Entry for December 30, 2006
Dearest ones,
I am almost done with my move. Today I am woking a double shift and my roommates have family over. It is a bit loud so I have went to this room to escape...I do not know why but I feel really irritated and angry and I do not even know at who or what...yet earlier I was looking at the beautiful trees and sky leaning out the window just to smell the crisp cool air...ill just write until I feel better.......
Life in my chest, ripping to free
itself from my soul.
Shredding and tearing,
ripping me too.
My mood it so bleak
blacker than coal.
Screams fill the air
tears in my eyes of blue.