At times I felt as if I lost you. I felt a part of me that was empty and lost. It felt like you were gone or never existed at all. Times I sat in my room looking at your picture with tears strolling down my face. Thinking and thinking for countless hours. Thinking about what you were doing, how you were, if you and I will ever be the same again. Will we ever laugh the same, talk the same, and trust the same? It kills me to think about not having you in my life, now that I have you. Who would I talk to about everything? Whose house would I go to and feel most welcome. Who would I cry with and whom would I laugh with. If you were ever taken away from me again I think I would rather die. When I first saw you, I already knew that there was something special about you. You have made my life worth living; you are a reason to wake up in the morning. Lately all I�ve done is sit and think if I'm losing you again. Because I did once and until I lost you, I really didn't know what I was missing or loved as much as I do you. Just something inside of you I didn't think I would find anywhere else in this world. I love you my friend so much and so dear. Once day without you could feel like a year. I love you so much it makes me mad, I love you so much it makes me rant and rave. But I hate when I love you so much it just makes me cry.
By: Christina Sears
March 18/01
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