Ring.ring.ring.

Bloody hell...what the...

Grabbing his ringing cell phone near the bed I answer it not wanting to disturb him, he has been through so much the past few days, almost as much as me.

Disrupted by the telephone he snuggles closer to me trying to go back to his deep sleep.

"Ello'."

"Spike? Where's Xander?"

"Ello' peaches. Xander oh he's here, fast asleep."

"Oh I was just ringing him to see how things were but since your answering I guess there fine then?"

"Bout as well as can be expected."

"What the hell were you thinking! Sometimes you really don't use your brains do you? God dam it Spike I thought you knew better!"

"Yeah well I never been know for using my brains have I?"

"This is by far the stupidest thing you have ever done."

"I know that now, but sire.I just.everything, I didn't know what to do."

"You could have come to me."

"Ha that's a laugh we have never been known for getting along, and besides you had your own pain to deal with."

"The Spike I know wouldn't care about any one else's pain, the Spike I know only cares about himself."

"Yeah and the Spike you know wouldn't be in the same bed as a human who is currently wrapped around him, alive. I have changed peaches believe it or not I have."

"Xander's in bed with you?"

"He's such a snuggler. So warm, I could get used to it."

"Why are you in the same bed as him?"

"Well the whelp only has one bed, stupid git raves about me being ill so he won't allow me to sleep in the chair and the lounge room doesn't have any blinds, and thanks to my changes I wouldn't let him sleep on the couch either.so therefore same bed."

"Spike stop calling him that, he has a name."

"Yeah I know."

"When do you think you'll be leaving?"

"I'm not leaving, Xander asked me to move in with him."

"You're living with him. You must have changed."

"Who knows we might even get along now peaches, hell were getting along now."

"Might be a sign of a apocalypse or something."

"I have missed you. yeah I know I just admitted to something that I never would have before. Sometimes I don't even recognize my self, I've been the big bad, and I've hated you for so long, that now I'm changing I'm not sure who I am any more. I know I don't want to be what I was, but who am I?"

"You'll work it out Spike, and I'll help you any way I can, were both at fault when it comes to our relationship, and I'm to blame for so much of your behavior."

"Thanks sire. Do you want to talk to Xander?"

"No I'll let him sleep. Just tell him I called."

"Shall do."

"And Spike. don't hurt him."

"I can't peaches remember.chip."

"I'm not talking about physical pain I'm talking about what you feel for him."

"Don't feel anything for him."

"Spike don't lie to me, I know when you're lying."

"Bloody hell peaches you know me too well. He's is quite adorable, doesn't mean anything, he's not likely to want me, and I'm not about to make a fool of myself."

"He does want you. When he first rung me I kinda brought it up and he changed the subject."

"That means nothing peaches."

"You're forgetting Spike, while I was helping him we got to know each other. He told me some stuff about him and now I know how he thinks, or what he does when he doesn't want to admit to something."

"I could have hit him when I found out, something went through me, I was angry, for the first time I was afraid, how could the world be like that. Being a vampire we've seen the worst, we generally caused the worst, but how could drugs be introduced to him."

"The world is a scary place. And the worst part is sometimes the scariest things aren't demons like you and me, it's humans and what they do to there own kind."

"Now I just want to protect him. Protect the whole group of them."

"You can't Spike, they have to experience things on their own. Listen I'll let you go back to sleep, just remember I'm here for you okay?"

"Thanks sire, bye."

I hang up and begin regretting what I had said to Angel.

What the bloody hell was I thinking, I just opened my self up to peaches of all people. Just went and told him everything. I know I'm afraid of getting hurt again, I have reasons, he took my sire away and replaced him with some one wearing his face who resented us, who hated what we are. I loved him and he just forgets us. Him and Dru leaving me with a fear of getting hurt.

Looking over at Xander whose head is resting on my chest with my arm around him. Running my hands in his hair, becoming afraid I can't keep him safe, and feeling week for wanting to keep him safe.

I'm a demon, and I want to protect a mortal, a human. But his smile, his eyes, his face, everything about him just makes me want to please him, look after him. Angel's words sinking in, I can't, he has to experience.

Looking at his face, as his eyes blink open, as he moistens his mouth and then yawns. Looking at his now moist lips, feeling drawn to them. Forcing my eyes to look at something else in this case his face, his head raises and his eyes show pure confusion. He looks at my face and then down where is head was, and mutters "Ugh sorry about that." Then he puts his head back down on my chest.

Bloody ell, he feels so nice there

*** Xander ***

What the. what am I doing? I wake up in his arms and I just snuggle back down into them. And yet he isn't pushing me off, in fact he isn't saying anything about it. I can't believe I just woke up apologized for snuggling to him and then start to snuggle again; okay so he's the perfect snuggle partner, his body so nice and cool. Nice naked chest.

Lifting my head a little bit, moving my body away from his only to have the feeling of his hands around me, pulling me back into him.

"It's alright pet, go back to sleep it's still early." His hand is in my hair pulling my head down to where it was, combing his fingers through it.

Confusion sets in, what just happened? My eyes drift shut in pure bliss, drifting off into sleep with the feeling of his fingers in my hair, the knowledge of how close his body is to mine. Wondering why he pulled me back, not really caring why just glad he did.

****

Waking up after falling asleep to with the feel of his fingers in my hair, my head still resting on his chest, somehow with out looking at his face I know that he is awake. Not having anything to say but wanting to hear his voice.

"Spike."

"Yes pet."

"Nothing."

"You're a strange one aren't you." And then his fingers are in my hair again combing it away from my face.

"Seems like we both like playing with some one else's hair, we both seem to enjoy having it done also."

As soon as I say that his fingers retract them selves from my hair, like he hadn't realized he had been doing it until I said so. Looking up at him I say. "No please don't stop." He silences me with a finger, placing it over my lips, then his fingers return to my hair, massaging my scalp.

At the touch of his fingertips I become still, my mind goes blank with everything but him, him and his fingers. The room so silent, so silent I can almost hear my heart beat, neither of us really wanting to end it, both of us enjoying what ever it is we are doing.

I trace my fingertips on his chest. In the same rhythm he is using on my scalp. Feeling a vibration in his chest, I listen closely and can hear him purr.

"I love hearing you do that, the sound it's just, I think it's more I made you do that."

"Do what mate?"

"Purr."

"Hadn't realized I was."

"You've been doing it a fair bit, when I massage your scalp, you purr. Is it a vampire thing or what?"

"Kinda is, when were content completely at peace and happy we purr, the head massage thing well, I always did love having some one giving me a head job."

"Great pun."

"I try, I always loved some one's fingers through my hair. It tends to make me go mush."

"Mush?"

"You know mush, when all else, everything, you just forget, you can't feel anything but that thing."

Turning my head up so I can look at him, I smile and say "Ah yes I know mush. I like mush mode."

Turning my head away so he can't see the blush which rises in my cheek, thoughts of how he has made me go into mush mode so often these past few days fly through my mind.

*** Spike ***

Lying beside him with my fingers wrapped in his hair, breathing in his scent, listing to his breathing, feeling his heartbeat, thinking to my self it doesn't get much better then this. Sensing his body completely relax like it does when he's asleep.

Looking down at his head, talking to my self out loud I say.

"Gunna keep you safe, not gunna let anything happen to you. I'm gunna take care of you, forever, just like you taken care of me."

"Forever Spike?"

Almost jumping out of my skin at the sound of his voice.

"Bloody hell pet, thought you were asleep, bloody scared me you did."

"Do you mean it?" he looks up at me with those big brown eyes.

Bloody hell he turns on all the charms. Me and my bloody big mouth! Had to be awake didn't he, can't worm my way out of this, honestly I don't really want to.

Looking into his eyes I answer truthfully. "Yeah I mean it."

"Thank you Spike you're the only one besides Angel who seems to care. Okay so the others don't know but if they did well. Willow would just completely mother me and never let me out of the house oh and she'd blame her self. Tara well she'd be with the mothering willow, Giles well, he'd probably just drink. And Dawn's too young to understand it all."

Listing to his speech, which is ended with the feel of his lips on my cheek, stake me now.

Closing my eyes in content, the feel of his lips still lingering on my skin, my body almost feels like it's humming. And then I notice I am purring again, opening my eyes to see him looking at me with a smirk on his face.

"You're doing it again."

"Sorry luv."

"Don't be I like it." His fingers trace over my brow, and down my cheekbones.

Got to stop him, don't want to but if I don't I'm gunna make him scream in pleasure in Ways he's never dreamt about.

Oh bloody hell, I'm a vampire a demon I'm meant to have self-control, but it's gone out the window, from the touch of his fingers.

My boxers become very tight. Suddenly I realize I'm wearing boxers, he took my jeans off. My cock jumping at the thought of him undressing me.

Growling in utter pleasure, growling at my self for having so little control, growling for him to continue.

Opening my eyes I say.

"Pet, luv, ducks.shhh, you gotta stop that."

"I'm.sorry, I just. I don't know, wanted to touch, I thought you liked it."

Sighing in sadness at the feel of his fingers move away from my face. My body being swept over with regret he sounded so hurt. How could any one deny this boy anything? His eyes turn away from mine.

Stroking his hair in hope to calm some of his fears down.

"Xander, look at me. pet.Shh."

Running my fingers over his face and down to his lips. Tracing their shape with my fingertips feeling how soft, how moist, how kissable they are.

Desire over powering my common sense, gently I pull his head towards mine and kiss him, nothing huge, nothing big, but it's the best kiss I have ever experienced.

Our lips touch, instantly I react to the sensations, the simple feel of his lips on mine was more then enough.

Moving my mouth away from his, hoping to all hope I haven't fucked anything up.

"Not that I didn't like it, that I liked it, maybe too much."

"You.you."

"Yeah mate me."

"You kissed me."

"Bloody marvelous, glad you remember. That I did mate. What can I say I gave in to desire."

"Spike.shut up.do it again." And I do, I kiss him like he's never been kissed before, taking him to depths of pure enjoyment, making him gasp for air, making him moan and give in to his desires.

Somewhere in the background I hear him say. "Want you."

Breaking my self away from him, away from his body. "Do you? Want me?"

"Can't you feel that."

He gives me a shy smile before he grinds his pelvic bone against me, pushing his erection into my body. Loosing my self in the feeling I begin to move with him, rubbing our erections together through their silk barriers.

"Xan, want you, want you so bad. Need to feel you."

One of his hands reaches in between us, and slides it's self into my boxers, his fingers gently massage my cock, making me moan.

"Oh god pet don't stop."

"Don't intend to, but can we get naked? Want to feel you, feel all of you."

Sighing in agony at the feel of his hand slipping out of my boxers, slipping away from my cock.

"Shh Spike.I'm not going any where see, I'm still here." He says to me as he grabs the sides of my boxers and tugs them down. The air hits my cock; I gasp in shock, hissing in pleasure at the feeling of being free, at the thought of him naked against me, and in anticipation of release.

Once my boxers are off he presses his silk covered groin down against mine, the silk rubbing its self against me, his cock pressing into mine our pre cum making the silk wet.

Reaching my hands down I pull his boxers off of him. Finally feeling our cocks against each other. I hear him moan and I know it's a sound I want to hear more of. It's a sound I want to make him make; I want to drive him to states oblivion.

Grinding my cock against his, the friction causing us both to pant for more.

"Oh.my.oh.my.holy...fuck.Spike so good, want to cum so bad.oh fuck.more." Smiling to my self at the successes of making him beg.

Looking at him with desire in my eyes, I press our cocks together harder, grinding them faster. The room becomes full of incoherent sounds, sounds of begging, sounds of pleasure.

Trying to concentrate on Xander's moans, and Xander's pleasure but finding it incredibly difficult with the feel of his cock rubbing against mine.

Running my fingers down his back and over his butt I gently squeeze it causing him to cum all over me, at the feel of his hot seed on me, my own release is found. "Xan...pet, fuck yes." I scream as I cum.

Our cum mixing together as we continue to rub against each other milking each others cock till their totally spent.

Xander collapses on top of me, his head drops down into my neck, his lips kiss and nibble my ear lobe while his fingers pick some of our cum up. He lifts his head so I can see his face and then he places his fingers in his mouth, my once spent cock gaining hardness again, my mind screaming in amazement 'holy fuck he's deliberately eating our cum.'

"Umm nummy.so fucking good Spike." His eyes close them selves while he licks his fingers clean, his mouth sucking all the cum off them. My eyes focus on his lips watching as he licks each and every finger clean.

Grabbing his face pulling it towards me as fast as I can, I claim his lips. I kiss him hard and fast, flipping us over, grabbing onto his hair while I continue to kiss him. His cock hardens, his body begging for me to touch him more.

Breaking away from him, I smirk and say. "And they say vampires are insatiable."

"Trust you to be a smart ass, at a time like this."

"Hush pet I'll take good care of you." Kissing his body as I move down the bed, licking up some of our cum. He's right bloody nummy. My fingertips tracing their way down his neck, lightly going over his jugular, down his collar bone over his chest and to his nipples, pinching and teasing them while my tongue dips in and out of his belly button.

Moving my whole body down further my fingers going down his abs, my mouth going slowly down stopping at the base of his cock. Moving my fingers to his sides while I move my mouth from him keeping my hands on his sides I move up to his mouth and kiss him again, my hands rubbing his rib cage. His body rubbing against mine. Breaking away from the kiss I grab hold of his cock and gently squeeze it.

"Is this what you want?"

He moans a "Yes."

Moving my mouth to his neck I begin to kiss it while my hands massage his cock. My demon wanting to mark him screams at me to claim him, I suck his neck right on his jugular instead of biting him I give him a Hickey. His body shudders beneath me as my hand pumps his cock, my mouth continues to suck his neck causing him to moan.

I move my mouth from his neck looking at my artwork, okay a mark I gave him. Wishing it was a true claim, wishing I could truly claim him. Moving down his body down his chest to one of his nipples, I slide my tongue out and flick it against his nipple. Placing my mouth over it nibbling it lightly as continue to flick my tongue against it.

My hands move up to his hips grabbing onto them squeezing them. Moving my hands under him I squeeze his ass. Turning us so we are on our sides I move my mouth to his other nipple and continue to nibble and flick it in the same way I did the other one.

My fingers rubbing his butt, every now and then gently squeezing it, moving closer to his anus with each squeeze. Rubbing one of my legs against his groin, applying pressure to his cock every time I squeeze his butt removing the pressure when I un squeeze it.

Taking my mouth off of his nipple I look at his face as I bring one hand to the front. Gently I begin to stroke his cock. With my other hand I move it towards the crack between his butt cheeks stoking up and down the crack in time with the stroking of his cock.

"Spike more, don't tease."

"Shh pet, not gunna leave you hanging, just enjoy."

I press my finger against his opening gently pushing it into him, stroking his cock more firmly. Finally pushing my whole finger into him, his body stiffens from shock; I slowly bring it back out.

"No don't.Spike."

Oh he likes that. "Shh pet relax." Returning my finger back into him this time with more ease this time looking for that spot.

"HOLY FUCK! Ohgodohgodohgod FUCK UGGG." Smirking to myself, ah Found it.

God he is so beautiful, his body dripped with sweat, his hair all messed, his chocolate brown eyes which are closed in pleasure, His mouth parted moaning, His tongue licking his lips trying to get a hold him self, His fingers wrapped around the sheet. His chest, oh god if only I had Angel's talent for drawing, I could spend hours drawing his torso, perfectly sculptured from the construction work, toned and tanned. Down to the v of his pelvic bone, his muscled thighs from running from all the nasties. His cock, begging to be touched some more, begging to cum, pre cum seeping from the tip, It's length and thickness so perfect, so warm, his whole body radiating heat. Once again hating the bloody initiative for chipping me, here I have this beauty and I can't even bloody well claim him.

Suddenly an idea comes to mind, a way.if I cause him enough pleasure, if I'm not doing it for pain, out of pain, maybe just maybe, hopefully I can I can mark him I can claim him, oh yes he will be mine!

"Spike.? Why you stop...?" his voice shaky. Shit I didn't even realize I stopped.

"Sorry pet, just admiring the view."

Stroking his cock again taking him to mush land, once again entering his hole with my finger this time I push two in, once again finding the spot making sure I hit it, getting the desired response I want.

Moving my body down to his inner thigh. I look up at him, his face screws up in annoyance, kissing his thigh. Unable to help my self I move to a spot right beside his cock gently sucking, licking, nibbling, while my fingertips give him a hand job.

"Spike stop.got to stop.don't want that. Want you in me."

Wants me in him who am I to deny what he wants, moving my fingers too his anus I part his cheeks and I gently run a finger around his hole, pushing three fingers into him.

"Oh fuck! Oh.god.oh god ...ugh." I love incoherent Xander. Rubbing my fingers in and out of his anus hitting the spot each time, driving him wilder with each touch, my mouth giving him a hickey waiting for the time to test my theory.

Gently cupping his balls with my free hand, pushing the three fingers back into him with more force, hitting his Prostate and squeezing his balls at the same time as I sink my fangs into him. Oh god human warm, oh god Xander. Hitting his prostate over and over again as I claim him, his body shudders as his cock shots his seed all over me. My cock throbbing, aching, rubbing it against the bed my whole body and demon completely happy as I cum.

Moving my fingers from his anus, I Withdraw my fangs from his upper thigh, looking at it.

'He's mine, BLOODY HELL HE'S MINE!' oh god I want to scream it to the world.moving my lips to the mark I kiss it as my whole body screams he's mine.

"I love it when you purr." His voice brining me back to reality, looking up at him, into his eyes, glazed over with desire, gently touching the mark making sure I wasn't dreaming it. "You look so happy it's adorable."

"I am so happy." Stroking my claim with my finger tips

"That feels nice. Why does it kinda hurt there?"

Great now I'm going to be homeless again. Good one Spike! How the bloody hell do I explain this one and live to see tomorrow. "Hurt how?"

"It doesn't really hurt, it feels nice, really nice, but there's kind of a throb. Which I can feel through out my entire body."

"Xander.pet. now don't stake me just think for a second okay?"

"Umm think about what Spike?"

Stroking the mark some more pressing down on it slightly

"Oh Spike. feels good. Spike even I need some recovery time, I just had the best orgasm I've ever had."

"Listen to me for a second Xander, okay?"

"Yeah sure."

Stroking the claim I begin "I claimed you pet, I marked you as mine, in doing so your safe. No demon will go near you, but that's not why I did it, I did it pet, because forever remember?"

"Claim? What do you mean claim? I'm not angry Spike I just want to know what it means."

"I bit you, you have my mark on you.here." I Say as I stroke his mark, my mark, and my claim.

"What it look like?" yet again I'm surprised by him he doesn't seem affected by what I just told him all he cares is what it looks like. Chucking to my self.

"It looks bloody magnificent pet, absolutely perfect." Making sure he knows I'm talking about the mark and about him.

"Is that all there is? I mean is there anything else I need to know about the claim?"

"Uhh well. no that's it."

"Spike stop lying, tell me it all."

"It can be the beginning of something else or it can be what it is now. A protection mark, a claim."

"But it could be something else?"

"Xan.do you really want to talk about this now? We could be doing so many more things."

"Spike, tell me or no more orgasms."

"Party poop." Giving him my best puppy look.

"Don't you try that with me buster."

"Fine.I'll tell you."

Moving up so that I can lay beside him, I pull him into my arms, stroking his hair, I begin to talk.

"If you want it, it can be a means as to forever. As in forever, pet, not just your forever, my forever with none of the bad sides. You'll be able to walk in the sun, live off human food, live forever, heal fast, vampire speed and strength, keep your soul. But for this to happen there's a ritual, simple really, you drink from me, I drink from you we say a few words and bam forever really means forever."

"That's it, that's so simple, you would think it would be harder."

"It's simple because, not many vampires make mates, if they want some one, they will make them into there childe. Only reason I know of it is because Angelus was always reading or telling us some vampire custom. He said, he wanted us educated and such."

"Spike?"

"Yes luv."

"Do you.is that what you want to do to me?"

Do I? Forever, With the whelp? Okay so he's not really the whelp any more. Eternity with those eyes, that hair, his scent, him.

HELL YES I DO!

"Wouldn't have claimed you if I didn't want it luv."

"What happens if you die? What happens then?"

"Once the ritual is done your life, your immortal life is tied to mine, if I die you will live on as mortal, you'll die when the time comes."

Oh great now he's gone all quite on me. I guess I kinda dumped a lot on him.

"Spike.I want you to, I want to be with you for your kind of forever, this while time looking after you has made me realize I care about you."

Instantly my face comes over in the biggest grin I'm sure my face has ever felt. Unable to hide my happiness I pull him closer to me and kiss his face, never leaving a place untouched. Landing on his lips kissing them with more force then before.

Running my hands up and down his back lightly touching him causing him to shudder.

Tracing his lips with my tongue tasting our salvia mixed, tasting him. Moving a hand down his body gently touching my mark, running my fingers over it, causing him to man in my ear, I apply more pressure, pressing down on it.

I hear him whimper into my ear, begging for more.

Pulling him into my arms, I hold him contently, purring in his ear.

Feeling his lips kiss my neck, kissing there way up to my ear.

"Spike.you made me hard, not gunna go to sleep on me are you?"

"Not going to sleep pet, to bloody hard to sleep, just enjoying the moment."

His tongue slides out of his mouth and flicks my ear, his lips suck on my lobe gently biting down as he moves his mouth off my ear, his hips rub against my groin forcing me to rub back, moaning for more.

"Want to do the ritual, want to be with you, want you to fuck me, god Spike.you feel so good."

"We will pet, but not tonight when you're a little older we'll do the ritual, don't want you looking 20 for eternity."

"Spike Want you." He looks at me, making sure I look into his eyes.

Seeing so much need, so much want, understanding what he is trying to say, he doesn't just want me to fuck him or plain eternity with him, he just wants me, wants me to simply want and need him.

And I do. I want him to the point of need. So much has happened in the past Month. For the first time I no longer want to forget, instead I want to remember.

*** Xander's POV ***

"You sure about this, because once we do this Xander, it all changes, this isn't about thanks, this isn't about just getting off although that's a added bonus, this is about you and me, about how we feel. I want you, for more than tonight."

"Forever right?"

"Forever."

"I'm sure Spike, I love you I don't want to be with any one else."

"That's good because I love you pet."

"Good, Now can we get on with the sex, I don't know how much longer I can wait."

"A man after my heart."

"It's not the only thing I'm after."

Moving down his body I leave wet patches where my mouth has been, I move my mouth to the base of his cock sucking on his skin as hard as I can, lightly nipping the skin between my teeth. My fingers trace the veins on his cock; slowly I wrap my fingers around him and begin to pump his cock.

I can hear him pant; his body aroused with so much want and need. Taking my mouth off his base I bring it to the tip of his cock flicking my tongue out tasting the seeping head, looking up at him his head rolls back, eyes shut, lips apart chanting.

"More.More.More."

Holding his cock steady with one hand I lick it all over, gently pressing my lips to the tip slowly sliding him into my mouth. Running my free hand over his ass, and down his crack, moving more of his cock into my mouth flicking my tongue on the underside of his cock tracing the veins. I press my finger into his opening.

"OH GOD XAN! GGHH."

His fingers tangle there way into my hair pulling me away from his cock. My body overcomes with rejection, I thought he was enjoying it, was I doing it wrong?

"Xan. pet.so good! Don't ever think anything else. Had to stop you gunna cum, didn't want that not yet, want to make you incoherent, want to make you crazy with desire, want to feel my cock buried inside you when I cum."

"How.did.?"

His fingers run through my hair, and down my neck, lightly touching my skin.

"We.vampires can sense feelings, fear, love and such."

"That's, well that's cheating."

He flips us over so he is on top.

"Well if you think about it that way, I like to think of it more in the way of using certain skills to my advantage."

Running his hands down my sides, he silences the conversation with a kiss, preventing me from talking which is fine with me, I don't really want to talk. I want to become incoherent, I want to become crazy with desire, I want to feel his cock inside me, and I want everything else and inbetween.

Rubbing his groin against mine, creating so much heat. I Watch him as a single drop of sweat falls down his face, making it's way over his cheeks, running it's way along his chin, finally parting from his skin hitting, me. Feeling the drop hit me, feeling it burn it's self into my skin, burning the action, burning the memory into my mind so I can remember it forever.

Our bodies shaking with unfulfilled desire.

Moving out from underneath him I lean over and open the bedside table, grabbing a tube of lube, I hand it to him as I say.

"I can't wait any longer I need you now."

He puts the tube down and pulls my face towards him, and begins kissing it all over, placing his lips on my eyes, over my nose, my cheeks, on my lips.

Feeling his hands grabbing onto my body pulling me close again, his hands move down my face, feeling them run over my chest tracing circles around my nipples, Pleasure shoots through my body as he pinches my nipples.

"Oh god. Spike!"

"I'm gunna make you feel so good pet, gunna make you see new kinds of colours." Moving his hands down my chest grabbing onto my hips he rolls us over, finding my self on top of him again. Shifting my weight, allowing me to rub our erections together.

Finding his jugular I place my mouth on to it and begin to suck, making sure my teeth nibble, letting my tongue flick out and lap at the spot.

"Oh.bloody hell pet!" his hands move onto my ass no longer teasing me, feeling his lubed fingers as they press against my hole, briefly thinking when did he put lube on, not caring the instant his fingers enter me, no longer teasing, no longer denying, just pleasing.

Moaning as his fingers stroke that spot, that place where all new colours come to life just like he said, my prostate.

Moving against him causing him to press his fingers against my prostate, causing us both to moan some more.

Grabbing onto the lube squirting some into my hand, some how I lift my body barely off his, allowing me to reach in-between us, wrapping my lubed hand around his hard shaft rubbing the lube all over him.

"Umm.Xan.pet.got to.ugg.now." Understanding him completely, letting him take control.

Feeling his fingers move out of my hole, only to be replaced with the feeling of his cock easing its way into me.

His hands running up and down my back trying to make me as relaxed as he can. Hearing his voice whisper into my ear, unable to concentrate on what he is saying, just feeling the air against my ear, his mouth, the movement of his hands his cock, the feeling of completeness of him inside me.

"Holy FUCK SO WARM!" Spike practically screams as his cock enters me.

Enjoying the feeling of him all in me, enjoying more then I'd ever thought I would or could, enjoying it so much, never wanting the pleasure to end but wanting to feel so much more at the same time.

Needing to tell him, needing to say. "Spike.oh.so good." Is all I make out before he rolls us over again sending jolts of electricity through my body, his cock sliding out of my ass, and entering again. His fingers pinching my nipples as his cock hits my prostate "OH FUCK."

So many feelings shoot through my system, wanting to drown in the sensations he is creating, wanting to feel nothing else for the rest of eternity.

His body rubs against my cock, his cock pumps in and out of my hole, hitting my prostate, my body begins to quiver, needing to feel release. Needing to feel something more. knowing what he wants, knowing I want it to, wanting to feel him drinking from me.

"Spike drink. drink me."

Screaming his name in orgasm as his fangs sink into my neck, feeling his cock spasm and cum inside me, making my orgasm so much more powerful.

Overcome with the feeling of hollowness, as his fangs slide out of my neck, feeling his cock slipping out of me.

He rolls off me, and pulls me into him, holding me close; he snuggles into my neck. Whispering in my ear he says.

"Love you always pet." Hearing his body rumble with purring, feeling it vibrate through out my body. Falling asleep with his arms wrapped around me, everything feeling so right.

~ Fins~