Title: Admiration
Part: 1
Author: Tonya C
Email: [email protected]
Disclaimer: I Own Nothing
Summary: Paired up with Alex for a creative writing assignment where they must name who they personally admire at their school, Isabel realizes that her choice is the last person she ever expected
Category: Alex/Isabel
Rating: PG

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It was lunchtime at Roswell High, and Isabel sat off to the side of the campus, alone and flipping through a magazine. She soon tired of it and tossed her magazine to the side, deciding to watch her fellow students interact instead.

As she watched everyone laughing and talking together happily, she realized how much she missed that. She missed being "normal", blending in with everyone else. With everything that had been happening to her and the others lately, she had barely had the chance to keep up with her assignments, nonetheless keep an active social life. She hadn't been on a date in weeks, and she missed that feeling she always got when her date would pick her up. When she was out with a guy or some of her popular friends, she felt like a normal teenage girl. Not some foreign imposter who had no business socializing with those people.

As Isabel scanned the smiling faces, she stopped on one face in particular-- Alex's. Alex sat among his friends, an acoustic guitar resting in his lap, talking excitedly.

Isabel watched him, shaking her head. He was odd, but not odd in a weird-psychotic way. He was more odd in a can't-figure-him-out kind of way. Isabel just couldn't understand what went on in that guy's mind. She had entered his dreams only once and had simply found out what he really thought about her, something that still made her blush even when she thought about it. But beyond his feelings for her, she had found out nothing else. Isabel couldn't understand why he was so eager to help her, Max, and Michael on their quest. He seemed more eager to help them than even Liz and, especially, Maria had when they had first found out the truth. And to top it all, he had been the very first one to step up to the circle to save Michael's life during the ceremony of the Balance. Isabel couldn't figure him out, and it was beginning to drive her insane.

The tone echoed across the campus, signaling the end of the lunch period. Isabel sighed, gathering her books and her magazine from the picnic table, and headed back towards the large doors of the school.

As she passed Alex and his friends on her way back inside, she faintly heard Alex say to his friends, "Seriously, guys, if Josh can learn a couple more chords, we can have an awesome garage band going. What do ya say?"

Isabel laughed lightly to herself as she made her way into the school.

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Isabel sat in the back of Mr. Greer's Creative Writing class, doodling in her notebook. As he finished taking attendance and stood at the front of the class, Alex entered, carrying his guitar case.

Mr. Greer smiled at him as Alex walked nonchalantly to his seat. "Glad to see you've blessed us with you presence, Mr. Whitman," Mr. Greer said, crossing his arms over his chest.

Situating his belongings, Alex replied with a grin, "Sorry, I was just preparing for my future career as a rock star."

Mr. Greer nodded. "Well, Mr. Whitman, be late to my class one more time, and you'll be preparing for your future career as a high school dropout."

A whispered murmur went through the class as Alex simply cleared his throat in response, his sly grin gone.

"Now, as I was saying before I was rudely interrupted," Mr. Greer started, "I have a weekend assignment for you."

The class groaned loudly in response, the words "weekend" and "assignment" not going over well with them.

Mr. Greer smiled. "Yes, I can see you're all so excited about this. Just hold back those cries of joy until I'm finished telling you about the paper. The paper is due Monday, and it will cover who you admire the most at this school and why you think they deserve the title of most admirable person."

He paused, glancing at all the pained faces of his students. "Now, to make this even tougher, I am pairing you up. You and your partner will debate your choice, and you will include both sides of the argument in your paper. So, each group will turn in two papers- one from each student. Any questions?"

The students stared back at him blankly, stunned into silence.

Mr. Greer smiled, picking up his grade book. "Great. Okay, here are the pairs. Adams and Wilson. Hart and Collins. Evans and Whitman. Green and�"

Isabel sighed as she realized this was going to be the longest weekend she would ever have to endure.

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As the class ended, Isabel bolted out of the class, hoping Alex wouldn't remember that they were partners.

"Isabel," she heard Alex call after her as she made her way through the crowded hallway. "Hey, Isabel!"

Isabel groaned loudly, hating herself for what she was about to do. Isabel stopped in the middle of the hallway and turned to face him.

"Hi," he said as he stood before her.

"Hi," Isabel replied, smiling tightly.

Alex looked around uncomfortably, running his free hand through his spiky hair. "So, we're partners for this thing," he said, his voice filled with nervousness.

Isabel nodded. "Yeah, looks that way."

"So, um, do you want to meet at the Crashdown this afternoon and get started?"

Isabel shrugged. "Whatever."

Alex nodded. "Okay, I'll just take that as a yes. So, I'll see you this afternoon?"

"Sure," Isabel replied and walked away.

************

Alex sat in a booth at the Crashdown, making an outline of the things he wanted to discuss in his paper. Maria walked over to him and placed a tall glass of Cola in front of him.

"On the house," she said as he looked up at her.

"Thanks."

Maria smiled in response. "So, what are you doing here? I thought you were suppose to be off creating the next Nirvana in your garage?"

Alex frowned. "Yeah, well, I got dumped with a weekend assignment so�"

"So, what is it?"

"Oh, it's some stupid paper where we have to right about someone we admire and deserves the title of most admirable person at school."

"And who would your choice be?" Maria asked, curious.

"Well, I have it narrowed down to a couple, but I think I'm going to go with the janitor."

Maria looked at him, holding back her laughter. "I'm sorry? What?!"

Alex shrugged. "The janitor. I think he's admirable."

Placing a hand on Alex's shoulder, Maria replied, "Alex, only *you* would choose to admire the janitor." She paused with a sigh. "But even with that being said, that doesn't sound like a hard paper. Why start now? Do like me, wait until about midnight on Sunday and write down any random thoughts that come to mind."

"Normally, I would, but we have to discuss our choice with our partner."

"And who's the lucky soul who gets to debate the janitor?" Maria grinned.

"Isabel."

"Well, that's a convenient pairing."

"What do you mean?" Alex asked, confused.

"Well, the last time our gang was so conveniently paired up, we� Well, never mind." Maria looked up as the caf� door swung open, and Isabel entered. "Well, here's your partner now. Good luck, pal."

Maria patted Alex on the back and walked away as Isabel sat across from him. "Hi," he said, "I was beginning to think you forgot."

Isabel smiled slightly. "No, just fashionably late."

"Well, I guess we should get started. Do you want to start?"

Isabel smirked as she replied, "Considering I haven't even thought about this paper since it was given to us, I think you should start us off."

Alex nodded. "That's cool. Okay, my admirable person is the janitor."

"The *janitor*?" Isabel asked, not sure if he was joking or being serious.

Alex nodded. "Yeah, I think he deserves the title, don't you? I mean, he deals with all the crap no one else wants to deal with. He cleans up after us. He keeps the place looking nice, and he gets no respect for it."

"You have got to be kidding me." She sighed, leaning forward, her arms resting on the table. "Okay, humor me, Alex. Do you have any other choices?"

"Of course," he replied, looking down at his notebook. "There's the janitor, the lunch lady, you, the guy who mows the school lawn during the summer..."

"Wait," Isabel interrupted, "did you say *me*?"

Alex looked up, slightly embarrassed. "Um... yeah."

Isabel scoffed as she replied, "I'm flattered, Alex. Really, I am, but I am the *last* person you want to admire."

"Well, you're no janitor, but I still think you have admirable qualities," Alex replied, smirking. "Like how you don't care what other people say about you. You do whatever you want to do, no matter what other people might say. I, on the other hand, will always be a follower. Someone who has to look to the majority to see how to act and feel and think."

Isabel sighed. "I have my reasons to act that way, and I'm sure you have your reasons to act the way you do."

Alex leaned forward. "You mean because you're a..."

Isabel looked sternly at him, warning him against what he was about to say.
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"Foreigner?" he finished. "Which is another reason I admire you and Max and Michael as well. You have this huge burden to carry, this secret that could destroy you and those around you, and you still manage to be calm and collected and even an Honor Roll student. How is that possible? I mean, the only burden I have is programming my VCR to record The X-Files, and I'm still trying to pass Chemistry."

Isabel smiled slightly. "It's a gift, I guess."

Alex nodded, smiling. "Well, put that gift on *my* Christmas list." He sat back, sighing. "Maybe you and I have something in common after all."

"No offense, Alex," Isabel replied, "but I seriously doubt that."

"No, I think we do. I'm your typical insecure teenager, but I cover it up with jokes. You, on the other hand, are a typical insecure... foreigner, but you cover it up with this whole perfection image." He paused, examining her expression. "Stop me if I'm wrong."

Isabel hesitated before she changed the subject, "Okay, the janitor keeps things clean, but what else makes him so important?"

Alex smiled, realizing she was avoiding the question.

************

Max and Michael entered the kitchen, Isabel sitting at the oak kitchen table, staring at an empty page in her notebook. When she didn't look up to acknowledge them, Max looked at Michael who shrugged in response.

"Isabel?" Max asked as Michael retrieved two cans of soda from the refrigerator.

Isabel looked up and smiled faintly. "Oh, hey, Max. I didn't hear you guys come in."

Michael handed one of the cans to Max and stood over Isabel's shoulder, opening his own can. "So, what has you thinking so intensely?" Michael asked, sipping from his drink.

Isabel sighed. "Oh, it's this silly paper I have to write on the person I admire most at school."

Michael smirked. "And they won't let you write about yourself? Man, I see your dilemma."

Isabel looked up at him, frowning. "Michael, I love you like a brother, but if you don't get away from me, I may have to kill you."

Max smiled and grabbed Michael's arm. "We'll leave you alone, Iz. Good luck with the paper."

Max drug Michael out of the kitchen as Isabel muttered, "Yeah, I'll need it."

Isabel stared down at her blank sheet of paper, wondering if she should write her paper about the person who was really on her mind at that moment.

Story Unfinished.
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