2003-01-31 - 5:29
p.m.
Complaint
If you think that I am always in a bad temper, I do not respect you. Then, I have nothing to say.
If you prefer to connive their bad behaviors and continue to let them do what they want. Still, I have nothing to say.
If you expect that I can be so lenient to forgive their faults, I will have nothing to say, too!
I don't want to be a strict sister and I just don't want you would get in a wrong way.
This is for whom never come and see this.
In a new year, I hope those could be changed!
2003-01-29 - No topic
Unhappy is for today only
2003-01-29 - 12:48 a.m. When a man loves a woman
Because of some problem that I have made before, some words were missing. I'd
better clarify what makes me want to cry. It is a film!
2003-01-27 - 10:38 p.m. My future
Today, Iris and I had lunch with Vienne(our tutor for two courses). She's a nice and outstanding person. She got a first Honor of social sciences and the best award of research project.She's now a MPhil student in Lingnan university. I really admire her becasue her major and discipline are same with me. But, her academic result was really outstanding. She treasured her chance and time in the university. She doesn't like recite all things as stduying. She enjoys thinking. Those are all what I like. Today, she gave us a lot of hints and suggestions on our direct research projects and details for further study after graduation. I really thank for her help and I do hope that I could put more effort and get what I want!
2003-01-26 - 11:31 p.m. Fencing and Dancing performance
Yesterday, because we had to wait for the fencing practice in UST until six. We have gone shopping. Although both of us were carrying the heavy bags and equipments, we still bought what we wanted. How crazy we are?
Last night, we went to UST and play fencing with UST fencers. Their training is so formal and the venue is very large. Even we only played team event for once, but we have tried our best to fence and this practice is better than the practice in Lingnan indeed. My weakness is physical strength. My physical strength doesn't allow me to play for a longer time. I think I should do gym more frequent in order to keep my physical strength in a better state.
Tonight, it's really special and new for me. I have seen Flamenco Dance performance which is called Musa Gitanawith Szechai(Actually, she asked me to go). <吉卜賽女神>It's performed by a spain dance company. It's teh first time for me to see such performance.Luckily, the performance is wonderful and not only because of the story, but also the performers and the atmosphere there. I believed that they had put effort in the performance and they are well-trained. It's a happy night for me as I have seen a good performance and I hope that I will have more chance to see such kinds of performances.
2003-01-24 - 11:08
p.m.
我的願望
世界和平。
我相信暴力解決不了問題，暴力所帶來的傷害是沒有人能夠估計得到，為何要自找麻煩呢？
我一向都以為這個國家比任其他都先進、比其他都聰明，卻不知事實原來有偏差。
有點擔心，有點害怕。
2003-01-23 - 11:15 p.m. 我是一塊快樂的磁鐵嗎？
好想跟你分享。
[希望你也是一塊快樂的磁鐵]
有時候，你難免多心。
心眼一多，對許多小事就跟著過敏。
於是，別人多看你一眼，你便覺得他對你有敵意；
別人少看你一眼，你又認定是他故意對你冷落。
多心的人注定活得辛苦，因為情緒太容易被別人的情緒所左右。
多心的人總東想西想胡思亂想，
結果很容易困在一團思緒的亂麻中，動彈不得。
有時候，與其多心，不如少根筋。
你是一塊磁鐵，相不相信？
其實你真的是一塊磁鐵。
當你身心愉悅、喜歡自己、對這個世界充滿善意，
美好的東西就自然地被你所吸引。
相反的，當你悲觀、鬱悶、覺得什麼都不對勁，
負面的一切也就相繼來報到了。
因為你是一塊磁鐵，吸引的都是你相信的東西，
所以「快樂的你」就吸引讓你快樂的人、事、境，
「煩憂的你」則吸引讓你煩憂的人、事、境。
幸運與厄運，在於你如何使用內在的磁力。
這是信念的奧秘。
你今天心情好嗎？
你不說話，但眼底的神色已回答了一切。
那麼，就別讓自己繼續躲在心事重重的甲殼裡吧！
煩腦」這種煩人的東西是想出來的啊！
若是不想就不存在，你沒聽過這句話嗎？
去喝一杯咖啡，買一件衣服，剪一種新髮型。
去吃一筒冰淇淋，走一條街，看一場電影。
去看一個老朋友，聊一回往事，數一晚星星。
讓自已好過的方法很多，而且善待自己是道德的。
除非，你堅持
躲在潮濕的甲殼裡更快樂。
你今天心情好嗎？
希望你也是一塊快樂的磁鐵。
2003-01-23 - 10:18
p.m.
愛上傻子+貪心
很久沒有試過這樣地迷一套電視劇，流星花園，已經沒有時間及興趣追下去。但是，我也一樣，愛上了傻子，早上看回昨晚的一集，看得幾乎想哭。
這兩天，有好幾件事也叫我開心，可是我沒有太過興奮，以為自己會開心得叫起來，但卻是靜靜地接受了，或許真的長大了。或許我太貪心了，從沒想過自己的時間于許可，只顧報名、申請，開始要取捨了，想取捨不得，原來，錢，不是最大的問題。
2003-01-23 - 12:54 a.m. Long diary
I haven't written diaries for a few days. It doesn't mean that nothing happened. The reason is I am too tired to do that and also I have no time.
Actually, different things have happened in the past few days. Firstly, on 18/1, I have gone to the ATV and be the audience of "Who want to be a millionaire?"I went there mainly because of the free gifts(in fact, it's not pretty good) and I want to see Chan Kai Tai imperson. He is a tall and smart gentleman.( He can be the dream guy that a girl wants)It is quite tired and not so good to become the audience. But as to boarden my view, I'd better see different things and cannot only stay in my own domain of thought.
On 19/1, it's a sunny day. We went to "Happy Valley" in Shenzhen. I am always afraid of playing the games which are really exciting. But I believe that I was really brave as I have played most of the games. Since I have brought along with the map of Happy Valley, so I could list all what I have played on Sun. I have gone into the ghost house and wonderland Adventure. Also, we have played the suspended Looping Coaster( the one which scared me a lot), Gold Mine River Rapids, Gold mine train, shoot the chute. And the most frightened game is the Priate Ship( I must specify it is for children). When I went up teh stairs and try to reach the top of the ship, I could not go up anymore even I stopped and turned around. It is because it is really high and the stairs seems unstable.
At night, we have had our hair treatment in two opposite styles. It's time for me to change as it's very boring to keep a hair style over half a year.
Also, I have bought 5 books and one for my friend.
Last night, I had my dinner with Jacky, Jacky's gf, Yin and Timothy. It is really enjoyable for me to have dinner with such friends. I like the gathering like this. I hope we could have more chance to have such kind of gathering.
Today is my first day to go to school. I have received two news, one is good and one is bad. The bad one makes me really unhappy, but I won't give up. I still have my own dream and I will keep working hard in the coming semester.
I am so sorry about Ronnie's problem. I totally ndertsand your situation because I have a similar experince with you. I admitted that the fact always makes us disappointed. But the point isthat we have to believe which is the only thing to make yourself better. Ad oil to do your stuffs.
At this moment, I only want to sleep.
2003-01-17 - 11:11
p.m.
Languages
Last night, I talked with my friend with English or PTH. It's really hard for me
to use English to speak. I am always afraid and lack of confidence. In order to
achieve my goal, I must insist in using English more frequent. Otherwise, all
would be disillusioned.
I am reluctant to start my essays. I just want to go to bed immediately.
I am looking forward to my journeys.
2003-01-16 - 1:39
a.m.
老師
很晚了，但還是想完成今天的日記，因為事情發生過後，會一天比一天淡，感覺便留不住了。
今天補習，想起了小學六年級的一件事。話說，我六年級的班主任是一位十分嚴厲的老師，我跟另一位同學仔都很討厭她。還記得，倘若我們的秩序或清潔分被扣一分，我們那天便要被罰抄多一篇英文的默書範圍，若班上有任何一個同學不守秩序，全班也要一起罰抄，默書低過96分又要罰抄，我們幾乎每天都要抄下一次的默書範圍，那一刻，我真的很痛恨這位老師，她那樣做，簡直是一種折磨。有一天，她要跟我們問書，我們很多都不懂，又沒有溫習，結果，她十分激氣，氣得連她印給我們的筆記通通掉進垃圾埇。那一刻，我在想，『不關我的事，對我也沒有影響！』
另一位數學老師，亦是一位很嚴格的老師(她現在已經是副校長了)，可能我們是精英班，她對我們的要求也特別高。我們的數學功課做得不好，便要留堂再做，因為她也教我們美勞，結果，我們是沒有甚麼機會上美勞堂，因為大部分都成了數學堂。有一天，忘了是甚麼事情，好像又是我們的功課做得不好，她罵了整整一堂，同時，她也哭了整整一堂。我們很多同學，也不知是甚麼原因，也跟著哭起來，直至小息完結。那時候，同學問我怎麼哭起來，我想我也答不出來，我只能說，因為大家也在哭呀！但今天想起，我終於也明白她們為何如此激氣，為何哭得這樣厲害。原因很簡單，都因為她們努力的付出，她們對我們有希望。但不幸地，我們卻不長進，讓她們擔心，讓她們覺得辛苦得沒有價值。
今天的有感而發，全因為我的學生，她讓我深深感受作為老師的辛苦，作為老師也有著同樣的期望。我沒有真正老師的偉大，我沒有無條件地付出，但我亦跟老師一樣，因為學生的反叛，因為學生的不長進，所導致的痛。作育英才這責任真的太偉大了！在此，我亦感謝教過我的老師們。
晚上，練完劍回家，收到了一個結果，不是想像中的壞，雖不能算好，但至少我的願望還未破滅。
2003-01-14 - 11:26 p.m. Library
今天回到學校，沒有陌生的感覺，原來我還是喜歡流連於這個小小的圖書館，縱使它的地方不及別的大，它的書也不及別的多，位置不及別的近，但它比別的都舒服，它比別的都靜。但願我可有更多的時間留在這個小小的圖書館裏。
2003-01-12
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影評
今天，看了兩套戲，我想卡曼小小說快要變成影評了。
一套是vcd<我老婆係大佬>，反傳統地，黑社會大佬由女性擔任，一向以來，韓國的女性的地位都比男性低，這套戲是否能令傳統的社會觀念改變呢？我想未必的了，因為到了最後，女主角還是會煮飯給丈夫吃.....
另一套是一直也很想看的<鬼眼>，在明珠台播，到了最後，我才明白為何人人也說<不速之嚇>跟<鬼眼>很相似，這也是一套很值得看的戲。
瑋琪給了我一些她自己親手造的朱古力，一向都不太喜歡吃朱古力的我，竟把所有朱古力吃掉，因為實在太美味了。多謝瑋琪。
2003-01-11 - 11:57 p.m. 享受
這陣子，可十分享受，盡看所有想看的戲，盡吃想吃的東西，盡買所有想買的東西，再不停止，我的美夢定必破滅。
<魔戒二部曲：雙城奇謀>，在上首部曲的時候，有的給予好評，有的則批評太悶，而我在首部曲上的時候，實在沒有多大的興趣。但今次，可能因為太多人的推薦，又看了製作特輯，於是便看了。
場面十分浩瀚，劇情也十分緊湊，我也緊張得叫了出來，或者因為太前，更加逼真，我一向也不喜歡打鬥場面，這次算是我第一次欣賞這個打鬥場面，而且還有種想一併戰鬥的感覺。這套實在不能不看。很期待第三集的來臨。
差點忘了要多謝Ivy(我都幾勁，記得個英文名)的手信，好味道！
2003-01-11 - 12:08 a.m. 豪
今天，是很難忘的一天。
難忘的原因，不因為唱了K，不因為Jeremy請了我們去必勝客吃下午茶(多謝Jeremy)，不因為看了<英雄>，只因為今天是小妹有生以來最『豪』的一天。『豪』得快樂嗎？不能算不快樂，只是眼見錢飛走了，誰不肉痛？
妍今天買了一件我們都認為頗貴的恤衫，我跟她說：『一生人最少豪一次。』『千金難買心頭好。』晚上，icq時，妍同樣跟我說了這兩番話。
但這兩句說話也不記得跟自己說過多少次了
2003-01-08 - 1:45 p.m. <好心相愛>跟<停不了的愛>
昨天到今天一共看了兩套戲，<好心相愛>跟<停不了的愛>。
昨天看畢<好心相愛>後，一點感覺也沒有，似乎知道自己看了一套戲，看到了手執結他、坐著輪椅都依然『型』的任賢齊，及很有自我形象的盧巧音，其他的一切都似乎不值一提，有點失望。
<停不了的愛>便似乎很不錯，秦海路並不很美，但她的角色似乎是許多人的人生，有許多不同的夢想，但當夢想好像真的實現的時候，卻不像預期的美好，令人總有點失望，有一點點遺憾，而可能最終所期望的，只是很簡單的快樂。生命中，有許許多多的過客，這些過客會來，也會走，不論是死亡或是離開，人也同樣地繼續迎接新的希望與生活。
2003-01-07 - 11:47 p.m. 我有一個長假期........又怎樣？
朋友們都羨慕我有一個長假期，我總是會向別人自豪地說：『我的假期放到20號！』但當今天，另一個人再問我這假期做些甚麼，我想了一回，答案是：『沒什麼，只是在發霉。』是的，書有很多還未看完，韓文因為software教的有限被迫中止，旅行因為眾多原因而被迫再擱置，三大篇關乎前途的作文尚未開始，肥依然是肥，沒有減半點，想運動卻因為太冷，想練劍卻總沒有適合的時間，就算是想發洩也突然提不起勁去找人一起發洩。那我當初proud of自己的長假期還有什麼意義？
仲有的是，我還有很多的戲未看......
2003-01-06 - 12:37
a.m.
港島遊記一
今天，算是充實的一天。
首先，我終於擔起了我這個maintenance的職務，跟carmen到城大開Joint College2003的會，搞這麼大型的活動，有點兒擔心呢？
下午，才是今天重點所在，我們從城大出發，經過首個景點，竟然是油塘站，就是這個站，我們已拍了好幾張不同的照片。之後，我們便遊了香港海防博物館，感覺尤如在溫習世界歷史一般。內地的中國人的民族意識比我們強烈，對被侵佔、被俘虜、被凌辱的感受也會特別強烈。我是一個在香港土生土長的"中國人"，對於那些殘酷的畫面，只能同樣地說句：他們很可憐！沒有很重的情感，這便是一個受殖民地教育的中國人？
然後，我們便到了上環的摩囉街，很多不同的古玩，很特別呢！
因為時間緊迫，所以我們今天的旅程就隨著代表著香港歷史的電車由上環走到銅鑼灣而結束。
2003-01-04 - 11:28
p.m.
一套日劇又完了
竹野內豐的劇集終於完了，結局，沒有滿意不滿意，只是預計之內。但有點兒失落，因為不知要等到甚麼時候才再有他的劇集播出。
今天本可以去bbq，開開心心吃一頓，高高興興地談談心，可是天意總是弄人，身體總是不聽話。
2003-01-02 - 11:21 p.m. 老朋友聚會
這陣子，似乎都睡得太多了，夢也多了。可惡的是夢著考試，夢著自己沒有時間溫習，夢著自己的考試在夜晚11時，看來真的考試考瘋了
今天，終於可以跟Rita, Ronnie, Ming and Jessica 聚一聚，又一句：『很久沒見，依然雞啄唔斷！』我們的話題真的是可以四方八面，當然『八』別人的是我們首要目標，繼而到學業、工作、時事，還不知道今天一共談論了多少，只知道只是好幾小時也不夠用。
Rita的宿舍很大很不錯，做她的同房更是十分快樂，因為她很少在房呢。
2003-01-02 - 12:14 a.m. Great Day (1st of Jan in 2003)
The first great thing in my 2003 New Year is JOrdan 36 Live Road + Rhythm(陳小春演唱會2003). I am not his fans, but I like his songs. What a pity is he hasn't sang the song "My lover"(我愛的人).Anyway, it's really a wonderful concert.
2003-01-01 - 11:40 a.m. KoreanI
이--------tooth/two
아기------baby/infant
다--------all or infinte ending
가다------to go
기다------to crawl
고기------meat
오이------cucumber
고아------orphan
오다------to come
구두------shoe(s)
도--------again