When you think you can finally trust someone they go ahead and start ditching you. Never calling you even if they know you can't go it's the thought that counts. You have always treated them like family and never once turned your back on them. You respected there decisions and choices even if you felt they were the wrong ones. Those hours of just laughing and talking about life, and then its like time freezes and everything goes hey wire. Your scared to talk to people and be open with them because you open up once and you just got hurt repeatedly. When people ask you what's wrong you just suck it up and say nothing. You try not to let them look deep into your eyes because you know they will see a girl who is scared. A girl who is scared to open up to the world and just be herself again. Just like the time when she trusted. But now she's maturing and knows a good friend when she sees one. And hopefully when the time is right she will smile in the mirror take a deep breath and once again open up to the world.
By: Christina Sears
Copy Right "2000"
August 7, 2000 |
