Under Eternity

3.14.2004

I'm tired of being lonely and feeling unloved. Not love in the friendship sort of sense, but the love felt, given and received from someone that is with you. Being in the same space with a person that is not only a friend, but also someone you love and share your mind and body with. The feeling is almost a craving, a desire to feel 'whole' with someone else. Where is this person? Have I met them? Do I know them? Will I ever meet this perfect individual? It's not fair to have to feel this way all the time. I just want to be with someone I can trust and that loves me. Is that asking too much? I don't want to feel alone forever. This part of my life is missing and I wish to fill this empty space, but I don't know how or even if I will ever be able to do it. The person is out there, I know they are. I just don't know if I will ever meet them or even know them. It's not fair at all.

It's the one thing I truly want more than anything else.


 
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