10.29.2003
I had a lot of trouble sleeping last night. Every time I laid down, I thought about my cousin and began to cry. Most of my good memories from childhood involved doing stuff with him and this is really hard to deal with.


Dylan is quite upset as well. Keith spent time with him, taking him on rides around the property on the four wheeler and played lots of video games with him as well. Keith was like a big brother to my son. We're going to miss him dearly.


All I want to do is sleep now. My mind needs to turn off so I can get some real rest. I've tried to sleep a lot in the past week and just can't get my body to do it. I lay there awake for hours and hours and my mind just won't slow down.



babbled by me @ 6:48 AM

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