Title: Don't Say Goodbye Girl
Author: NolaDarling
Email: [email protected]
Rating: NC-17
Category: A&I
Summary: Post "Destiny"; A&I goodbye??????
Disclaimer: Jason Katims n nem
Author's Note: Please read the lyrics to the songs becuz they really go well
with the stories. Maybe I'll turn this into a series....ooh
"Don't Say Goodbye Girl" by: Tevin Campbell
Baby don't stand there in the doorway
With all your bags ret' to go
Baby sit down let's talk it over
Oh I need to know
What do you think you're gonna find
A man who treats you sweeter
What are you lookin for
A place where grass grows greener
The world is cold out here
I'm the one who really cares
Don't say goodbye girl
Take a look, inside and read my mind girl
Everything I do, I do for you
Don't leave me cryin (cryin)
Maybe my crime is carin bout you
Wantin you close by my side
Maybe you need some space around you
Some room to fly
Don't ever thing I'll hold you back
My love will lift you higher
And when you call my name
I'll be there right beside you
Together we'll get by
Give this love anutha try
Don't say goodbye girl
Take a look, inside and read my mind girl
Everything I do, I do for you
Don't leave me cryin (cryin)
Baby you know u mean the world to me
I never love no one the way that I love you
What do you think you're gonna find
A man who treats you sweeter
What are you lookin for
A place where grass grows greener
The world is cold out here
I'm the one who really cares
Don't say goodbye girl
Take a look, inside and read my mind girl
Everything I do, I do for you
Don't leave me cryin (cryin)
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Alex was sitting at home flipping through the channels when Liz called him
with the details of what went down. After he hung up the phone and knew the
details, he was kinda pissed. I mean one would think this wouldn't affect
him that much being that Isabel had not too long ago came around to the idea
of being in a relationship with him. Bullshit. He had always loved Isabel
from afar. The same of not maybe more than how Max had loved Liz from a
distance. But Isabel being known as the "Ice Princess" he never thought she
would entertain the idea of being with a geek like him. But, she had
finally opened her eyes and let Alex through the ice. And Alex thought he
would be damned if he lost her to Michael. He knew Michael loved Maria, but
it had taken him too long to get Isabel, and earth or no alien planet wasn't
even about to let her leave him. He thought 'they can call me selfish all
they want but I need and love her just as much as they do'.
The ringing of his doorbell interrupted Alex's thoughts. He rose with
determination to answer the door and almost fell over when he realized who
it was. He opened the door.
"Hi"
"Hi"
"Can I come in?"
"Sure, you're just in time" Alex commented with a sly smirk.
With a confused expression "in time for what Alex?"
Isabel stepped in the door and Alex took her hand and led her over to the
couch. Alex sat down. "In time for what Alex?" Isabel said still standing.
"Izzy sit down, please". Isabel sat.
"Before I begin, to what do I owe this pleasant surprise?"
Looking even more confused that before "oh uh..you go first" Isabel said.
"No, no ladies first".
"Look Alex, I'm not sure what it is I'm just in time for, or why you're
acting so strange. But I have to tell you something, and you may not like
it. Alex, my destiny.."
Alex put his finger to her lips "shush, baby. I know everything. You don't
have to say a word".
"What exactly do you know Alex?"
"I know about your "Destiny", I know about it supposedly being with Michael,
and I know about you guys having to leave and go back to your home planet."
"Oh" Isabel said. "So.."
"Look Isabel, I have to be honest with you. I am happy that you guys have
finally found the answers to all the questions you have ever had about your
past. And I know about everything that was told to you, you had to do
because it was pre-destined. And don't take this the wrong way, but it all
sounds like a bunch of crap to me. I mean how in the hell can you or the
others let some one else dictate your destiny to you and tell you who you're
suppose to be with? Regardless of who it is, you're your own person and you
make your own decisions. I mean I feel like if you guys were meant to be
together then why have you only felt brotherly love for Michael?" The other
feelings and dreams only started when that gerbil Tess came into the picture
and manipulated you guys.
"Alex I know you're hurting, but."
"No, Isabel, I love you".
"Alex"
Alex leaned in and took Isabel in his arms and kissed her silly. When he
let go, he looked at her and she looked dizzy.
"Alex please"
Alex again captured her lips with his and sucked her lips harder and longer
that before. He eased her back on the couch. He started to unbutton her
shirt and kiss down her neck to her breast hungrily sucking at her skin.
"Oh God Alex, we can't."
"Ssh baby, this is for you. I love you".
"I love you too Alex, but we can't."
And before Isabel could utter anutha word Alex's mouth was on hers. His
hands rubbed the sides of her body and went to her shirt to remove it.
Isabel's thinking went to mush. The way she was feeling as Alex caressed
her bare skin made her unaware of anything else. She thought she would be
lucky if she remembered her own name. Alex continued to lick at her supple
breast. He looked up at Isabel's face and found her luscious lips slightly
parted releasing high-pitched hisses of passion. He thought, 'she thinks
this is driving her crazy, wait till she feels this'. With that thought
Alex unbuttoned her jeans and kissed all the way down her swirling his
tongue around in her belly button savoring the taste of her skin. Isabel
opened her eyes in wonderment and anticipation of his next move. And when
he nuzzled his face in her soft curls, she knew exactly where this was
going. She thought she would pass out with just the very thought of Alex
loving her this way. 'Oh God I haven't bathed since this morning, what if
he gets disgusted and pucks on me', she thought. Izzy reached up and put
her hand on Alex's shoulder, "Alex wait".
"No, no sweetie, I know you concern. Don't worry, I got this".
'How does he know my concern' she wondered. Before Isabel could conjure up
anutha excuse for him not to go there, she felt her insides explode.
'Goodness gracious' she thought. All she could feel was Alex's soft wet
lips nibbling at her dripping core. Alex loved the taste of Isabel. He
thought if possible, he would package her flavor and keep a pack in his
pocket so that he could taste her whenever he felt like it. Isabel was
almost unconscious. This was so new to her. She never knew she could feel
this way. 'This must be a human thing, oh as if I know the difference. God
I hope he never stops'. And he didn't as if he could hear her thoughts. He
continued. Pushing her legs up so he could explore every crevice of her
valley. He thought she felt like heaven. And looked like a waterfall the
way her juices were flowing. Alex wanted so bad for his log to be buried in
her passage. But he knew this wasn't the time. He wanted to please her.
Isabel lost control for the.'goodness I lost count' she said, but not out
loud. After Alex licked her dry (if that was even possible) he kissed up
her stomach and laid there as they both came down. "God Izzy, please don't
leave me. I don't know what I'd do without you. I know this sounds
incredibly selfish, but I can't help myself, I would do anything". Alex
said in a kind of whiny voice still trying to catch his breath from his
journey through the softest place on earth.
"Oh Alex, I love you too". Alex's heart started to pound even harder.
"I can't do it" Isabel said.
Thinking the worst Alex said, "I understand Izzy. You don't have to
explain. I gave it my best but you have to do what cha gotta do".
"I can't leave Alex"
"WHAT" Alex shouted?
"You're right. I can't just leave. I love you. And I only love Michael as
a brother, I could never love him the way I love you. Besides I can't just
leave my parents. I love them too much. And I choose my destiny, I can't
let my past life dictate to me what to do now. I have to live for today. And I have chosen to live in love with you".
"Oh Izzy, are you sure?"
"Sure as I'll ever be about anything. There's just one problem, two
really."
"Max & Michael" Alex said.
"Yep. Maybe it won't be so bad. I mean they won't leave without me, and
I've made up my mind that I'm staying so maybe I could convince them to
reconsider".
"That's gonna be really hard, Izzy. But I will be right there with you".
"I know you will" Isabel smiled.
"Well my mom would only but kill me if she walked through the door and found
us in this position". With that they both got up and straightened their
clothes. They were locked in each other's arms staring into each other's
eyes.
"Ooh I can't wait to call Liz and Maria"
"No don't. Let me go to Max and Michael first, and I'll let you know when
to tell them".
"Ok, whatever you say my love".
They both giggled. Isabel put on her serious
'gottatalksomesenseintothesetwoknuckleheads' face and walked to the door
with Alex close behind. She turned around and kissed him "bye sweetie, I'll
call you". Alex pinched her bottom and closed the door. He crossed his
arms and smirked "Mmmm the are of persuasion".
Isabel got in the car and put in her Eve tape and sang all the way to
Michael's
"Gotta man that I think I'm gone love forever
And forever we'll be togetha
No matter where he goes I'll be thinkin of him
I'm gonna love him
I'm gonna love him"
With a smile a mile wide...
TBC...