One Love
As you sat opposite and tried to listen as hard as you could to what he was saying, something was stopping you. You had something on your mind. Out of the blue you blurted out, "I'm sorry ! I've got to go! I'll ring you later, ok?" Without waiting for an answer you stood up and quickly rushed out of the restaurant.
As you reached your flat you started to cry. You couldn't believe what you'd just done. After all was a really nice boyfriend, really caring and understanding, but it just wasn't enough. You turned the key in your door and barely got through the door before you broke down in tears. After a while you got up and walked into your bedroom. But that made you cry even more - the times you and had spend in there. You picked up your phone and ran out. You sat down on your sofa and dialled the number of your best mate 's phone. As she answered you sobbed into the phone, "Please will you come round? I need someone to talk to?" "Of course I will . What's the matter?" softly replied. "I'll explain when you come round ok?" you said as you ended the conversation. With that you put the phone down and waited for her.
15 minutes later rang your doorbell. You answered the door and broke down in tears again. As comforted you she asked, "Now are you going to tell me what's the matter?" You wiped your face and began to tell her the story, "You see I've got a problem. Although I really do love I can't love him as much as he loves me." "Why not?" "Because I love someone else..." you continued as you told your story.
2 years ago...
You giggled as pushed you onto your bed. He lay down beside you, stroked your face and kissed you softly. "I love you. So much." he told you lovingly. "I know... I love you too!" you replied. You did love . Totally in love you were. He was also in love with his music. He was always round at his mates, sorry band mates- making music. He had met them at some auditions or something and now were a big part of his life. You didn't mind he was only in a band.... A couple of days later rang you. You answered with your normal chirpy, "Helloooo!!" Within about 5 seconds you went from reasonably happy to amazingly shocked and upset. You dropped the phone- was leaving. He was moving away with his 'band' to Central London because he'd got a record deal. You couldn't believe it. All the way to London? How would your relationship manage? You couldn't move with him you had to work...You picked up the phone and told him you were still there, "But what will I do?? How can we have a relationship if your 300 miles away?" you questioned. "Erm, well I don't' know. But I have to go if I want this record deal and I do." he answered back. "Well what about me? Don't you want me?" you pleaded with him to stay but it was no use he was going.
After he left you kept in touch for a while but after he'd got the record deal he was getting busier and busier. After a while contact just stopped. You were pleased for him when his band Blue released their single and did really well but you still loved him and you hoped that he still loved you but you never knew...
"...And so how can I get serious with if I'm still in love with ??" you asked . "Well it's pretty obvious that you can't." she replied. You explained the situation with at the restaurant. told you to ring and tell him it was over. It was the hardest thing you'd ever done but you knew you had to do it.
You put the phone down with tears rolling down your cheek. You looked at and burst out crying again. "I can't believe I've just done that. He was absolutely shattered. All he kept asking was 'Why?' and I just kept saying sorry." you explained to . "But you did the right thing." she told you comfortingly. "Now you know what you have to do don't you?" "What?" you said looking puzzled. "Ring of course! You do still have his number don't you?" she asked. "Well yeah but..."-"But nothing! Just ring him!" You nodded knowing you had to do it. You picked up your phone and dialled the number. It had been over a year since you'd rang him but your heart still knew the number off-by-heart. It rang! You heart jumped a beat as he answered "Hello." You couldn't believe it-you were actually speaking to him. "Hello?" he asked again. "Hiya ! It's me ! I was just wondering how you were?" you said nervously....
Your conversation continued for almost 2 hours! You talked about everything. It'd been sooo long since you'd spoken so you had loads to talk about. You had decided that it was about time you saw each other again and so had arranged for you to travel down to London for the weekend and meet up. Finally Friday arrived and as you and packed your stuff into the boot of your car you said, "Wow. I'm well excited! It's been 2 years since I've seen him. This is going to be very weird seeing him now that he's...famous!" You both giggled! As you drove Blue's new single One Love came on the radio. You looked at and exclaimed, "Lee is my one love!! I've never had another and never will!!" She nodded understandingly.
You arrived in London and drove to your hotel. Obviously couldn't just come to you so you'd arranged to meet him in a hotel Blue were staying at. It took you ages to get ready. You didn't wanna look 'normal' to your ex-now famous-boyfriend! After much 'being lost' you and found the hotel-it was HUGE! You walked in and waited in the lobby. You'd arranged to meet him in the lobby at 6pm. At precisely 6pm walked into the lobby with a grin on his face that was possibly bigger than the hotel itself! You were sooo happy and even happier now you could see him!
You got re-acquainted and before long things were just like before, except for the fact you hadn't mentioned still loving him. took you to one side and told you to make a move and tell him you still liked him. The otha lads came down and the whole 'God we havn't seen each other for ages' talk happened all over again! Later you decided it was time to tell him. " ??" you asked. "Yeah" he replied. "I need to tell you something....." you told him. "I still like you. No wait I still love you." You looked at him anxiously waiting for his response. "You do?" he asked. 'Oh no! What have I done? I've spoiled everything!' You thought to yourself. But then he said "That's the best news I've had since, well getting the record deal I suppose! I've been wanting to tell you the same thing all night!" You looked at him in utter disbelief. "Really?" you asked hopefully. "Yeah!" Well that was it! You'd been waiting for 2 years to do this - you grabbed his shirt and pulled him in and kissed him. He kissed you back and you felt the old spark between to re-ignite right there! You stopped kissing when tapped you on the shoulder asking, "You coming to the club with me and the lads?" You looked at , smirked and replied, "No. I think me and are going to have a quiet night in!" She laughed then walked in the direction of . You looked at again laughed then kissed him again! Yep, really was your One Love!