Jim I try so hard to be strong
To hold the tears as I think of you,
I want to wish you a happy birthday,
Please know I'm always close to you.
Each step I take I hear your footsteps
Oh it's then I know it's really real,
You are gone, the days are long,
I pray to God for my heart to heal.
I walk outside to the garden
Thinking you'll be the first I'll see,
With teared filled eyes, I realize,
You are not coming home to me.
Many days I just sit and think
Oh how our lives use to be,
I feel so lost, with swollen eyes,
From all the tears, I have cried.
I miss doing all the things for you
I miss your voice and your warm smile,
You are now watching me from Heaven,
I pray we'll all join you in a while.
