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| pArAnOiA |
| an unreasonable belief that you cannot trust other people, or that they are trying to harm you or are saying bad things about you a serious mental illness that makes someone believe that people hate them and treat them badly |
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| wrinkles a closed room gives me phobia an open window lets the ghouls in silence is a hunter about to strike but I cannot hear him with noise an ocean is too deep the countryside too long I worry the book will crash from the bookshelf now I fear being big and zooed but if I am small, I promote bullies I worry that a closed door can be opened but an opened is much easier I am not welcoming you that's why I never answer the phone and if I play the piano, the hunter can strike on my concentration; so I sit there in that corner I sit with my hands on a gun and my eyes never pausing I worry a gun cannot protect me but I will not move into the shadows to the light switch, so my eyes dart from here to there for another few weaks. |
| by mary and her choir of bats the bathroom window, cherish it, for it is your only friend after this |