This constant want for instant love
Reminds me of what I feel
Yet, I can't keep it consistent
Or even around here

What makes me want to throw away
What took me so long to obtain?
I guess it may just be fear
like a fear in many ways

When my life seems right
And all things are going my way
I tend to get too scared
And see my thoughts get lost along the way
My mind gets so confused and I push it all away
Oh, why can't I just let it all stay?

It scares me to think I could do the same to you
And what might happen if you decide to be with me
Will I let you see my underlining theories or show you my unsecured ways?
These things I've been known to do
Will this time be the one I can stand to not purposefully undo?

I don't want to push you away
I must confess my feelings are strong for you
But you have to understand that I am not sure what to do
But I know I need you to stay and be patient through and through