Title: Why Our Love Didn't Last Author: Ashley E-mail:[email protected] Rating: PG Summary: Sequel to Love Lost, New Found?
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Part 1- Isabel
I though that our love would last. I don't know what made me think that though. I just didn't think that out love would be so short.
Michael and I were so happy together. He would take me out. Buy me gifts. We would have so much fun together. Everything felt so perfect. But that is probably why it didn't last. Nothing can be perfect.
One day, on one of our dates, Michael wanted to tell me something. He told me he was having 2nd thoughts about us. I didn't dare tell him, but I was starting to feel the same way. He missed Maria, and I missed Alex.
Alex was still in love with me, and I was still in love with him. I didn't tell him that. When I told him we should break up, I said I didn't love him. I wish I didn't say that though. Alex was just so...Alex. He knew what to say, and when to say it. He was so much more loving towards me than
Michael was. I am not saying that Michael did not love me, it was just that it was a different type of love.
Alex, I wonder what he is thinking now?
Part 2- Alex
I miss her. I wish I could still be with her. My life was so much better with her in it. I mean she is still in it, it is just that she plays a different roll. She is not my girl friend anymore but she is my friend.
I wish everything could just be the same as it was before Tess. Everything was perfect. I was with Iz, she was with me.
I wish I could still hold her in my arms. Watch her fall asleep. Let her fall asleep in my arms. Just to kiss her. If I could have any of these, I would be happy.
But I know that what has happened is for the better. I hope that everything goes good for Michael and Iz.
Part 3- Michael
I need to talk to her. But I don't know if she would talk to me. I don't know if she even wants me in her life. I hope she does. But even if she doesn't, I will be in it anyway. I don't care if she likes it or not.
God, how could I have let her go. I hope that she would take me back. I keep thinking back to the day when we 1st kiss. How funny it was. What I said...how it happened. It still echoes in my mind.
I want to tell her something that I wish I had told her before. I want her to know that no matter what happens, I will always love her. I hope she knows that. I think she does. If she didn't, I wonder if she would have let me come back to her some many times.
I just want to be near her again.
Part 4- Maria
I want him back. But will he hurt me? Is that a chance I am willing to take? I don't know. I know that when he hurts me, it is only because he loves me.
Ok, I know that sounds stupid. But it is true. What it means is just that, he doesn't want to get close to anyone. But he cannot help it. He loves me. So whenever he gets really close, he backs away and hurts me. I think he tries to make me not love him anymore. It really has never worked, and I don't think it will ever.
I am going to take him back. That is only if he wants me too. I don't care if he hurts me, that is a risk I am willing to take.
Part 5- Isabel
I have talked things over with Alex. He is going to have me back. It is not like I knew that he wouldn't, it is just...I don't know. But I am happy, and to see him happy, makes me happy. I don't ever want to hurt him again.
