Merry Christmas

"Hey. D'ya know where is?" you asked a girl. She shook her head. You couldn't believe it. You and had organised a Christmas party. You'd invited quite a lot of people and was supposed to be helping you but guess what? He'd disappeared!! As you rushed round trying to be a good host, have fun and find you heard a crash. You spun round to see that some idiot who was drunk had knocked over the punch bowl. You sighed and walked over to clear the mess up. Nobody was even offering to help you. This Christmas party hadn't exactly gone to plan and it was about to get worse. After clearing the mess up you set your mind on finding . You wandered about looking for him and found yourself at the stairs. You asked a girl and her boyfriend whether they had seen anyone who looked like go up the stairs. They nodded and pointed to a room at the top of the stairs. You thanked them and climbed the stairs. As you did you wondered why was in there. That was your bedroom and surely if he was ill he or someone else would've told you. You knocked on the door and pushed it open. What you saw in front of you was a complete shock- was in your bed with some girl. "Oh ! Er....it's not what it looks like I promise" stuttered as he began to pull his clothes on. You looked at the girl and even more disbelief came over you-it was your best mate ! "You!" you screamed at . "Get out!" you yelled, this time at . You walked over to the bed and slapped . "Call yourself a mate do you? Get out you slapper!" you screeched. And with that you spun round and stormed out of the room. By now there was loads of people on the stairs, and every single one of them knew what had happened. You burst into tears, pushing past people as you rushed down the stairs. "! !" he yelled behind you. You had to get away from it all. 

'Why?' you thought to yourself as you walked to the back of the garden. You sat on the steps in the garden and sobbed. You just couldn't believe what you'd just seen. 'Why would he do that? you kept asking yourself. "You alrite?" a voice asked from behind. You didn't recognise the voice but you just kept your head down and mumbled a "No!" The figure sat beside you and placed his arm around your shoulder. You looked at him, it was . Even through your welled up eyes you could see how nice he looked. You burst into tears again and mumbled your thoughts into 's shoulder as he comforted you. "D'ya wanna get away from here?" asked you. "Yeah...please..." you replied, your voice all jumpy because you'd been crying. He helped you up and walked you to his car. He sat you down in the front seat and closed the door. While he walked round to the other side of the car to get in, you saw come running out of the door shouting something at you-you just looked down. You couldn't face him. climbed into the car and looked at you. He wiped your cheeks. You realised how stupid you must look-your mascara had run all down your face. You laughed quietly and explained why to . He laughed aswell. was still outside and still shouting something at you. It was obvious that he was drunk but you still felt so angry. You looked back at and suddenly felt something-a sort of lust but what happened next was a shock. You leaned closer to and kissed him on the lips. It wasn't a full on snog but there was passion there. looked shocked but surprised, you smiled then looked at , he had seen you and he had stopped shouting, his face was now glistening-he was crying. You suddenly felt guilty but then you remembered what he had done to you. backed his car out off the drive and pulled away.

You arrived at a house-'s house. He took you inside and lay you on his bed. You had all these mad thoughts in your head. 'What if he just wants to sleep with me? What if he's just like ? Why is he doing this? What should I do if he kisses me?' All of them confusing you even more. You thought was about to try and sleep with you and to be honest although you did like him you weren't ready, not after what had just happened at the party. He leaned in and you pushed him away. "No . It's not right-not now." you told him. "Noooo." he shook his head. He leant in again and kissed you-on the cheek. He pulled the covers around you turned around and walked out of the room. 'What does this mean?' you thought to yourself. As you carried on thinking about what had happened you fell asleep.

You woke the next day and looked at the clock next to the bed. It was 1.30 in the afternoon. You sat up in bed rubbing your eyes and noticed that you were still wearing your clothes from last night and it was then that you remembered what had happened and where you were. "Morning..." you mumbled to as you walked out of the bedroom. He was sat on the sofa in the living room watching TV. "Oh hiya sleepy!" he joked back. You laughed. "I thought it'd be best if I left you to wake up on your own." he explained. "How are you feeling?" he asked. "Terrible" you replied honestly. "I just can't believe why would do summut like that..." You sat down next to and he put his arm around you. You felt something for and you had done for a while. But you'd been with for a while so nothing had ever happened. You remembered how you'd kissed the night before and how there was chemistry between you. And now you weren't sure whether these feelings for were real or whether the events of last night had triggered them. seemed to care for you and also seemed to like you. You asked him. "? D'ya remember when we kissed last night?" "Yeah.....how could I forget?" "So you liked it?......Well it's just that I'm not sure what I feel and I didn't wanna lead you on" you continued. He looked directly at you, held your hands and said, ". You know I like you and I know you're confused bout everything. But if you decide that you want me then I'll be here. And its okay too if you decide that's not what you want. Im fine with it either way-I love you and always will no matter what" You felt a lump in your throat and your eyes began to well up. What he'd just said had totally made your mind up. Tears began to roll down your cheeks. " that's so nice." You leant closer to him and kissed him. He cupped your face with his hands and you melted. The rest of the day was fantastic apart from the phone calls from and , both of them apologising. You told that you'd never be her friend again and also that she could have -they deserved each other you thought. You were too upset to talk to himself so spoke to him. made it clear that things between you and were officially over.

Four days later it was Christmas. woke you at 9am. "Merry Christmas darlin!" he whispered in you ear. You snuggled up to him and opened presents. "Where's my present off you?" he asked. "I'll show you!" you told him pulling him in. You kissed passionatley then pulled him under the covers. You spent the rest of the day with and it was the best ever Christmas.

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