Completely bored out of my mind today. Where is everyone? I'll be putting up some pictures of me and Gia soon. We got to hang out for a couple hours last night. Anyway I was surfing through the-n.com and they had this ad for this group called 'The Jonas Brothers'. I thought it was a show lol. Turns out they are this brother band and they've been touring with Aly & AJ. Pretty sweet. They're music is alright, pretty cool I guess. They're kinda like the new Hansen. Lol. Check em out -> www.jonasbrothers.com
December 29, 2005
Hello again, well neglected journal/blog thing. I am really digging the layout! The site is going through a lot of editing. I hate my poetry so that's going to be removed from sight. I have to fix some links to my art pieces cause i skrewed that up somehow. Let me tell you. This year has definitely been different then last year. I'm not going into that, although there's the good as well as the bad. I planned a lot for my holiday vacation off school. None of which I've accomplished other than working on my Lalaine fansite. I swear I never thought the response would be so great. It's awesome! That's kind of my new word now. Lalaine uses it a lot and it cracks me up. So yeah, I still need to clean my Adios..(Sam you loser!) clean my room, wash some laundry, get my guitar fixed, buy a domain name. I would be really surprised if I actually get all of this done. I really need a dvr... Gia's visiting from Florida. I'm going to go see her later hopefully. I'm hungry so bye.
Finished revamping the site. I'm going to start working on a new fansite now. Well, maybe after a couple weeks of rest. I mean, I put in more codes, more pictures, more stuff. Not that many stuff, but a little more. I'm planning to add again, but I'm too tired from editing and moving folders and crap. Later..
August 6, 2005
I saw, watched, met, and hugged Tyler Hilton yesterday. I officially love the Simon D-Tour people. I will go to every concert each year from now on. There were freebie giving booths and just tons of fun. It was rad! This evening I saw watched, and got two signed things from Lalaine. I'm an official big fan of Lalaine now too. Wonderful weekend.
June 11, 2005
Finals are coming up and school's ending for the year. I've been very lazy so this summer I'm determined to do something. Hopefully I will get to buy a domain and server & get internet on the laptop (so i can download all the crazy programs). My goals this summer: make a trip around jersey visiting everyone's house, & learn flash! Wow this will be interesting.
May 12, 2005
Gee look at me, slacking with the blog. W/e! My uncle and the oh so cool Maria got married on the 6th. It was soo fun but no details cause im lazy and tired. It's so hot. I pretty much got my room done. Robotic Disfunction (too lazy to write us all) well we're working on a film for creative writing class. It's gonna be so hot! The script is almost done, we have most of the cast, and hopefully we have most of the props. Yay us!
April 23, 2005
This day started out frustrating and it's okay now. Was supposed to get concert tickets but I screwed up. New layout featuring Tyson Ritter of AAR. I love their cd. I listen to it everyday.
April 10, 2005
Met and got autographs of the cast of Veronics Mars yesterday. It was fun. My auntie took me! After that we walked around. Today I watched Fever Pitched, pretty funny. I recommend you watch it. Yeah so, added pictures. Check 'em out!
March 27, 2005
I've been experimenting with some brushes and I made this. Looks wicked. Another one of my "hey i wanna put this new layout up but i still like the other one, lets put them together and wow(!) look, a double feature!!" next time it'll be more digital and shiny because i've been practicing and i've gotten better. shinyness is on the way!
March 12, 2005
Okay so I made this layout today. I went through all the trouble with that good charlotte layout and i didnt put it up. Anyway this was just suppose to be some bordem layout but it turned out miraculously. I was inspired by that old movie with Eric Von Detten, Brink, to do something about skating. And so that's how this turned out. And the song by Allister goes great with the vibe-er thingy ah! Now I wanna watch Sleepover...ahh "Steve is so plush!" *daydreams*...*frowns* -NIGHTMARE- "Stop it! You're crushing my lulu guinness!"
March 4, 2005
OMG! Ryan Cabrera is about to release his new song, 40 Kinds Of Sadns! Dude, that's my sn!
Febuary 22, 2005
I haven't blogged in a while. Im lazy, sue me. Anyway I've updated my bio. I have an ideal guy list if you haven't noticed yet and a new layout should be coming up by next month.
January 28, 2005
Arrg I still cant find my phone. I had it a couple days ago when I was talking to Gia and then I thought I left it in my sister's room, but its not there. It was on vibrate so I couldnt really call it and now I think its dead so what do I do? Grr!!
January 27, 2005
So we have the best assembly today. This African American guy is on stage and he has a Jamacan accent as he 'warns' us about what the might happen during the show. Then when he finished explaining he has a normal american voice. We all start cracking up. Basically this guy talks to us about sexism, racsism, and stuff through skits. He plays an ADD kid who said stuff like, "My principal has a bubble butt..." & he was like "The teacher said I wasn't doing my work, but that wasn't true and that the other kids couldn't do their work, but that wasn't true and that I was talking a lot and that was true." Something like that he was hilarious with the kiddie voice. The ADD kid also said something like, "if you disrupt the class my pretty teacher will walk you to lunch... i get in trouble all the time >=D" Then the dude became a ghetto black guy who was a footballer. He was with his friend in the hall and his friend saw this 'fly' girl so his friend was like "My name is Milk. I'll do your body good." And the footballer said that his friend was disrespecting the girl, but he couldn't dis his friend. Then you find out that the guy is gay and the guy continues on about gay people. He was like, people dont choose to be gay. Then he asked, "How many of you wake up every morning and choose to be strait?" Some people in the crowd raised their hands to mess around so the guy said, "Then you guys are actually gay." Everyone laughed. Then the man played a white guy who was 21 and going home when the cops stopped him and searched him and harrased him when he didnt even do nothing. He said that the cops just assumed he was a trouble maker just because he was white or punk or something. Then he went off about how its not okay for it to be okay that black people to make fun of white people, acting like dorks, and its not okay for white people to make fun of black people. He was like "aight aight aight!" with the hands and all. I cracked up. He also talked about steriotypes/races saying that punk/goth people aren't satan luvers and that not all asians are chinese. I was like, "yep that's right." Yeah and so the guy becomes a girl and supposebly she's in the guidance office talking to a counciler about a fight she had with this guy, saying she was going to smack him blah blah. Some stuff about rape. He mentioned the 'abercrobie and fitch' girls. Haha! Then the guy was normal and said stuff about being beautiful and smiling at people cus there was this story about a man who jumped off a bridge and then someone found a note in his room saying 'im jumping off the bridge. if someone smiles at me on my way there, i wont jump' No one smiled at him so he jumped and died. Then the guy becomes a another kid. He doesnt have ADD, he has something else. And he was talking to his friend and said stuff like "Oh thank you for telling me that Im beautiful and being nice to me. No one ever told me Im beautiful. All I want if for people to be nice to me and stop picking on me." Something like that. People, girls especially (not me) got emotional and kinda teared. Another act the guy did was the hispanic guy and he did a really good spanish accent. Okay so the guy was teen abused by his father so he got a gun from someone and he was gonna commit suicide. He had the gun to his head when he saw a book and he looked at it. Then he said it was a good book and he got it from this teacher who he wanted to call and thank before he killed himself. Then the teacher told him to meet her and they talked and she showed compassion and stuff so he didn't kill himself. Yeah a lot went on as you can see. It was a bloody awesome assembly man!
January 23, 2005
New layouts! This is the first time I've updated this year. Anyway the layouts are just in time for valentines seasonish w/e. Yeah so you get to pick your ending cool eh? Both couples end up together sorta, but then the guys definetly die in the end of each show. The Spuffy layout doesn't have Spike dying 'cus they're happy in that episode (Something Blue:Willow casts a spell and Spike proposes to his enemy). Hmm. Later!
December 18, 2004
New layout! Whoo I luuv it! Anyway xmas coming. Im not really into the spirit. Plans for the party at my new house! It's cool. Im gonna wear a skirt lol. I rather choose to now then have someone end up saying 'you have to'. It's a cool skirt though I s'pose. My mommy pointed it out at the store. I was like 'hmm i can wear that for a special occasion cus i know i'll have to'. Yep that's all. Later much!
Okay I didn't put this down when I should have. well it was a while ago. i was at a party at the park. when me and some kids were luging luge..luge-ing..w/e down the grassy hill. i decided to actually skate down standing up and i was successful. i ran up to my grandma and asked if she saw. she didnt so i offered to do it again but i fell that time and scraped my arm. It didn't hurt then it did. This was around summer..
December 9, 2004
Gotta get to school soon. Anyway there are the four songs that BBmak came out with playing. I don't know what happened to them. So like, im hungry. I'm going to go back to sleep for 10 mins then I'll leave. So bye!
December 8, 2004
BBmak layout and I will be putting up songs soon. Check out the new merchandise section by clicking here. Tootles!
November 27, 2004
Happy Bday Chris! Now let's talk about my dream that I had this morning. It was kinda a mean girls kinda seem like. We were getting dropped off by the school bus and Gregory asks me out. I tell him that I have to pick upmy sisters and he says, "that's okay." and follows me. Anyway it seemed like it skipped from that to me walking home with Gregory behind a few feet. Then I see Annie and some other girls laughing and calling me "loser". Then they were shocked cause Gregory was following me. Then skip to changing. I made a fuss about me looking perty but I ended up just wearing my regular comfy clothes (tshirt&jeans). And then I went with Gregory and we somehow pass through the super market cash register thingy and the bus lady worked there and she gave me holiday sticky notepads for free. Then the dream ended with Lindsay Lohan and Sean Ferris (?) Then freeze frame Lindsay with stuff saying "blah blah blah....grave to the grave..blah" WEIRD?!
November 14, 2004
Ookay I was watching an Avril Lavigne acoustic performance online and I remembered I had a dream about Evan, younger Evan. You know when he first started playing for Avril. Sucks that he doesn't anymore. Anyway yeah I had a dream about him and I'm putting it down so I'll remember. Here it goes. Evan's a new student and he's in one of my classes. I sit next to him and Avril. Avril moves to another seat to talk to someone else, but Evan stays. He talks to me and asks me out. The End. That's all I remember. Hehehe! OKay bye. Back to fic writing.
November 10, 2004
I have to write this before I forget. I'll call him..younger Dylan cus that's what he looks like, but cuter. OKay here's my dream: I think we were at a school which has a beach in the back for some reason and i was watching Dylan surf from a distance or maybe from the inside of the school. Then I saw a teacher getting mad or telling him to stop surfing. That's all I remember. Yep that's it. Laterz!
October 23, 2004
Yeah, new layout. See, I decided on the simple plan layout. Good charlotte is my xanga layout. Anyways today was fun. I'm just finishing up the pages. Note: the pages that are messed up with the same colors as the temp layout, are filed in a different account. =D Yeah...I was running outta space. If it weren't for the stupid enlgish project that's dude tues., I wouldn't have homework for this three day weekend. Grr! Before I go, I want my hoodie back Kristen! (she doesn't know this site...) Whatever!
September 23, 2004
Okay, here's a temp. layout. I'm gonna put a either a good charlotte or simple plan layout up next. I don't know which. Im too lazy to change the pics in interaction..
September 15, 2004
Hey..Here's the my school day update: Did I already mention there's also a Jimmy look-a-like in my class. He even sounds like him too. I forgot to mention there is also and Ashanti, Lily (RFR), Lita (WWE), and Spinner look-a-likes. My aunt says I should get a life. Whatever! So there's this show we watch every morning called Channel One. I just joined the site. Hmm Im hungry now so that's all for today. Later!
September 12, 2004
This was a wild day! First day of highschool in Clifton. So I got a tour from a preppy looking girl, but she was cool. Now that I think of it, she kinda looks like Paige from Degrassi. I didn't really get lost except on my way to gym. Im such a loser. I met some people at lunch, two girls actually. Lunch was kinda cool cus I got to see the skaters fight with the preppy girls. They didn't fight physically. They just made faces at eachother. The two girls I met and I sat right next to them preppy freshmen girls. They were mad funny. Some girl was getting mad at the other girl cus the other girl sat in her chair. The other other girls were like 'get another chair' and the girl was like 'eww i dont want that chair' (they were pointing to a chair where a punkish looking guy had sat on) I don't know. At the moment, I feel like I can fit in. It's like, I just found out that I'm a slayer and I emediately have to start slaying. Anyway I got to my classes okay. I have to retake Algebra 1. What the heck for? Who knows?! I've seen people which is most likely what you would be doing at highschool..seeing people. Well anyway, these people looked much like other people. Like My science teacher reminds me of Maggie Walsh. That evil lab lady in Buffy. I also saw a girl who kinda looked like Stacy Farber, not Ellie cus she wasn't all punky. Also in my science class, the dude next to me looked like the younger version of Dylan. Thing is, the character Dylan is gay and I doubt the kid who sat next to me was. Arrg! I saw 2 times more wannabe get-a-toe people than punks. Hello!? I thought that there'd be more punk people. Like the other freshmans either look wannabe cool or like sophmores. So like to make it even more confusing, we had a firedrill. Grr!! I don't want to write anymore cus those are the main highlights of my first day. So like I'll keep you updated...
August 30, 2004
Okay I changed the layout recently, but that's not the point. Good Charlotte lost to Linkin Park for the viewer's choice award. Not that I have anything against LP, but I kept voting for GC. I voted more than 10 times a day before yeasterday, and I continuously voted the most I could last night. It was 30% to 30% and I tried voting more, I called my friends and begged them to vote a couple times. We were all disappointed, but most of all, I was mad. Grr!! They should have won hands on! Oh yeah, and Happy Birthday to Dana, who is still sleeping.
August 27, 2004
Okay I added more drawings and poems..songs..w/e.. I'm pretty tired right now. I could use a nap..sounds good, no? K..bye! Okay wait! I just remembered. I revamped the hotties section. And Im also planning to change the layout. I just gotta figure out what that new layout would be...
August 21, 2004
I'm in a great mood today! Reason being that Ryan Cabrera signed my copy of his debut CD 'Take It All Away'. Check it out! It's really cool. There was a free concert at Newport Mall yesterday which was weird cus Newport Mall sucks. They're trying to get cooler now. LoL. Yeah so my aunt took me to the mall where I saw a lot of get-a-toe people. I didn't realize how popular Ryan Cabrera was, especially with the get-a-toe pinays and their pimpers. W/e ... Maybe they were also shocked that Newport had some big event and were giving away free stuff. So I bought Ryan's Cd at FYE and the clerk lady gave me a prettyful bracelet. NO..lol. Um she gave me a pink band to indicate Im one of the 500 people to buy Ryan's CD and get it signed. I went back to the concert area, just waiting for Ryan..seeing get-a-toe people I know. My aunt got some shots of Ryan first coming to the stage to answer questions. He answred questions for about fifteen minutes and then left. He came back 2 hours later which left me to wait for Janella who had agreed to come to the mall even though her dad warned her not too..He was kinda right, but still..If she had listened, she wouldn't have gotten her Cd signed. Anyway Ryan comes back and sings 2 hours later, and sings 5 songs. There was so much singing, I could barely hear him, but I got some side shots. My aunt waited on the line by FYE for me to get the CD signed. On the 5th song, Nella and I headed up to FYE along with other girls, who in fact, were crazy Ryan Fans who just pushed people out of their way to get on line. Of course, Nella and I, just walked cus we had someone holding the line for us. =D So we cut my aunt and waited prolly a half hour to get our Cd signed. When it was Nella's turn, she practically froze when Ryan asked for her name. It was hilarious since she's not much of a fan. Ryan almost 'Anna', but then he wrote her nickname, 'Ella'. I took some pics of him signing. On my turn, I gave him the Cd, he asked my name, I said "Samantha" which he thought "Amanda", and I was like, "No, Samantha". He signed, gave me the Cd, and the security guards were telling me to go, but I was like "By the way, you and Ashlee are great." He was like, "Thanks." Gosh I didn't know I would be so excited to get my Cd signed. How do you think I would react if I got a signature from Benji Madden? So like we're heading to the exit, and there's a line back there. It was from the front of FYE to Express (next to the exit doors of the mall)..Like whoah dude..yesterday was fun! Yay me, and thanks to my wonderful aunt Cat
August 12, 2004
Hey dudes. New layout featuring this awesome rising star, Samantha J.M. Cali. She's my new favorite celeb. I tell you she is a real role model. She sings, plays the guitar, and I think she's working on her acting career. Plus she's punk and we seem to have a lot in common. Anyway let me know if the music is working. Later.
July 30, 2004
I got a lot more content. Ha! Beat that Summer! Okay so there's a lot of fun stuff here now. I'll keep adding something new every month or so.
July 27, 2004
Okay Summer says that I need more content. That my site is boring now...I guess she's right..what am I saying? How dare she comment on my site like that! I am Samantha, webmistress of the world!!! LoL. j/p =D I've been around and I got some ideas. This site will be better than ever soon enough. Just that I want to get all the work done beofre anyone sees. I was going to change the layout but then again..nevermind.
July 22, 2004
Happy Birthday Hamand! Remember dude, I.O.U. Lol. Like so I'm getting tired of this layout. I'm not entirely tired of it yet though. Well you know me, usually Im thinking. I was going to say that I'm not thinking so much right now, but I am..now. Who the hell is '?????' on my tagboard? Like you stinkin woose. It's not Knox I know that. (I asked..) Maybe he was lying..no. I never told him my site. Hmm..forget it. Ugh boredd..Grr Arrg!
July 20, 2004
I'm a Ryan Cabrera fan. Would you care to listen to him? I'm kinda helping in the process to make him BIG. click it Also go to Ryan Cabrera's Official Site, become part of the street team, and you can win cool stuff. Please check it out.
July 18, 2004
Okay so I'm like such a loser, but proud. I joined all the approved buffy episode fanlistings. Check them out here. There's probably at least 150 because there's 7 season with 22 eps each at least. Hehe. Stupid me.
July 17, 2004
Okay I know I said that I'd be off for a day..I lied. The computer is my life. I was soo bored today, I finally got to make my very first video. It's a cartoon video of the song "Scotty Doesn't Know" by Lustra. Um It's kinda slow motiony, but that's the only way I could do it right now. Yeah so leave feedback after you watch the video here
July 15, 2004
Okay I've been working on a new project and hoefully it'll be a success. But first, I need to take a day off the computer (meaning tomorrow) and rest my eyes. It's almost done by the way. Oh yeah, and I sorted my fanlistings.
July 13, 2004
New layout..again..how redundant. Anyway it's Three Days Grace if you haven't noticed. I got a little lazy with it, plus I did the update really quick. My navigation is screwed up. I had the drop down menu and everything. Um I'm gonna stick to the text links for now. Im too sleepy. Lemme upload the song now too.
July 8, 2004
I'm soo bored. I'm bored as heck. If you're reading this, and you know my number, please call me! I sware I gotta get out of this house. Hoping that my mom will come through and we can go to Florida. Did I mention I was bored? I'm kinda hungry too. Hmm..I wonder how my summer would be if what happened last summer was different. I think I'd either be bored, and boy careless or I'd be kinda bored, but still attached. Lol. Im such a freak. I've been wanting to move to the burbs for a while now. I don't know. Is fate keeping me back for a reason or is it that my parants are picky about a house? I wonder.. Maybe I should put all my thoughts into a story..all my questions, aswered by my own instinct. I may be wrong, but who cares? Maybe I should just read that book I got for graduation. I'm too tired to make any graphics or even try to make a video. Ugh...so boring. I'm hugry really so I'm gonna eat. laterz!
July 6, 2004
I think I'll take a break. There's a new layout...*yawn* sleepy. Can't wait to go to Florida for vaca. Hope those plans dont change. Cant believe I spent at least 100 bucks for bubble tea. I'm thinking a lot about closing some of my sites or at least making them smaller. I redid the ic site. It's so childlike. I should write some more fanfiction, but what about? Like I need a new leading man. Eric is so...passe..hehe! Ugh tired...bye.
July 3, 2004
I'm an open book today! I finished writing the exit day fic. Simply click here. Anyway did anyone else hear about Michelle Branch? She got married! To who you might ask? Apparently the old bassist of hers. Ehhh... I find myself asking myself the same thing every time I hear things like this, "what's happening to all my idols" Oh and another thing, which I hope is a definite rumor. Joel Madden from Good Charlotte is dating Hilary Duff???!! No freakin way! Ugh..gross much!
June 26, 2004
New layout to celebrate the coming out of Avril's video "My Happy Ending". Also check out the images section. New layout there too.
June 25, 2004
Graduation Day!!!! Whoo hoo. We're off to highschool! Yay more boys..lol. Okay so like it was crazy today! I dont know now. Here comes the beginning of my vacation sitey plans. Actually I already started but that's okay. I need to make a new schedule cus i'll be so bored.
Continuation..Check it out. I had this dream. I had to do a photoshoot with the class. Half of us had black clothes and the others wore white. It was for a somethinf called Peaches. I was wearing a black t-shirt saying punk and dude and i also had a fish net shirt underneath. Summer wore a black dress with boots. Kevin had a funky thing on but Summer was totally into him. Oh and Jc had a black shirt and tights. Summer also thought he was hot. She was so checking out his leather pants wearing legs. Gianexis had a great white dress. Very shiny. I forget the rest.
June 24, 2004
Just came back from the dance a few minutes ago. Yeah I know, "already on the pc?" Too bad. It was okay..there were some freaky people though. I was kinda a party pooper but I danced to a couple of songs. Oh well. The girls and kinda me are mad at Hamand. Dont ask. Anyway as I stated in the ic site "the thinker", im thinking a lot right now. I hate when the stupid questions pop up. It irritates me when I try to avoid them. I think it's like you want to follow the direction of faith, but you're not sure if that's what it really is. I mean.. my instinct was just telling me noo.. I didnt really care much. It's when I think back. That's when it hits me. Grrrness. Im starting to think that I think things through too much. That's why I have no fun or excitement. I should just let time flow by, not examine it and then flow along with it. If you're reading this, you may be thinking something different or maybe the same thing Im thinking. You know, I think just Nella would kinda understand. Everyone else would just jump to conclusions and I'd be completely irritated by them. It has nothing to do with bad okay? I just like paraphrasing my situations too seem more difficult and dramatic. Too tell you the truth, Im talking about fenemy 5!
June 23, 2004
Okay so I'm home, waiting to go to Chris' graduation. I might go to school after that. It'd be kinda too late though, but oh well. Um I figured my summer site fixing schedule and I'm 2 sites down out of 5. I decided that I should blog more cus this is a personal blogish collective site thingy. Whatever.
June 11, 2004
Dude I forgot to tell ya that the navi is above to the left corner. Thats if you cant see. Lol. I'll fix it. Um i can tell this will be a great weekend. Yeah. Whoo hoo!
June 9,2004
So hot!! I've been working on some inner circle fanfics. I didn't realize how good I was. Um like as you can see, new layout. I got tired of the old one. Tell me you love the song! Got it from Eurotrip. Make sure to check out the lyrics. It's so funny. SO yeah, Harry Potter..you gotta go see that movie. It was great. That's it...too hot.
May 31, 2004
My back hurts for some reason I dont know. Anyway i've been wanting to point this out. James Marsters (buffy) & Kevin Clark (school of rock) look alike. It's like Kevin is the mini James. That's a good thing since James is kinda...old. Check it out on the 'my hotties' page. [similarities] grin, current blond hair, that neclace..[differences]eyes,(james=blue|kevin=brown) age(james=40's|kevin=14)...ok thats pretty much it. I watched Love Actually. It was ok, yet soo dumb. Kiera Knigtly (?) is pretty. Darn she didnt hook up with the white guy. Grr. The mini couple was cool.
May 29, 2004
Finally the day has come. Happy Birthday to me! Gosh how exciting. This is the worst bday ever. No one's here to celebrate with besides my mom, dad, and sistas. Oh who cares?! I just want my presents. Lol. Does that sound concieted? Too bad. Im pissed off again. Like im the one who always has a hangout or party for their bday. What happened this time? Nothing! I dont feel like going anywhere and everyone, but Janella is unavailable. I have no friends!! :( Grr. At least give me presents so I can play with them. Im bored. Golly gee the only thing that'd probably cheer me up is Hamand saying "perky". Hahahaha! It's so stinkin stupid! Darn this day. I was so mad yesterday. People kept asking me what I wanted to do, not what I wanted to have. actually some did, but they were all like I'll take you shopping some other day besides today. Hello! Im important. I should be able to get my presents on my bday. I dont mind getting some extra gifts some other days. But today! Like my bday is today, so i should get my BDAY presents TODAY! Everybody's gonna be all like, "happy belated". Gosh. Did i mention that this was the suckiest bday ever? It is. i will continue my entry later. I gotta learn flash.
May 27, 2004
New layout!! Im super excited about this one cus its like TARGETED! whoo hoo!. I figured my own way out. Like my bday is Saturday, cant wait. Site still under construction cus i gotta make the pages prettier.
May 21, 2004
This is gonna be a long blog. I have a lot to say right now. First of all, 8 days till my bday. (hehe) I have no clue what ima do since its on a saturday. I have another site now. Its nothing new. Another awards site (link is at the creations page) but its for any site, not just buffy. its sad. angel's done and all i got to watch is degrassi (which is taking for ever to get back) , the oc, and what i like about you (which i never actually watch). Its so darn hot by the way. I really am urging to go to my cusin's house so we can have that war. I've finally decided to be on Al's side cus like Nicole doesnt like any of my plans. Im a genious! Why are my plans sucky to her? It's a everybody on Nicole war. Guess who'll win. So like I have no clue what to do. Im going to try new graphic projects to make my sites look prettier. I also have to start taken shots of the previous layouts. I never save them anymore. I want to be more active and update ALL my sites on one day but then i get so caught up in something else. Plus im not a complete internet freak and i kinda have a life. I will be more involved in highschool so this is the chance for me. I'll probably continue in the future after highschool (i think i will slack on the sites while im in highschool). i doubt i'll be busy much in college. i'll have a job by then so i can pay for my own domain name with lots and lots of space. im dreaming i know. leav me alone!!
May 13, 2004
Dudes its like almost my bday. I just nominated this personal site for the first time at Sweet-Confusion Awards. Hope I win!
April 27, 2004
Like dude, here's a new layout. Hope you like. It's pretty...plain, but it's cool to me. Anyway, I kinda crunched up the pages and you know..whatever. Bye!
March 17, 2004
Tonight's the best night of my life dudes..so far that is. Thanks to my wonderfl miraculous aunt. I went to the Avril Concert @ Garden State. Check the images section.
March 8, 2004
Ok Mitchy I read your xanga. What I don't get is why you're becoming the old obsessed and depressed me. You're letting him melt into you like he's a spoon, and you're the pudding. lol. i use to care about that, but i got over it. you need to too. he's making you crazy. fyi you never went out with him. you didn't go through what most of us did so that's probably why you're letting him slip in. you wanna feel what we feel. so you dont stand out. lemme tell you, you're not missing a whole lot.
March 5, 2004
Okay did anyone hear about the movie live freaky die freaky(http://www.livefreakydiefreaky.com). It supposebly came out in 2003. I wanna see if cus it has Benji and Joel in it. Also Travis from Blink 182. Blah blah GEPA next week!
Febuary 13, 2004
Happy Birthday to my aunt. A new layout is comin soon. I got bored. Anyway Thursday after school. It was crazy. Made me think again. And I dont like when I think. It confuses me. So after the seriously freaky part of the day, I talked to Janella. She said some things, blah blah blah..bout him thinkning we're friends. Yeah I guess we are and I said that I wasnt comfortable being friends. Not like I wasnt to be more than that, but it didnt feel like we're friends. But now that I've had a night to think about it, I think that its okay. We can be friends. Though I believe that Ive been pushing blame that was really for me. And so I will plan to say sorry to the poor dude. For the incident, the evil plotting, the apple in the head throwing, and of course my attitude problem. I think I have one. I promise to try to be nicer. I really want things to work out. But that made me think some more...why am I changing myself? This is who I am. I mean I cant help it if Im being the old punkish, critical, obnoxious, yet cool, me. So what should I do? I need more time to think about it, but I will apologize for my misbehavior and keep my evilness to a limit. Then I'll work on the rest of my chracter. Just need to set some more important things strait.
Febuary 2, 2004
Um well Im gonna go to an interview for a computer art program and i drew something to hand in. [Check it!] and Im gonna hand in graphics too.
January 30, 2004
Fixed the Inner Circle Site a few days ago. My life is still boring. New layout!
January 6, 2004
New low down. This one really sucks. Okay that moving thing.. once again ive been told that it really might not happen. What am I on punk'd? Is this like some practical joke?! Anyway Im going insane about a cap i didnt get and been wanting to get but really dont know how to now. And i completed a whole song that I actually am satisfied with. Okay im gone...
January 4, 2004
Here's the Lo-Down. March, im outta the city and into Clifton. No joke this time. Im way addicted to neopets cus im rich. I tried to write more songs, but i cnat find my inspiration anymore. Must go back to school. School is starting tomorrow and it sucks. My strings are still detached. No way Im getting new ones for a while now. Tried getting my hoodie and cap but that never works out does it. My snickers look funky with the new laces and i wanted neew ones but hey thats out of reach as well. Life could suck even more right now cus i dont have a life and even if i tried im hopeless. Things will get better...maybe. Hopefully but doubtfully. So i say goodbye. I must continue my boring life by doing homework.
December 28, 2003
Heey yaaas. Um well X Mas was aight. Cool gifts and all. Im going to the mall now so bye!! I miss you Mitchy. We have to hook up some time. LoL. As in hangout okay?
December 21, 2003
Xmas in 4 days dude!
December 4, 2003
Today is not like any other day. Feeling like im fading and falling into the darkness. Man i never felt like this before. It's like there's something ripping me apart and I don't know who or what it is. I feel betrayed. Left out, alone. I feel decieved, pointless and confused. Is this how my life was meant to become. Usually I'm all sacrcastic about this but its different now. This time. No one can help me. I cant help me. Im serious and dead up about this. I will just blame myself because its my life and I was stupid to screw it up. Stupid to listen to what other people say. I cant run away. There's no where to hide. Its times like these where you wish you could live again or just let go and die. I feel like im throwing myself away. I dont want to do that. I want to live but.. im not happy. Tell me im happy and i will cry. Cry an ocean of tears because what else am I to do? You think 'oh its normal' and it 'happens to everyone'. Well introduce me to someone who has been in the same exact situation and felt the same exact way I did, I do. Then I will stop dragging myself around. Im not satisfied and I'm not.. its like Im hanging on for my life. My hands gripping the edges of teh clift. I'm going to slip, im going to let go. Soon enough. I will fade away...
December 2, 2003
Wow. I just feel dandy todai. I was liek speekin with an english aksent todai. Darn we had afta schoowel Gehpa (GEPA) todai. OKai tootlez!
November 29, 2003
Check this out. Im bored and stupid so deal with it! Soul Ripper: A letter to Angel.
November 20, 2003
We had no school yesterday cus we had no power for 2 hours. So I quickly got sick of the old layout so I put up the new one. How do I have the time? Well let's just say that I'm superDudette. LoL. New feature, the 'Juke Box'. Multi mp3 you can choose! Can't add a whole lot cus I'm waisting space and it takes a while to load.
November 17, 2003
Changed to another double feature. Blink and Lillix. Comments on the tagboard ok? Um I might think of making it a triple feature with GC. But that all depends if I have enough space.
November 9, 2003
Well break is almost over. Nothing much has happened. I had a dream about you Mitchy. Actually it was a nightmare. LoL. Kidding. Um yeah. Anyway I guess my concience or watever is saying that everything is changing. It's all different. Makes me think of ur hair and what it looks like now. Send me a pic k? I heard great news a few days ago. The Edster, I thank Tom for that dorky nickname, has gone berzerko. Another hit another broken heart.. I knew it was coming!
October 25, 2003
It's been awile since i... changed my layout. It's been a while since i said im sorry. Haha sorry. Got into the singing thing. I changed it okay Ro? No more fuzzy bunny cuteness. LoL. Tag the board.
September 25, 2003
My absolutely cool cool cool layout of little Benji and CJ my cuzes. Dudez you rock! Gonna try to make some of Chris and the girls.
September 19, 2003
Just watched Wuthering Heights. It is the most romantic story ever. I'm going to actually buy the book dude. I so will use it for my book report or something. I love it!! Catch it on Mtv people.
September 6, 2003
Like school is so boring at the moment. It better get better. Did nothing today. Oh wait. I got dissed by Mitchy again and I dissed her back.. sorta. Luisa is coming with me tomorrow to my cousin's party in the suberbs. I have a new awards page if you people can't see that. Click the page and try to win dudes. If you know me, you know I give people breaks. I'll make an exception to Mitchy cus she's a hore! LoL just playing.
September 2, 2003
OKay so I know that yo're all wondering who Lindsay Lohan is. You haven't watched Parent Trap? She played twins in that one. And Life size with Tyra Banks. It's about Tyra, who is a doll and is turned into a real person. Lindsay went out with Aaron Carter who went out with Hilary Duff at the same time. Lindsay's recent movie is Freaky Friday. It's mad funny go see it. In the movie she's in a rock band who happens to win in a battle of the bands contest thingy. The song I have playing is called "Take Me Away" by Lindsay. She sings and plays. That solo at the end is her!
Dang dudes! I accidently erased my journal. Now I gotta start a new one. Crud. Double crud. Triple crud!! UH i shall remember that I first posted in November 2002. Anyway check out my song
Dude written by Dudette the Multi-Talented
walking down the block and someone says hi
i say dude
when im glad or when im mad or when im sad
i always say dude
its the only word i know
that i can never forget
i love the word so much
people call me dudette
when i say dude
i could mean anything
when i say dude
everyone else says the same
when i say dude
when i say dude
when i say dude
you dont
na na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na
dude
its the only word i know
that i can never forget
i love the word so much
people call me dudette
