Today my team mates at work were destined to work short staffed if I had left when I was supposed to, so of course I stayed.   I probably should have run when I had the  chance.  I cant give out any specific info, but I had a very young patient with a horrible ordeal today.  One that ya just cant forget about.

 I got off, went and ate some food real quick with my family, and then dropped my son off.  You know, even though he is my stepson, its really hard for me to let him go.  I know, his mom needs time too, but for some reason I just kinda cringe when I have to part with him.  I feel the same way when my daughter goes to her dads.  It feels like she is never coming back, or like something is going to happen to her as soon as she is out of my sight.  I just wonder when I will be able to find that balance.  Most people would probably enjoy a break from their children, but I seem to mourn mine.  Maybe its because we have put so much care and love into them, and we have built our lives around there needs.  I just wonder how we are going to make it when they move out!!! 

We got Brandon's hair spiked yesterday.  It looks amazing!  He was so proud of his new hairccut.  It really does look good. 

  more tomorrow