what if we had done things differently? what would it be like? what if i had said the words i meant to say & now have no use for? i'm sorry. what if we could go back? would it make a difference? what if you knew & had understood? what if i could've believed? what if we both knew? it did matter, it was all true. what if we tried? what if you thought of me, really thought? what if we gave in? what if... what if you stayed? what if we had laughed more then? i'm sorry. what if we had been more playful? the memories always bring a smile & a laugh. what if we had talked, really talked? i should have been nicer. why weren't we - why wasn't i - more honest? can it ever work? the feelings are there; why can't we pull through? god, i long for it.
your eyes still say what you want.