20th August 2005
Hey everyone, well everything is SO screwed up at the moment.Gus has admited that he like's me and he asked me out. but, I mean. I don't like him in tha way. He's just agood mate a arrgghh! I don't know what to do. I think I will have to talk to him on monday and work thing's out OR avoid him lol.
well, last night I babysat. Aww Sam and Josh are so friggen cute lol. After about 1hr they both started bashing me up with hulk gloves.LOL They are pretty strong i fell on the lounge lol. They went to bed at like 9pm. But, we put them in bed at 8:30pm and we had to read them about 4books each before the would go to sleep.lol I did a little musical of "The 3 little pig's" for them, they sat there laughing and so was mum lol
They finally went to sleep and me and mum sat down to watch TV. We got there at 7:30pm and we went home at 10:30pm. I was
so tired lol I still am.But, I got paid $20dollars so, when my phone get's low on money..You know where that money will be going lol
well, at the moment I'm blogging and doing my Geography assignment which I'm doing the
Hawaii VolcanoesNational park. And my PD/H/PE assignment. Which Miss Finaly gave me the
worst topic....Eating disorders. it SUCKS big time..I mean, im not really into that stuff lol for reasons which i can not say. But, my mates know the reason..
Well, thats fairly long. I'm off to finish my assignment and talk to Emma xoxox Love ya gorgus. And Rhi: Hope you had a FANTASTIC night at your deb last night xoxox
Love Rob xoxox
18th August 2005
Hey everyone :) I know im being hosted at sweet-lahi.net, but i cant get to my FTP at the moment, cause of all my computer
problem's and I needed somewhere to blog. So, this is it =)
GOD! The last 2 day's have been really eventful. Yesterday, I got two bruised rib's and 3 brusied bone's in my arm.All
because of Hugh kicking the footy and hitting me. Oh well, Miss Finaly said I'm lucky I didn't break it. But, today I've been
shaking alot, finding it hard to breathe and just feeling really really sick.
I think the only reason i've gotten through today and yestreday, Have been because of Gus.I mean, if it wasn't for him. I
don't think I would be here typing this.he has just been like a big bro to me. Like today, whenever I looked really sick, he
would come over and pat me on the back and say "it's ok, everythings gonna be ok"I mean, he's soooo sweet. Thanks Gus. It
really means a lot too me.
I just feel like absolute SHIT! Last night, me n gus were txting each other and we racked up an 18 txt convo vis SMS LMAO! He
just kept sending txt's saying "Are u ok?" and "Everythings gonna b ok, ill keep an eye on u 2morrow n ill look after u" I
mean, how sweet is that? And at lunch I was sitting @ his bay n he just satyed there with me, talkin 2 me, n making sure i
got my mind of everything thats goin on..
I know Hugh feels bad about what happened. And he even had the guts 2 admit that he feels bad about it. he said sorry as soon
as he did it n he was like "Robyn robyn robyn, im soooo sorry i didnt mean it" and Gus has just ran over 2 me, n helped me
off the feild.And it hurt so much that i cried 4 like...15mins. and that hole time Gus just stayed with me.I mean, i said to
him "Go back out n play. Ill b fine." And he just kept saying "no, im gonna stay with u until u feel better"
In the end, i just ended up going up to the office n getting ice.I still feel like shit and according to Gus.Tomorrow is
gonna b the same as 2day. hes gonna follow me around n make sure im ok..and when he told me im just like "But but.." and then
he said "no buts! Im gonna keep lookin after u until u get better"...and i just looked at him. And then the bell went.
Well, 2morrow i have 2 baby sit. could b fun..lol i get paid so the money should b good LMAO! It might keep me out of debt on
my phone tehe.well think ive babbled longgggg enough lol
Lots of love,
Robyn xoxo
