Flame
burns my skin
a flame
that burns within
The fire in her eyes used to warm me
when she looked at me I was alive
we burned so brightly
shined like two stars in the sky
but now our light is fading
my inner flame is slowly dying
I feel the cold coming
I feel her slipping away
the skies are crying for us
and we die in the rain
Flame
burns my skin
does it burn
for my sins?
Family means tears
family means pain
father means anger
cold and disassociated
mother means love for wrong reasons
brother means opposite of closeness
family means loneliness
Life is a struggle
day is dark as night
night is comfort
sorrow fuels my anger
isolation breeds needs
no release
My dreams are where I live
my reality I ignore
nothing is as it seems
nothing is real
To love you
to tell myself you're gone, you're gone
you were never here
leaves me sad and confused
I die
I die alone
to rise again, alone
Mind so numb
my life so gone
my thoughts so wrong
my heart so cold
I die to find God in me, alone again
just want to burn in hell for my sins
is that so wrong?
I don't need your help
I can abuse myself
so sad and confused
alone and in love with you
What can we do to win back the time
we've lost?
Where can we go to find ourselves?
What can I say?
I wanna be one of your scars
I wanna be the tears you cry
I want you to hurt me
I want you
Sleep till late, resting with you
let the night become day
and the day be our night
let time turn
turn us into something new
What can I say
to the one I love?
Fuck you
why don't you love me back?
(sorry)
