cut myself because I can't see the beauty feel myself because I can't see the light tell myself that I do not deserve this tell myself that I do not deserve this I'm just a simple man but I'm just a simple man tell myself the bad
things are safe in a place where they will do no harm it's easier to see when I open my eyes that all the bad things that all the bad things are in my mind but I'm just a simple man I'm just a simple man daddy said boy it's a long
way down as he took his hand and knocked me to the ground daddy said faggot fight like a man I wish I had a gun I wish I had a gun mama the trees are bare and the sky is grey like veins in the side of a mountain and I sit in the
company of kings that speak of their riches freely and I sit in the company of kings that speak of their riches freely I stare out the window when it's cold I think god I must be getting old I look at the walls while I'm counting
the stars every whis has a name I just wish I knew what they were and there's a girl outside that says you'll never understand so don't even try when you sleep do you see an angel in dying light or can you see someone stand-
ing outside trying to set you alight or maybe you've seen someone somewhere before that I might have loved if i'd never loved you but you only see me in bad dreams there's a shadow on my wall that tells me the time it says
you're always late and you can't miss this train well I open my mouth but I hear no sound and you said life could be painless and I'm sorry but that's not what I've found and she said life could be painless and she said life could
be painless I'm sorry but that's not what I've found I open my mouth but you hear no sound and you said life could be painless and I'm sorry but that's not what I've found you said life could be painless I'm sorry but that's not
what I've found head bowed my body aches but I am ageless head bowed my body aches but I am ageless and yet it seems so far away and yet it seems so far away I measure my steps I measure my steps carefully I measure my steps
carefully when there's ice on the street and yet it seems so far away and yet it seems so far away all of my life spent trying to deny these things inside and if I sould doubt you and if I sould doubt you just give that doubt
time all of my life spent trying to deny these things inside and if I sould doubt you just give that doubt time and what do you see and what do you see my love and what do you see when you look on the inside my love lights on
the hill remind me of speeding trains and hands on the window remind me that children play reflections on the water say to me you can live forever but devil stay away from me but devil stay away from me and she said can't
you see everything has its place and here we are and she said can't you see that somethings were never meant to change but here we are all things will eventually die and a true hunter weeps at a merciless killing but some-
one will always hurt you but someone will always hurt you you're selfish and you're conceited and the world's at your feet but because of your beauty gestures are shallow your gestures aer shallow oh what do you do when
you feel like you're living a lie oh what do you do when you feel you're living a lie sell myself to send me down the money reiver but what I didn't know is you gotta rock and roll sell myself to send me down the money river
met a girl in the rain waiting for a train I said I missed my plane she said I guess you'll have to stay with me do you live far away sometime's it's hard to say she said look it's starting to snow and god I want to go where the sun
goes where the sun goes but she's so cold she's so cold I wish I could fly I wish I could die I wish I was the cross in othello's eye I wish I was a stone in those castle walls so I could be a thousand years old and a hundred feet tall I
wish I could fly I wish I could fly I wish I could fly and I wish I could die I wish I was the cross in othello's eye I wish I could fly I wish I could fly I wish I was a flower blowin' in the wind so I could fly away but come back again
and again or will I always be alone standing staring at the sky or will I learn to fly or will I learn to fly there's a place I go to make fires burning spices on the 805 they found a boy dead by the roadside hanging naked but
satisfied there's a place I go where no one knows and it's not far away and if you should see me with my face up against the wall well don't stop to talk don't stop to talk but who knows that goes on up there but who knows
what goes on up there there's a place I go where no one knows and it's not far away and if you should see me with my face up againtst the wall well don't stop to talk don't stop to talk all I am is all I am well all I am is all I am
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