[ I know I can never be enough, but I'll always be here ]
Sent this on 6 April 2007. And I think I'm still doing the same things all over to you. Because of our parents we can't get to
go on together... Still, I think I cannot be enough... I feel like it... I'm sorry... I promised to make you happy no matter that
but, I think I failed my promise... I just can't be more to you... But despite all that I'll always be with you till the end. I'll always
be...

[ I know that my words are simple and shallow, but I mean everything I say and do ]
I know... the only words I keep saying to you are "I love you", "Aishite iru", "Cute" and other words I keep repeating. My words
are short and simple... Why can't I be special to you? Even if you say I'm already special enough to you, I wanted to be more.
More like the somebody I always dreamed of. But, I mean it that I love you. I want you to be a part of the Iglesia not only because
I love you, I also want you to also receive the gift of salvation from our Lord God. Every people has their loved ones, and you're
one of my loved one. I believe my words aren't enough to make you smile... Just not enough... I'm truly sorry if I'm becoming
"unfeeling"... -_-

[ I know I don't have a diamond ring to put on your finger ]
I may not be rich, but from the bottom of my heart my love towards you is plentiful, plentiful that could last for years. We may
not have spent some time in the mall or any place we can spend time with, but inside me I'm not lying to you about loving you.
Making you happy is never easy, Zhen Yi... coz, if you cry, I'll cry too. Both of us share feelings with each other. However,
will you still believe that I'll be enough for you?

[ You are my better half. You taught me things that I need to know ]
Zhen yi, I thank you too coz you've always endured my pessimistic attitude. However, I feel so sorry coz I've made you
suffer coz of my pessimism. I'm truly sorry... But I've really learnt a lot from your optimism. Your enlightening smile
always make me feel happy inside and make me feel that I'm not the only one suffering in this darkened world. I'm
the pessimism, and you're the optimism. And optimism conquers pessimism. THANK YOU!!!

[ You made me realize that life is not just a simple song ]
Yes, life is not just a simple song. I know sometimes we have to enjoy life. Coz God gave us life, we must be
thanking him for it. However for me, one part of my life is you. You're always there for me, and you always make
me realize... My life can be happier if both of us discover it!

[ And I thank you from the bottom of my heart ]
Despite all the mistakes I've did, making you hurt, breaking my promises despite trying to fulfil them and
always leaving your side, you're always forgiving me. Zhen Yi, you're such a patient girl; How can I repay all
the great chances you gave me? You're ever so forgiving too, coz with your forgiveness, I never feel so alone.
With you as the 16th girl whom I liked, you're the first girl who loved me back. PRAISE GOD!!! I have you!!!

[ You are my light, you are my home, you are my peace, you give me hope, you are my guide when I am lost,
you are the kiss that makes me strong, you are the warmth when I feel cold ]
You are my light coz you always erase my emptiness with every smile you make. You are my home coz I
always feel relaxed when I'm with you. You are my peace coz we're always happe together. You always gave
me hope when my love gets cold because of all the stress. You are my guide; Like an angel telling me that
"everything's going to be alright". You are the kiss; When we kiss I feel positive that I could bring you to the
Iglesia and we could be forever. You are the warmth, coz when we hold hands I feel warm when we get cold.

[ You are my sanctuary, my sanctuary, my sanctuary!!! ]
Thank you coz... You are my forgiving angel, Zhen Yi!!! You're the girl who makes me feel happy!!! When we're
ready, we'll have a full freedom to be together. Zhen Yi, You're MY SANCTUARY!! I want you to be my forever...

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This song is dedicated to you, and you yourself. You're my angel, Zhen Yi!!! And I love you dearly...