11.21.2003
I've been feeling suicidal for two days now. It's been very difficult to deal with. I took a lot of sleeping pills just a little while ago and now am having regrets of sorts. I don't want to live, but I don't want to die. I just want to have friends and be loved. I have nobody. Friends won't speak to me, the ones that do are online people and only speak to me there. My life is empty.



babbled by me @ 5:02 AM

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