I would like to dedicate this post to Tim who I met last night at the Abington Ale House while on a date. I was near the bar smoking a butt and waiting for my date to get us our drinks. Tim walks up to me and says what now? I was like what? He's like Oh sorry I don't know you, I'm Tim. I said I'm Cybil nice to meet you Tim. He goes on to offer me a drink and I told him I was all set and pointed to my date who was at the bar getting my drink. He says you're not with him are you? I said yes I am. He says, blind date? Brother? Cousin? I said No...gosh you're rude...how many beers have you had? He says two, are you serious? I said yes...I should have said, "I actually find that guy that you deem unworthy of me quite attractive and he is amazing in bed...can you last 6 hours? Didn't think so Timmy." But instead I punched him on the arm and just laughed a little and said again how rude it was. Then we went off to eat and topped off the evening with hours of excellent sex. So to all the Tim's out there who may think they are better than some people and maybe actually think that making fun of a guy is a way to get into a girl's pants you are sorely mistaken.
Ok so enough of that...I got home at like 3am and I smoked a cigarette before bed in the kitchen. It was dark except for the 7,000 watt light on my neighbors back porch across the street streaming in through the blinds. This is really cool and kinda trippy. I was smoking and the smoke would only show up in the beams of light coming through the blinds...that was cool and it was a funky color too! So I started playing with it...I'd just hold my cigarette there and the smoke would pour upwards like a lazer show tornado or something. It was very awesome so if you smoke and you have blinds try it. The smoke appears to be chopped up by the blinds and it's just neat.
Ok now to conclude todays post lets summarize what we've learned...drunk guys are funny yet rude, good guys do finish first sometimes, and smoking in the light of the blinds is damn near trippy. Now I am going to eat some chocolate chip cheesecake brownies. I love my Gram!
July 17th 2002
Well I am officially crushed...hot pharmacist is dating a ballerina who is with the Boston Ballet. Damn my parents for never letting me go to dance school! So until further notice from my CVS spy I am going to have to put off my digit getting plan. It's my little sister's birthday...Happy Birthday Sam! No point in that actually she is only 11 and too young to view this site. We are all gonna go to Peaceful Meadows and see the cows and get some ice cream (peppermint patty for me) woo hoo!
July 16th 2002
Why oh why can I not just talk to the hot pharmacist? Okay let me rephrase that...I talk to him, giggle and chit chat and we've been doing so for over a year now. I can just never get the balls to ask for his number! Uggh! I am so going to go back there right now and talk to him! No I'm really not...I am such a chicken shit. Maybe I will a little bit later. He is like a Freddie Prinze Jr type but with dirty blonde hair and blue eyes and glasses, I LOVE glasses! Well sometimes...it depends on the guy and the type of glasses but he just looks so much hotter in his! I need sex!!!
July 15th 2002
Well I have had a busy weekend preparing for Gram to come visit from NJ. She's here now and I am on the computer...how nice of me. She's being entertained by my Mom and kids and lil sister though. Watching Passions...now if you any of you are fans I'm sorry but that show is so freakin retarded. The worst acting ever and the plot? It's just pathetic. It is addicting though I must admit...I actually find myself watching it every once in a while...yikes I can feel the brain cells leaving my body and my brain is turning to mush after just one episode. Charity has been pulled into hell which is in her closet because Kay sold her soul to get Miguel. Oh come on people...and Sheridan and Luis? Don't even get me started on that bs. They have been less than a yard away from each other at least 10 times and they still haven't seen each other? Alrighty Then!!! Ok yeah so I watch it...once in a while. I make fun of it mostly...I have a good sense of humor. Ok now on to bigger and better things...I am trying to write a screen play and I would like to send it in to a big shot producer but I don't think it'll be that good so I'll probably make the movie myself. I may just be casting roles so if you want you can send me a pic or two. It isn't anything definate but everyone should feel free to email me anytime. I do get alot of junk mail so if you wanna email me you may wanna include my web address as the subject so I know it isn't just more junk and delete it. Well I am going to chat it up with Gram. Have a lovely day all :)
July 12th 2002
I have decided to take out the July 10th 2002 posts because I'd rather not think of a certain person at all and having it right on my site, as good as it felt to get it out of my system, kinda sucks. I would like to say that I do have pics of me up! I'm gonna get more pics soon and maybe organize all my pics in one section and friends and family in another...a Me page of the site if you will. I am trying to figure out the cam thing! I need help but Ash is working now so I barely get to talk to her...why don't you just go talk to her? talk to her? talk to her? Sorry Wayne's World falsh back...lol. I need a Dunkaccino! Mmmm...donuts! Doh! Just realized I have no money! Wanna send me some? Well I am going to ask my Mommy to get me a Dunkaccino. Could I be more pathetic? I think not!
July 6th 2002
Well it's 6am and I am just now arriving home. The Rox game rocked...we won! I got to get drunk, flirt with a hot injured ball player, go to the fair and make out with a chick...yeah me! I really enjoyed my lil makeout session. At the fair I won the cutest pink fluffy puppy dog, well honestly I didn't, but I flashed and the guy gave it to me...lol. I love being a girl. I am still drunk! Whoa! I need some rest...Nite~Nites!
July 5th 2002
The kids are with Daddy and I am going to the Rox game...yeah baby! I am trying hard to configure my site the way I want it but it isn't easy with little to no help. I have to put in one of the funniest comments I have heard in a long time, "My tire has cancer!" That was what my sister said when she found a lump in her tire. Maybe I am just easily amused but I laughed my ass off! Goodness I have totally made myself sound even more ADD by my choppy ass log here. But hey that's me...I have a question for all of you 2 people who may actually view this site. Why am I so horrible at relationships? I can't blame my Mom and Dad for this one because even though they are miserable they are still together. I must have just learned this skill on my own. I seem to do everything I can for the assholes and just toss the good ones away like tissues! I think I need much more therapy! If you have a clue what I should do comments are always welcome! :)