Title: Do What You Have To Do
Part: 1
Author: Meghan
Email: [email protected]
Disclaimer: I have no affiliation with the WB . I did not create any of the characters for Roswell..I'm just "borrowing" them to amuse my sick..deranged mind.! I'll share...and play nice with the.. I promise!
Summary: Not Known
Category: Michael/Maria
Rating: PG-13
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Michael stood there...speechless...as he heard the door slam behimd Maria all the recent events came rushing back to him. The harsh words he had spat at her...the coldness in his voice. He had seen her face fall as he told her those things....they were all lies..telling her that she meant nothing to him and that all she was good for was the makeout sessions they engaged in. He knew that this was not the truth...with ever cold glance..and cruel word his heart screamed out for her...for one more kiss. His attraction to her was undeniable...he was absolutely head-over-heels smitten with her. Maria's presence was the ray of sunshine in his life...the only thing that kept him going. Sure...they fought..but the passion they put into it...was..it contained more love then anything else. Michael had seen the glimmer of deep inflicting pain in her eyes...her lip trembling...and when her eyes welled up with tears he felt his heart urging him...to reach out..hold her. But he couldn't. He couldn't deal with connected to someone..feeling something he couldn't control..or stop. With this whole alien thing he knew that he might have to leave any day. Having things to tie him down would get him killed...or at least he kept telling himself that. No matter the impulse he had to run after her he knew that if he broke it off now..it wouldnt hurt as much as later. Michael couldnt get the deep pain out of his heart though...the longing he felt for her...would he feel like this forever?
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Maria slammed the door as hard as possible. She ran as fast as she could to her car...she hated this awful feeling in her stomach. Maria started up the car..and hesitated for a moment as the tears fell down her cheeks. His harsj words had cut her soul..deep..like a knife. And in his eyes..that cold distant glare...the lack of eye contact..it was rubbing salt into the wound. She rested her head against the steering wheel...her heart felt like it was in her throat..and if she opened her mouth....no...she wouldnt go there. She wanted to scream every obscenity imaginable...to kick him..hit him,....make him feel something...just..anything! Maria had to get out of here...so many memories..of her ..and Michael..Maria knew where she had to go. She had a haven..a special place overlooking the canyons and cliffs...she went there whenever she was sad...or lonely..when she needed to be by herself and cry. Maria whiped away her tears as she parked her car and walked over to the edge of the cliff.... she stood there...looking at the majestic Earth...thinking about Michael. She wrapped her arms around her trying to muster any courage..or comfort she could. The cold wind blew her hair around a bit as she rememered the first time they had kissed...he had kissed her..his soft lips againts hers..the warmth they sent o her mouth. He had to have felt something..that kiss was not an oridinary kiss...it was full of passion..and longing.
A strong wind pushed her hard from behind..and she almost went over the edge..but breathed a sigh of relief as she backed up. But while moving her leg back to step on solid ground the rocks underneath her crumbled...her legs slipped out from underneath her...she felt a sharp pain in her head and felt a crack as it slammed up against a big rock....and the last thing she felt before the darkness surrounded her was the drop in her stomach as she plummeted from unknown heights.
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Michael fell to his knee's as a sharp pain shot through his head...all the way to his chest. A dark vision went through his head..
~*Vision*~
Maria was on the side of a cliff...she was crying over him..Michael..her emotion startled him..//how could she ever feel that way over me? // he thought. That was when she lost her footing..she fell over the edge.
~*end vision*~
Michael quickly opened his eyes his face masked by panic and fear. Michael pushed his way out of the door and began running as fast as he could to that cliff in his vision. Maybe he could stop it...maybe the vision hadn't happened yet. His lungs burned unbearably...and his legs tired..but he couldnt give up..he had to get to her. He saw her car up ahead...but where was she. He reluctantly moved towards the edge of the cliff..and his eyes drifted downwards..he saw her limp lifeless body laying in a painful position below the rocks...the breath caught in his throat and his heart pounded...not from the run..but from the shock abd helplessness pulsing through his veins.... "I'm too late" he said with a choked sob.
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