Coin Toss

Become a light when I find myself in darkness.
Be my gloom when I search for shadows.
Help to develop my fear when I am fearless.
Stand strong like a rock when my anxiety grows.

Staunchly support me when I stumble,
Trip me when I walk too tall.
Recover my pride if I should fumble,
Stomp on my manliness to make me crawl.

Be both white and black,
A beginning and an end.
Circle me as Ying and Yang.
Be my enemy and my friend.

Work both sides of a coin,
Heads I lose, Tails you win.
You are my heaven and my hell,
My saving grace and my mortal sin.