made
uncomfortable noises as he shifted around the gurney.
"You just woke up.
You're not strong enough…"
Her voice trailed off as she
watched the impatiently independent man already begin to move to get off the
gurney. Knowing it was either to let him go or sedate him, she helped him to
his feet and guided his shaking body over to the restroom.
Janet opened the door, and
led him to the toilet, taking one of his hands and planting it firmly on the
side bar. She crossed her arms and waited.
All the color drained from
his face when he realized what she was doing. In a valiant attempt to get rid
of her, he nudged his chin towards the door, and let go of the bar to prove he
could stand upright.
"No," she told
him. "This was your choice and now you have to pay the price."
Well, he certainly
understood that, or at least the tone. Daniel frowned, glaring at her, but the
emotion quickly passed. Whether he had accepted his fate, or he had to go that
bad, Daniel stopped bugging her and made one last subtle effort. He closed his
eyes once, briefly, and then opened them to look at her.
She chuckled. "Yes,
I'll close my eyes. Hurry up if you don't feel like giving a show."
After what seemed like an
eternity, he finally finished. Janet helped him wash his hands, before guiding
the reluctant man back to bed. She swore as he sat on the gurney he was
pouting.
"As soon as you're a
little stronger, we'll clean you up properly," she told him.
He just shrugged, and
continued to doodle in the pad.
"I know you probably
can't understand me," Janet said softly, "but I'm glad that you're
awake. For a time there, we thought that we'd lost you completely."
Though he was still hunched
over the notepad, his gaze did shift to meet hers, if only for a brief second.
He muttered something quietly in Aramaic before burying himself back into the
notepad.
Janet smiled. Even though
there was something very wrong with Daniel, she was confident the worst was
over. He might not be able to speak with them, but he was there. Some part of
him was there, at least.
Janet jumped slightly,
surprised as Daniel grabbed her sleeve. He tugged her closer, the frown on his
face deepening, as he pointed to the notepad.
Gasping, Janet suddenly felt
hot. He'd found the other Daniel's drawing.
"That is-that…"
He pointed again, this time
more urgently.
Janet met his gaze, finding
the burning question emblazoned in his eyes. "I—"
"You know, I can't find
a damn person on this base that speaks Aramaic?" Colonel O'Neill announced
irritably as he and Danny reentered the room. O'Neill motioned for Danny to sit
while he joined Janet by Daniel's bedside.
Upon hearing the colonel's
voice, Daniel released Janet and raised his hands, snapping his fingers to get
O'Neill's attention. At first, O'Neill looked less than amused, but after
studying his face closely, he understood what Janet knew.
"He has awareness of
himself and it appears those around him. He can say his name, and he did say my
name. He also seems to understand where he is."
"Excellent,"
Colonel O'Neill said. "But he can't speak English."
"No, Sir."
"Can he speak any other
language?"
Janet went to counter, when
she realized she didn't have an answer. She hadn't even considered that
possibility.
"I-I don't know,
Sir." She paused, glancing back at Daniel, before snatching his notepad
and flipping to an empty page. "How do you draw 'language?'"
"Tongue?" Colonel
O'Neill guessed. "Draw an Italian guy."
Janet stared at the paper.
She didn't know what to draw. How was she supposed to draw an Italian? This was
like a bad game of Pictionary.
"Ow," she
muttered. The pain from Daniel's newfound vice-like grip cut into her arm.
Angry, she glared at him, shocked to find him panting hard, his eyes wide and
fearful, as he stared straight ahead.
At Danny.
Lifting his finger, he
pointed to the other. "Daniel?" he asked questioningly.
"That's Danny,"
Colonel O'Neill told him. "How about Spanish? Why not speak some Spanish
for us?"
"Daniel!" Daniel
shouted, patting his chest.
"Yes," Janet told
him, touching his chest. "You're Daniel. It's okay."
Daniel's fear was slowly
shifting into suspicion as he watched them. Carefully, he brought his finger to
his head and twirled it in a circle.
Danny giggled and clapped
his hands, causing Daniel to repeat the motion even faster.
"Not crazy,"
Colonel O'Neill said, putting his hand down. "Just nuts."
Daniel blinked at him.
"Not crazy,"
Colonel O'Neill enunciated, twirling his fingers by his own head. "Not
crazy."
"Sir?"
O'Neill stood a little
straighter, whipping around when he heard Sam's voice. Janet found it hard to
suppress a laugh when she caught sight of Sam's shocked face. She shot a
perplexed look to Janet, searching for any sign of hope.
"Colonel O'Neill is not
crazy, Sam," Janet assured her, tensing when she the distress in Sam's
face. "We're attempting to communicate with Daniel."
"Communicate?" Sam
asked. She entered the room, her face searching that of friends before settling
on Daniel. For a moment, a grin erased her persistent frown.
"Daniel!"
He waved. "Sam,"
he managed to say.
"He seems to
communicate fine to me," Sam said.
Daniel took that moment to
rattle off a string of Aramaic.
"Or not," O'Neill
said wryly.
"Well, there goes my
theory," Sam muttered, taking a moment to motion behind her as she became
serious once again. One of the airmen dragged in a shaking Daniel, one that was
on the verge of hyperventilating. "Janet, you need to look at Dan. He's
ill."
Another one? Concerned,
Janet walked forward, her arms outstretched to Dan as the airmen brought in his
hunched form.
"What happened to
him?" Janet asked, pressing the back of her palm to his forehead.
"He's burning up. Bring him over here. I'm going to need another
gurney." She called out to one of the airman to bring in one of her nurses
while she eased Dan into a chair. "You'll be fine, Dan. I just need you to
tell me what happened."
"Nothing," he
whispered, trembling. "Nothing."
"He tried to touch the
substance in the lab. Then, he had some kind of fit and ran out into the
hall," Sam told her. "We had to chase him down and bring him
here."
"Carter, I left him in
your care," O'Neill said. "You were supposed to make sure he didn't
touch anything."
"Jack!" Janet
glanced back to see Daniel pointing his finger like a dagger to Dan.
"Not now, Daniel."
Janet could see this would
escalate into another battle if she did not assert control soon. "I don't
have to remind you that you are all in my infirmary," she said sternly.
Quietly, she reassured Dan by stroking his hand. "Now, please, I would
appreciate some silence while I check on Dan."
To Janet's relief, they
complied, including Daniel who just kept staring at everything with his mouth
agape. She felt sorry for him, unable to put herself in his shoes. She wasn't
sure exactly how aware he was, or if he realized what was going on around him.
But until they could communicate with him more effectively, the little progress
they had made would have to do.
She took the opportunity to
check over Dan and see what could be troubling him. Based on a narrative by
both Dan and Sam, she was able to discern that thankfully he had not made
contact with the substance. On the other hand, he still had the same symptoms
that the original alien clone had when he was first brought through the Gate,
not to mention he was panicking beyond reason.
"Dan, I need you to
calm down, can you do that?" she asked him gently.
He nodded slowly, but
continued to tremble. Breathing out, he ducked his head, and grabbed onto
himself tightly.
"You have a temperature
and I can give you something for it. Other than that, I need for you to take
deep breaths and just relax. No one is going to hurt you."
To her surprise, Dan reacted
poorly to her soothing words, his breathing becoming increasing erratic. Again,
she talked to him softly, placing her hand on his shoulder for support.
"Deep breathes,
okay?"
Dan nodded, exhaling slowly.
She was about to ask him what happened when he inhaled sharply, his eyes
centered on Daniel. "When did he wake up?"
"Not too long
ago."
"Does he remember
us?" Dan asked hopefully, hugging himself harder.
Janet shook her head and
squeezed his shoulder, suppressing her own concerns over the alien's behavior
in order to assist him. "No, I don't think so. But he's not up for much
talking right now."
Janet closed her eyes,
hearing a litany of foreign words after that remark. When she opened them, she
turned around and crossed her arms over her chest.
Colonel O'Neill was hovering
over Daniel, making a myriad of faces, much to Danny's delight, but only caused
Daniel to respond in what had to be Aramaic's more colorful words.
"Colonel, you're just
antagonizing him," Sam stated.
"Am not. He's the one
not cooperating."
Janet cleared her throat.
"Excuse me."
That brought all parties to
silence.
"I suggest you back
off, Colonel. His moods seem to be fluctuating rather dramatically, and even if
you're on your best behavior, he might not take kindly to you."
"But it's me," he
said innocently.
"Sir, even at your
best, you and Daniel clash."
"Why thank you,
Carter."
Janet sighed, glancing over
at Dan as he continued to hug himself tightly. The man was obviously terrified;
something had rattled him so deeply that he was struggling to recover. At
least, that was what her intuition and medical training told her.
Smiling weakly. Janet placed
a comforting hand on his shoulder and rubbed him tenderly. "Now that we've
averted another crisis," she began, "I'm going to have to ask you all
to clear out again. Maybe with some more rest, Daniel's mind will start functioning
properly."
"That's just it, Janet,
I'm not too sure about that," Sam said dejectedly.
That was cause for pause.
"What do you mean?" Janet asked.
"Sam has a working
theory that we're actually fragmented parts of Daniel's personality," Dan
explained quietly. "I'm Daniel's more intellectualized section, while,
say, Jackson is Daniel's more curious side."
Janet frowned, glancing at
Daniel. He was attempting to follow the conversation very carefully, as
evidenced by the depression in his forehead and the way his eyes followed the
voices in the room.
Fragments of Daniel? Could
that be true? Despite the fact they hadn't been able to communicate with
Daniel, he still seemed like Daniel. It was difficult to comprehend that maybe
he was just a shell of himself.
How could that even be
possible? The behavior she just witnessed in the one of the aliens was well
beyond anything she had ever seen in Daniel, even at his darkest moments. No,
Daniel had a certain way about him, when he was sick, when he was normal, and
even when he was insane.
But if he could only speak
Aramaic, and could barely communicate then could it be true?
Her throat went dry,
thinking of even more possibilities. If they were just fragments of Daniel's
mind, and his emotions, then the alien clone that had drawn her picture…
"We…were working on a
different theory," Janet admitted, switching to a more comfortable
subject.
"A different
theory?" Sam asked.
O'Neill nodded.
"Fraiser thinks these guys might actually be Daniel's kids." He
stopped, glancing at Daniel who had started kicking him at the mention of his
name. "Knock it off, Daniel," he muttered. "Anyway, Fraiser
thinks it's genetic memory or something."
Sam tilted her head to the
side, her face barely masking her thoughts. "Then why are they cloned
adults?"
"It was just a
theory," Janet stated. "Some way to explain why they have access to
Daniel's knowledge." She cringed inwardly. "But fragments would have
knowledge too, wouldn't they?"
"It's a possibility,
Janet," Sam said.
They all sat in silence for
a moment, mulling over the possibilities. It was another string of anxious
foreign words that brought them back to reality.
Daniel was fidgeting
nervously, his eyes wide as Danny reached out to hug him. The childlike adult scooped
Daniel into a firm grip, and squeezed him tight. Feeling her stomach flop,
Janet quickly moved to Daniel's side, quickly followed by Sam and Colonel
O'Neill.
"So glad you're awake,
Daddy."
Daniel looked as if he would
panic. He attempted to slip out of the grip, but to no avail.
Basically, he was fighting
against himself. How strange was that?
"Daniel, just calm
down," Janet said. "He's not going to hurt you."
Danny, on the other hand,
appeared ready to cry. "Daddy doesn't like me?"
"No, I'm sure he likes
you just fine," Janet said, jumping both sides of the fence. "He's
just sick right now."
"I'll stay with
him," Danny said proudly, burying his face into Daniel's shoulder.
"Daddy," his muffled voice called.
"Abba?" Daniel
questioned.
"Abba?" Colonel
O'Neill repeated. "Out of all the things you say, it has to be a music
group?"
Daniel frowned, shook his
head, reluctantly patting Danny on the back. "Abba," he said gently.
The motion caused Danny to
collapse, loosening his hold on Daniel. Satisfied, the alien crept onto the
gurney and rested his head on Daniel's shoulder.
"Abba," Dan said
weakly, uncurling himself slightly. "It means father in Aramaic and other
languages in its family."
"You speak
Aramaic?" Sam asked.
Dan didn't answer Sam; he
stared at Daniel with a vacant gaze.
O'Neill just stared at him.
"I've been searching all over base for a translator and you, of all
people, speak Aramaic?"
Snapping out of his stupor,
Dan said simply, "You never asked."
"Great, well you're
here now." Colonel O'Neill impatiently beckoned him to the bed. "Get
over here and translate for us."
Dan nodded to O'Neill, but
hesitated leaving the safety of his corner.
Janet frowned, inching
closer to Dan's side. Why did they have such strong reactions to Daniel?
Dan slid slowly out of the
chair and walked unsteadily over to them. Just before he reached Daniel's side,
he swayed, clutching his head, and screamed out in pain. Groaning, he steered
course, before crying out once again, and dropped to his knees.
"Dan!" Sam
shouted, running towards him.
"Make it stop!"
Dan cried, digging his knuckles into his temples. "I don't want this!
NO!"
Janet and Colonel O'Neill
rushed to his side, trying to restrain the distraught man. He fought them,
nearly backhanding Janet as he struggled to free himself from O'Neill's grip.
"Dan, what the hell's
the matter with you?" O'Neill asked. He glanced over his shoulder to Sam.
"I thought he was the rational one?"
"I-I don't know what to
say, Sir."
"I don't want to…I
don't…" Dan's voice trailed off, his body going limp.
Janet and O'Neill dragged
the unconscious alien back to the chair, waiting as the nurse Janet requested
arrived with another gurney. Quickly, they settled him onto the gurney, and
Janet checked him over for any signs of further distress while O'Neill rejoined
Sam and the speechless Daniels.
"He's
unconscious," Janet concluded. "He might have been overcome by seeing
Daniel awake."
"Doesn't it figure? He
passes out now?" Colonel O'Neill shook his head irately. "Seems a
little too convenient to me."
"It could be a delayed
reaction from the lab," Sam offered. When no one answered or moved to
respond, she continued. "Something spooked him and spooked him bad back
there, Sir."
"Well, that's just
peachy," Colonel O'Neill mumbled. "Look, as soon as he wakes up, I
want answers. These Daniel wannabes are hiding something, and I don't like it.
I've had enough of this song and dance already."
"Yes, Sir," Janet
answered.
She took a moment to steal a
glance at Daniel and Danny. Danny, finally having won his battle, had fallen
asleep on Daniel's shoulder. Daniel, appearing worn and beaten, wasn't fighting
any longer, but his uneasy glances told her he was still battling an internal
struggle.
"Carter, go brief
Hammond on what we got so far." After a long sigh, he ran his fingers
through his hair and scrubbed at the back of his head. "I'll go check on
the dynamic duo there with Teal'c. Make sure everything is all right. We don't
need the base full of alien psychos. Doc, page me if there's any change."
Janet and Sam nodded, moving
off to their respective roles. When Colonel O'Neill and Sam left, Janet took
once last check on Dan. When she was satisfied that he wasn't in any medical
danger, she moved back to Daniel and Danny's side, smiling at Daniel's watchful
face.
"Guess it's just you
and me for now," she said softly, fighting the urge to ask him what they
should talk about.
He smiled back at her, some
of the tension melting from his face, and he reached out to hold her hand.
Janet accepted it, squeezing it gently.
They remained that way for
the longest time, and during the silence, Janet said an unspoken prayer that in
the end, Daniel would return to them whole.
Teal'c sat quietly, his gaze
shifting from one alien to the other. So far, this exercise had not been
fruitful.
After several attempts at
Kel'no'reem, the alien Daniel Jacksons continued to have difficulty remembering
the events that had transpired on P3X-909. To this moment, they had only been
able to describe a few vague details regarding the planet's environment. These
details had proved to be of little help.
They had begun yet again.
However, Teal'c was growing impatient
with their sessions. If through this method, they could not determine what
happened on the planet soon, then they would need to seek an alternative form.
Teal'c was growing more concerned with each passing moment.
If only Daniel Jackson would
awaken.
Upon hearing a soft moan,
Teal'c cocked his head, and focused on the alien named "Jackson."
He hesitated on whether to
disturb the man, but when he noticed the distress in his features increase
two-fold, he decided it was time to take action.
"Dani—Jackson," he
stated, correcting himself. "You must awaken."
He moaned again, this time
joined by the other, a panicked look mirrored in their faces. Then, without
warning, Jackson screamed out in pain, and leapt to his feet.
"No!" he cried,
nearly stumbling.
Immediately, Teal'c was
standing, rushing to the troubled alien's side. He was quickly joined by
"Moody," who appeared equally as distraught.
"What is the
matter?" Teal'c asked them.
"Oh, it's
terrible," Jackson said breathlessly. "Just terrible."
His shaky voice and
frightened tone was enough to tell Teal'c all he needed to know. Standing
taller, he brought the aliens closer in a protective manner.
"Tell me what you have
seen."
"We've been working
with the theory that the alien life forms are actually physical manifestations
of different parts of Daniel's personality," Major Carter informed General
Hammond.
"How…how is that
possible?" Hammond asked, trying to wrap his mind around the idea.
"I don't know,
Sir," Major Carter admitted. "We believe that the chemical compound
that we brought back from the planet is the key, but neither myself nor Doctor
Harlow and his team have been able to reach any conclusions."
That was a problem and
Hammond knew it. It seemed that the scientists on base were running in circles
trying to get to the bottom of this situation, while the only man that could
give them any answers was unconscious in the infirmary.
Or, more correctly, was now
sitting in the infirmary with the uncanny ability to speak Aramaic exclusively.
This place would never cease
to amaze him.
"And you're certain
this is what's happened to Doctor Jackson?" he asked.
The major hesitated. Exactly
the sign he was looking for.
"To be truthful, Sir, I
am beginning to rethink that theory," she admitted.
Hammond cocked his head,
staring at her gravely. "And why is that, Major?"
Major Carter exhaled slowly.
"Well, Sir, it appears that at least one of the aliens is exhibiting
behavior that does not fit into Daniel's personality. At least, what we know of
Daniel. Dan had a breakdown in Doctor Fraiser's lab."
"Doctor Jackson's had
breakdowns before, Major," he said, holding firm.
She nodded. "Yes, Sir,
but in those instances Daniel was under the influence of alien technology. It
wasn't something innate."
"How do we know
that?" Hammond leaned forward, eyeing her carefully. He hated to have to
be so hard on her, but he needed to make his point. "For all we know,
Major, it might just take the right amount of stress and circumstances to break
him. Hell, his grandfather was committed."
"With all due respect,
Sir, Daniel's been through sarcophagus withdrawal, Machello's machines, Hathor,
and the death of his wife, to name a few, and each time he's come
through." She remained steadfast. "I'm convinced that whatever
happened has something to do with Daniel and the different aspects of his
personality."
"But you really don't
know, do you?"
Major Carter hesitated but
finally responded. "No, Sir."
"Major, I don't need to
tell you the importance of making headway here."
"No, Sir."
"I can't allow for a
bunch of alien clones, or whatever they are, to remain on this base
indefinitely." He sighed. "You know as well as I do that time is of
the essence."
"Sir?" she
questioned.
Just by looking past her
hardened exterior, Hammond could see the concern in her eyes. Deep down, he
knew she understood the unfortunate turn this conversation was taking. If he
had his way, he'd do anything he could to help Doctor Jackson and to ensure the
SGC had all the resources it needed to find a way to fix this mess. He just
feared that his command over this entire fiasco was coming to an end.
"Major, soon it may not
be my decision as to what happens to Doctor Jackson."
Major Carter hesitated for a
moment, before finally nodding. "I understand."
"Good," he said at
last, rising to his feet. He fully intended on heading down to the infirmary
and talking to Doctor Jackson himself. "Now, let's see what we can do to
resolve this mess."
Jack didn't have the
opportunity to meet Teal'c in his quarters. Surprised, Jack stopped midway down
the corridor, staring at the Jaffa and his two companions.
The Daniels looked like
they'd seen a ghost.
"Teal'c?" Jack
questioned.
"We must take them to
the infirmary immediately." Teal'c helped reposition the dazed men, only
causing the warnings to flare further in Jack's mind. "They have taken
ill."
"Yeah, I can
tell."
Motioning to Teal'c to shift
the weight of Moody, Jack moved forward and wrapped his arm around the alien
Daniel. To his surprise, Moody didn't snap or gripe and readily accepted Jack's
support.
In his book, lack of
resistance by Daniel, any Daniel, was never a good sign.
"What the hell
happened?" Jack asked, guiding Moody down the corridor towards the
elevators as Teal'c carried Jackson by his side.
"I am uncertain,
O'Neill. Our time with kel'no'reem appeared to be working, and the alien
DanielJacksons had indeed had a 'breakthrough,' as you would say." Teal'c
paused, striking the elevator button with his free hand. "However, as they
began to recount their visions to me, they suddenly became ill."
Now, that was a little too
coincidental for Jack's liking.
"Alright, we'll bring
them to Doc Fraiser," Jack told him. Quickly, he rushed Moody inside,
making room for Teal'c and Jackson. "But tell me what they told you on the
way there."
"Dan, I really need for
you to tell me what happened so that I can help you," Janet insisted.
The alien was having no part
in this conversation. Lying on a gurney, he had turned his back to her,
deciding instead to stare at the wall. It seemed that every time she tried to
elicit a response from him, or obtain any information at all, he would become distressed
and agitated, mumbling nonsensical phrases before refusing to speak or even
acknowledge her concern.
Janet sighed. If Sam was
right and all of these forms were just fragments of Daniel's mind, then why was
his more logical and intellectual side pouting?
At that time, Janet
stiffened, her neck prickling as she felt something light and scratchy tumble
down her back. Scowling, she turned around, only to find Danny vainly
attempting to conceal a fit of giggles as he pressed his hands to cover his
mouth.
But what surprised her most was Daniel, who happened to be sitting and grinning
at her, nonchalantly rolling another piece of paper into a ball.
Maybe the alien substance
had made all these men mad. Or, maybe Daniel had been hanging around Colonel
O'Neill too long.
If his behavior was
indicative of her last thought, then maybe all hope was not lost.
Sending Daniel a mock glare,
she reached down and picked up the crinkled piece of paper and unwrapped it
carefully. The writing that was scribbled in the margins and haphazardly all
across the page made no sense to her, but there was a picture sketched in the
middle that could not be any clearer.
Arching an eyebrow, Janet
eyed Daniel carefully, holding up the picture of a mug with steaming lines
coming from it.
Daniel nodded, pointing to
the paper and licked his lips.
"I'm afraid not,"
she told him, pocketing the note. "I don't know how caffeine will interact
with the traces of chemical in your system, Daniel, and I know you won't
tolerate decafe."
He pointed again to the
paper.
"No," she said
firmly.
He's not happy with my
tone, she thought, watching Daniel
mumble something under his breath as he played with the balled piece of paper.
Yet, despite his displeasure with her, he looked better, more alive, and had
even begun to seem more relaxed next to Danny. His behavior was in stark
contrast to Dan's. Janet was sure this was significant, either lending to the
fact he had acknowledged his situation and moved forward, or, negatively, he
didn't have his full awareness and had accepted things at face value.
With a sigh, Janet took a
moment to watch Danny show Daniel a few more pictures from his book, before she
returned to Dan, rubbing his arm gently to try to move him to respond. She
heard him mumble, frightfully similar to Daniel, before finally turning to face
her.
"Are you going to
finally talk to me?" she asked him, crossing her arms.
"What?" Dan asked,
sounding disoriented. "What's going on?"
Janet cleared her throat and
pressed her hand to his forehead. No longer warm, but his eyes were glassy.
"We're in the infirmary. Do you remember coming here?"
He shook his head, hugging
himself tightly.
"That's okay," she
said gently. "I'm just going to ask you a few questions."
He nodded, but continued to
curl in on himself. "I wouldn't if I'd known."
Inwardly, Janet was shaken,
concerned at his incoherence, but outwardly she kept smiling. "You
wouldn't have done what?"
"I'm not like
that," he whispered, his breathing starting to become shallow. "I'm
not!"
"No, you're not,"
she reassured him. "Why don't we talk about it? I don't want General
Hammond to come down here and have to force you to talk."
"He would do
that?" He laughed, a short
hysterical laugh, before swallowing hard and regaining some of his composure.
Then he closed his eyes, defeat no longer masked by his face. "Of course.
We're just aliens to him."
"I know that is hard
for you to accept, but I would rather do this the easy way than the hard
way." Janet kept her tone soft, hoping to appeal to the gentler side of
Daniel's alien clone. "It's not only for Daniel's good, but for your own
as well."
Dan nodded. "I know. I
understand that. It's just so painful." He shifted his weight so that he was
now lying on his back. "You can't understand how much it hurts."
His words brought a frown to
Janet's face, suspicious of his tone and his sentiment. "What do you mean
by painful?"
He just shook his head, his
vacant stare fixed on the ceiling. "It's just…it hurts. I didn't mean
it."
"Didn't mean
what?" she pressed, feeling a growing unease developing in the pit of her
stomach. Placing her arms by her side, she took a step closer to Dan.
"What do you mean by that?"
But he was no longer
listening. Confused, Janet watched as Dan's gaze shifted from the ceiling to
over his shoulder, his forehead deepening into a furrow of wrinkles before a
surprised smile lit up his face.
While Janet was grateful
that the tension was ebbing from the distressed alien, the action also troubled
her. "What's so funny?" she asked him, moving to turn around.
The ball of paper bounced
off the top of her head and rolled into the corner of the room. Janet watched
the paper disappear from sight, unable to ignore the fit of giggles that
followed. Turning around, crossing her arms again, she glared at Daniel and
Danny.
The two of them gave her the
most pitiful look she'd ever seen. If she hadn't known better, she thought they
were co-conspiring against her.
Daniel flashed her his most
innocent smile before saying something in Aramaic.
"I have no idea what
you're saying," Janet began as she crossed the room to pick up the paper,
"but if you're going to act disorderly in my infirmary, I will set things
up so you're in a separate room with just my nurses."
Daniel didn't respond to her
comment, but kept smiling just the same, as he sat on the gurney with his legs
bent and his elbows resting on his knees. Danny remained close by his side,
humming happily as he toyed with the sleeve of his "father."
"I mean it," she
warned, but found herself smiling. Daniel looked well. He looked healthy. If it
wasn't for the speaking problem…
Sighing, she unraveled the
paper and glanced over it. Again, there was writing scribbled all over the
paper, but curiously, it was different than the script from the prior piece. In
fact, the graphs on this sheet of paper were unique and looked suspiciously…
"Russian?" she
asked aloud.
By the time she had gathered
her wits to question Daniel, she was shocked only to find Danny sitting on the
gurney, doodling in the pad that Daniel had held only moments ago. Fighting
down a wave of panic, she jerked to her right, relieved to find Daniel hadn't
moved too far. He was standing beside Dan, muttering something quietly to the
alien.
Cautiously, Janet took a
step forward, still uncertain at this time about Daniel's state of mind. While
overall, he had been kind to her and only had been causing minimal trouble, he
still was not himself, and she wasn't willing to let him wander around even if
he was in perfect health.
"Daniel?" she
asked, taking another step closer.
He held up a finger to
silence her, sending her a shy, almost apologetic smile. Then he made a quick
motion by jerking his hand to Dan.
Dan took the cue, and
whispered something that sounded similar to what Daniel had muttered just a
minute ago. Whatever he said, the words caused Daniel to jump unexpectedly, a
frown touching his face while deep creases furrowed into his forehead. Dan continued his rant, of whatever kind,
his voice rising and falling, becoming more fervent, before he finally bowed
his head, his shoulders sagging. Daniel only watched patiently.
Then, finally, when it
appeared Dan would break into tears, Daniel reached out and laid his hand on
his shoulder, squeezing once while whispering softly to him, gently saying
something that sounded both soothing and sad. Dan nodded in return, leaning over
to rest his head on Daniel's shoulder.
Janet said nothing during
the exchange. While she couldn't understand the words, she could interpret the
meaning. Something significant had happened, something that Dan had been
reluctant to tell any of them but Daniel. Now, it was finished. The next part
would be to either have Dan finally reveal what has been troubling him, or to
have Daniel make a communications breakthrough.
But despite it all, one
thing instilled hope in her.
Dan and Daniel had been
communicating in Russian, not Aramaic.
"Daniel," she
said, nearly forgetting to breathe. "Can you speak anything else?"
To this, he had no answer.
Disappointed, Janet nodded,
slipping the crumbled piece of paper into her lab coat pocket. At least they
were making progress.
"Doc!"
Colonel O'Neill's shout
brought her out of her thoughts. Surprised, she watched him enter with a
handful of soldiers, along with Teal'c. Both O'Neill and Teal'c were nearly
dragging Jackson and the other Daniel, known as Moody, into the infirmary, the
cloned aliens appearing more than a little green. In actuality, they seemed
downright fearful, struggling against the tight grip of the men that were
trying to help them. As soon as they were inside, she rushed over to them,
distressed over their appearance and behavior.
Janet came forward and
pressed her fingers to the more moodier Daniel's neck. His pulse had increased.
"What happened?" she asked both O'Neill and Teal'c, moving over to
drag her equipment towards the aliens.
"They became ill while
meditating in my chambers," Teal'c informed her, helping Jackson to sit.
"They have experienced visions," he added.
O'Neill was quiet, but the
frown on his face was enough to make her feel uneasy.
Janet nodded, checking her
patient quickly, troubled by his lack of awareness, and the growing tremors
that shook his body. She tried to calm him, as she had done with Dan, pulling
the frightened man back to normal. He struggled against her as she placed the
cuff on his arm to check his blood pressure, but seemed to lack the strength to
give her any trouble.
"No," he muttered.
"Damn him."
"Shh," she told
him, stroking his hair, aware of O'Neill's hard gaze on her. "Just relax,
okay?"
"Guh," mumbled
"Moody," clutching onto his chair. He swayed, his face draining of
color before he lifted his gaze to focus on Daniel. His eyes narrowed, his body
struggling to slide off the chair and move towards him. "He's awake,"
he managed to say.
Janet pushed him back down onto
the chair, glaring at him sternly. "Sit," she instructed before
moving over to the other alien clone beside him and began a preliminary check.
As with the other aliens, and Dan and Danny, they all exhibited similar
symptoms, but if she were to make a diagnosis, she would have to say they were
swaying close to some form of shock.
"So sorry,"
Jackson whispered to her, his lips trembling. "So, so, so, sorry."
Janet nodded, though she was
uncertain how to respond. Their behavior…was troubling to say the least. She
wasn't sure if the aliens were experiencing some sort of breakdown, either
mentally or on the molecular level. At least she knew she wasn't the only one
troubled by they way they were acting.
She shot over a worried
glance over to O'Neill.
He was hovering by the
phone.
"I'm not comfortable
with allowing them to leave the infirmary," Janet admitted, taking a step
back to glance them over one last time.
"What is it?"
O'Neill asked.
"It could be anything
from the flu to shock." Janet didn't like this at all. All of them, drawn
to the infirmary for illness. God, they looked as if they were all frightened
to death. "But frankly, Sir, I am not willing to rule out anything. They
could be having an adverse or allergic reaction to a chemical or the alien
substance for all we know."
"I'm willing to bank on
something else," he muttered, his cold gaze finding Dan.
Janet glanced over to Dan,
feeling a mix of sympathy and unease, as he remained seated on the gurney,
hunched over with his face covering his hands. Daniel remained by his side, but
there was something off about him, something she could not place just yet.
Glancing once at Moody and
Jackson, and then over to Danny, who seemed to care less about what was
happening, she returned her attention to Colonel O'Neill. "What do you
mean?"
"According to Teal'c,
they've admitted to hurting Daniel somehow," said the colonel. He motioned over to the guards stationed
within the infirmary. "I'm not taking any chances."
Janet tensed, but nodded,
eyeing the aliens suspiciously. If what Colonel O'Neill said was true, then
perhaps they had been too lenient in allowing the aliens free range around the
base, and with their emotions. Feeling her own hurt and anger staring to rise, she
glared at the alien Daniel that had spent time with her in her infirmary.
He only stared back.
Was that hurt in his eyes? Or was this another game?
It was as if everything that
had happened over the course of the past few days had just been washed away,
leaving her feeling empty with a sense of defeat, feeling used and discarded as
a means to an end. Suddenly, the men in this room weren't reflections of a
friend she held so dear, but the laughing smug faces of strangers that had
manipulated her and made a mockery of her profession.
When she looked hard into
the eyes of the clone that had spent so much time with her, he glanced away and
stared at the floor. Part of her wanted to reach out and tell him it was okay,
that part that denied that what Colonel O'Neill said could be true. But the
other part of her wanted to scream.
She was ripped from her
thoughts when heard a crash from behind her. Turning, she caught sight of an
open-mouthed Daniel, who had knocked over a bedpan as he slowly stepped
forward. His eyes dancing with fear, he stared at Jackson and Moody.
"Kakogo chyorta?"
Daniel asked, his eyes wide as he pointed to the two new Daniels.
She didn't know what to say.
Daniel's eyes were wild, as his gaze jumped from one clone to the next, almost
as if he were sizing up the new occupants in the infirmary.
"Is that Russian?"
the colonel asked, sounding disgusted as he hung up the phone. "He's
speaking Russian now?"
Daniel only glared at
O'Neill, pointing his fingers with a hard thrust at the aliens. Scowling, he
held up four fingers.
Returning her attention to
Daniel, she tentatively reached out towards him. "Daniel?"
He thrust out his hand
again, this time more urgently.
"Yes," Janet
answered softly. "Four."
"Four?" he
repeated.
"That was English,"
Colonel O'Neill said, his eyes darkening. "Tell me you haven't been able
to speak English all this time."
"I think it's more of a
reflex," Dan informed them, shifting on his gurney. He kept his head down,
his arms crossed. "He's repeating words to stamp them to memory."
Daniel eyed Janet wearily.
She smiled back at him,
hoping her concern and compassion hit their mark. Instead he just looked down
and glanced away.
"Well, as much as it's
wonderful that our dear old dad is awake," the other Daniel said, pulling
his chair closer to Janet despite his shaking hands, "I think it's rather
telling that he can't speak a word of sense."
Janet became a little
unnerved at the way the alien was glaring at Daniel, though she would have to
deal with that situation when the time was right. Currently, she was more
concerned for the original, and she began to slide closer to him when she
noticed a hitch in his breathing.
Daniel eyed him closely,
crossing his arms before uttering another word Janet didn't quite understand.
"Minara?" the
alien repeated. "Such language."
Daniel blurted out another
line of sounds, in yet another tone. This time it was Latin, and though Janet
knew some Latin in her line of work, her knowledge was specifically classificatory
and medical. Though she couldn't comprehend what Daniel was saying, she could
understand the tone.
"Okay," she said,
coming between the two aggressors. "Colonel?"
"Everyone sit so we can
get this straightened out," O'Neill commanded, waving his hand for them to
sit. Teal'c took a step forward in order for them to get the point. "I've
called Hammond down here and we're getting this over with once and for
all."
Janet frowned, studying
Colonel O'Neill closely. "Sir?"
He pressed his lips together
before finally speaking. "I've had it. Besides, this has gone on long
enough. Having Daniel walking around blabbing about different languages is
fine, but having him blabbing around in different languages isn't."
Daniel glared at O'Neill,
and for a brief moment she thought maybe he had understood what the colonel had
to say.
"I want guards in here
at all times," Colonel O'Neill called, waving his hand for three airmen to
enter. "Now that our boys seem to miraculously feel better, I'm not being
had anymore."
"Do you hate us?"
Jackson asked suddenly, bowing his head.
"Just stay still,"
O'Neill said authoritatively.
Jackson nodded, but Janet
saw the starts of panic begin to settle into his body once again. Before she
could say anything, Jackson gasped. Taking a step towards him, she shook her
head.
He was hyperventilating.
"I need for you to breathe slowly. You're going to hurt yourself,"
Janet told him. She beckoned Teal'c with a wave of her hand. "Teal'c is
going to be right here and—"
Danny started to wail,
kicking at the base of the gurney in a full-blown tantrum.
Surprised, Janet paused as
she hovered over Jackson, watching as Danny continued to scream. Only a few
minutes ago he had been fascinated by the notebook, without any signs of panic
or pain the others had experienced. Now?
Teal'c came to her side,
holding down Jackson as he shook. She thanked him silently, distressed when she
saw Moody begin to react in a similar fashion.
She frowned, holding him
down as he started to mutter and shake. What was going on?
Colonel O'Neill was already
making his way over to the distraught Danny, but Daniel intercepted him, urging
the colonel to stand back. When he reluctantly complied, Daniel walked to
Danny, and tried to soothe him.
Danny would have no part in
it.
"No!" he yelled.
"Make 'em stop thinking! I don't wanna hear!"
Janet froze, shooting
O'Neill another anxious look.
"They…they might be
connected somehow," Janet said.
"Wonderful,"
Colonel O'Neill muttered. He stared intensely at Daniel. "And him?"
"I don't know,
Sir."
Daniel said something in
another language, but Danny kept crying. Then, suddenly, his face darkened, and
he grabbed Daniel by the waist, hugging him close, while pointing an accusing
finger at the other clones. "I hate you!" he yelled. "I'm not
bad like you!"
Janet felt her blood run
cold; she stepped away from the Daniels, blocking out the shock that seeped
into the faces, and ignored the protective glances from O'Neill and Teal'c.
Moody leaned forward, his pain stricken face on the verge of tears.
"Janet," he
whispered.
"Don't move," she
said sternly, feeling her cheeks redden.
Glancing over to Daniel, she
sighed, watching him attempt to disentangle himself from Danny. The clone
continued to cry.
When she moved to meet him,
to help him and his mentally younger counterpart, she yelped, feeling the
abrupt tug at her arm. Moody grabbed her hard, squeezing her wrist, his eyes
pleading.
"We're not like
that," he said, his voice cracking. "Don't listen to him. We're not
bad."
"Let me go," she
said in a low voice, jerking back.
"It's not what you
think, Janet." He leaned closer, holding her tightly. "I wouldn't
hurt you."
The pain, the emotion in his
voice couldn't sway her though. She was too tired and too angry to deal with
him, or any of them.
In fact, she was so tired,
didn't even see Daniel launch himself onto the alien clone. Moody swore,
struggling against Daniel as he snapped back, prying Moody's hand off Janet's wrist.
The two started to wrestle next to the chair, Moody fighting to return to
Janet, Daniel pushing to keep him in his spot.
Dazed, she stepped back,
realizing the whole room had been tossed into chaos. O'Neill and two airmen had
rushed forward to restrain Danny, who was howling with anger at his brethren,
while Teal'c had summoned more SF's to hold back the distressed Jackson so he
could break apart Daniel and Moody. Only Dan sat alone, in a world of his own,
as he remained silent with only his tears to keep him company.
Summing up all her courage
and the willpower that had pushed her down the medical path in the first place,
she set aside her feelings and commanded the remaining airmen to secure the
exit. She hated to do this, but she knew now there was no other choice. Janet
demanded for all of them, including Daniel, to be cuffed and restrained until
General Hammond arrived. Colonel O'Neill and Teal'c made sure it was done.
This was precisely why
feelings were problematic in her field. She needed the distance. It was bad
enough that her closeness to SG-1 and some of the other SG teams could be
construed as crossing that line. But dealing with what had happened over the
past few days, the past few months…
Janet remained silent,
steady, watching the occupants of her infirmary with a detached coolness. She
would wait for Hammond to return and this would come to an end.
* * *
*
"What the hell is going
on in here?" General Hammond, asked as he entered the infirmary.
Janet sighed and walked to
the entrance of the infirmary to join Sam and the general. She looked over her
shoulder to note Teal'c and Colonel O'Neill were standing with the SF's, still
watching Daniel and others closely. All five of them were seated in a row, side
by side on two gurneys that had been pulled together. Janet had to admit, even
after days of working with the various Daniels, the sight was still enough to
jar her.
"There was an incident
and we had to restrain them," she answered quietly.
"An incident?" Sam
asked with disbelief.
Janet nodded. "It
appears the aliens are linked somehow. I'm not sure how, but my guess is that
it's some sort of psychic link, probably connected with their shared knowledge
of Daniel."
General Hammond wasn't
amused. "That doesn't explain why they're cuffed and on guard,
Doctor."
She cringed inwardly. No, it
didn't.
"They became hostile,
Sir," Colonel O'Neill answered for her, stepping in to join them.
"Not only that, they're all about ready to crack, if you ask me."
General Hammond shot Sam a
warning look, one that Janet didn't quite understand, but she didn't push her
luck to question them. She did understand their frustration though. She shared
the fatigue and the growing sense of hopelessness with them.
"What about
Daniel?" Sam asked. "Is he—?"
"No, I don't think
so," Janet replied. When she glanced back to him, she noticed he was
watching them very carefully. "He hasn't demonstrated any sign of the same
hysterical behavior as the others, or indicated that he has any kind of mental
connection to them. In fact, whatever has afflicted him seems to be passing.
He's far more aware now than when he first woke up, and he's speaking several
languages now."
"But not English?"
asked Hammond.
"No, Sir."
"I see," was all
he said in return. Turning back to Colonel O'Neill, he began again. "You
said they were hostile, Colonel?"
"That's right,"
O'Neill answered, his face emotionless. "They admitted to Teal'c that
they'd hurt Daniel, but I'll be damned if we know how they did it. These guys
aren't talking. They'll allude to something one minute and flatly deny it the
next."
"It's almost as if they
are confused, Sir," Janet said to Hammond. It was the best way she could
explain their behavior. "Their panic attacks and their nervousness are not
helping."
"Confusion or not, the
fact they attacked Doctor Jackson, or at least caused him harm in some way, is
enough for me to seriously reconsider the levity I've given all of you in this
matter," the general said hotly. His hard gaze bounced from one member of
SG-1 to the next. "You gave me your assurances they were harmless."
"With all due respect,
Sir, they haven't hurt anyone since they've been brought on base," Sam
stated.
To this, O'Neill nodded.
"Carter's right, Sir. I'll give them that much. But I don't trust them,
not after they've been giving us this song and dance for days now." He
glared at Janet. "Even if they are confused."
"But their confusion
might be the key, Colonel." Sam motioned to the clones before she
continued with her point. "Didn't Dan tell us that he was having trouble
remembering what happened on the planet, or how he came to be the way he is
now?" She paused in that signature way of hers, as if her mouth was
attempting to catch up to the ideas spinning in her mind. "What if their
confusion is sincere? What if they haven't been able to remember what happened?
We sent them off with Teal'c with the hope kel'no'reem would help them to
remember."
"They did all fall ill,
or at least exhibit similar behavior relatively close to each other,"
Janet admitted. "If they are linked, and one of them did remember
something, it could have caused a chain reaction."
"Yeah," Colonel
O'Neill added. "They remembered hurting Daniel which is
unacceptable."
Hammond grunted in
agreement. "Are they still not cooperating?"
"Only in vague passing
phrases," Janet replied solemnly.
"Well, this can't go on
any longer," General Hammond told her. He set his jaw as he glared at the
Daniels. "I'm getting some answers."
Janet nodded, following
General Hammond over to the gurneys were the clones sat. While she still felt
the sting of betrayal, knowing that on some level they hurt Daniel, she did
feel sympathy for them, able to see Daniel reflected in all of them. The conflict
in her was undeniable.
All five of them were
sitting quietly. Jackson was picking at his fingers while Moody stared at the
floor. Next to them, Dan had his head bowed, muttering under his breath. Daniel
was seated by his side, watching all of them, his expression closed, which she
could only decipher as frustration. Danny was on his other side, his head
resting against Daniel's shoulder as he swung his legs over the side of the
gurney.
Yes, the five of them
together definitely jarred her.
"You've come seeking
answers," Dan said, as the rest of SG-1 came to stand by Hammond's side.
"You bet I have,"
General Hammond answered. "I don't tolerate being lied to, especially when
it concerns the welfare of one of my people."
Dan sighed, keeping his head
bowed. "I've made my peace. I can die without it on my soul, now."
Janet frowned at that
comment, looking over at Daniel. His gaze was fixed on her, one of his knowing
gazes. Taking his cue, she asked the alien what happened.
"I don't know,
exactly," he replied with sincerity, despite the groans he received.
"But it's there. All the pain and the feelings. They're there."
Janet noticed the general
was about to speak, but Moody intervened first. "Do you think we like to
feel this way?"
"It's like burning,"
Jackson said with a shiver. "Cold burning."
"This isn't getting us
anywhere," O'Neill reminded the aliens.
"I know," Dan said
softly. He looked down at his hands and sighed. "It's hard when you don't
understand it yourself. It's all so strange. It's like-like—"
"Living someone's
else's life," Moody said quietly.
Sam stepped forward after
hearing his comment, her frown of thought deepening as she studied them. "Living someone else's life? Can you
elaborate on that?"
Dan smiled weakly.
"We-we have all these thoughts, memories, of Daniel which we know aren’t
ours. We know this. But—" He shook his head, the wrinkles in his forehead
deepening. "There's more. Something else."
"Cold, painful…"
Jackson said, his voice trailing.
"I hate him. I want him
to be gone," Dan said between clenched teeth.
"He's hurting us,"
Moody snarled.
"But I don't want him
to go," Jackson said sadly. "We'd never hurt him. We'd die for our
father."
"No! You're bad!"
Danny snapped, huddling close to Daniel. "You hurt him. Not me! I'm
good!"
"Damaged," Dan
whispered.
"He's damaged…somehow,"
Moody said, his tone deflated. Janet watched his gaze fall to Danny.
"Somehow…"
Jackson sighed, a confused
expression touching his face. "He's not complete."
Dan nodded. "Don't
blame him for what he doesn't know."
The three aliens bowed their
heads, growing silent. Janet glanced over to Sam, knowing that she was trying
her best to piece this together. But the reactions from General Hammond and
Colonel O'Neill were far different. Less patient, uncomfortable, she knew that
they wouldn't tolerate the cryptic behavior from the aliens much longer. Teal'c
remained impassive.
"I do not believe they
are sane," the Jaffa stated at last. "They speak in riddles."
"They're confused,
Teal'c," Janet said, surprised as she defended her patients. Did she
really believe that? Or was she just in denial? "They appear to be in
conflict over their memories and emotions."
"I can relate,"
Sam said, watching the aliens. "Sometimes, even now, it's hard for me to
separate Jolinar—" She stopped suddenly, her eyes widened.
"Carter?" O'Neill
asked, taking a concerned step towards her.
"Oh my God," she
said, staring at the three that had been talking to them. Then, quickly she
turned to Janet. "We know that they have Daniel's memories and knowledge,
but adamantly state they aren't their own. What if you're right? And this is
something like genetic memory?"
Janet frowned, taken by the
departure in Sam's theory. "But you mentioned—"
"I know.
Fragments." She pointed to the aliens. "But what if it's more than
that? What if they're experiencing the memories and feelings of something other
than Daniel?"
Janet watched as Hammond
considered this possibility, some of his skepticism melting away. "I'd
like to believe that, given the circumstances, but from your reports there were
no other life forms found on the planet."
"The MALP and the UAV
showed nothing, Carter," O'Neill agreed.
Janet had to concur. There
was no viable physical or chemical threat based on the preliminary tests done
prior to SG-1's recon mission. Though, when had that ever stopped them from
bringing back problems before?
"We encountered no
alien life on the planet," Teal'c said. "The only substance that we
encountered was the chemical that was present on DanielJackson."
"Which was dead,"
Colonel O'Neill added.
"I know that,
Sir," Sam said, her eyes bright as her thoughts continued to roll.
"But what if it wasn't?"
"Dead," he
reminded her. "I said dead."
Sam gave him a pointed
glare. "I heard you, Sir, but there's a possibility that we haven't
considered yet."
Hammond eyed her closely.
"And what's that, Major?"
Staring at him intensely,
she continued. "We have to consider the reason why the clones have the
alien DNA but Daniel doesn't." She paused, waiting for everyone to give
her their undivided attention. "They are the alien substance."
"What?" O'Neill
didn't sound impressed.
"Well, at least a
product of it." When no one answered, including Janet, Sam gave a
frustrated sigh and began again. "Think about it. These memories have to
come from somewhere. They obviously aren't Daniel's and we haven’t identified
any life forms on the planet, aside from some shrubbery and the alien
substance, a material that has DNA identical to that found within the
aliens."
Janet blinked, realizing the
implications of this line of reasoning. They had assumed that the chemical
presence in the aliens and the substance itself indicated some kind of
contagion, based on the symptoms that the aliens carried. But she reminded
herself that Daniel had those symptoms as well, and that he distinctly did not
have the alien DNA. But if Sam was right, and the alien DNA was a marker
proving that the aliens were products of the substance, then they had even more
unanswered questions.
And it still didn't explain
what was happening to Daniel.
"Might I remind you,
Carter, that that stuff was dead?" O'Neill said again.
She nodded. "I know
that, Sir, but if you recall on the planet, it was active." She shrugged.
"Maybe it needed something on the planet to survive. Maybe our
interference killed it. I don't know. But the aliens have memories from
somewhere and it's not just Daniel. I think it's a possibility we have to
consider."
"I am inclined to agree
with Major Carter," Teal'c said. "Upon returning to the planet to
retrieve DanielJackson, we could find no trace of the substance. It is possible
that during our absence, the material produced the alien clones."
"Um, hello?"
Jackson waved his bound hands at them. "We're right here. Right in the
room. You can talk to us like we're here."
Janet, as well as the
others, returned their attention to the aliens and Daniel, still guarded by the
airmen that Colonel O'Neill had called into the infirmary. As she watched the
clones, and studied their pathetic faces, she was struck how helpless they
appeared, and how vulnerable they looked. Despite whatever had marked them with
such a conflicting repulsion and compulsion towards Daniel, they were human, to
her at least, and needed someone there for them more than ever.
Funny, since it was this
same undercurrent of need that she saw running underneath Daniel's strength and
compassion.
It was at that time she
thought that perhaps these aliens weren't fragments of Daniel at all. In truth,
they were just reflections of different parts of his soul, of what made him
whole, and allowed her the window of opportunity to see beyond his façade, to
witness the man in all his complexity, and to sift through all his layers.
It was in that moment she
realized just how deeply she loved him.
Inhaling sharply, she hadn't
realized just how much the revelation had struck her, rattling her to her core.
But she knew she wasn't alone in understanding.
The alien clone, the one
that held her in such high regard, smiled at her warmly.
"So, wait, I'm
confused," Jackson said. "What?"
"What is it you
remember?" Sam asked him. "Exactly. What kinds of images have you
seen along with your feelings?"
He frowned, his face
pensive. "I—"
"Don't be afraid,"
Janet said calmly, ignoring the impatient look O'Neill gave her. "Just
tell us what you saw. We're trying to help."
Jackson considered her
words, and then nodded with hesitation. "It's weird. I can feel anger and
pain, and wanting to strike back, to strangle. But I also feel the pain of
being attacked, like something was wrapping around my throat." He bowed
his head, his breath rattling. "It hurt like liquid fire."
Sam and Janet exchanged a
knowing look. If that didn't sound like a connection to the alien material,
then she didn't know what did.
"So you think
we're…offspring of that…chemical compound?" Dan asked, snapping Janet back
to reality.
"Doctor Harlow's
studies show the DNA in your blood is possibility a hybrid, a mix of both
Daniel's DNA and the compound's DNA," Janet said quietly. She felt so
peaceful, like the weight of a thousand men had been lifted off her shoulders.
"Daniel's DNA had continued to override that of the alien's, so we weren't
sure what to make of it. But now…"
"We decided that
Daniel's DNA was the stronger of the two. Oh God," Sam said, excited.
"What if the alien substance and Daniel mixed to create something entirely
new, using Daniel's form as a template?" She jumped again. "What if
they bonded more thoroughly with certain aspects of Daniel on that template and
that is why they have varying personalities? Danny…the damaged one…what if he
was taken out of the process too soon? Prematurely?"
"It's possible that
we're some bizarre mix of both, passed down to us from our parents," Dan
said with wonder.
"Whoa, wait a
minute," O'Neill said, holding up his hand. "Are you saying that
Daniel and this slime…?" He motioned with his fist, making a slight
knocking motion.
"Technically speaking,
yes," Sam answered, her cheeks reddening slightly. "Though how I
don't know. We're talking something completely alien. The logistics on how it
was possible—"
"I don't want to think
about it!" Colonel O'Neill exclaimed. Exasperated, he turned to Hammond.
"General?"
General Hammond, who had
remained quiet for the past few minutes, glanced up at O'Neill before focusing
on the alien clones. "While I'd like to put all my weight behind what
you're saying, I still have my doubts. We have no proof to support any of your
theories, and even if these clones are Doctor Jackson's offspring, so to speak,
we still have a problem."
"What's that,
Sir?" Janet asked, taking a step closer.
"No matter what they
are, they still have the memories and knowledge of Doctor Jackson." He
sighed. "Even if they are harmless and only harbor some of the residual
feelings of whatever consciousness this alien ooze seemed to carry, they're a
security risk. I can't hold them on base forever," he added quietly.
"No!" Jackson
shouted. He jerked in his seat, causing the airmen to respond in kind. The fact
he had the barrel of a MP-5 pointed at him didn't seem to faze him in the
least. "You can't! You can't send us away to them!"
Janet frowned. Send them
away? He couldn't possibly mean…
"They're coming, aren’t
they?" Moody added, his wide eyes jumping from person to person. "I
knew it would happen sooner or later. It was bound to happen. Even if you had
promised to hide us forever, they would come for us. Damn them!"
Colonel O'Neill frowned.
"NID?"
Hammond nodded. "I
received the call earlier today. It was my hope we would be able to resolve
this problem before word got to the NID."
"Sir, you can't," Sam
said, glancing at the Daniels. "Do you have any idea what they'll do to
them?"
"Of course I know,
Major," he said, his cheeks growing a little pink. "I can protect
Doctor Jackson with all the backing I've got, but when it comes to
his…offspring, or whatever they are, I can only do so much." He sighed,
his sympathetic gaze contrasting with his hard stance. "You can understand
the situation that I'm in right now."
Janet nodded, but felt
hollow inside. General Hammond had been under increasing pressure as of late to
make some headway with the Stargate program. The SG teams continued to run into
difficulty in obtaining cooperation with advanced races to negotiate for
technology. Even Daniel's diplomacy skills and treaties weren't getting them
very far.
If something didn't break
soon, Janet feared for the worst.
And General Hammond was
caught in the middle.
"I don't care how much
of a pain they are, Sir," O'Neill muttered, his eyes trained on Danny.
"I won't let those sons of bitches waltz in here so they can drag them
back and cut them open with all their tools, all in the name of science and the
good ol' US of A of course."
"Cut open?" Danny
whispered, his face draining of color. "Me?" He turned to Daniel.
"I'm not broken."
Daniel muttered something under
his breath, leaning close to Danny. Whatever he said, or whatever tone he'd
said it in, calmed the frightened man. Quietly, he leaned his head on Daniel's
shoulder.
The sight was enough to
rattle Janet, and she had to turn away not to cry.
"See what I mean?"
O'Neill pointed to Danny. "Are you going to be able to live with yourself
knowing what they'll do to him?"
"Colonel!"
Hammond's eyes blazed, but softened, as Colonel O'Neill remained silent.
"Just what do you expect me to do?"
"If we could find a
ringhole, then perhaps we could assist the DanielJacksons."
Everyone looked to Teal'c,
including the Daniels, as he finished his statement. Perplexed, Teal'c raised
his eyebrow, shifting his gaze to each of them in turn.
"Loophole, Teal'c,
loophole," O'Neill stressed.
Teal'c nodded, standing
straighter. If Janet didn't know better, she would have thought he was
frazzled, she thought with a smile.
"A loophole," Sam
repeated. "But we'd have to find something that could work."
"A little difficult
when we got five Daniels, one which can't communicate on a regular basis,"
O'Neill muttered.
Janet nodded. Their problems
just seemed to continue to multiply. They still didn't know what was wrong with
Daniel, and if he would keep improving, or if he was lost to them. They had
five clones that weren't really clones, one that, for all intents and purposes,
appeared to be damaged somehow. The aliens seemed to be connected and they had
genetic memory, or something close to it. This was the perfect treasure for the
NID. How could they find a way around it?
"Um, excuse me?"
Jackson held up his cuffed hands, leaning forward to try and grab their
attention.
"Yeah," Colonel
O'Neill said, sounding disinterested. "What?"
Jackson pointed to Daniel.
"He wants you."
All eyes were now on Daniel,
who wasn't trying to hide his frustration. Thrusting out with his cuffed hands,
he motioned to the notepad that was lying on the floor. Teal'c, without
hesitation, picked up the notepad, causing Janet to silently hold her breath.
The incriminating picture was still in that notebook, and she wasn't exactly
comfortable with showing the world just what the alien had done. Luckily,
Teal'c did not flip through the pages and quietly handed the notepad to Daniel.
Daniel nodded in thanks
before then handing the pad to Dan. Dan grabbed the pencil, hovering close to
Daniel listening carefully as Daniel whispered to him, talking animatedly with
his hands. When Daniel was finished, Dan grinned, completing his task and outstretched
his hands and the pad to Hammond.
"I think we’ve found
your loophole," Dan said, his eyes twinkling. "Daniel has a
plan."
"Hello there, Doctor
Jackson. It's good to see that you are well."
"Well, uh, thank you
for that," Daniel answered. He was stretched out on a gurney, his hands
resting comfortably on his lap as he watched the NID agent carefully. Doctor
Fraiser hovered close to his left, while Jack remained on guard further back to
his right. "Um, who are you?" Daniel asked.
"Major Riley," he
answered. Tucking his hat under his arm, he sent Daniel a forced smile.
"I've come to have a little chat with you, Doctor."
"A chat?" Daniel
smiled at him. "What would you like to talk about? The Maori? The Moche?
Oh, how about tapestries in ancient China?"
Riley gestured in what Jack
called a dignified snort. "Funny. But I'll be asking the questions here,
Doctor."
"Questions?"
Daniel shrugged, looking over at Fraiser and then Jack. "About?"
"Let's not play
games," he said sternly, stopping at the foot of the gurney. "We both
know why I'm here."
"Yes, we do," Jack
said, rocking on his heels. "And we both know it's a waste of time."
"Waste of time?
Really?" Riley chuckled. "From what I hear, Doctor Jackson had a little
incident off-world, an incident that left him…beside himself."
"Oh, you're
funny," Jack said, smiling, though feeling anything but pleasure. He
paused a moment while he swallowed down the immediate hatred he was feeling for
the man.
"This is no laughing
matter, Colonel." Riley licked his lips. "I take my work very
seriously."
"Your work?"
Daniel cocked his head, bringing his arms up to hug himself. "Is that what
you're calling it now?"
Great, he picks now
to get snarky. "Daniel…" Jack warned.
Riley chuckled again, and
held out a hand to silence Jack. "No, it's okay, Colonel. He won't be so
smart when we take a little trip down to Area 51."
Jack tensed, but knew there
was no way in hell that Riley would be taking Daniel anywhere. Daniel, despite
all his annoying little everythings, was too important to the SGC to give him
up as a lab rat.
Doctor Fraiser seemed to
think differently. While shooting a nervous glance at Jack, she took a
protective step closer to Daniel. "Colonel?"
"He's not going anywhere,"
Jack said, his voice dismissive. "He's going to be staying right
here."
"I'm not so sure about
that, Colonel. You see, I do have my orders and I have every intention of
carrying them out."
"I'm sure you do,"
Jack said with a lop-sided smile," but you aren't taking my team member
anywhere. You got your questions; ask them."
Riley glared at him, but
remained slippery smooth. Jack started to wonder if all these guys went to the
Maybourne School of Sliminess. "You're very protective of your team,
Colonel. That is admirable." He smiled. "But my main priority is not
Doctor Jackson. It's the others."
The event horizon remained
stable for a one-minute moment before the wormhole disengaged.
Sam followed General Hammond
to the Gateroom. Quietly, their guests glided down the ramp to meet them.
"Welcome to
Earth," the general said, offering his warmest smile. "It's an honor
to have you here in our facilities again, High Chancellor Trevell."
High Chancellor Trevell
nodded, greeting him civilly as she gazed at the general. "Thank you,
General Hammond. We are honored to meet you once again."
While Hammond and Trevell
exchanged pleasantries, Sam walked over to Narim and smiled, suppressing the
urge to give him a hug. "Narim," she said brightly.
"Samantha," he
replied. Taking her hands into his, he smiled tenderly at her. "It is good
to see you again. I had not expected to hear from you so soon."
She nodded. Though she could
not share the same kinds of feelings Narim had for her, she did care deeply for
him, and the chance to see his face again had been an unexpected but pleasant
surprise.
"I wish we could meet
on better circumstances," she told him softly.
"Yes." His face
was grim. "You called us due to a problem with Doctor Jackson?"
She nodded again, but
remained silent, noticing that High Chancellor Trevell and General Hammond had
finished diplomatic small talk and were preparing to get down to business.
"If you could come with us, Narim, we'll explain to you the situation in
more detail in General Hammond's office."
"Very well." He
squeezed her hands before releasing them. "Lead the way, Samantha."
General Hammond had
explained to High Chancellor Trevell the situation as best he could. To her
credit, she listened patiently and had not once interrupted him, no matter how
bizarre the circumstances must have sounded to her ears. When he was finished,
she nodded slowly.
"The Gosinphled,"
she said simply.
General Hammond frowned,
attempting to wrap his mind around what she had just said. "Pardon?"
"The Gosinphled,"
she repeated. "We have heard of such a sentient body."
"Wait," Major
Carter said, taking a step forward. She and Narim had been waiting in the back
of his office as he had explained their problem to Trevell. "You know what
we're talking about? You know what this is?"
"We know of it,
Major Carter," Trevell corrected. "Long ago, such a creature was on
friendly relations with our friends, the Nox. From our conversations, we
learned that the Gosinphled was a highly intelligent sentient life form, with
deep bonds within its structure. It was able to communicate with the Nox
telepathically."
Hammond considered her
words, remaining silent as she paused, and provided the same courtesy she had
given him. A friend of the Nox? Somehow, Hammond figured the life of the
Gosinphled would not be as hopeful as that of the Nox. He motioned for Major
Carter to be silent so that Trevell could continue.
"However, when the Goa'uld
heard of such a creature, they used the Stargate to travel to the homeworld of
the Gosinphled, and attempt to contain and use it for their own purposes."
She paused again and looked back to Narim.
"It did not work,"
Narim finished for her. "The Gosinphled could only thrive on its planet.
They attempted to fight back, but could not. In desperation, it attempted to
bond with the Jaffa that captured them, but it was unsuccessful. Much of the
core of the Gosinphled died as a result."
To Hammond's chagrin, Major
Carter's curiosity got the best of her. "So, they're like a collective? A
whole species that is just of one body?"
"Yes," Narim
agreed, "that is an adequate description, Samantha."
"Then, what happened?
They just abandoned the planet?" She brought her attention to Trevell.
"What about the Nox?"
Trevell only smiled
patiently at her. "The Goa'uld returned and poisoned the planet's soil,
making it barely hospitable." Her eyes shone with a sadness and a wisdom
Hammond recognized was well beyond her years. "The Nox have been in touch
with the Gosinphled over the years, even as their numbers have diminished.
Biologically, they were not compatible to bond with the Gosinphled. The Nox
have attempted their healing powers on them, as well as the planet itself.
However, even they could not avoid the inevitable."
Major Carter's eyes grew
wide as she turned to Hammond. "They were dying." She stood in
attention. "Sir, this means they weren't attacking Daniel at all. Those
memories were from the Goa'uld. General, they were just trying to find a way to
survive."
Trying to find a way to
survive. Hammond shook his head at the thought. Wasn't that what they all were
doing? Reaching out and trying to leave their mark in the galaxy? Just trying
to survive?
Trevell smiled again.
"The Nox will be very pleased to hear their friends have found a new
chance at life through Doctor Jackson."
Hammond chuckled for the
first time in days. Somehow, that just seemed to suit Doctor Jackson just fine.
"It pleases me as well,
High Chancellor, but that is all dependant on your role in this."
She stood and bowed her head
slightly. "For our friends the Nox, and our friends here on Earth, we
shall do what we can."
"So, you're telling me
you don't remember anything?" Riley asked Daniel, unimpressed.
"That's what I said the
first few times…" he said, narrowing his eyes as he feigned another
thoughtful face. "You want me to say it again?"
"Daniel," Colonel
O'Neill warned again.
"What?" Daniel
asked innocently. "We're just chatting." He motioned between himself
and the major. "Just chatting."
"Hmm, well if you won't
cooperate, I can always turn to your test results." Having said that, he
reached his hand in his pocket and handed Janet a small slip of paper.
"You'll find that request is signed and approved."
Janet didn't flitch.
Glancing down, she studied the paper, acknowledging it did have the correct
authorization on it. It seemed the NID and the personnel at Area 51 weren't
taking any chances on Daniel's cooperation. Though, she suspected they would
have requested his blood work even if he had given them everything they wanted.
Without a protest, Janet
walked over to her files, and pulled copies of Daniel's test and lab results.
Glaring at Major Riley, she slapped the paperwork into his hands. The act
didn't faze him; he just sent her another greasy smile.
"You won't find much
there," she told him. "Doctor Jackson has made a full recovery.
Whatever was plaguing him has left his system. There are no traces of the alien
chemical in him at all and his DNA is sound and unaltered."
"So it seems,"
Riley mumbled, flipping through the pages. "Yet, just hours ago he lacked
the mental capacity to interact with any of you on a normal basis."
"Daniel never interacts
with us in a normal way," Colonel O'Neill said with a shrug. "What's
your point?"
Riley crossed his arms and
glared at O'Neill. "You're a regular comedian, you know that,
Colonel?"
Janet saw the colonel stand
in a way that could only be regarded as beaming. "Why thank you," he
answered.
"But this isn't about
you," Riley snapped. "I'm far more interested in the implications
from Doctor Jackson's fall and apparent miraculous recovery."
Daniel grinned. "I'm
cured!"
"Yes, and how did that
happen exactly?"
"Exactly? I couldn't
say," Daniel answered. "But when you wish for something hard
enough…"
Major Riley flung his arms
to the side and leaned over, nearly growling at Daniel. "If you don't
cooperate, I can find a way to get your ass down to Area 51."
Janet inwardly cringed, watching
as Daniel went to open his mouth again, but thankfully, Colonel O'Neill
intervened in time. "You really shouldn't test him, Major. He's
cranky."
"I'm not cranky,"
Daniel muttered.
O'Neill ignored him.
"Look, he already said he couldn't remember anything and you've got your
test results. Now why not get that back to your superiors and we can all get on
with our lives."
Riley smiled. "You may
think that you're smarter than the rest of us, but just because you have a
higher rank doesn't make you the better of the two officers, Colonel."
"Mind rephrasing?
Because that sounded suspiciously like something a major shouldn't be telling a
colonel."
Riley raised his eyebrows.
"Pulling rank of me, now, Colonel?" Before O'Neill could reply, he
continued. "It doesn't matter. Doctor Fraiser, will you bring me that
alien sample that was taken from the planet?"
When Janet didn't move,
Riley pressed again. "It's all right there in the authorization, Doctor.
Now why not do what you're told?"
"You can't talk to her
like that," Daniel said, bringing the sheet closer to his waist. "Why
don't you just take your information and go?"
Janet sighed, trying to hide
her displeasure as she walked over to retrieve the jar that contained the last
of the alien substance. Riley was right of course. He had full authorization to
take the sample back with him, and she suspected it was only Hammond's
influence that was keeping Daniel relatively safe.
She handed it to him and
took a step back, moving closer to Daniel's side. Riley smiled, unperturbed by
Janet's protective gesture and walked right up to Daniel. Snapping off the lid,
he shoved the jar in his face.
"Touch it," he
ordered, disregarding Daniel's disgust.
Daniel shied away, pressing
hard against the back of the gurney, squeezing his eyes shut as he recoiled.
Janet thought he was looking a little green, and his hands were beginning to
tremble.
The colonel stepped up to
stop the confrontation.
"What the hell? Are you
nuts?" He pushed Riley back, giving Daniel room to breathe and time to
recover. "Keep that closed."
"Just wanted to see for
myself." Riley closed the jar. "I think I've seen enough. Where are
the others?"
"Others?" O'Neill
asked, opening his arms.
"Let's not play games,
Colonel. The clones. Doctor Jackson's doubles."
Daniel blinked, sucking in a
gulp of air. "I've been cloned?" Then, he broke into a grin, nearly
laughing in the major's face. "Does the government want an army of me?
Riley shifted his weight,
narrowing his eyes as he studied the three of them closely. "What are you
up to exactly?"
When none of them answered,
Riley turned on his heels and headed to door. "I'm going to talk to
General Hammond," he called back before disappearing from sight.
O'Neill shook his head,
glaring at Daniel and Janet. "That guy just doesn't know how to play the
game," he said.
Daniel flipped off the
covers, revealing his BDU pants, and hopped off the gurney to double check his
laces. Satisfied, he pulled off the medical smock and smoothed out his tee shirt.
"Are you alright?'
Janet asked him, examining his features carefully.
Daniel nodded, motioning his
hand over to the nearby closet. "I'm okay. Just a little off. Nothing more
than when I have a bad allergy attack. Could you hand me my jacket?"
She complied and walked over
to the closet, sifting through to find his jacket. When she came back to the
bedside, she found Colonel O'Neill assisting Daniel prepare to leave the
infirmary.
"So, which one are you
anyway?' O'Neill asked, taking his smock away.
Daniel grinned. "Your
favorite, of course."
The colonel snickered.
"Figures. I should have recognized the mouth on you."
"Hey," Daniel
replied, sliding on the jacket and silently thanking Janet. He slid on his
glasses. "Now you know how unbearable you are when you're like that."
Colonel O'Neill frowned,
searching Janet for assistance. "I'm not—"
She smiled and nodded her
head.
"Damn," he said.
"Not important." He looked around a moment before he returned his
gaze to the two of them. "Alright, I'm going to go and help out the
others. When the two of you…are done, get him down to the Gateroom,
alright?"
Janet blushed slightly,
especially when O'Neill gave her a knowing sly little smirk. "Yes,
Sir."
"Good." He raised
his eyebrows at the two of them before heading to the door. "Time to go
make sure Shiny doesn't get into too much trouble before we ship him back to
Area 51." He chuckled and was gone.
"Must he always use
nicknames," Daniel, smiling, with a subtle roll of his eyes.
Janet laughed softly. "It's
just his way, I suppose."
"I suppose."
The two of them were silent
for a moment, the laughter gone from their eyes. Solemn inevitability settled
in its place, bringing a pressure and gloominess to the air that surrounded
them. Janet felt as if she would suffocate from the oppression, lost in the
thoughts of what would never be.
Daniel sensed her pain, and
brought her close, cutting the distance between them. Quietly, he brought his
hand up to her face, brushing aside some of the loose strands that had fallen
from the twist that pulled her hair back, and then traced his finger down her
jaw line. He took a step closer.
Janet knew she should speak.
She knew that she should put an end to this simple flirtation before it went
too far.
But she was tired, having
expended her energy throughout this entire ordeal. She couldn't fight anymore
and she wanted to give into the fantasy, even if it were truly only a dream
that would vanish before it had a chance to blossom.
"Janet," he
breathed, bringing his other hand to cup her face. "I know it's a lot to
ask, but please, can I just have this one-this one request before I go?"
No, she wanted to say. No, let it go and let it
never be. Could she face Daniel each day, seeing a mirror of what she had
experienced in another life? In another man's arms? Could she really?
But she didn't deny him.
Instead, she brought her hands to cover his, squeezing them gently. This was
enough for him, just that simple acknowledgment. Breathing out, he leaned
forward, bringing his head down as she reached upward.
The kiss was sweet, and
moist, the smoothness of their lips brushing past each other in the most
tantalizing way. In some respect, it felt so right, like they belonged and had
always belonged, but on some other level there was just a hint of bitterness,
reflecting the irony of their situation, and she knew it was wrong.
Sadly, she broke away and
held back her tears, determined to hold onto her brave face in front of him. To
her surprise, he did not scowl, or bite back disappointment. He only regarded
her gently, and compassionately, like she'd just given him the greatest gift in
the entire world.
She gasped, shaking, but
refused to let the tears flow.
"Thank you," he
said softly. "You've given me something to remember my whole life."
She didn't know what to say
to that. She didn't know if she could respond.
He kept studying her, and
then, as if he could see past her and into her turmoil, he shook his head,
pressing a finger to her lips. "It's okay. Just be happy that you've made
me happy."
"I wish you could
stay," she said quickly, unsure how much longer she could rely on her
strength.
"No." He shook his
head, bringing his hands away, but squeezing her shoulders. "You don't
have to say that for me. I know I'm not him. I'll never be him," he said
sadly. Leaning forward, he brought his lips to her ear. "But remember one
thing for me."
"What?" she
whispered.
She felt him smile, his
breath tickling her ear. "I feel everything he feels."
Allowing her to process that
information, he took a step back, smiling at her. Then, without another word,
he headed for the exit and on his way to a new life.
Numbly, she followed him,
fighting to control all the conflicting emotions inside of her. The news was
delightful but heartbreaking, and it took all her military and medical training
to push them aside.
Unfortunately, she would
have to confront them later. But now, she had to make sure she did her job.
Jack caught up to Major
Royal-Pain-In-The-Ass as he was laying it to General Hammond.
"What? I have my
orders, General," Riley stated, holding up his authorization papers.
"I'm to take the clones with me to our facility."
"I understand that,
Major, but are you aware of our alliance with the Tollan?"
Jack entered the room,
ignoring the glare he received from Riley. Not even trying to hide the smirk on
his face, he walked over to stand beside Carter and Narim. This was going to be
the best part of his day.
Riley frowned, his gaze
shifting to the serene form of Trevell before returning to the stern one of
Hammond. "I fail to see what that has to do with anything."
"The alliance between
our two worlds has a certain clause in it that takes priority over this
case," Trevell said authoritatively.
He eyed her suspiciously,
before shooting Hammond a not-so-pleasant look. "What trick are you trying
to pull?"
"Oh, it's no trick,
Major," Hammond said with a pleased smile. "Take a look yourself.
It's all right there, Article Six, Section Two."
Riley snatched the
paperwork, and muttered over the treaty, the scowl on his face only deepening.
"You think I'm going to buy this? I have authorization. I can have the
president override this nonsense."
"Don't think so,"
Jack said happily.
Hammond reached forward and
grabbed the copy of the treaty. "You can go ahead and try to get the
president to override this but it'll be a waste of your time, Major. You see,
the president already signed this treaty months ago. His signature is right
there."
Major Riley scoffed.
"You don't really think this is going to work? You think this
administration is going to allow these aliens to take Doctor Jackson's clones
through the Stargate?"
"I'd appreciate it if
you showed our visitors some respect, Major," Hammond scolded. "I'm
just abiding by the agreement between our worlds."
"It's ludicrous."
He pointed to the jar he had balanced on Hammond's desk. "If they hold the
knowledge of Jackson, they are a security risk."
"The Tollan are our
allies, Riley," Carter said, motioning to Narim. "We respect their
position."
He glowered at her.
"Show respect? Aren't these the aliens that won't share anything with
us?"
"You got to wonder
why," Jack said wryly, shoving his hands into his pockets.
Riley brushed him off,
returning his attention to General Hammond. "I won't stand for this. I
will take them."
"You can try all you
want, Major," Carter said hotly. "But the document is clear. Any and
all allies on Earth that have a clean record and have expressed sincerity of
their actions are free to take refuge with the Tollan. It's the Tollan's way of
offering a peaceful place of retirement to our people." She paused and
smiled sweetly at him. "I may take up their invitation myself
someday."
Jack grinned, not missing
the smile on Narim's face.
"Doctor
Jackson's," General Hammond cleared his throat, "offspring have
requested a place with the people of Tollana. High Chancellor Trevell and the
rest of the Council have accepted the request under our agreement. They will be
accompanying both the High Chancellor and Narim back to Tollana."
Major Riley stood back,
regarding Hammond coolly. "If that's the case, then I'll just take Doctor
Jackson."
Hammond did not flinch.
"You don't have orders of any kind to take Doctor Jackson. And even if you
did, you wouldn't take him. As long as he is under my command, I'll see to
that."
"Besides, you'd have to
get through Teal'c first," Jack told him. "Isn't that right?"
Teal'c, who had silently
emerged in the doorway, nodded. "Indeed."
"You won't be rid of me
so easily," Major Riley said with a snort. "I'm only following
orders."
Jack scoffed. "That's
precisely the problem!"
"And be aware, Major,
that we have extended our home to Doctor Jackson as well," Trevell said
evenly. "He is welcome to share his life with us, if he so chooses."
Major Riley said nothing to
this. Glaring hard at General Hammond he grabbed the alien sample and stormed
out of the office. Carter and Jack exchanged a companionable look, adding
Tealc's smile into their mix.
That had been worth it.
But that part was
short-lived.
"I'm afraid that we
cannot stay any longer," Trevell informed them. "Narim and I must
head back to Tollana and arrange accommodations for our guests."
"They are waiting for
you in the Gateroom," Teal'c announced.
"Thank you,
Teal'c," Hammond stated. "I believe it's about time we wrap this
up."
* * *
*
Jack was never one for long
goodbyes. Hell, he wasn't one for goodbyes at all. And something about saying
goodbye to Daniel Jackson, again, or at least people that looked and acted like
Daniel, was a little unsettling.
Maybe he wasn't willing to
admit the aliens had grown on him.
He watched in silence as the
aliens exchanged hugs, handshakes and salutes with the rest of SG-1 and General
Hammond. He realized that every so often he was having trouble telling them
apart, but then they would settle back into that weird pattern of mimicking an
aspect of Daniel, allowing him to feel at ease. He didn't want some mix-up only
to find they ended up with the wrong Daniel.
But watching a sniffling
Daniel cling to what had to be the original, made him a little bit more secure
in determining who was who.
After glancing quickly at
Narim and Carter as they said their goodbyes, Jack focused on the aliens again.
"Got enough packed there?" he finally asked in a joking tone as he
surveyed the multiple bags that the Daniels had perched at their feet.
Jackson smiled and patted
one of the bags. "Books, notepads, coffee, chocolate, lots of spare
glasses, pens and pencils…everything we'll need out there in the wild."
"Yes," Jack said,
allowing himself a small smile. "The Tollan are animals."
Jackson laughed, dragging
one of the bags towards the end of the ramp. As he did so, Danny stepped
forward and tackled Jack with a hug.
"Miss you!" he
said aloud, squeezing harder.
Jack cleared his throat,
blocking out the obvious glances in his direction. "Yeah, you too,
kiddo."
He held him a moment longer,
leaning close to Jack's ear. "Take care of my Daddy, okay?"
Startled at the clarity and
emotion in Danny's voice, Jack nodded and whispered back. "Sure
thing."
Satisfied, Danny skipped off
to join Jackson, and the two began to squabble over who would own what. Dan
just shook his head at the exchange.
Jack had to admit it;
everyone looked upbeat. The aliens seemed to be more happy than sad over the
occasion, ready to go out and explore Tollana for themselves, instead of
reliving it through Daniel's memories. Or, if they were sad, they did a good
job at hiding their emotions, making the farewell easier for Carter and Teal'c.
And for him.
Even Moody didn't seem
that…moody. He was quieter than the rest, stealing sneaky glances to the
control room above them, but overall he looked like he could take on the world.
Catching his gaze for a moment, Jack followed it upward and focused on its
center.
Doc Fraiser.
She smiled softly, pressing
her hand to the glass, before sending him a small wave. Then, when she caught
sight of Jack watching them, her face become serious, and she vanished out of
sight.
Reflecting back, back long
before this off-world incident, he wasn't sure how he could have missed it. Was
it that obvious?
Watching the alien clones
gather with Narim and Trevell at the base of the ramp, Jack leaned over to
Carter. "How long—?"
"Months, Sir," she
answered, cutting him off.
"And I was…?"
"Oblivious," Teal'c
finished for him.
"Huh," was all
Jack could say.
"We promise that they
will be well cared for," Trevell announced. She placed a hand on Danny's
shoulder. "Especially this one."
Danny beamed, grinned
brightly at the rest of the room's occupants. Jack could only force a smile. He
knew that even though these aliens would receive the best care they possibly
could get, and were in capable allied hands, they'd never see them again.
"We appreciate your
assistance in this matter," General Hammond said pleasantly. "The
Tollan are welcome here anytime."
Trevell replied with a regal
nod. "Thank you, General Hammond."
When the wormhole engaged,
Jackson took Danny's hand, and the aliens, along with Trevell and a solemn
Narim, entered the event horizon. The last thing they saw were the hands of the
aliens as they waved goodbye, and Narim's smile as he vanished into the blue
ripples. Watching quietly, Daniel held back, leaning against the ramp, while
the rest of SG-1 and Hammond remained at the back of the room, waiting for the
wormhole to disengage.
Finally, it snapped off, and
they were left with a very empty room.
Well, Jack thought, good to have that over. But
what now? They no longer had to worry about alien Daniels running around the
place, and they were secure knowing they aliens were enough like Daniel that
they wouldn't give out top secret information, but what about Daniel?
He stared at the man,
watching as he silently gazed at the inactive Gate. What was going to happen to
him? Fraiser seemed convinced that he was getting better and whatever had
caused his brain to suffer a meltdown didn't seem to be permanent. In fact,
whatever bizarre occurrence happened to Daniel seemed to have slammed itself
into reverse. But they'd be damned to figure out what exactly caused him to
start to get better. Or what caused him to go completely weird on them in the
first place.
"All right,
Daniel," Jack said, pushing his fears aside to get down to business as he
walked to meet him. Sighing, he clapped his hand on Daniel's shoulder.
"Back to the infirmary for you."
Daniel hesitated, tensing
slightly under Jack's grasp, but finally nodded. "Okay," he answered
weakly.
Jack froze, knowing full
well that he wasn't the only one shocked by Daniel.
Carter stepped forward,
helping to support him. "When did you start speaking English?"
"I…I am?" Daniel
appeared flustered, bringing a hand to pinch the bridge of his nose. "I,
uh, I guess…just a few minutes ago. It all just snapped together." He
swayed slightly, grabbing onto Carter. "But…I don't think…I'm going to
pass out now."
Jack caught him, cursing
under his breath as he felt Daniel's body go limp. "Better call the
Doc!" he shouted.
Damn, couldn't they catch a
break?
Daniel cracked open one eye,
peeking around the room. Blurry blobs of green and blue streaked before his
vision, nearly meshing with the lights and the walls of the infirmary.
Squinting, he tried to focus, but when the pain in his head became too great,
he shied away. When he slowly started to close his eyes, he jerked, feeling a
slap on his right arm.
"Oh no. No more
sleeping," Jack told him, shaking him again. "And if you wake up and
start spewing out Aramaic again or Japanese or something, I swear I'll…"
"You'll what
exactly?" Daniel baited, braving a weak but genuine smile.
Jack leaned back in his
chair, shrugging as if he didn't have a care in the world. "Nothing."
Daniel gave a half-nod
before covering his eyes with his arm. The lights were bright, and he was
preparing himself for what was to come next. Might as well savor the moment of
bliss before…
"All right," Janet
said, tugging at his arm as she pried it away from his face. He quickly shut
his eyes, hearing her sigh in response. "You know the drill."
"I know," he
muttered. Knowing she was about to begin, he jumped into the anticipated
conversation. "Daniel Jackson. July 8th. I'm in the infirmary
and yes, I am aware that four of me just went through the Gate." He paused
to take a breath. "No, I don't know how it happened, and yes, I remember
everything since I've been awake, but it's all a little hazy. I don't know why
I couldn't speak anything but Aramaic before, and honestly I hadn't realized
what the problem was at the time, and I don't know why I started to speak other
languages before I could remember English, my native tongue. And please don't
shine the pen light in my eyes. I'm fine, save for a headache and the fact I
need a bath." He opened his eyes and smiled sweetly at her. "How did
I do?"
Janet raised her eyebrows,
trying her best to suppress a smile but failing miserably. "Not too bad.
Though you missed the part about the alien substance."
Daniel blinked. "Alien
substance?"
"Do you remember,
Daniel?" Sam asked him. She leaned forward, dangling her arms between her
knees, as she watched him from where she was sitting. "Do you know what
happened on the planet?"
He tried to think. His mind
was still a little foggy, and certain words were still coming to him in German,
but he could understand what was happening for the most part.
To be honest, he couldn't
remember what happened. Not fully. He knew that he had been cloned somehow, or
as he'd been told, fathered aliens that held a remarkable resemblance to
himself. He even could remember some impulses, some flashes of images and of
emotion, protective feelings, as he lay alone on the planet surrounded by
carbon copies of himself.
He did know the one called
Dan had explained the situation as best he could, apologizing and asking for
his forgiveness.
There was nothing to
forgive. They hadn't done anything wrong. Not intentionally, anyway.
But the how and why? That he
couldn't explain.
"I-I remember finding
something on the planet," he admitted, lifting his shirt so Janet could
listen to his heart and lungs. "Something like jelly or slime. It was
fascinating, really."
"Sure. Really
fascinating," Jack said, stealing a glance at Teal'c. "So fascinating
that it left you in a coma for a week."
"Well, it's not like I'm
the one that went after it," Daniel said in a huff. He pulled his shirt
down and crossed his arms. "It came after me."
After I threw that rock
into it, he added to himself. But no
one had to know that part.
"Yeah. I'm positive
you didn't instigate it." Jack motioned to Janet with a nudge of his chin.
"So, how is he?"
"Chest is fine. Pulse
is normal." She hooked the stethoscope around her neck and smiled at
Daniel. "Seems like Doctor Jackson is in perfect form. You would have
never known that he's—"
"Been busy?" Jack
mentioned with a grin.
Daniel narrowed his eyes and
glared at Jack.
"I do believe Daniel
will be just fine," she said, patting his shoulder. "No matter how
bizarre his behavior has been over the past few days."
Something about Janet's tone
made Daniel feel unsettled. It was almost dismissive, but held embarrassment
and pain under its wing. Confused, he turned his head and mouthed her a
question, asking her through both his expression and his body language what she
could possibly mean. Just when he thought she might answer, she shrugged him
off and hurried away with her chart to check on his vitals.
When Daniel turned his head
back to the others, he noticed Teal'c and Sam look away, leaving only Jack with
a smug smile on his face.
Leaning forward, Jack
beckoned Daniel to meet him halfway. "Maybe you should ease up on the
flirting? Or just ask her out already."
Daniel found himself giving
Jack a double take. What had he just said?
"What?" Daniel
asked, his voice low but full of exasperation.
"You heard me,"
Jack said softly. "It's pretty obvious."
Daniel could not believe his
ears. Sending a pleading look to Sam and Teal'c, he found no help from them
whatsoever. They wouldn't even make eye contact with him.
Just what had happened while
he was unconscious, anyway?
"What the hell are you
talking about?" Daniel asked all in one breath.
"Oh, come on."
Jack's smile turned into far more than a tease. "You can see it a mile
away."
Definitely, definitely
something bizarre. Hallucination? No…it couldn’t be. Really, come on, not…
But when he saw that playful
glimmer in Jack's eyes, Daniel had a sinking feeling this was no hallucination.
This was the real deal.
Daniel felt like he was
going to die. Could he go back to being in a coma? No, just send him through
the Gate with his other selves, aliens, children, whatever. Banish him. Shoot
him.
Innocent. All pure
innocence, right? Just some friendly banter between friends. Smiles. Support.
Friendly stuff.
He swallowed hard, leaning
close enough to Jack until he was nearly in his face. "How long have you
known?" Daniel whispered.
"Few months now,"
Jack whispered back. He swatted Sam away when she started to cough loudly.
"You flash it like a neon sign, you know."
"Though it may not be
as obvious to some as it is to others," Teal'c said with a small smile,
his eyes focused on Jack.
"Nevermind him."
Jack kept his back to Teal'c. "All I'm saying is that you only live
once." He paused. "Okay, well in your case, a few times, but that's
besides the point."
Daniel sighed. "I get
it."
"Good." Jack
patted his shoulder. "So, since we're all in agreement—"
"Well, it's good to see
you are well again, Doctor Jackson," Hammond said brightly as he entered
the infirmary. "How are you feeling?"
"A little confused,"
Daniel admitted. Very confused, actually, since I believe I have awoken into
the Twilight Zone. "But I'm feeling fine. A little stuffy, a bit of a
headache. Nothing more than an allergy problem."
Janet paused, slowly walking
up beside him. "Did you say allergies?"
"Yeah." He wiped
at his nose for added effect. "I'm thinking my body is having a bad
reaction from being off the medication for a few days. I haven't felt like this
since the doctors found out I was allergic to some chemical or medication when
I was a kid."
Janet and Sam both stopped
dead in their tracks, leaving Daniel to feel like some wasted experiment.
"What?" he asked.
"It couldn't be that
simple," Sam said, almost chuckling.
"An allergic
reaction," Janet murmured. "Even…the other Daniel mentioned something
like that."
Daniel eyed them closely.
"Wait, what?"
Hammond elaborated for him.
"Are you trying to tell me that Doctor Jackson's illness, even the aliens'
illnesses, were due to an allergic reaction?"
"It's quite possible,
Sir," Sam answered him. She motioned to Daniel with a wave of her hand.
"The aliens did have Daniel's DNA. It will probably take some time for
them to adjust to the fragmentary alien DNA left in their systems. Daniel on
the other hand, just came into contact with the chemical. It makes perfect
sense that he could have had a reaction to it."
"Imagine being allergic
to yourself," Jack muttered to no one in particular.
"I don't think that
will be a problem," Hammond informed them, holding up a note. "I just
received word from the Tollan. They wanted to give us one last report on Doctor
Jackson's…others." He handed the note to Daniel. "Apparently, they've
been sent to live with the Nox, who have offered them a permanent home."
"The Nox?" Jack
leaned back in his chair. "Wow, impressive, Daniel."
Daniel couldn't help but
find himself beaming. Maybe it was a little odd, or even self-centered since
they were clones of himself. But in a way they weren't, and he did feel proud
of them, like a father would.
Now that was still a little
too weird for him to handle right now. Pushing the thought aside, he looked
down at the note, and unfolded it.
As he read through the note,
he kept the brunt of his emotions in check. It was a letter, signed by all of
them (including a scribble by Danny), wishing him farewell and thanking him for
everything.
He struggled not to cry.
"Okay," Janet said
softly. "After all that happened, I think it would be best for Doctor
Jackson to get some rest. Some real rest." She patted the pillow, urging
to him to relax. "Everyone can come by and visit when he's had some time
to adjust and recuperate fully."
Hammond nodded in agreement,
wishing Daniel well and to report to him when he was feeling up to it. Sam and
Teal'c followed reluctantly behind, leaving Jack, Janet, and Daniel alone in
the room. Jack stayed a moment longer, wearing another smug smile that Daniel
wanted to wipe off his face. Finally, his friend slid off his chair and started
towards the door.
"Remember what I said,
Daniel."
Daniel watched him leave,
feeling that uneasiness creep into him again. Turning to Janet, he waited for
the right moment, studying her as she fixed his pillows and smoothed out his
bed sheets.
She took such good care of
him.
"Doctor Fraiser?" he
asked hesitantly.
Was that concern in her
eyes? No, ache? Longing? What was that?
"Yes," she said
gently.
Daniel found that he was
pacing himself, uncertain how to ask this question. Tensing, he tightened his
grip on the notepad that he'd hidden under the covers with him. Recalling a
certain image, a sketch, that he'd found, he summoned the strength to speak.
"Did my, um, did they…Did the others…do anything?"
She stared at him. "Do
anything?"
"Yeah, you know."
He made exaggerated motions with his hands, realizing he was making no sense
whatsoever. "Do…do…something…"
She chuckled, but when
Daniel gazed into her eyes, deep into her eyes, he was sure he saw sadness
lurking there. "No, nothing. Don't worry about it. Your 'others,' as you
call them, were perfect gentlemen."
He nodded, though based on
the contents of the notebook, he wasn't entirely convinced.
"Just get some
sleep," she said, forcing another smile as she readjusted the level of his
gurney. "You have a lot on your mind."
I sure do, he thought to himself, allowing his mind to wander
as he stared at the ceiling, mulling over Jack's words as he drifted.
Janet waved to the guard on
duty as she walked to her car. After days of exhaustion, she would finally be
able to unwind and begin to process everything that had happened to her.
She knew that working would
no longer be easy. Not only would she have to bury her feelings that had
unexpectedly surfaced, she would have to face him everyday and pretend nothing
had ever happened.
Nothing had happened,
she reminded herself. While the aliens were copies of Daniel in some way, they
also weren't Daniel. Logically, she should be able to separate the difference.
Then why couldn't she?
Sighing, she removed her car
keys when she finally caught sight of her vehicle in the lot. The reality was
that she couldn't separate them. His face, his mannerisms—they all blurred into
Daniel. She no longer held the ability to deny her feelings; she could no
longer pretend.
Did Daniel really feel that
way? Did it even make a difference? Even if he had feelings for her…it was just
too silly of an idea to even entertain.
Mumbling under her breath
and considering the possibility of a transfer, Janet opened the car door and
fell into the driver's seat.
"Something wrong?"
Janet took a deep breath,
regaining her composure before she turned to smile at Daniel. "Nothing.
I'm just tired. " She started the engine. "You just gave us quite the
scare for awhile."
"Yeah, well, sorry
about that."
She forced a smile, and
before she realized what she was doing, she placed her hand on his knee.
"Nothing to worry about. You always seem to pull through in the end."
When she noticed his eyes had softened, his gaze falling down to her hand, she
quickly withdrew and attempted a joke instead. "I'm starting to think you
have a whole stash of clones hidden that are doing your dirty work."
He smiled, his gaze
flickering between her face and her hand. "Yeah. Who knows what they could
be up to."
Janet shot him a dirty look,
feeling her cheeks reddening beyond control. Daniel, bless him, didn't seem to
have a clue what had affected her, and only frowned with worry.
She sighed. Did he realize
how difficult he was making things for her?
"Doesn't Colonel
O'Neill or Sam usually take you home after an off-world mishap?" she
asked, quickly changing the subject.
She caught him shrugging as
she shifted the car into drive. "Usually. Sam had some lab work she needed
to finish and Jack had to see Hammond about off-world security protocol or
something. They weren't expecting me to be released so soon," he said with
a chuckle. "I'm starting to think the infirmary is displacing my apartment
for home."
She grinned, thankful her
smile was hidden by the darkness of the night. "You're always welcome.
Though, the point is for me to see less of you, not more of you."
She was sure she felt his
eyes on her. "Trying to get rid of me?"
If only you knew…"No," she said quietly. "I didn't
mean it that way."
He said nothing to that.
The majority of their drive
remained oddly quiet. She'd driven Daniel home before, and even when he was at
his worst he usually made for an interesting ride.
Not tonight. Strangely,
Daniel seemed preoccupied, more so than normal, which prevented him from holding
a decent conversation with her. She'd grown fond of his little chats with her,
from the most mundane things like the weather, to more engrossing topics like
his research. Once, on the way back to his apartment, they'd gotten into an
in-depth discussion about international politics and how that related to her
medical career. She'd never felt so loved and appreciated in all her life.
Now, those feelings had
taken on tones that she had tried to ignore. She'd forever have these warm but
tainted memories, unable to do anything about them.
She decided that thinking
about something new would help.
"Are you sure you're
all right?" she asked him, stopping at a red light. "You're very
quiet tonight."
He nodded, the red light
reflecting off his glasses while giving his face a pinkish glow. "It's
just a lot to take in," he told her. "I never really had the chance
to talk to them." Sighing, he shifted in his seat, playing with books in
his lap. "Now I'll never see them again."
Janet started to reach out
her hand to comfort him, but cursed herself when the light turned green.
Stepping on the gas, she continued on her way.
Their ride was silent again
after that, the humming of the engine the only thing keeping her sane. When she
didn't have a passenger to talk to, she would normally turn on the radio, but
with Daniel's state of mind and mood, she thought better of it. Besides, she
had the distinct impression that he had unfinished business, or was trying to
tell her something, but didn't know how.
Though, when she caught him
gazing listlessly out the car window, she'd had enough. She pulled over to the
side of the road.
Frowning, he sat up and
looked around. That had gotten his attention.
"If there is something
wrong? Something that you haven't told me…" Her voice trailed off as she
snapped on the overhead light.
Daniel winced, shifting to
face her. "What?"
"Side-effects. Or
something else." Her gaze remained hard and fixed. "You did come in
contact with an alien substance. We were pretty sure you were in the clear, but
if you're keeping important facts from me—"
He chuckled, that soft shy
laugh of his, and Janet had to admit it was good to hear it again, even if he
was driving her insane. "No, I'm really fine. Just…" He became
serious, ducking his head, before he did an about-face, smiling at her again.
"Though, I still think it's amusing that out of everything in the galaxy I
choose to be allergic to…"
She did have to smile at
that thought. "Trouble just always seems to find you, doesn't it Doctor
Jackson?"
"Seems like it,"
he said quietly. "It's a good thing I always can count on you to be there
for me…"
She nodded, feeling her
cheeks grow hot. Gently, she rubbed his arm.
"You're always there,
Janet."
She stopped, lowering her
hand and stared at him. She must be imagining things because she could have
sworn he was studying her, not like he always had, but in a different light, as
if a new layer of himself had been exposed to the surface. There was a deeper
element of kindness and compassion swirling in his eyes.
Heart thumping hard, she
resisted the urge to touch him, and quickly started the car. Her sense of
urgency only increased when she saw a certain notebook in his lap.
Oh no, she thought. She believed that she had been
successful in avoiding that topic since the first time he'd found the pad. They
could not get to his apartment fast enough.
What was going on? Had the
real Daniel been sent through the Gate and the other one left behind? He
wouldn't do that, would he? If not, what was the matter with Daniel?
In no time, they were
stopped in front of his apartment. Nervous, chastising herself for feeling like
a schoolgirl, Janet pointed to the building. "We're here," she told
him.
He nodded, almost bowing his
head. "I see it."
"You don't sound too
happy," she said softly. She motioned with her hand to the door. "Why
don't we get you settled and—"
"He told me."
Janet froze. "Told you?
Who told you what?"
Carefully, Daniel dug into
one of the books he was carrying, and revealed a small folded piece of paper.
Unwrapping it slowly, he studied it for a minute before handing it to her.
"Before he left, he
wrote that. I found it before we left the infirmary."
Puzzled, Janet accepted the
note and skimmed over it, trying to figure out what Daniel could be talking
about. She hadn't gotten half way through the first line when she understood.
Cold, warm, embarrassed and
grateful—she felt all these things without any idea how to mask them. Or if she
wanted to hide them.
"I guess he wanted me
to know what happened between the two of you." Daniel's voice was quiet
and hollow. "I don't know what to think."
"No, Daniel, no,"
she said in her most courageous voice. "You don't have to feel ashamed or
sorry. He wasn't you." She held up the note and shook it twice for
emphasis. "The two of you are different people. You don't have to excuse
yourself for what he did."
"Are we? Really. Are we
really that different?" he asked her, his eyes filling with compassion.
"Isn't he supposed to be a reflection of a part of me?"
Janet looked down, shaking
her head. She didn't know. Theoretically, yes, but she just didn’t know.
"I don't know what to tell you," she said to him, biting back the
hurt she was feeling. Could he be that disgusted over the other's feelings?
About her? "Even if you share the same base, you're still two different
people who make different decisions."
"But which is the right
decision?"
Hearing a hint of
uncertainty in his voice, she finally faced him, surprised to see just how
deeply his emotions were running. "What do you mean?"
He gave a short nervous
laugh, bring one hand to fiddle with his glasses and the other to scratch at
the back of his head. "I don't know whether I want to punch him for even
trying anything like that," he said before dropping his voice and
sharpening his focus, "or to be jealous that he had the chance and not
me."
Stunned, Janet opened her
mouth to respond, but couldn't find the words. Speechless. She found herself
speechless again. He couldn't possibly mean…
"I have those feelings,
too," he said softly. He closed his eyes and bowed his head. "I'm so
sorry."
Without hesitation, she
leaned over and placed her hand on his cheek, stroking it gently. "Don't
be sorry."
With an anxious sigh, he
leaned into her hand. "I haven't been able to…I can't…"
Sha're. It was Sha're. Janet
understood. He was keeping the memory of his wife alive and strong, and
remained faithful to her, even now months after her death.
While part of her rebelled
at the idea, and wanted him to move past his grief and open himself to new
experiences, the other part of her found she loved him even more for it,
admiring his loyalty and faithfulness for someone he loved so deeply. She could
never meddle or deny Daniel of his deep connection to his wife, whether she was
dead or alive.
She could only hope to find
that love for herself one day.
Sadly, she withdrew her hand
and began to move away. As much as her body screamed at her to stay connected
to him, to embrace him and allow herself to finally let go, she knew she just
couldn't burden him with her thoughts and emotions.
But Daniel grabbed her hand,
bringing it back towards him, and placed it firmly on his heart.
"Jack told me it would
take some time for me to start to heal, and start to feel again. I didn't
believe him," Daniel told her, baring his soul to her, the pure sincerity
and honesty shining in his eyes. "I don't want to forget her…but there's
something I can't deny…here." He squeezed her hand tighter. "Right
here."
"You never have to forget
her, Daniel," Janet said bringing her other hand up to touch his hair.
"She'll always be there with you. I won't get in the way of that."
Daniel nodded, taking her
other hand and pressing it to his temple. "I know. I know that. But I also
know she would want me to be happy. I would want the same for her." He
leaned a little closer, his lips parting, the longing burning in his eyes.
"Please…"
Without another word, Daniel
leaned forward, kissing her softly on the lips. It was unexpected, but
heavenly, his lips possessing the power of sweet innocence drizzled with the
softest caress. It was everything and more, surpassing the kiss she had shared
with the other Daniel, while maintaining the same strong essence.
She pulled away despite how
very right it felt.
"I can't," she
breathed, feeling like she was crumbling from the weight of her pain and
longing. "I can't do this to you."
He smiled sheepishly,
bringing her closer. "You already have."
She sniffled, no longer able
to hold back her feelings for him, finding herself collapsing into his arms. He
held her, and they sat there, in her car, for the longest time, just enjoying
each other's embrace in the silent darkness of a moonless night.
"Janet…Please
understand," he finally said, running his hands through her hair. "I
just want to go slow. Please. Be patient with me."
He was with her. That was
all that mattered. Time was no concern to her; if anything time was on their
side, as evidenced by their past friendship together.
"As long as it
takes," she whispered in his ear, holding him tightly, meaning every word
she said. "I'll stay here as long as it takes."
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