Friday
Dear Diary,

Today, I have been thinking about everything that has been going on. I have been talking to Brian, but also with Nick a lot. We talk about everything, minus my mixed feelings. We just have so much in common.

I do not know what to do about Nick. It's like I've gained a special bond with him, and now we just spend so much time together and laugh at everything that the other does�we're just crazy. I'm wondering where AJ has gone this past week. I'm starting to get worried.

Nick and I were talking yesterday, and he was flirting constantly with me. I, like a normal person, flirted back. But, little did we know that it would end up strangely. Diary, Nickolas Gene Carter kissed me. It was the most meaningful kiss that was ever given to me. It was so tender and sweet�I could go on forever.

Right now, I feel like I am about to explode with emotions. I don't know if I'm going to fall in love with Nick, or if I should let myself. Should I talk to AJ about this? Should I talk to Brian about it? I wish I knew what I should do.

There is one main thing on my mind right now: What about Nick? I know I keep on talking about him, but I just don't know what to do. I think that there will be something between us. I just feel it. But I wonder if he feels it too�

Saturday
Dear Diary,

I just read what I wrote yesterday. Things have changed a lot. Nick called me this afternoon, and he actually asked me out to the movies.

He was saying how much the kiss meant to him, and he said that he wanted to go steady with me, but I don't know what to do. Should I tell Brian or AJ, or should I tell both of them? I know that I must tell someone.

I am really excited about Nick asking me out, but the thing is that I don't know how AJ would react. I'm kind of frightened to tell him, and I'm frightened to see him. What should I do about AJ now?

Diary, I have been trying to hide from AJ for way too long. I don't call him anymore, and he doesn't call me. We're losing contact, and I never want that to happen. I just want to call him and tell him everything that has been going on�minus what I talked to Brian about. He just can't know about that. He will never know about that.