I'm trying to gather pics from when I was bigger and then when Ken gets home we'll take pics of how I look and I'll post it so everyone can see the difference!  I havent gone to the gym in a while though.  So much has kept me busy.  Last week I worked strange hours so I never had a chance to go work out.  Then on the weekend my ceiling collapsed and the house was flooded.  I spent all day Saturday salvaging what I could and Sunday I worked.  Then Monday I had to get maintenance to fix it and they told me to move.  Tuesday, I got to work at 8 am and didnt leave until 10:05 pm...... I was dead tired so there was no way I was working out the next day.  Which was yesterday.  I worked an hour and a half over yesterday and my body is still just SO tired, I couldnt work out.  Maybe tomorrow!   Oh well, my goal when I started was to be no more than 175 when Ken got home so as long as I stay under that, I wont worry too much or feel too guilty!