Title: If They Only Knew
Author: Jenn
The Disclaimer & Such: Sadly *sniffle* I do not own Roswell or any of its characters. Max, Liz & co. belong to Melinda Metz & the United Paramount Network (You lucky people). All other characters in the story are mine. But if I had my way I would definitely own Jason Behr ;)~~ ok that's enuff I'm getting carried away. On with the show.
Rating: R ~ For situations and language
Category: Would you expect anything else? M/L mostly but the gang's all there. Hey I’m a total Dreamgirl!!
Summary: For three and a half years, Elizabeth Parker has kept a dark secret from her friends. The real question is if her friends knew her secret would they all still love her?
Author’s Note:This is a Tess-free Alterna-Roswell. Let’s pretend that they rescued Max and things went back to what they consider to be normal. Nasedo did replace Pierce but little Miss Homewrecker Harding died in a car accident a few years back so technically their destinies don’t exist anymore. This story takes place towards the end of their junior year (April-May).
Feedback: Greatly appreciated.......I know I still haven’t finished “My Ain’t That Just An Interesting Twist of Fate” yet but I got the inspiration for this one and felt compelled to write it. I hope you like it.

Now on to your regularly scheduled fanfic.................
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Part 4 (And Then Reality Bites You In The Butt)




Later That Night:Isabel’s Room



Isabel and Alex were sitting on her bed discussing the events of the past week when suddenly Michael walked in. They both looked up at him in surprise. He didn’t use his normal entrance when paying a visit to the Evans household.

“Why, Michael I must say I’m impressed.”

He tossed Alex a ‘What-the-hell-are-you-talking-about?’ look.

“You mean to tell me that Michael Guerin knows how to use a door? This must be a special occasion.” Isabel cracked.

“Oh aren’t you just hysterical. Please be sure to let me know when you two take the comedy act on the road.” He crossed his arms and stood impatiently. “Now you gonna tell me why I’m here? Montega’s waiting downstairs. I promised Liz I’d baby-sit for her until her shift ended.”

“Oh so that’s why he used the door instead of the window.” Michael threw Alex and evil glare.

“Whoa, whoa, back up a sec.” Isabel scoffed. “Let me get this straight, you’re baby-sitting that adorable little girl? Are you sure Liz knows about this?”

“No I kidnapped her.” He said in his typical Michael sarcasm. “Yes I’m baby-sitting. Is that a problem?”

“I wouldn’t be surprised after all you did kidnap Maria.” Alex pointed out.

“Are you still on that Whitman? I didn’t kidnap her, she came with me to Marathon of her own free will. Let it go already.”

“Yea you took her car. And then you try and tell me it was of her own free will. Sure she did.”

“Alex sweetie, that’s enough.” Isabel warned.

“Shutting my mouth.”

“Thank God. As if Maria wasn’t enough. Y’know it makes sense that you two would be best friends.” Michael said pointedly at Alex.

“Michael, what I said to Alex, that goes for you too. Now back to the matter at hand. Liz actually entrusted you to baby-sit our niece?”

“As scary as it sounds Iz, I’d baby-sit for her any day of the week. She’s a complete angel.” He smirked. “Besides, she loves spending time with good old Uncle Michael.”

Alex rolled his eyes and sat back on the bed and sighed “That’s it, you’ve officially gone off the deep end.”

“Can it Whitman. Why don’t we go downstairs and you can see what I’m talking about.”

He nodded his head in agreement. “I’m up for it. Izzy?”

“Definitely, I haven’t seen my amazingly adorable niece in three days. Besides I have to make sure Michael hasn’t totally corrupted her.”

“How in the hell could I corrupt her?”

“Perfect example, by talking like that.”

“Oh here we go again the never ending sixth grade controversy. Hell isn’t a curse no matter what you say.”

She just shook her head at him. “If you say so.”

He looked at Alex. “Is it?” C’mon Alex, be a man.’

“If Izzy says it is then it probably is.”

He threw his hands up in defeat. “Once again Princess Isabel gets the final say.”

“Oh just shut up and move your butt Michael.”

“Awww isn’t that cute another brother and sister squabble.”

They yelled in unison at Alex. “Can it Whitman.” Then they just looked at each other and laughed.

“Alex sweetie if you know what’s good for you, you’ll drop the comments.”

“Yes Ma’am.”

And with that they went downstairs.

Downstairs: The Evans’ Living room



They came downstairs to find Montega sitting on the couch next to Mrs. Evans.

“Hi mom.”

“Oh, Isabel sweetie. I was just asking Montega about Liz.”

It didn’t go unnoticed by anyone the pained expression that flashed across Montega’s face at the mention of her mother.

Isabel bent down so that she was at eye level with Montega. “Hey Munchkin. How ya doing?”

“Hi Aunt Izzy.” She said happily as she threw her arms around Isabel’s neck. “I’m good. I missed you though.” She then noticed who was standing behind Isabel.

“Uncle Michael.”

“Hey Monty.” The little girl then redirected her attention back to Isabel.

“Momma’s not feeling so well.”

“What do you mean?” A frown spread across the little girl’s face. ‘She shouldn’t have any reason to be upset. She’s too little. We have to do something: soon.’ Isabel thought as she watched Montega’s eyes well up with unshed tears.

“She doesn’t talk much. She doesn’t talk to Gramma or Grandpa at all. She only talks to me and Uncle Michael. She cries a lot though. She does it when she thinks no one’s there.”

Isabel turned and gave her mother, Alex and Michael all a look of deep concern. Michael confirmed her statement with a solemn nod. We did this to her.’ Was all she could think.

“Well Munchkin,” she said as wiped the tears from her little niece’s tiny blue eyes “everything’s gonna be ok soon. I promise.”

“Michael, why don’t you and Alex take Montega in the kitchen for a few minutes. I need to speak with Isabel alone.”

“Sure thing Mrs. Evans.” He carefully took Montega from Isabel’s arms and they disappeared into the kitchen.

Diane turned her attention back to her daughter. “Hunny I talked to Nancy Parker this morning. I was worried about Max, and I had a feeling that it had something to with Liz because I haven’t seen her around lately.”

“What did Mrs. Parker have to say Mom?” ‘Play dumb Iz. Play dumb.’

“Basically she explained the whole Montega situation.”

“Anything else?” She asked as continued to play dumb.

“Yes baby there is something?” The seriousness in her tone sent shivers down Isabel’s spine.

“Mom?”

“Sweetheart, do you know the whole story about Montega?”

“Mom just tell me what you know.” ’She’s beating around the bush here. She only does that when it’s bad news. She’s really starting to scare me.’

Diane Evans hesitated “Are you sure you want to know?”

‘What kind of question is that, of course I want to know.’ “Yea now spill it Mom.” She said as she sat down next to her mother.

“Sweetie, Nancy told me that you know about Liz seeing Dr. Montgomery.”

She nodded. “And I’m gonna do my best to fix everything. Especially between Max and Liz.”

Diane smiled at her daughter’s determination. When Isabel put her mind to something, it usually got done. ‘But can it be done this time?’ She wondered. “I know you will baby. Your brother needs her, and she needs him now more than ever.”

‘Okay I’m just a tad confused here.’ “What exactly are you trying to get at Mom?”

“Isabel do you know exactly why Liz is seeing Dr. Montgomery?” ‘She couldn’t possibly know. If she did, she wouldn’t be so calm.’

“Not a freggin clue..” She trailed off as she began to mull over the reasons in her head. ’Well I might have a faint idea.’

“Actually hunny, I do. She was......was......” Diane couldn’t bring herself to say the dreaded R word. She’s gonna hate herself when I tell her.’

“She was what Mom?”

“Raped.”

Meanwhile..... In The Kitchen:



“So Monty, what do you want to drink?”

“Um water will be ok Uncle Micheal.” The next thing they knew Micheal was muttering something about health food. Montega looked at him with a wide grin on her face. “Aunt Maria still getting under your skin, Uncle Micheal?”

“You have your mother’s gift for just knowing things without anything being said don’t you?” Alex asked as he handed her a glass of water.

“And it scares the crap outta me all the time.”

“Aww C’mon Micheal she can’t be that bad.”

“It’s called intuition.” Montega piped up. Alex raised an eyebrow at Micheal.

Micheal almost choked on his soda. “See, Mini-Liz.” He said pointing an accusing finger at her.

“Is there a problem with me being like Momma?”

He turned to Alex. “Maybe a certain someone should not be present when we have conversations like this.” He nodded.

Then Montega decided to join in again. “She misses you y’know.” She said pointedly at Alex.

Micheal glared at his niece momentarily. She caught the hint and covered her ears but not before she heard Alex whisper “I miss her too.”

Micheal lowered his voice “Y’know she didn’t mean to lie to us right?”

“Yea I do.”

“You should talk to her. She needs all of us. They both do.” He said while glancing at Montega who had her ears covered and her tongue stuck out at her favorite uncle. He in turn returned the gesture.

Alex rolled his eyes but answered Micheal’s statement. “I know.”

Their little heart-to-heart was interrupted by Isabel screaming ‘Oh my God’ at ear piercing level. They raced into the living room leaving Montega sitting by herself. When they got there, they found Isabel crying hysterically with her head in Mrs. Evans’ lap.

“Izzy I guess it’s safe to say that you know now.” She glanced up at Alex through her tears.

“Is that what you were trying to tell me before...” He cut her off “Yes it was hunny. I just didn’t know how to tell you exactly.”

Micheal cleared his throat real loudly. “Can someone please tell me what’s going on?”

Isabel stood up and looked her boyfriend dead in the eyes. “Alex you tell him. I’m going to look in on Montega. I really don’t think she needs to hear this.”

“Okay Iz.” She dragged her protesting mother by her arm into the kitchen leaving Alex and Micheal to talk.

“Whitman?”

Silence. Micheal looked at Alex who had an I-just-lost-my-best-friend look on his face.

“Whitman?”

“What? Oh. Um.”

“What happened?”

Alex started pacing back and forth. “As you know, Montega’s father isn’t around.”

“Yea. Liz had a nervous breakdown trying to tell me about him. I’d really like to know what kind of bastard leaves his 13 year old pregnant girlfriend to fend for herself. It’s like he didn’t care.” Micheal growled as stared out the window.

‘Ding. Ding. We have a winner.’ “That’s just it Micheal he didn’t.”

“And what makes you say that?”

He mumbled something that Micheal couldn’t quite make out. “You mind talking a little louder Alex?”

“To clarify, I said that he wasn’t her boyfriend.”

“Then who was he?”

“He was the kind of asshole who rapes a girl and conveniently disappears.” ‘I swear on everything holy. Kevin is dead.’

Micheal looked at Alex like he was crazy. “Wanna run that by me again?”

“You heard what I said.”

“Yeah I did but I’m not sure I believe it.”

“It’s true, I overheard Mr. Parker and the Sheriff talking this morning.”

Micheal raised an eyebrow at Alex’s statement. “You overheard or you were eavesdropping?”

Alex turned beat red. “That’s not the point Micheal. Point is Liz was raped one night and didn’t tell her family until a month later because she was so afraid they’d hate her. By then she found out she was pregnant. Her parents called in the police and no one ever found Kevin Montalvo or his twin sister. How convenient for him. But what isn’t convenient is that if I ever find that god-damn-self-centered-jackass, I’ll kill him with my bare hands.”

‘Holy shit. It all makes sense now. She was ashamed of herself.’ He resisted the urge to punch the wall, and stuck his hands as deep in his pockets as they could go. “It makes perfect sense now man.”

“Yeah I know. How guilty do you think I feel?”

“Hey man you couldn’t have known.” We should have known though.’

“But I should’ve..” He corrected himself. “We all should’ve asked more questions.”

“Questions are always the hardest part. None of us could have known what the real deal was. Granted we jumped to conclusions but we can make up for that in time. Thing is I dunno if Liz even has the strength to do this.”

“Well I know one thing...”

“And what’s that?”

“Montega’s only got one parent. But now she’s also got all of us.”

“Liz has done an amazing job with that little girl.”

Alex smiled at how Montega had softened Michael up. “Yea she has.”

“But what are we gonna do to fix things between her and us?”

“Duh. We need a plan.” They looked over at Isabel who was standing in the doorway. Alex walked over to her and wrapped his arms around her waist. “You ok babe?”

“I’m fine. It’s Liz I’m worried about.” She said in a very uncharacteristically Isabel tone.

“We’ll fix it.” Alex declared with an I-have-an-idea look on his face.

“And what do you suggest Whitman?”

“I have an idea but it might seem kinda outlandish though. I do know one thing for sure: he needs to know.” There was no question who HE was. ‘He has a right to know. But knowing Max he’ll snap into the it’s all my fault mode. On second thought maybe he won’t because Micheal is right none of us could have known.’

“Alex why don’t you just tell us. Sometimes the most outlandish ideas turn out to be the best thing to do.” Mrs. Evans said as she reentered the room with Montega in tow.

“Well we could convince the Parkers to let us take Montega and Liz somewhere for the rest of the weekend.”

“And that accomplishes what?”

“Micheal, it gives us a chance to fix things now let him finish.”

She nodded to Alex for him to continue “Well let’s see if we go somewhere for the weekend, no one has a choice but to stay and listen to what the others have to say. I’d say that just about covers it. Also we need Mrs. DeLuca’s permission coz I’m assuming Mrs. Evans is in on this.” He looked to her for confirmation.

Diane Evans smiled at her daughter’s boyfriend’s proposal. “Isabel go pack some clothes for you and Max.”

“How am I gonna pack clothes for Max when he’s upstairs mourning over Liz as we speak?”

“I brought up three loads of yours and his clothes a little while ago. Any other questions?”

“Are you sure about this Mom?” ‘Talk about quick decision making. Man I guess Mom likes Alex’s idea. See it figures I get the smartest guy in the group.’

“Yes now go.”

“Mom?”

“Go before I change my mind sweetie.” ‘Like I’d really change my mind about this.’

“Yes Ma’am.” Isabel darted up the stairs.

“That leaves like what tonight and tomorrow afternoon to sort things out?”

“That’s plenty of time Micheal.”

“After I have a chat with Nancy, I’ll talk to Amy DeLuca. You boys go pack some clothes and we’ll all meet back her at around 6. Ok?”

“We better hurry. Maria and Liz get off work at 6:30.”

“Then what are we waiting for?” All three got ready to leave.

“Hey.” A tiny voice squeaked. “Where am I going?”

Mrs. Evans smiled at her. “You’re coming with me sweetie. We didn’t forget you.”

“Good.” She traipsed over to Alex. He bent down and gave her a hug. “Bye, Uncle Alex.”

“Bye kiddo.”

She then turned to Micheal. “He’s not goofy Uncle Micheal.”

“I never said that Monty.” ‘I have to watch what I say when she’s around a little bit more carefully.’

‘I’m sure he did.’
“I’m sure you did Mickey boy.” Alex mock glared at him.

“Even if I did, it’s not important now.”

“So you did say it. Why am I not surprised?”

“Maybe I did Whitman, Maybe I didn’t. But that’s besides the point.”

“No it’s not.”

Isabel was headed back downstairs just in time to hear the argument. “Boys, boys, can we finish this little testosterone battle later. Please.”

“Aunt Izzy, Uncle Micheal called Uncle Alex goofy.”

Isabel laughed. “Oh he did, did he?”

“Yea he did.”

“Yeah well Micheal has no right to talk.” Everyone but Micheal laughed. He simply didn’t acknowledge the fact that Isabel had said something about him.

“Tattle.”

Montega looked at Micheal and stuck her tongue out. “You deserved it.”

“Did not.”

“Did too.”

“Did not.”

“Too.”

“Not.”

“Too.”

“Kay kiddies that’s enough for now. Time to get this show on the road.”

With that they went to work on Operation “Make Liz Happy Again”.

**TBC**

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