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2/12 2020 Entry 1:

FUUUUUUUCK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ok that felt nice, anyway

i had a shitty week, despite being only halfway through. barely anything within reason can make it much better. 

I just wish thet every day didnt just blend together. every day, week, month, even year feels the same.

also, forgot to get tickets for the sonic movie 

might write more later

ok im back cuz im tired and bored

an d uh

ok im back again and uh

why is everything boring? i wanna go on a quest with a sword and slay dragons n shit

but nope

everything sucks and im forced into the gears of the societal system

why??

i dont wanna work, i want to have a fun life

but lets face it, im gonna end up working some shitty office job, arent i?

and after 20 years of it, im gonna shoot myself because its fucking soul crushing

how do i make life not want to fuck me over

Entry 2 on 2/13/2020

so ive been doing nofap for about 2 weeks

i feel great

plus im taking more control over my life. some bitch, named kadyn, whos been harrassing me and my

friends for a few years started som3 rumor that a had a scat fetish. shes gonna get decked if i see her irl again.

good thing that she goes to my school, hahaha

anyway, i also found my headphones which i lost recently, so thats cool

i dont think god is a comprehensible being

i think its a force, maybe, like fate.

either that or its a being completely unlike anything else in the universe.

i really like my friende

im gonna go.

im back, now in the afteroon.

i wanna read fist of the north star, but i dont know anything about the continuity

what do i do

if you know, please tell me

my discord is Prismic#0343

Entry 4/19/20

REMEMBER WHEN I HAD THIS'

REEEEEEEAAALLY COOL IDEA OF A GEOCITIES DIARY

then 2 months happened lmao

anyway corona amirite

not the beer, the stupid fucking pandemic

and guess what we need during this pandemic?

schools! how? who cares, the schools dont make money worrying about your health!

now get to working!

schools dont care about the students

ive seen it firsthand

and none of that is ever usable in life according to most adults ive asked

school is just about money now

like all things

society fucking sucks

hateful ways of life like modern christianity are allowed

but saying that america isnt a free county because of all the stupid laws isnt

when one is true and the other'

is modern christianity

i say MODERN because "man shall not slept with a man" is usually regarded as "homos r bad lol"

when it was obviously mistranslated according to science and common sense

but you try to tell people this and apparently its changing the facts

apparently it was originally about pedophilia btw

also ask anyquestion about the stories of dumb shit like noahs ark that somehow DIDNT get ripped apart by the ocean

and guess what?

"G-G-G-GOOOOD KEPT IT TOGETHER!!!!!!!!"

doesnt god have other shit to do other than killing humanity just because he didnt like how they used the free will HE gave them??

like attend to other planets lifeforms?

oh wait

those cant exist because we are the center of the universe bc god made it that way

except science disproves that

what about the solar syst-

disproved

the only life?

highly improbable

people need to think for themselves, not let some old ass roman book that was changed to reflect certain peoples beliefs hundreds of times to it instead!

also i slept all day and was awake all night, currently 6:13am and i feel great

i was in bed at like 3am last night 

and i sent my mom a text to look at when she awakens (AYAYAYAYAYYYYYY)

it was about me being homeschooled like by best friends are

theyre set for life and if i follow a similar path, i can have a quiet life, just as i want

and she saw it

and mentioned that i sent her a text at 3am

BUT NOTHING ABOYUT THE TEXT

im too lazy to fix that typo

like the others

anyway i feel like shit cuz of it

thats why i slept all day

im trapped

i slept and cried and meditated and ccied

shits rough

im gonna look back on this and fucking cringe arent i

fuck i already am ok i am leaving 

have a nice day random viewer, might update again tonight