Hello! You know me, I am a stupid person.

I don't do well in school, I can't spell very well, and I have no social skills. Yea, I have no skills or redeming qualities at all. I know that I neomail you all the time about your stories, even though I call them articles. I also ask you how to get a Krawk or a Draik, even though hundreds of webpages I don't know exist tell you just that.

I know that I'm a stupid person. In class, when we read the text books, and no matter many times I go over the paragraphs.. it won't sink in. I want it to, but there's a wall- some sort of barrier, and it won't register. I put my head down and give up, but that gets boring quick. You all get this, why can't I? So I'll tease, I'll prod. I'm an irritating dip-wad, but it's funny to me. I'd rather be the funny kid, the goofy kid, the person who everyone knows. I'd give anything to be something other than an idiot.

I just want to mean something to someone. Even if it means I'm the stupid jerk who throws things at you. Even if I send you a mail because you're 'famous' and all I want is for you to send me a word, so I can feel important too.

All a person really wants, really needs down to the bottom of thier souls is to feel needed, loved, useful. But I have no use to you. I'm stupid, boreish, downright mean. I resent the intelligence and skills that you have, because they're so far out of my reach.

When I go home to my personal space, with my inadequacies (A word I'm not even sure I spelled right) I'm still alone, and I'm still stupid.

So let's all go to our little clubs, our little clicks. Let's display to all of our fantastically intellegent friends all the stupid little mails that I've sent you, that I meant for only you to see. "They're so stupid!" You say "God they're dumb. I wish someone would shoot them."

Yes, I'm a stupid person. But I'm still a person.

Author�s Note: "I wrote this, not a hypothetical stupid person. And NO, I'm not suicidal. I'm just stupid. Every where I go there is this feeling of elitism that drives me crazy. I'm just trying to address that."
~TheEaterofWorlds