Dream Come True
I looked in the mirror and tided my hair up. 'Another boring day ahead with nothing to do just dream about Lee Ryan as usual,' I thought to myself. I stood and pictured me and Lee getting married- the vicar said "You may kiss the bride" Lee leant over and kissed me softly on the lips and our tongues slid into each other's mouths� I knew this would never happen but 'What's the harm in wishing?' I thought to myself. I opened my eyes and reached for the phone. I called my best mate Laura up and asked her if she fancied going out tonight. She said she didn't mind. So later on I popped round to hers and we decided where to go. "How about that club 'Chinatown'? It's meant to be really good," I told Laura. "OK we can always try it out and if its rubbish we can go somewhere else," she replied.
We made our way into town to look for something to wear. Laura found something straight away but I struggled. I really wanted to look nice. Finally I found a nice pair of tight jeans and a tight black top-it was the perfect outfit for me and I knew Id feel comfortable! We made our way home. As the time was getting on I kissed Laura on the cheek, told her that Id be round at about 8:30pm then said bye. I walked slowly home and the thoughts came back to my head about Lee and me. I had only met him twice and wondered if he felt the same. I stared at a poster of him on my wall and wished he was mine. A tear came to my eye so I wiped it dry as I wished it was Lee who was wiping it dry. As I lay on my bed and stared at the ceiling I felt cold and lonely inside. I didn't want another man I wanted Lee to fill my heart with joy and happiness. I stood up and pulled myself together - I couldn't waste my life being miserable because I couldn't have something that I really wanted. But the gap in my heart was left for Lee and our baby to fill. I began to get ready and do my make up and once I was ready I made my way round to Laura's. I strolled along the street like I didn't have a care in the world. Once I arrived at Laura's she offered me a drink that I drank so fast! I sat on her bed with my head in my hands. Laura knew that something was wrong and bugged me to tell her. She sat down beside me and put her arm around me and whispered, "You know you can tell me anything" I took a breath and explained to her "I really wanna be with Lee Ryan. Theres nothing else I want just him and me. Think of it we could get married have a baby and I would be the happiest person on earth but my dream is never gonna come true.." I sobbed as my mascara ran down my face. Laura wiped my face dry and said, "Never say never" "Why?" I replied. "Im never gonna be with Lee." "You don't know that�" she whispered "Come on lets clean you up and lets go out for the night" I wiped my face and tided my make up and brushed my hair. I knew I looked alright but just didn't feel it. I picked my bag up and we walked out the door and stepped into the taxi.
Once we were at the club Laura ordered the drinks. "I'll have a double vodka" I said "It might liven me up!" She giggled. I went and sat down at a table. Laura came and sat at the table and handed me my drink. I drank it slowly and then asked Laura if we should go and dance so we both walked on to the dance floor and danced to "Just A Little" by Liberty X. Id been dancing for quite a while when I noticed someone staring at me but I couldn't work out who it was. They must of known me 'cos they smiled and said "Hi". I carried on dancing and laughed away with Laura, when I felt a tap on my shoulder. I turned around and to my surprise there was Antony Costa, a band mate of Lee's. I blinked and took a big breath "Hi" I said with a croak in my voice. "Erm..hey. My mate really fancies you. He's had his eyes on you all night and he wants to know if you wanna dance.." he mumbled. I looked at Laura and smiled - she was smiling back. I felt another tap on my shoulder and when I looked round to my surprise there he was - the lad who had been staring at me all night. It was Lee. I had longed for him for sooo long. I nodded.
As we started to dance he kissed me slowly and put his arms around my neck so I put my arms around him. As we kissed I wondered if I was dreaming but I wasn't! I looked across the club as we danced slowly to "If You Come Back In My Life" and spotted Laura and Antony chatting away! Lee and me began to snog and then he asked me if I wanted a drink. I thought to myself 'The only thing I want is you!' but I thought out loud. He smiled. I looked in to Lee's eyes and he looked in to mine he whispered in my ear "Fancy a quiet drink tomorrow, just me and you alone?" "Yeah Id love to!" I replied. I felt Lee's hand on my bum and my mobile slid out of my pocket and I heard him tapping the buttons. Then he reached into his pocket and tapped something in to his phone. It was now 4:00am and the club was closing and Lee had to make his way back to the hotel with Antony, Duncan and Simon. I kissed him good night and he said "I'll meet you at 10:30am tomorrow morning. I'll phone you in the morning and we can arrange where to meet." As we slowly kissed Duncan called Lee - "Come on Lee. We've gotta get back to the hotel. He kissed my hand and said "Bye". I waved and blew a kiss because I was speechless.
Laura walked over to me and gave me my bag and linked arms with me as we made our way outside. She looked at me smiled and then hugged me. A tear fell down my face "You were right Laura. I did meet Lee and I love him sooo much more now!" She smiled and hugged me again. Laura called a cab and we made our way home. As we drove home my phone bleeped. I read the text and smiled. It said "I liked you from the first time we met I wanna be with you forever. Love you forever Lee xxx". Laura looked at me and said "Im so happy for you!" I pressed reply on the phone and texted back "Love you too. I wanna be yours forever!" Laura and me arrived back at her house. I was supposed to be sleeping over at hers but not much sleeping was done 'cos I stayed up till 6.30am texting Lee! I had about 2 hours sleep and got up at 9:00am!
I got up, got dressed and did my make-up. As I brushed my hair my phone rang. I answered "Hi babe." He replied "Hiya darling. Dya fancy coming round to the hotel? The lads are going out so it'll just be us," he said. "Love to" I replied. We said bye and I put my phone down. "Where you of to?" Laura said sleepily. I turned around. Laura was still in bed. "Im meeting Lee at his hotel in about 20 minutes!" I told her "Oh.well good luck then! Cya later!" she replied pulling the duvet back over her head. "Ok then!" you giggled.
As I stood outside waiting for the cab I thought to myself, 'I cant believe this is happening. I am sooo lucky!' Finally the cab pulled up next to me. He dropped me right outside Lee's hotel. I walked into the hotel but then suddenly realised I didn't know where I was going. I rang Lee and he told me 'Number 240'. I walked out of the lift and found his door. I knocked. "Just push" came the voice from inside. I pushed the door and could smell roses. I walked in and they was a big teddy holding a love heart saying "I love you!" and then there was roses at its side and Lee was sitting by them. I smiled at him and kissed him. I sat down on the bed as Lee knelt on the floor. He looked deep into my eyes and whispered "Will you marry me?" I gasped and said "Yes. Of course!"
A year later we got married, had a baby and named it after Lee and we lived happily ever after...
If only this could be true
I love lee loads and loads! Im his biggest fan ever .....