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<h2 style=font-size:40>"ALL I WANTED (A LONG-TIME HIDDEN MESSAGE)" by MJ Layao</H2>
(Read downward starting at "I want to be like this...")
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I want to be like this<br>I want to be like that<br>These visions of myself<br>How far I will look back<br><br>

Joyous, I always know<br>I will put to my soul<br>Rainbow, not only rain?<br>Yes, memoir put in lane<br><br>

If something made alter<br>
To the things I adhere<br>
So will it be like this?<br>
I want you, nothing else<br><br>

I want you to possess<br>
Possess our bodies and<br>
Depart your frequent guests<br>
I can't bethink the bliss<br><br>

For when you're in your den<br>
You always feel morbid<br>
Isolated, away<br>
Have you desired to stay?<br><br>

I need consistency<br>
Please, leave all the aliens<br>
I see for them you forge<br>
Here, none but indolence<br><br>

It makes me wanna dream<br>
Flashes of busy times<br>
Moments when grass was green<br>
We roamed aiming close ties<br><br>
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Have the time to recall<br>
The words you have installed<br>
Respect is slowly lost<br>
Sorry, I had no choice<br><br>

I want to be like this<br>
I want to be like that<br>
But if something bothered<br>
Making me weep all night<br><br>

I dread the joy will sap<br>
The rainbow will soon fade<br>
Will it all be itchy<br>
When in your company<br><br>

Now that I'm a grown tree<br>
From the top, I can see<br>
Unbiased, I just know<br>
Where comes all this fury<br><br>

So proud of your own coup<br>
Self-centeredly happy<br>
Passion is what you chase<br>
And we're just fans displayed<br><br>

Why do I feel this guilt? <br>
All the wrath that's been built<br>
Before "want" gets "wanted"<br>
I just wish you could change<br><br>

My spirit has withered<br>
Waiting for your embrace<br>
Don't wait until the time<br>
Mirrors can't be replaced<br><br>
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<p style=color:white;font-size:20>My latest poetic original that was done in April 7, 2019. As you might see that the poem is quite long with 4 lines each and has 14 stanzas.
And it's also a major achievement for me because I was able to finish the poem with a strict 6 syllable per line, with deep words and has some rhyming words too.
But it doesn't really matter that much because the message is what's more important.</p>
<p style=color:white;font-size:20>"All I Wanted (A long-time hidden message)" is indeed given and does not need to be comprehended at all. In the first two stanzas,
I was actually expressing myself that I have so many dreams, and that I should be happy and live my life colorfully. The third stanza says that 
if there was something that could change what I believe in, would that be the person I'm addressing? The next stanza simply defines 'possess' as an equivalent
to the phrase 'be with us.' Why? It is because I feel that the person is always away from us and I can't even think any happy times together.
While the 5th stanza explains further what the subject does when he/she is near, weak, quiet, and it's like there's a barrier in between us.
The aliens in the 6th stanza refer to other people that the subject always hardworkingly work for. I just ask for the subject to do the same as I
only see his indolence (laziness). But jumping to 9th and 10th stanza where they were referring to the first 2 stanzas about the changes that might occur 
just because of this need I am secretly asking, hoping that it would be seen by the addressed. The last 4 stanzas are left, explaining my maturity
which implies the objectivity that I have right now from getting this anger. As another complaint is given, guilt comes because of the
madness I feel inside. Lastly, I said that I can't wait forever for the subject to change, so please make a move for maybe all I want is you.</p>
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<p style=color:white;font-size:20>This poem is written with all my heart. I can't really say who's the person addressed in the poem, I'll keep it a hidden person. But even though that's the
case, I know there are also relatable ideas given in the poem. That's it for this poem. I hope you loved it!</p>
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Check out the other poem entitled <a href=Dpoems(morph).html><h1>"Morph"</h1></a>
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