Bluehook's Diary

I started doing this diary in June. If you haven't been following have a look at the Cast of Characters which gives a quick low down on the essential day to day characters who are mentioned here...it will make more sense if you do.

The weather has changed again, gone from cold and crisp to cold and wet. Yuck. I wasted ages this morning trying to get through to my ISP on the phone. Since yesterday I was unable to get connected to any page on the internet except theirs, ftp wouldn't work, nothing except e-mail was functioning. So they gave me some different proxy settings and I was then able to get pages but still no ftp. They are blaming BT. I have no idea what is going on or whether I'll be able to get this uploaded. Its annoying.

Hansi was home for while this morning getting herself some clothes and looking for some work out of me to earn herself some money. She left with £10, which was £3 for clearing up horse shit, £2 for doing the dishes I was supposed to be doing on Wednesday night and have been avoiding ever since and £5 for a hair cut that she has yet to give me. I then went off into town and bought a pair of hair clippers so that she can give me a haircut when she comes back next week. There was quite a bit of coming and going after I got home but soon I was left alone and not really quite sure what to do with myself. I though it had stopped raining a while and went out to carry on mulching the fruit bushes but it was so cold and the rain started up again so I only did one barrowload before I gave it up. I didn't really feel like doing anything then. I fell asleep in front of the fire for ages and hard a hard time waking myself up. There's something about that dusk time of day that seems to just make me want to sleep, I don't quite know why.

This evening I did something very out of character, I borrowed Lauren's TV and sat there and watched it all night. I haven't done that since....... I don't even know when, I can't even be sure when was the last time I saw TV at all, never mind watching it all night. I found it was ok so long as I wasn't watching the stations with commercials on them. The commercials are full of Christmas right now and that depresses the crap out of me. Now I have to see if this will upload


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