Would you miss me if I disappeared?
Would you miss my voice
if it suddenly stopped
and I no longer replied?
Would I leave an empty space?
Would I leave a mark on your life
like I left a mark on myself?
Will you miss me when I'm gone?
Will you even shed a tear?
I saw my picture
and I cried
it wasn't me
just a lie
I saw myself
through your eyes
saw a stranger
with no face
I saw a way out
in the blade
an escape
cold and sharp
bring back the tears i cried for you, dear
i don't care
i want to whine about it
i want to cry
i want to wallow in my self pity
and swallow my own saliva
drown in my own juices
i want to make you feel guilty
i want to be mean and hurt you
i want you to cry too
i want to hide in the shadows
i want
See sadness in his eyes
see truths in his lies
feel sad on his behalf
be mad at his beliefs
see through his disguise
laugh when he cries
and then leave him behind
...always misunderstood
