About me:

Here is some stuff bout me...of course only the cool stuff that I want others to know...all the nasty stuff, I'll just let you find out on your own :P


Can You Read This? This is my name
Raymond, a 2-syllable boy's name of Teutonic origin, means: A wise protector. 
Raymond's ethnic backgrounds include * Irish * French . 
Entertainers with this name include * Raymond Burr (Television) . 
Historical figures with this name include * Raymond Kroc (Influences) . 

Nicknames for Raymond are * Ramond * Ramone 

Other names associated with Raymond are * Ramon * Ray * Raymund

  • Name: duh!!!!

  • Age: I'm immortal (I WAS born on Friday the 13th - that may explain alot....:)

  • Height/Weight: 6'3" / 215lbs

  • Hair Color: brown

  • Eye Color: Blue

  • Location: SW Portland, Oregon.

  • What am I doing?: Going to school right now - started in April 00 at the Art Institute of Portland, gettin maself a kollage dagray in Computer Animation, although they changed the program name to Media Arts and Animation. When are people just gonna leave things alone????? sheesh!!!! Anyway - it is a kick-ass school - never thought I'd be considered 'normal' by a group of people before!!!!

  • Favorite Music: Industrial, Heavy Metal, Classical (not the wimpy kind, but more along the lines of Grieg and Stravinsky) and just about everything actually - although country and techno are near the bottom of the list (disco IS at the bottom!!!!)

  • Favorite Movie: Heavy Metal the Movie - Hands Down - period. All Time Favorite Runners Up: The Wall, Wizards, The Fog, The Alien series, Rocky Horror Picture Show. Recent favs: The Matrix, Dark City (What the hell happened with Star Wars? - think they could have made it for an any younger age group???), The Cell, The Patriot, Braveheart - gosh, there are sooooo many good movies out there.....mine will come out eventually and put all of them to shame :)

  • Hobbies: 3D animation, computer art, reading, drawing, skiing, driving reallllly fast, Role Playing Games, drinking (hehehe), Paint ball, and just about anything that perks my interest at the time, popping zits in the mirror (haha - just checking to see if you are really reading this!!!!) well....ok, maybe a zit or two in the morning :)

  • Favorite Food: Just like Homer: Fooood - aarrrrgggghhhh! (okay - fresh lobster)

  • Favorite Drink: Does it have alchohol? :) Long Island Iced Tea!!!!!!! - oh, and those wacky ass drinks Angie makes!!!

  • Favorite TV Show: Hmmm TV - what is that? TV - what a waste of time! You get more brain activity staring at a blank wall than you get from watching the bloob tube. TV is a form of self-induced population control - what would people talk about if they couldn't talk about what was on TV???? Try it - go for a week and try to talk to people about anything other than TV - lemme know what happens

  • Favorite Computer Game: Gag - what a waste of time!!!!! - oh no, I broke down.....Duke Nukem - better than using real guns!!! :P and better than TV - at least you are working on hand-eye coordination and exercising some parts of the brain.

  • Why do I like the dark?: It is easier to hide the bodies at night :)

  • Are there Vampires?: Yup - ever meet my ex-wife? (haha - just kidding!!! She wasn't the evil one in the relationship:)

  • What am I? I'll let you figure that out for yourself - If I told you, you wouldn't believe me anyway, so make up your own damn mind on that one! (smile - make em wonder what the hell you are up to)

  • What are my beliefs: Many and varied - I try not to believe in anything until I have researched it and then I'll go along with the idea because I don't want to waste my time getting too deep into something that I have determined is trivial - guess what I am saying is that I first spend time seeing what the quality of the belief is (be it religion, car repair, hair style, etc..but it has to be something that can not be proven beyond a shadow of doubt - well...nothing is beyond a shadow of doubt - lets just say within my own reason) then I determine how my believing one way or another will affect my life - if it doesn't one way or another, then I'll probably let it slide, if it would affect me deeply and personally, then I am fanatical in trying to root out the truth behind the belief. Hope you can understand that - after just two sessions with me, my shrink had to take a sabbatical :) I am NOT anything - I do not associate myself with any religion other than my own - the very closest would be a type of druidical belief - I believe in life - it exists and all forms of it are, if anything, interesting.

  • What I want to be when I grow up: Who wants to grow up????? I ultimately want to open up my own 3D animation production house and produce animated movies for ADULTS. Something along the lines of Heavy Metal and Star Wars meet Gieger.

  • How did i get the psuedonym Shadowulf?: A long, long time ago, in a country far away, this was my callsign, given to me because I stalked my enemies through the shadows and struck with the ferocity of a wolf (well....it sounds good:) - I have just recently changed it to Wolfpixal - my old nick of Wolf and since I'm a pixalpusher (damned that guy who took the nick on yahoo :), I just added pixal to the end - hence: Wolfpixal How come my webpage is called Baldareon? Don't ask!!!! Those who know - SHUT-UP!!!! A guy likes to keep a little sense of mystery surrounding him :) Truth is - part made up, part just banging on the keyboard because all of the cool nicks were taken already and part refining (Bahl - god of death - dareon - sounded kinda medieval)

  • Marital Status: What? Me marry? - ok, I know true love exists - maybe I'm just waiting for the right one.....damn these moralistic views as I get older!!!! :D

  • Do I have any kids?: None that I know of!

  • Astrological Sign: Taurus..
    Beneeth this veneer of quiet and conserve,
    strong will and primordial energy reside.
    Confident and determined, I attain all I pursue,
    the advantage is mine in my fortified ring.
    With a sentry's instinct and an eagle's eye,
    I am captivated by beauty and opulant treasure.
    Though I indulge my senses, I still long for more.
    My quest will be sated; I will never be without -
    When I master the abundance that is harbored within.
    ok, so I'm a bull headed bastard, lazy, slothful - but don't get me going! - cuz then I don't stop :)

  • Occupation: Weekend Warrior - Platoon Leader in the Oregon National Guard - If you ain't Cav, you ain't shit (yeah, yeah, I know, that means if you are cav, then you are shit, but hey, we are lazy - we are THE shit :) ok - earlier this year, I got promoted (against my will!!! - thanx Alex) to executive officer this year (2001)- what is that? I'm now the commander's bitch boy - anything needs getting done, I do it - plus I gotta read his mind - he took my green tabs away!!! muaaahhhh!!!!!!

  • Why do I ride a Motorcycle?: Well....it couldn't have been better said than by Robert M. Pisig from his book Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance
    In a car, you're always in a compartment, and because your're used to it, you don't realize that through that car window everything you see is just more TV. You're a passive observer and it is all moving by you boringly in a frame.
    On a cycle the frame is gone. You're completely in contact with it all. You're in the scene, not just watching it anymore, and the sense of presence is overwhelming. That concrete whizzing bby five inches below your foot is the real thing, the same stuff you walk on, it's right there, so blurred you can't focus on it, yet you can put your foot down and touch it anytime, and the whole thing, the whole experience, is never removed from immediate consciousness.

  • Religion: The Truth - Every church and therefore religion has lied to their congregation. They all talk about peace and love (well...except the muslims - doesn't it say in the Quoran (spelling?) to kill all heritics? i.e. non-believers? - hmmm...I could be wrong - thats what a catholic priest once told me) and then when it comes down to it, they all go out and kill their brother - ever wonder about basic training recruits, that are marching to church, singing about mutalating the enemy while they go???? A paradox for sure - no wonder so many people need mood altering drugs these days!!! As far as the 'pagan' religions - well....I don't think they quite got it right, but at least they are trying (some of them that is - the rest that join just cuz it is fashionable these days - I'll see ya in hell - we can party there!) My questain for religion is: Is there an afterlife? Why was everything created? Why was everything created with the type of physics and biology that it was? Was it planned? What is on the outside of God's influence? What really is good and evil? Can you honestly have one without the other? You see, if there really isn't an afterlife, then why not go out and kill, rape, pillage and plunder? What is there stopping ya? (besides personal fear of getting your own ass waxed) Why can't we be immortal? Can earth be some people's hell and other's heaven? If so, isn't the entire relationship one has with life all based off of what one really wants? BTW....for all the bible thumpers out there (no insult really intended:), I've got 4 bibles (btw - all 4 say things differently, denoting different conotations and therefore different meanings - can't even get that right!!!), researched many religions, faiths, ways of life - hell, I'm in the middle of Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance right now (thanks Ken - so far, it is an interesting book) but they all say things that would make us feel good about being good little boys and girls and doing what we are told. Would we really believe God, if God were to come down today and perform a couple of miracles, or would we be inclined to think that God was just a good trickster? Is Jehovah an Alien? Is Jehovah the one that created the universe? hmmmmm..... Can a puny little human show old Jev that Jev was wrong about something and get Jev to change his mind? (well of course - read bout Moses) What do you call someone that kills 25,000 people just because they pissed him off? Hitler? Stalin? nope! call him Jev - it is in the bible. Something stinks in Rome. Well enough prattle - I guess everyone needs to find out for themselves - we all shall when we die, but won't it be too late then?

  • Languages: English and getting real rusty in German

  • My last Vice: Smoking - and hey, actually haven't changed smoking habits in years.....think I can quit? We'll find out on Y2k (but I am WEAK!!! - on 20 Jul 00 - still puffin!!! sheat!!!!!!!) oh, and IRC - I am kicking the habit, but....I flair up once in awhile - I love to argue with nincompoops online - look for the asshole in Undernet (usually in #chatzone) nicked either: Shadowulf, Baldareon, Garbage, or ZenOfWar - that would be me!!! :) but, alas, I don't IRC much anymore - maybe bout once every other week or so. (Thats how I lost the nicks Shadowulf and Garbage) update 2001: no more irc - if I chat, its just on yahoo (wolfpixal or baldareon) or on MSN (reeealll rare - and only because of a couple of friends on there) btw....no, haven't stopped smoking - its my only release instead of sex...so, when I start getting it again...I'll stop smoking :) (looks like I'm gonna die of lung cancer!!!!)
    ok - done ranting for now :)



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