I really want to
but I'm not going to fake it
show the intelligence which I don't have
I really want to
but all they can do is laugh
I write it in a letter
it's unposted
I'm not forcing myself to be better
alcohol seems another way
my glass is not filled
I want to ask you something if I may
why can't I find an address to send my letter to
I really want to post my letter
but the problem is not with you
the letter is unposted
and actually I know why
my glass is not filled
because in my dreams I can't even fly
if I face the facts
I'm not going to make it
it's not your problem only mine
it's not your suicide letter but mine
and it was almost posted
what makes you think they know you now?