Well, I talked to Ken on the phone, which makes me thrilled, but I got the impression he wants me to lose more.  I want to lose more too, trust me, but its hard right now.  I swear I'll restart next week.  Maybe I'll go jogging this weekend since i work during the ENTIRE time the gym is open on weekends, damn.  My body hurts so badly, I want to find a nice big old bath tub and lie in some nice warm water and relax, then have my darling give me a body massage with the warming body oil, mmmmmmmmm.