Poetry


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Dark Things

II.

I dream of dark things
Like the light in your eyes
Or the way your hand feels in mine
It was so wonderful
Me finding you
Or maybe you found me
Anyway, why does it hurt now
And you push me away
Perhaps this is a game
One you swore not to play
Maybe you can't help it though

IV.

I dream of dark things
Like love and life
You brought them both
And now hold them from me
Drive the dagger through
Let the life-blood weep from my heart
For this is what my soul feels
Our soul, we are one
Sometimes I cry
Perhaps you care
Or maybe not

VI.

I dream of dark things
The smell of your hair
The way you laugh
Also how you look at me
Love and pain in your eyes
But I guess you fight it
`Cause it fightens you
Something so pure
Or maybe you don't want it
Yet it is there
Why don't you acknowledge it

VIII.

I dream of dark things
Love lost or thrown away
Or perhaps neither
Maybe just wrongly percieved
Possibly you need time
That, I can give
You are worth it
As is this pain
I can wait forever
And pray I don't have to
But will if you desire

X.

I dream of dark things
In which stands a light
I dream of love too
Because I feel it there
Dark fetters hold you bound
But my love can sever them
Allow this to be true
We will heal each other
And make us whole
In light and despite dark things
Beyond forever, I love you

XII.

I dream of dark things
Of fate and love
I believe in these
Or do I
I don't know anymore
Maybe I believe in nothing
Or too much in everything
What do you believe
To hurt me thus
Do you do it on purpose
Sometimes it seems so

XIV.

I dream of dark things
But are they just dreams
What are you afraid of
Is it of taking away this hurt
Or of being whole
Does it scare you to be loved for real
Or can't you see that either
I stand now before you
Judge me quick
For all things are dark things
Compared to you

I.

I dream of dark things
Words full of meaning
Yet seeming meaningless
You say what you said
That it is true
Then why is it hopeless
You are not worthless
Not to me my dear
But perhaps I am to you
And you don't want to tell me

III.

I dream of dark things
The day we met
It was full of them
There was light too though
I saw you and you me
I recognised you
Knew you were special
And you knew me
I was scared that night
More so than ever

V.

I dream of dark things
Do you dream too
Or are you avoiding me
Even in your slumber
I held you once
Though only briefly
You hold me now
And try to crush my heart
Are you scared
What is wrong

VII.

I dream of dark things
You and I together
Pain born of love
And perhaps distance
A saddened princess
Darkened by her past
Lonely waiting for her prince
Who stands right before her
Why doesn't she look
Why can't you see

IX.

I dream of dark things
That is, when I sleep
Which lately is not much
Nor do I eat
This seems so easy for you
To love me and cast me away
But is it really so
Or would you just have me think
My head, my heart is confused
Should I surrender to dark

XI.

I dream of dark things
Like demons from the past
And of happiness
Sometimes had, too often lost
I think about things
And if we'd never met
Us meeting was fate
I think, or luck
Good or bad or both
Don't forsake me

XIII.

I dream of dark things
But you don't care
Its like I'm sinking
And you can save me
But you just hold me under
And let me drown
I am sorry if I hurt you
I do so love you
My soul yearns for you
Does yours for mine, ours

 

Love me
Hold me
Kiss me
Touch me
Feel me
Bend me
Break me
Rend me
Hate me
Hurt me
Kill me
....

All At Once

Sadist's Eyes III

Blackened Wings of Butterflies
And Darkness in the Sadists Eyes
Tears of blood stain angel cheeks
And in the darkness someone weeps
Blooded smiles of razor blades
A woman's scream, the silence fades
All the smells, blood and fear
A killer looked up, into the mirror
In the darkness, he saw his eyes
The ones that looked back....
....they were mine.

Perfectly You

I sometimes wonder Of the words you say to me,
And I sometimes wonder at the things you say without words.
And sometimes I only see what I want to see,
And your voice is like swords.

You've driven them into my heart.
I am pierced, through and through.
And it's tearing me apart.
I know you're not perfect, but you're perfectly you.

Sometimes I cry,
Alone in the night.
And sometimes I hide,
Away from others' sight.

You might think it easy, or not at all.
You might not see me, or am I visible?
I'm at the edge of the night and about to fall.
These claws that rend me, they're invisible.

Tearing and ripping at my heart.
I'm torn through and through.
Torn, torn apart.
You may not be perfect, but you're perfectly you.

I sit and wonder, at the things we've shared.
Sometimes I laugh, and others cry.
I said more than I should have dared,
And sometimes I want to die.

You can't really know me,
Or I can't know you.
You say thats the way it must be,
But who says what you say is true?

You may be scared, or want to forget.
Well I too have had my fears,
But I hold no regret.
I'll be ok here, drowning in acid tears.

They boil and burn my heart.
I'm consumed through and through.
I don't want to be torn apart.
Maybe you're perfect, perfectly you.

Princesses and Knights,
Seers and Alchemists


I breath a sigh this night
And I rise from my rest
Drawing my sword these months unused
Choking on the dust.

I breath a sigh this night
And turn once again
My heart returns to then
As it always must

I sit awake this night
And I remember not so long ago
I rise from the place I hid these months
And step across the cleft

I sit awake this night
And I envision perfect hands
Strapping my sword at my side
I lay my feet along a path I never truly left

You still don't see me.

"Well where are you?"

I'm right here, just in front of you.

"That doesn't help, I still can't see."

Open your eyes

"My eyes are open."

If you say so.

Fifty-thousand tears I'll cry for my love tonight
Fifty-thousand deaths I'd die just to make it right
And if I could I'd take Fifty-thousand of her pains
Just so she might sleep again

I lie awake and scream inside
I know not what to do, though I try
To ease her pain just a bit
To help her cope and deal with it

Assaulted my monsters on all sides
I'd fight for her, and even die
Just to give her peace of mind
And let her soul healing find


Fifty-thousand tears I'll cry for my love tonight
Fifty-thousand deaths I'd die just to make it right
And if I could I'd take Fifty-thousand of her pains
Just so she might sleep again

Never have a felt a love like this
I want to drown her in my kiss
And let her forget the torment
I want to give her happiness, even for a moment

Fifty-thousand tears I'll cry for my love tonight
Fifty-thousand deaths I'd die just to make it right
And if I could I'd take Fifty-thousand of her pains
Just so she might sleep again

When past is now
And now is then
When the future is everything in between
When the moon shines and the sun reflects
When the stars cover the morning grass
And the dew fills the night sky
When the Earth turns in her travels
To look the other way
And all the planets revolve around the sea
Maybe then I will not love you.
And then
Maybe even then, I still will.

Promises


I can't promise I'll never be scared for you
But I can promise I'll always be there for you
Always fight for you and always care for you
I can't promise there will be better tomorrows
But I can promise that I'm here through your pains and sorrows
And if you led me through the gates of hell I would follow
I can't promise to make all your dreams come true
But I can promise to lay myself on the line for you
To take a chance and bear my heart to you
I can't promise so many other things
But I can promise, for you, that my heart sings
And that I love you more than I've ever loved anything

Fever Dreams


I dreamed in my madness
A wedding in the dark
Of kings and queens
And the meadow lark

I dreamed in my dark
A wedding of madness
Of my Lady Love
And her gentle caress

I dreamed in my dream
As dreamers do
But I remember naught
Except I love you

Bottled Sorrow

In Darkness I sit and ponder
Staring at my soul there in your eyes
Often I think of times before Dark
But such thoughts mearly lies
And as I take your perfect hands into mine
I realise that perhaps I am not the first
To keep their Sorrow in a Bottle
Sipping to quench their thirst
I do not know what the future holds
Or if there is a brighter tomorrow
But I'll love you through forever
And even through Bottled Sorrow

For Love

Tears


My cheeks are stained with silver tears
Burning paths of salted fear
And as I sit and cry
I remember dreams where you said goodbye
Don't leave me, stay by my side
And help me forget why I cried


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