~~HIM~~

by: Sloane McFay aka FreakyMeow

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I think the inspiration is clear. It is a man. smiles...or maybe a compilation of them. Does it matter?

 

~~Him...the word encompasses it all...strength...power...masculinity...desire....passion...understanding...warmth…compassion...raw sexuality…

~~Him...he'd know who he was…so no name needed to be mentioned…all that mattered is that I knew..

~~A light in the darkness...guiding my way...helping me find myself...touching me...mind…body...soul...spirit…feeding on my desires and then nourishing me with them even when I did not want to eat...

~~Testing and being tested...some obvious and bold...other subconscious...silent...slipping out in words...thoughts...actions...but every test passed...every action garnered a reaction that was worthy of Him...

~~My mind...soul...body dead...until Him...now it soared like a baby bird leaving the nest...always knowing that safety lay close at hand...always knowing....always...

~~Never a need to fight my nature as he was always there to nurture it...wrapping it in soft webbed layers of light....and dark...and that dark was thick and dripping with passionate heated waves of pleasure...

~~Him...the word encompassed it all...nurturing kindness...persuasive words...logical thoughts...illogical cravings...everything...anything...the only one...

~~Him...some days I thought I'd never be the same...some days I wanted to thank those hidden ones that guided me there....some days...finally...I felt hope again...