Well, to describe my day today, we'll call it decompression day.  At 3:44pm yesterday, Marcos left a message.  He has not called for over a month.  He threatened me with the police and an attorney.  He did not call from Mc D's.  At approx 7:45pm two cops came to the house, Marcos was in the front of the house wearing dark clothes, with his hood up.  The top and bottom of it was that the third cop "Kirkpatrick" threatened me with arresting me. For violating the court order.  He made a point that I was arguing with him.  I didn't explain myself well.  I didn't storm the police dept today, I don't do that.  I tried without results that I was trying to explain that Marcos was harassing me, using him.  I forgot that I got the letterfrom Rodney that  the nofollowing the court order was unfounded, I did mention Rodney.  I understand that he had to pull the hard nose routine, but he did say that the kids would be forced to go with their Dad if they like it or not.  Court order, court order, court order.    The first cop was sympathetic, so to say.  His wife had an ex, the DA's office doesn't do squid.  Even Kirkpatrick said court, court, court.  Honestly, the court agreement has really worked, until this year.  What has happenned to Marcos in August to make him behave this way?  Some stray person told him he could come to the house, what?  An attorney, a detective-Mahoney.  So, what I did, I sent two letters to MArcos that we are on vacation , okay.    I wil go to thePD in the morning to ask for the police reports.  G is still stocking me, jeez, she was shakin' last night.  She argued with Pete tonight, and oh yes, really prayin' for peace.  Eric may be shutting down, into toal denial? maybe.   Totally praying for peace...