When Will I Learn
Seeing you walk those halls,
Feeling like they are caving in on me bit by bit.
You walk by and I don�t even catch your eye.
I yell for you and stick out my hand,
For you to save me like you always did.
You never looked back,
Your heart is black.
You left me there to suffocate,
You left me there to suffer.
You hurt me repeatedly and still I come crawling back.
Getting beat down every time.
When will I realize that your nothing and will amount to nothing?
Everyone that loves me telling me I can do better,
Telling me your nothing and are lucky to even have me in your life.
I hide the bruises and cuts that appear on my body.
A sign to others that the one who �loves� me continues to make me bleed and kill me emotionally and mentally.
When will I realize, WHEN?

By: Christina Sears
August 6, 2001
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Posted Sept 19, 2001
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TINA NOTE: I wrote this while watching "Save The Last Dance"
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