| Once Feeling Loved �I care about you a lot and that will never change� you said, �I would do anything in the world for you� you said to me, �I�m not going to let go of you,� you also said, �I love you� is where I draw the line. I feel as if everything you ever said were empty words. I wish I could make you feel my hurt and pain. For you to see my emotions are killed. To mad to cry, to angry to smile. Empty words that had me believing I was in love and I was loved back. � I love you and nothing will change that� empty promises of the future, empty words, form an empty heart. What do I have to do for you to see I�m very real, very me and nothing will change that. I never changed, and I never will to satisfy anyone but myself. I thought you loved me for me, And I thought that you were the same person I once knew. But no matter what �I thought� my heart knew, saw and felt the changes. Still I stuck with you and tried to stay strong, and still you pushed me. I�m not asking you to care if the feelings aren�t there. I�m not asking you to say, �I love you� when that�s not what you feel. And I�m not asking you to be with me if all I�m causing you are heartaches and problems Empty words, empty emotions and one very hurt girl. To hurt to cry, to hurt to speak, and to angry to say she�s in love. By: Christina Sears August 18, 2001 Copy Right �01� |
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