*****

Giles released a shout of surprise when the ground suddenly shied away under his feet. He roared in pain when he impaled himself on the pickets that covered the bottom of the pit in which he had fallen. The two evil creatures that the ex-Watcher had been pursuing stopped running, then went back giggling in enjoyment towards their trap, which had worked as expected. The vampires tilted their head to look in the pit and saw their enemy lying in the heart of the pit plastered with the blood that was pouring out from multiple wounds on his shoulders, chest, belly and leg. He was not dead yet. Convulsive shivers shook him and he breathed with difficulty. Suddenly the creatures of the night became skeletons then dust.

Spike tightened his hold on the stake in his hand and jumped with suppleness in the heart of the pit near Giles who was sprawled on his back. From his left shoulder, his chest, his belly and his right leg came out a picket stained with blood. The vampire knelt down near the man that he loved and shivered with horror. Giles was still alive, but he already looked like a corpse: his face was livid and streamed with sweat. His features were wrinkled in a grimace pain. His eyes held a empty, apathetic glance, he was already somewhere else. Convulsive shivers shook him and he breathed with difficulty.

Spike took his hand. "Rupert, do you hear me?"

The vampire saw his lover's gaze to move slowly towards him, but without resuming life. Giles tried to say some words, but only mumblings crossed his lips. A harsh cold invaded the ex-Watcher and froze him inside. He began to pant for breath. His vision darkened, his ears buzzed; then his body became heavy. Gradually he felt himself slackening. He was going to die. But it was not the end. Using the last of his strength Giles tightened his hold on Spike's hand and with a very strong effort managed to gasp out, "Bite me . Soul. Willow. curse. I stay. you. love you."

Spike nodded. He opened his mouth wide and bit into Giles' neck, planting his fangs in his lover's carotid vein. Giles didn't even react. Spike bit his lover deeper and began to swallow huge draughts making small wet noises. He stopped when he felt Giles' pulse become weak and erratic. He then cut his right wrist using his nail and placed it on his lover's lips. Giles licked and swallowed Spike's blood. The ex-Watcher closed his eyes and had the feeling of falling into an abyss. He then died.

*
* *

Later, Giles' place

Spike turned to Willow and interrogated her with his gaze. The red Witch nodded and smiled to him.

"The Gypsy curse worked Spike. Giles has his soul just as Angel does. He's him again in his head."

The vampire sighed in relief. "Thank you Willow."

Buffy exhaled a long sigh. "I can't believe that Giles is a vampire now. a good one."

"You'll accept it quickly, as quickly as you accepted that he and I were lovers." Spike said.

Buffy smiled and came to sit down at the edge of the bed. "I'll always remember this famous day when Giles told me that he was your lover. I was more than stunned: my Watcher was not only gay, but he was in love with Spike!. I was even more surprised when he added that you were already lovers when he was young, in London. But he has never told me how you both had met and I would like to know how it happened Spike."

Spike nodded. "This story happened long ago Buffy . Giles was 21 years old. He had left Oxford for several months and. and he was so very beautiful!" He looked at his lover and now childe who slept peacefully sprawled on the bed next to him. "He has aged naturally, but he's still so very beautiful and from now on he will stay so, infinitely." He bent towards Giles and kissed him on his now ice-cold lips. "And he and I shall be lovers till the end of times." "Hmm I 'm listening to you Spike."

The blond vampire sat down on the bed, pulled the vampire-Giles to him and rested his lover's head on his lap.

"Everything began in London, in 1975."

***

// London, 1975

Spike sat down on the bench situated in front of the entrance of the department store. He had been coming there every evening for a week, since the "young man with the acoustic guitar" as he nicknamed him, because he did not know how he was called came to sing here, had started coming along with his instrument to win some pence. The vampire liked hearing him sing, his voice was so beautiful, so warm, so full of passion. He also came here to devour the young man with his eyes because he found him really very beautiful and terribly sexy in spite of the grime, which covered his skin and the worn out and dirty, clothes he wore. He was terribly attracted by him and dreamed of giving him a bath and putting him in his bed then to make love to him again and again for long hours until he lost consciousness because of exhaustion and ecstasy.

Spike worried when at the end of half an hour the "young man in the acoustic guitar" had not still arrived. He had never been late before. Spike told himself that maybe the young man had decided to go to sing somewhere else other than on Oxford Street. Then he frowned when his instinct whispered him that something may have happened to the young singer. Spike got up. He was going to find the boy, how he did not yet know, but he would do something.

Spike had made it only a few steps in the direction of the street where he was preparing to cross when he perceived the one that he was going to look for a few feet to his left. The "young man with the acoustic guitar", who did not have his instrument, staggered among the pressing passers-by who either knocked him down or ignored him totally. His face was marbled of bruises, he had a bloody cut on his forehead and he had wrapped his damaged hands in bands of cloth made from his shirt. Spike could tell this because below his leather jacket, he was bare chest. Spike shivered in rage and rushed to him before he fell on the pavement. Spike held him tightly against him to support him and asked:

"What happened to you mate?"

"I was attacked. by. by a hooligans' band near Blackfriars' bridge. I defended myself. but they were. too numerous. They stole me my two pounds and my guitar. I have to find it, it was a present. from my mother, and I need to find it? I need to."

He had a dizzy turn. Spike still supporting him, hailed a taxi and helped the "young man with the acoustic guitar" to get into the vehicle and to sit down on the seat. Spike setted near him then and put the man's head on his lap.

"122 Kurley Street, East End!" Spike told the driver. "

*
* *

Later

When Spike entered the hall of the house in which he lived with his minions, he was supporting the wounded young man. The man was fighting to remaining conscious. The minions approached and flashed their fangs and licked themselves their lips. Their Master had brought them somebody for dinner.

"I forbid you to touch him!" Spike ordered them. "He belongs to me, and to nobody else, understood?"

The vampires nodded, disappointed and starved.

"This human being was attacked this evening by a gang near Blackfriars' bridge. Find them, kill them and return me the acoustic guitar that they stole from him."

The minions watched their Master leaving the hall with his prey then went to the door. They had a job to do.

*

Spike lay down the young man who eventually fainted on the big bed. He began by removing the young man's shoes almost slice opened and full of mud. When he was bare the vampire moved back to examine the human being and groaned of pleasure, he was very aroused. As he suspected the human had the thin, muscular body of an athlete. His gaze focused on the young man's sex, long and thick even resting along his inner thigh and he had round and heavy testicles. Spike felt his powerful erection stretching out his jeans and sat down at the edge of the bed. He let his ice-cold hand roam on the young man's chest lightly hairy avoiding the places where the milky skin was bruised. He noted that the man had also been hit in the stomach.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaah ."

The "young man without his acoustic guitar" regained consciousness and slowly opened his eyes. He saw a pale young man possessing a thin and delicate face, bleached blond hair and beautiful blue eyes tilted over him and recognized him. He smiled to Spike.

"Ah! It is you." He glanced around him. "Am I in your room?"

Spike nodded. "Yes, I brought you to my home. You need care and I am going to look after you."

"Why? It is useless. When you turn me my bumps, my bruises and my wounds will disappear very fast."

The vampire quivered. "You know that I am a vampire?"

"You are pale, your hand is frozen and you do not breathe. Conclusion: you are a vampire."

"And I don't frighten you?"

"No. I'm used to seeing and to fighting vampires since my childhood, and demons also."

Spike frowned. "You're too young to be a confirmed Watcher. You're a Watcher in training!"

"No, not any more and I shall never be a confirmed Watcher. I dropped my training because I do not want to be a Watcher any more. I moreover never wanted to be a Watcher. It was my father who forced me to follow in his footsteps. Question of family tradition. I wanted to be a to fighter pilot or possibly a grocer possibly when I was a little boy. and now I dream to be a singer, to have my own band. I believe that I am rather talented, what do you think? . You came to listen to me singing several times."

Spike was surprised. "You noticed me among all those who listened to you? Oh it's doubtless because I am fair very clear."

"No, yes, but I especially noticed you because. because I find you very attractive Spike."

Spike was stunned this time "You know my name?"

"You're a famous vampire Spike or rather should I call you William the Bloody. I saw your photo one day in a book on the most famous and cruel vampires still existing when I was small and I never forgot your face, nor Angelus' face..."

The vampire grinned pleased. "I'm famous!. I knew it! What's my rank in that book?"

"Vampires are classified by alphabetical order."

"Oh!. " Spike beamed remembering that the young man had said that he found him very attractive. "You find me very attractive?"

"Yes, if my father knew that I am attracted to you, he would have a cardiac arrest."

"You should know the reason I haven't turned you is because I want take you as my lover. What's your name?"

"Rupert, Rupert Giles."

Spike giggled. "Rupert? What a horrible first name! . I'm going to call you Giles. It's more beautiful."

"All right Spike."

Spike licked Giles' chin and his lips before kissing him. "I'm going to wash you, look after you then I'm going to make love to you. Does the program please you?"

Giles nodded. "It's perfect!"

*****
Part 2:

// . Spike's bedroom, later

Spike knelt down near Giles on the big bed and kissed his high forehead, his firm lips, and strong chin. He lingered for a moment at the pulse point at the base of the neck, excited by its throbbing wanting to bite the skin and the flesh there with his fangs, to drink the warm blood. But he controlled himself and his mouth traveled down to the right nipple. He sucked it gently with small wet noises. Giles shivered, and his nipples soon hardened.

"Mmmm. Much better," Spike whispered, and immediately his hands were on them: circling, squeezing, pinching occasionally, and causing the young man to moan and to writhe on the mattress.

Spike used then his fingernail to cut Giles' breast just over the nipple. A little blood poured. The vampire licked the wound moaning with pleasure then he started to suck up the hard nipple. Giles released a delighted sigh. The vampire nibbled the nipple then and started to rub the other one under his thumb. His free hand slowly moved down along the hard muscled stomach to reach his destination: a half erect penis, smooth and warm. He suddenly captured it. The ex-Watcher in training arched on the bed when he felt Spike ice-cold fingers encircling his sex. Spike suddenly jumped on top of the human and began to rub himself against Giles to excite him. and succeeded in doing it. Giles groaned with pleasure and excitement as their members pressed together; he started to make small back-and-forth movements in response to Spike's thrusts. When Spike took Giles in his hand again the shaft was fully erect. He caressed the penis full of blood and knelt down between Giles' legs. Still holding the erect member in his hand he then began to move the skin of the penis up and back, slowly, by licking his lips, making the other hand roam on Giles' scrotum. Giles began to growl and scratched the bedspread. He cried out and arched when Spike closed his hand on the base of his straining penis. The vampire flicked its tongue rapidly over the young man's erection and took him in his cold mouth. He held him deep in it, moved back and forth and started licking him and sucking him, alternately while stroking and pressing, stroking and pressing, his testicles with the other hand.

"Oh dear Lord!" Giles breathed. "Aaaaah!"

Giles closed his eyes, his mind entirely focused on his hard member and the soft and cold lips that were sliding up and down its surface and cooling it. That felt so good. He was in heaven. Spike pulled his mouth off of Giles then eliciting a moan of protest from him then re-started to make the skin slide back and forth, while with his right hand, he massaged the testicles. The vampire next licked the underside of the penis, re-opened big his mouth and plunged. He held still one moment, to feel the penis pulsating with desire between his lips, and then began sucking at top speed. Giles gave a growl and put his hands on Spike's head pulling him to him. Quickly the human's breath began short, chopped. His legs trembled; he shivered. He was so close. Giles was suddenly shaken by a series of spasms, arched, and with a feral growl he exploded in the vampire's mouth. Spike swallowed all the warm and salty semen eagerly then licked the penis squeakily clean.

"Mmmmmmmmmm. your delicious pet." Spike said, licking his lips with delight. "Blood and sperm."

Giles his head reeling, shaken by ripples of pleasure managed to say: "I've never feel that. it's so wonderful."

Spike was very surprised. "Your first blowjob luv?.Has someone ever fucked you?"

The ex-Watcher in training shook his head. "No, never. You'll be my first lover Spike."

"Did you ever make love to a girl?"

"Never."

Spike groaned with pleasure. He adored making love to virgin young men. Their arses were so tight!

Leaning forward Spike began to kiss Giles' throat, nibbled it here and there with his blunt teeth and then slowly started to move downward placing light kisses on his chest and stopping momentarily to run his tongue around one of his young human lover's nipples before continuing down and probing his navel with the tip of his tongue. After that he rubbed his cheek on {his}(the young man's) abdomen purring like a panther.

"Mmmmmmmm. Mmmmmm. I love you so much Giles."

Giles smiled and tenderly caressed the blond vampire's back. Spike moaned and murmured, soft noises of pleasure, as the young man stroked his hands down his spine and along his shoulders, trying to please him too. "I love you too Spike, so much."

The vampire nodded and then said: "Now I'm going to make love to you. Move on your knees and elbows Giles. Don't worry I will be gentle with you. I promise."

Giles placed himself on all fours on the bed, offering Spike his round, muscular and half-opened buttocks. The vampire took his place behind Giles who hollowed his back, raised his buttocks, grabbed the headboard and waited. Spike then caressed the firm and muscular buttocks of his lover then licked his lower back then slid his thumbs several times in the furrow, which parted the buttocks, brushing the anus making Giles moan and tremble. Giles pushed aside his knees a little more and Spike put his finger into his mouth and sucked it. He slid then the wet finger down to the young man's buttocks and gently eased it into him. Spike groaned. Giles was deliciously, virginally tight. Giles moaned as the vampire moved forward, deeper. He stiffened and clenched his jaws and teeth and his gluteal muscles. He was more than willing, but nature defended itself. Spike groaned again feeling his lover's tight muscles clenching around his finger, imagining his hard and throbbing shaft in its place. Giles relaxed bit by bit when the vampire caressed the bottom of his back and his inner thighs.

"That's a good boy. Just relax. It's a big night tonight! You're going to loose your virginity."

"Spike please." Giles whispered on a shaky breath.

Spike added another finger inside him and Giles squirmed with resistance. Immediately the vampire calmed him with few kisses along his spine and a lick here and there. The young man relaxed and Spike could begin to thrust, slowly and gently. Giles moaned with pleasure when Spike inserted a third finger into him. He lifted his ass to meet the undead's fingers and he thrust against them eagerly.

"You're ready now, aren't you Giles?" Spike asked as he tenderly nibble his human's lover neck. "Do you want me now?"

"Yes, I want you!" Came the hoarse reply.

Spike smoothed the seeping semen over the head of his erection and positioned it for penetration against the tight opening. He grabbed Giles by his hips and had only to push a little to enter the loins. Giles gasped at the unfamiliar and painful sensation struggled a fistful of seconds but had nowhere to go. He relaxed instead. Spike pushed slowly, then with more force, and even more and thrusting forward and backward it managed to engage half of his penis in the human's tight, silky warmth, feeling himself gripped and stroked by firm muscle every millimeter of the way. He felt the blood beating in his sex and held trying not to release his seed yet. Giles under him was trembling, barely breathing.

"I can stop if you want to Giles. Just tell me."

"Continue. please."

Spike slowly began to move forward. Feeling the penis penetrating into him profoundly, Giles was suddenly shaken by spasms. The vampire stopped only when his hairy stomach contacted the young human's buttocks. Once completely embedded Spike lay still to give Giles a chance to become used to his size. He then penetrated him, withdrawing and pushing back home with all of his length, nudging Giles' prostrate with each forward thrust, his breath short, watching his sex entering and retreating. He thrusted into Giles with long and gentle strokes. The young man was moaning continuously at the same time with pain and with pleasure, because it was painful and delicious too. Little by little Spike lost control of his pacing and his thrusts became more rapid and erratic. He uttered a low growl when he felt warm muscle clamp around his member. . //

"I accelerated my thrusts even more and Rupert."

"Stop! That's enough Spike." Buffy said, sick. "I know now what gay sex between men is like. All right, you made love and then? What happened next?"

"Rupert made love to me. He was. not very talented at that time. But he learned quickly. After a week with me he was able to give me bloody wonderful blowjobs."

Buffy grimaced. "Eww!"

"He officially became my "living childe" "among those of my race and we spent months together, very happy. In the daytime he played guitar and sung - my minions had killed those who had hurt him and found his guitar - because he adored that, and at night we made love together until he collapsed with exhaustion. He loved that too very much. Two years later, one day he met Ethan Rayne and his bunch of mates in a pub." He frowned. "I began to loose him little by little after that. He spent much of his time with them practicing magic, mostly the dark arts, having fun with them. he started to have sex with Ethan. He was in love with him, and not with me any more."

Buffy nodded. "I always suspected he had had sex with Ethan. There was a sexual tension between them. They became enemies after Randall's tragic death. And they still are. Did he come back to you Spike? Did you accept him near you?"

Spike shook his head. "He didn't come back to me. He said to me when we re-started to be together lots of years later that he was ashamed of his behavior towards me. He had dumped me. He was afraid of my anger too and. mostly he wanted to find his redemption in being a Watcher. So after the Eyghon's incident and Randall's death he went directly to the Council's Compound. He stayed there for two years without coming outside. When he finally came out of the building, he was another man. He didn't recognize me when I greeted him. Or rather he recognized the vampire-me and tried to kill me with the stake he had in the pocket of his coat. I had to hit him hard in his face to get rid of him."

"Why didn't Giles recognize you?"

"I'm not sure but I think that the Council's doctors used drugs and hypnosis on him to make him forget me. They had watched Rupert after his departure from Oxford up to his arrival at the Watchers' nest and they knew that he and I were lovers. A Watcher couldn't have a vampire as lover, so they erased me and what Rupert and I had lived together from his memory. After he had tried to kill me, I went away, my heart broken. I left London, I left England and I traveled throughout the world trying to forget him. It worked. When I saw him with you more than twenty years later. all my feeling for him that I had thought gone came back to life. I told my minions not to hurt him, and they did. When Angelus started to torture him. I couldn't bear it. I left him and went to find you. I wanted you to save the world and to save * him *. And you did Buffy. I never thanked you for that. So thank you. I left Sunnydale then with Dru. I loved her and I wanted to forget Rupert again. I wanted a simple life. errr. a simple "unlife" with Dru."

"But you couldn't and you came back for him."

Spike nodded. "Yes I did. You know all of what happened next. So I move to the day I made him love again. It was after Ethan had been arrested by the initiative's MPs. I came to his place to tell him I had broke his precious old French car.

***

// Giles' place, bathroom, late at night

Spike entered Giles' apartment and directly went to the bathroom pulled there by the good smell of the human's blood. He discovered Giles in the front of the sink. He was only dressed in his boxers and clean with a piece of soaked cotton disinfecting the deep wound which he had above the left breast.

"What happened Rupert?" Spike asked very worried coming to examine the wound.

"Buffy tried to stab me. or rather to stab the Fyarl demon-me and she missed my heart of few inches. Hopefully."

"You should be at the hospital!"

The human being nodded. "I went there. They looked after me but I refused to stay the night in observation. I hate hospitals."

"You should have stayed over there! The suture did not hold. You're bleeding again."

Spike put his hands on Giles' shoulders, pushed him against the wall of the room and licked the wound. The ex-Watcher gasped and tried to push the vampire away but Spike easily pinned him against the wall. He relaxed when he remembered that Spike could not hurt him. In fact he was helping him. His saliva was going to stop the bleeding. The vampires used their saliva when they cut themselves to make their victims drink blood from them. One lick, and the blood did not pour anymore.

Giles moaned with pleasure and noticed why only later: Spike sucked and nibbled his left nipple alternately. He raised the chipped vampire's chin and asked him.

"Spike what are you doing?"

Spike grinned. "Is it not enough evident Rupert?" He licked Giles' throat then licked his lips. "You like that don't you?"

"No I don't."

"Liar! I heard you moaning with pleasure." He caressed the Human's lightly hairy chest. "Mmmm. you are beautiful Rupert, and so sexy, so desirable, so fuckable!"

Giles was very surprised.

"Do you want to make love to me Spike?"

"Yes!"

The vampire grabbed Giles by his wrist forced him to sit on the bathroom carpet. Spike knelt in front of the ex-Watcher, took him by his shoulders and pulled him to him. He leaned forward his hands coming up to Giles tousled hair and kissed him on his lips. Giles felt his skin break out in gooseflesh. Spike forced his tongue past his teeth, to investigate his mouth, to devour it hungrily, with wild need, with passion, making his hands roam on the bulge, which began to stretch out his boxers. He stroked the penis through the cloth of the underwear. Giles started to pant. He moved into Spike's hand, moaning with pleasure his head willing to free his long repressed sexual needs and desires. The last person to have given him such a wet caress was Ethan, long ago. He had almost forgotten all the sensations that assaulted him, knocking out all thought from his mind.

Spike almost cried out with delight when he felt Giles' tongue coming to meet his, at first shyly then the human wrapped his arms around his back pulling him hard against his own body to ravish his mouth, deepening the kiss, groaning and grunting with pleasure, pleasure of being loved. It had been such a long, long time.

Giles' kisses became wild and he ran his hands down Spike's tee-shirt front, then he tore it in two with a primal grunt. He let his fingers roam on the vampire hard and sculptured chest then made them slide down to open the zipper of Spike's jeans. Spike's rock hard shaft sprang free and leveled up to his navel, the head hiding it. The vampire hooked its fingers in Giles' boxers and tugged them down over his hips, down to his knees, his ankles freeing his full erect member. Spike grabbed the penis between his ice-cold fingers and the ex-Watcher gasped and shivered at the sensation. Spike held it a little, feeling it pulsating in his hand, oh so happy to take Giles again after more than 20 years, and started to masturbate him at top speed. Giles whimpered feeling as if he were on fire. He could hardly breathe. Panting, squirming, he started to masturbate Spike at top speed too and the vampire uttered a feral cry. Spike suddenly pinned Giles on the bathroom carpet breaking their long and untamed kiss, crawled on top of him and began to rub himself on the human. Giles suddenly arched, stiffened and exploded against Spike's groin, pelvis and lower belly, splashing them with his warm semen.

Spike opened Giles' legs, lifted them, took his lover by his hips and impaled him brutally on his hard cock. The ex-Watcher cried out feeling a strong bright flash of both pleasure and pain all mixed together, when his lover's cock head moved quickly through the tight muscle. The vampire shouted as the chip in his head activated sending him waves of excruciating pains. Once he felt a little better he slowly pulled Giles on his rigid shaft, grasping him by his hips and groaned with pleasure feeling the tight muscles clench around him. He pulled Giles on himself deeper and rocked his hips back and forth and little by little slide a little further into his lover. When he was completely embedded into the ex-Watcher he slowly backed away to re-enter him. He then started to thrust, slowly, gently, savoring the feel of his pulsing flesh, sliding back and forth inside the man and hearing Giles moans of pleasure, but quickly he accelerated his pace and started a strong rhythm, slamming into Giles with hard and rapid thrusts mercilessly, over and over again. He increased his speed even more, feeling the human's new orgasm welling up in him, his muscles clenching about his penis in rapture, feeling his own climax rushing upon him, crashing through him. Giles let out a hoarse cry and came again, again splashing Spike's groin, pelvis and lower belly. He then passed out with ecstasy. Spike continued to pump in and out of Giles and soon he exploded in his turn with a feral cry his features contorted in pure bliss. He pulled himself out of his living lover still blacked out and laid on top of him, breathing hard, utterly exhausted but sated and contented. //

***

Spike grinned. "Rupert regained consciousness only one half an hour later with the feeling to an enormous hole."

"Spike! That's enough!" Buffy interrupted him. "Eww! . Did you tell him then tat he and you were lovers before?"

The vampire nodded. "Yes, and he then knew why he had always been attracted by me without knowing why exactly."

Giles suddenly moaned and moved his hands. He brutally opened his eyes and sat up on the bed. He transformed himself and Buffy startled moved back and raised her tightened fist.

"Easy! It's me Buffy, Giles!" Giles-vampire said to his ex-Slayer. "I shall not hurt you."

Buffy relaxed. "I know. Sorry Giles, it's a Slayer reaction."

Giles smiled. "I am happy that you so react." He looked at Spike and tenderly caressed his cheek. "I'm starving luv."

The blond vampire nodded. "I know."

Buffy got up from the bed. "I am going to leave you both. I shall come to see you later Giles."

The ex-Watcher and newbie vampire nodded. "All right Buffy."

Once Spike and he were alone in the room, Giles kissed his lover before tightening him against him, strongly.

"I love you, Spike!"

Spike kissed Giles in his turn then he tenderly caressed his cheek, smiling. "I love you too luv and now I will love you until the end of the world, and maybe after that!"

"I hope so!"

End