Mariah Carey Breakdown Break, breakdown, steady breakin' me on down Break, breakdown, steady breakin' me on down Break, breakdown, steady breakin' me on down Break, breakdown, steady breakin' me on down You called yesterday to basically say That you care for me but that you're just not in love Immediatly I pretended to be feeling similary And led you to believe I was OK To just walk away from the one thing That's unyielding and sacred to me Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly loosing my mind Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise til I go home at night And trun down all the lights and then breakdown and cry So what do you do when somebody you're devoted to Suddenly just stops loving you And it seems they haven't got a clue Of the pain that rejection is putting you through Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive" Do you lash out and say: "How dare you leave this way?" Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away? Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in reality I'm slowly loosing my mind Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise til I go home at night And trun down all the lights and then breakdown and cry Break, breakdown, steady breakin' me on down Break, breakdown, steady breakin' me on down It'll break you down only if you let it Everyday crucial situation wrackin' my mind Tryin' to break me down but I won't let it Forget it, forget it I've been feelin' like you're breakin' me down Kickin' me around, stressin' me out I think I better go and get out and let me Release some stress (stress) Don't ever wanna feel no pain (pain) Hoping for the sun But it looks like rain (rain, rain, rain) Oh, I just wanna maintain Yeah, when you feel the pressure's on But nevertheless Krayzie won't fall It's over, It's endin' here, here Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it And I'm going the extremes to prove I'm fine without you But in really I'm slowly loosing my mind Underneath the guise of a smile gradually I'm dying inside Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly Cause I don't want to reveal that fact that I'm suffering So I wear my disguise til I go home at night And trun down all the lights nd then breakdown and cry