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Hi! i hope Y/you are enjoying my website thus far. i sure have been having fun making it. i guess its probably time to properly introduce myself. my name is cecilia rose, and i am 21 years old. i am a submissive dedicated to the D/s lifestyle. i have been active in the lifestyle for 4 years now, learning, growing, making new friends, and learning so much about myself as a person and as a submissive. D/s is a very important part of my life. i could not be whole without it. It is about who i am, who i want to be, and what i work for everyday. Submission is about devotion, honor, respect. Its the act of giving one's self completely to another, without reservation. For that Person, and for yourself. Its about a commitment, putting Someone before yourself. Taking care of Their needs, desires, pleasures. Not because you have to, but because you want to. Am i a slave, absolutely not. i am a submissive working towards being a slave. i feel that there are many submissive qualities that i need to gain or polish up before i can call myself a true slave. i have the utmost respect for those who have travelled down this path before me. i strive everyday to learn more about submitting, and more about how it affects myself and those around me. i look forward to being able to pass that on to others. |
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i am sure by now, many of Y/you may be wondering the difference between a slave and a submissive. This is something i ask myself very often, and i really feel there is a variety of answers, none of which are right or wrong. Many people have a certain image in there head of what slavery is, and in some respects it is similiar to what O/one may be thinking. However, the main difference here, is that its all consensual, and she wants it, she is not forced in anyway. i wrote the following lil diddy awhile back and it doesnt seem to fit on the story pages so i will put it here.
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A true submissive is a complex sentient that craves being handled. she is performance driven because she thrives on attention. The basis of her giving nature is grounded in the desire to be loved. her demure maybe cool, but internally she is a bundle of raw nerves a thousand times more sensitive to sight, sound and touch than a taught trip wire attached to a mountainside of full of C-4. she is never happy unless she is being controlled because the Dominance over her lust frees her from its responsibility. The best of the best can change gears in a millisecond, stop on a dime and change their demeanor at a glance. But if she is not well used she becomes stale, disheartened and even depressed. she is a great hostess, a loyal mate with a born to please attitude that blossoms under praise. she grows daily if she is cherished, respected and trusted. she loves unconditionally, but wants to be heard and have her words carry weight. Yet for all her gifts she is never quite sure she's done enough. she is serious about training, focused on perfection and loyal to a fault. she is also vain in her appearance, as she wants her Dominant to be proud of her. her self worth is at it's highest when she's been stretched and praised. she is crushed by failure, and secretly agonizes over not being good enough. her longing to be understood is as great at her longing to be loved. A true submissive woman is as rare as the mythical siren, as reliable as the rising sun, as giving as a child's love. |
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